tea leigh @100teas - Tumblr Blog

long ago your hands meant something they were substantial carful carved to create a sustainable love but, like most you crushed me as you cradled the promises you made

to say I was surprised would be an understatement the empty look in your eyes as you told me nothing could breathe but without me you collapsed caving in on your self desperately reaching with those carved careful hands I am above you now leaning in pressing my soft skin against the troublesome spot you’re standing in motionless striving for something untouchable you appear and I watch as you sink deeper and darker out here

I loved you baby I did I loved you deep and dark to death

you haunt my dreams trying to convince me in reality I have this life this place to be as you so eagerly love me upside down in my mind there is a place where we keep safe the secrets we only mention once or twice as the towns fly by on unnamed streets you touch me I am no great discovery without you near me

strange men are tethered here underneath the guise of soft and sweet I hear them rustle the clean sheets never next to me as their love grows unmeasurable amounts I sit here patient with my unopened mouth

simple pleasures I’m haunted by what you bring a cold wind blows strongly in the dark of the morning but when the deep wind comes i’m layin’ there relieved there is no where and nothing I have to be

sweet moments long lost by tea leigh

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some times I think about smiling & then i think about the time where you guessed my name but it’s too late there’s no return i wonder what happened to you out there in that distance so stary-eyed so beyond me once upon you showed your roots you took my hand put your palm on my lips and pressed down & what poured out was only the beginning of my love for you for you bewitching laps in memory foaming at the mouth for a touch i’d only know short distance you cried your mouth in mine only we never touched we never said out loud what we had hidden deep down so you sleep between the streets of sleep meets steep moments of time

I bathe in this water to unwind

You're so amazing that it actually kinda makes me want to give up after almost 10 years at this. It's kinda sad.

10 years of what? Photo!!!?? Never