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she/her | pansexual | 15 | HW: 160lbs/72kg | CW: 112lbs/51kg | UGW: 80lbs/36kg | 165cm/5'5ft | VEGETARIAN

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okay idk if this is just me but life had been sucky recently

can someone just help me runaway pls !

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imma take a little break from tumblr

[asras-wife]

I know some people get nervous about interacting directly so I just want y'all to know I appreciate you.

[heartshapes]

i hate that men can look at me and have thoughts about me

[thedailyreminders]

You are loved

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🦋

[dream-catcherrr]

reblog if you feel like you NEED to lose 20 pounds in a month

[starve-till-die]

In a week

[yanirexia]

In a day

[sevendiets]

In a second

[amberrumi]

N O W

[dvphvdill]

Y e s t e r w e e k

[prettierbyeveryday]

if i lose 20 lbs i’ll be at my 2nd gw

[die-yet-ing-blog]

Reblog if you genuinely feel fat. Not just once in a while "oh I look fat today" but a deep hatred for your body image every day.

[acelnotahole]

I am actually, indeed, fat

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omg I finally found a hello kitty mask !!

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it's my birthday !!!

I'm not gonna really count calories or weigh in today because I have so much to do today. My twin brother won't stop saying how much I look so ugly and fat I am today. like I know I wished for meanspo but not like this.

anyways I'm 15 now !! I'm gonna start learning how to drive, learning how to start to wear makeup, be a soft girl. idk anything !

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tomorrow is my birthday and my twin brother can't atop the fat jokes.

lol I have free meanspo. imma fast til tomorrow morning.

[ana-rchie]

Self-control is standing in the kitchen at 2am in front of an open refrigerator, a box with oh-so-tempting Chinese takeout leftovers already in your hands, but rather than doing the obvious, you breathe, close your eyes for a moment, put the box back down and shut the refrigerator again. You’ll have a few grapes from the bowl on the kitchen counter instead and head back to your room.

Because it wouldn’t have been worth it. Five minutes of bliss that you’d spend on shoving this food down your throat simply isn’t worth the crying, self-loathe and feeling that you’ve failed again that’d follow afterwards. 

There’s nobody else but you in the control. And I promise that once you can really say that, you’ll feel much more content inside than another binge would’ve made you feel. 

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ate 5,328 calories today !

HOW THE FUCK DID I DO THIS ?!?!

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When ur brother even says ur thighs are disgusting ☹

[put-that-meal-down]

reblog if u think ur faking ur eating disorder

[begaydocrimesfuckos]

I feel like a universal young queer experience is knowing that you'll never actually get to be your true self until you're out of your parents house, everything before then is an extremely watered down version of yourself. And your parents think they know everything about you but you really have a whole other personality and they know absolutely nothing about you, or only what you want them to know. It even applies to your beliefs, religious or political.

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me drinking a lot of milk during my binge to help full me up < me drinking a lot of milk cause I'm lactose intolerant 😊