I THINK YOU LOST ALL INTEREST IN THIS WORLD. YOU WERE DISAPPOINTED AND DISCOURAGED, AND LOST INTEREST IN EVERYTHING WHEN HE DIED. SO YOU ABANDONED YOUR PHYSICAL BODY. YOU WENT TO A WORLD APART AND YOUâRE LIVING A DIFFERENT KIND OF LIFE THERE. IN A WORLD INSIDE OF YOU.
A COLLECTION OF CANON AND ORIGINAL CHARACTERS, AS WRITTEN BY #ATEGOD. âȘ FEATURING: THE INVESTIGATOR, KAMIYA RYĆTA, AN ORIGINAL CHARACTER BASED IN CYBERPUNK AND NEO-NOIR. Â â« Â âź RE-ESTABLISHED FEBRUARY 2024. Â Â BY AMARI. READ MY RULES BEFORE FOLLOWING.
hi! i plan on archiving this blog today and moving to a different one. T___T everything feels a bit too cluttered on here + my followers list is way too big. i will be moving asks i really want to do over there as well!
[id: a fanart of tsukumo yuki and amanai riko. tsukumo is holding amanai's body that's limp against her, head tilted back and leaned to her shoulder, mouth slightly open. tsukumo is staring at the viewer with silent anger. there's a golden burst of halo behind each of their head. the background is an orange and purple galaxy with stars twinkling along it. the second image is a close-up on their faces. /end id]
making children bear the burden of karma and using their history, is that what you call rational?
ARCANE LEAGUE OF LEGENDS: 2x02 - âWatch It All Burnâ
âł "You feel it? That... whoosh whoosh whoosh... buzzing behind your eyes? Because you know, in a moment, it could all.... poow!"
the thing about tĆji that really gets me is that you can always try what you think is in the best interest of your children and still manage to fail as a parent. and thatâs a very simple concept that people somehow donât seem to understand with him
similar to limitlessâ hollow technique: purple, chimera shadow gardenâs gashadokuro is a secret privy to few members in the zenâin clan. it is, by all means, a trump card of sorts; one that eishin worked tirelessly to make secret, even to the point of tampering or destroying official documents related to makoraâs defeat and his own motherâs rampage on the capitalâ an effort that proved to be worthwhile in the end. that being said, tales and folklore about the gashadokuro are still definitely around. they just tend to be shrouded in some sense of mystery and most jujutsushi regard it as an entity that comes and goes as it pleases. the last time an incident with the yĆkai occurred was all the way back near the end of the sengoku period.
at first, there is a yell / then, there is the butchering of flesh and bone. terrible to hear, even more chilling to witness. had he not been desensitized to such scenery, he wouldâve flinched at the sight of brutality, gagged at the overwhelming stench of iron. hidden in the shadows, he stares, captivated, wondering if he should engage or let the abyss carry him to safety, save himself from slaughter  ââ  but he has been contracted, and the return of his remains were a persistent part of the agreement, as much as heâd prefer to let him rot.
the darkness stirs and from it, he emerges; quiet as ever, the snap of deadened wood the only sign of his presence while he maintains a comfortable distance from @foremyth. although his denizens stir with apprehension, baring their teeth from his shadow, they dare not surface without a summoning. a deep breath, mulling his words:  â  i am not here for your life.  â  eishinâs eyes linger down to those visceral remnants, upper lip curving as if repulsed by the sight.  â  that man was my target. i require his corpse.  â
DUTY AND COMPASSION, DREAMS AND TEARS. I SURRENDER MYSELF TO THE RIVER OF RESENTMENT. â± IN REGARDS TO ZEN'IN NO EISHIN, ( çŠȘéąăźæ äżĄ. ) THE MASTER OF ALL MASTERS, THE ZENâIN CLANâS MOST SACRED ANCESTOR.
zenâin no eishin was a legendary sorcerer in the heian era, cherished ancestor of the zenâin clan, and first master of the ten shadows. beginning in disgrace and followed by infamy, he would die as one of the most formidable sorcerers of his era and would later be recognized as one of the strongest sorcerers in history among the likes of ryĆmen sukuna. in the modern day, he has been deified as kuraijin, a patron kami of the zenâin clan and jujutsu society. although he is regarded as a controversial figure by historians, eishinâs influence is felt to this day.
note: eishinâs story contains themes of abuse, suicide, violence, death, and misogyny. although eishin is a trans man, he has experienced the brunt of the zenâin clanâs misogynistic ideals due to his assigned gender at birth. i myself am transmasculine and have also faced misogyny; it is a topic i donât take lightly. due to the way jujutsu kaisenâs worldbuilding is constructed and the limited information we receive regarding heian jujutsu society in the manga, i take various liberties in interpreting the events of the heian era. his inspirations include: rurouni kenshin, the filmography of kurosawa akira, the folklore surrounding the gashadokuro, fromsoftwareâs sekiro: shadows die twice, the discography of kaji meiko, japanese folklore, zen buddhism, and several others.
Âč LINEAGE.
before the ten shadows found itself within the zenâin, it began as a technique called the dark sea, which belonged to the itĆ clan. the itĆ were a cadet branch of the taira, a clan that historically dominated heian politics. similar to the taira, the itĆ were prevalent within military affairs and valued among heian jujutsu society for their martial prowess. although the taira and itâs cadet branches were a mix of sorcerers and non-sorcerers, the itĆ were primarily sorcerers, and thus established a close relationship with the zenâin during the ninth century. both clansâ militants and regiments collaborated as a means of empowering each other, and although this was a means of asserting their individual superiority on the political stage, their cooperation would turn into an alliance. due to their cooperation, the zenâin would be privy to the itĆâs knowledge regarding shikigami mastery, which was their specialty. the relationship between both powers would peak when itĆ no satsuki married zenâin no katashi, who had just ascended to the position of clan head. a year following their marriage, satsuki would give birth to her only child, eishin. he is five years the junior of his half-brothers, kentarĆ and yĆ«ri.
two years following eishinâs birth, the itĆâs dissatisfaction with fujiwara superiority and the political arrangement of jujutsu society culminated into an attempted insurrection. following the footsteps of taira no masakado, they attempt to insurrect the fujiwara and fail. for their betrayal, members of the itĆ are beheaded, imprisoned, or exiled, and in the matter of weeks, the clan dissolves. in the midst of this turmoil, satsuki is questioned by the imperial court regarding her relatives. intimidated by her husband and zenâin relatives, she folds to pressure and claims no further connection to the itĆ Â â  a decision she would ultimately regret.
following itâs creation, satsuki goes to heian-kyĆ and unleashes the gashadokuro in the first recorded instance of chimera shadow garden. the shikigami terrorizes the city until a group of sorcerers are sent to deal with satsuki. weakened by her opponents and left on the verge of death, satsuki takes her own life. in her final moments, she uses the last vestiges of control over her technique and disappears into the shadows. she leaves no corpse to collect.
upon her death, her cursed energy assimilated with her child, who shared her technique. at the age of six, eishinâs cursed technique manifested as that of his motherâs.
ÂČ UPBRINGING.
following satsukiâs rampage and the manifestation of his technique, there was no hope for a kinder upbringing. katashi, ashamed and scornful of his childâs existence, gives no attention to him. likewise, he neglects yĆ«ri the same love when it becomes apparent he had no cursed energy to speak of. he instead turns his sights to kentarĆ, who was heir apparent. outcasts within their own family, eishin and yĆ«ri developed a close relationship and leaned on one another when there was no one else. despite knowing his father did not love him, eishin tried his best to garner any fiber of pride or respect; efforts that would prove futile. whereas with kentarĆ, there was only animosity. besides his older male relatives, kentarĆ was eishinâs biggest tormentor and would often use his strength and superiority to terrorize his brother. eishin had no means to fight back lest he be punished.
due to documents regarding the dark sea being destroyed or hidden within zenâin archives, eishinâs training was left to his own hands. although yĆ«riâs heavenly restriction negated cursed energy, he would use the knowledge he gathered during his training with the hei to help eishin in any way he could. by the time he was thirteen, eishin would gain an intimate understanding of his technique. at fourteen, he asks to join the hei, but this request is denied due to fear that he would reach the full prowess of his technique and his assigned gender at birth.
for the rest of his teenage years, he lived his life with little purpose. his existence is barely acknowledged, yet he is tethered to his clanâs will, who expect him to stay compliant and subservient. without any consideration for the matter, several marriages are arranged for him as a means of taking him off of zenâin hands, but all fail via eishinâs own sabotage. the only source of joy he finds is through yĆ«riâs combat training and secret excursions in the city. a few months before his eighteenth birthday, he uncovers various documents written by the itĆ regarding shikigami mastery and the dark sea, thus giving him an idea of what he couldâve been doing with his technique all along.
when eishin is eighteen, yƫri leaves the clan and urges him to do the same. a few weeks later, he did. the decision was when he realized he would never live a fulfilling life with his kindred. he would not be valued in a space where he was demeaned and yƫri was the only connection that kept him there. while yƫri was overseas in china, eishin would pursue vagrancy. his clan would not find him.
³ VAGRANCY.
eishin wanders aimlessly. a year into his vagrancy, he is saved by wandering mercenaries after nearly being slain by a powerful curse. choosing to stay with them for a few months, he becomes accustomed to mercenary work, where he hones his skills against enemies other than his brother. believing it to be a fulfilling line of work, he sticks with it. even though his cursed energy and technique were phenomenal, heian jujutsushi was to be contended with. without the zenâin to hinder him, there was an innate drive to become stronger than those who could subdue him. more importantly, he wanted to be a cause of scorn for the clan he despised. he cared for nothing else. the means to achieve this would come to him by mere chance.
at twenty, eishin kills a group of shikigami hunters per a bounty agreement and frees two wolf shikigami they were planning to sacrifice. although he expects both shikigami to run away, they stay by his side as a show of loyalty. these shikigami would become known as the divine dogs. after months of observing the shikigami and their strength, eishin would put a theory to the test. while shikigami were typically summoned by their masters using mediums, it was theorized by the itĆ that shikigami could be bound to a technique like the dark sea if an intermediary device â such as a sacred relic  â was dissolved within the techniqueâs shadows. if this was possible, shikigami could be summoned without the use of mediums. to test this, eishin would acquire fragments of the ten sacred treasures and perform a successful ritual, thus making the divine dogs the first shikigami to join the ten shadows. for the next six years, he would seek out powerful shikigami to subjugate and bind to his cursed technique.
at twenty-six, eishin is regarded as an infamous mercenary among the jujutsushi and jusoshi world. he became known as the kage-akuma (Â ćœ±æȘé, literally âshadow demonâ ) and amassed nine unique shikigami in his arsenal. as his reputation grew, rumors began to circulate around his past as a former member of the zenâin and brought considerable controversy to the clan, much to eishinâs delight. despite being branded as a jusoshi for his efficiency in bloodshed, eishin developed a strict set of principles. his time wandering had exposed him to a great deal of issues: youth being exploited for their techniques, persecution of jujutsushi in the countryside, unchecked corruption of nobility. although hardened by circumstance, eishin was a compassionate individual who hated seeing good people suffer and his exposure to such misery would serve as catalyst for his political decisions.
after another two years of freedom, fujiwara pressure on the zenâin to subdue eishin for his crimes reaches a climax. kentarĆ, now clan head following the passing of his father, comes up with a plan to bait, imprison, and ultimately execute his brother. baited into killing a prominent jujutsu noble, eishin is finally apprehended and imprisoned. he wouldâve escaped were it not for the inverted spear of heaven being used against him.Â
while imprisoned, kentarĆ gives eishin a chance at amnesty and a reversal of his death sentence as long as he returns to the zenâin and abides by the conditions of a binding vow, but this discussion goes nowhere. lucky for him, eishin is freed from prison just days from his execution when yĆ«ri, who had returned from china months prior, breaks him out. reunited with his brother, the pair go into hiding.
âŽÂ MAHÄLA.
jujutsu society is thrown into turmoil when the eighth divine general, makora, deems jujutsushi as a fundamental threat to cosmic law and order and begins slaughtering jujutsushi. unable to cut such a divine figure down, jujutsu society scrambles for a solution. the jujutsu authority and fujiwara, desperate to resolve this nightmare, seek out eishin and invite him to the courts due to the nature of his technique. there, they present an ultimatum: if he manages to either slay or subjugate makora, eishin will receive full amnesty for his crimes. this agreement is upheld with a collective binding vow.
a few days later, eishin, under the supervision of the jujutsu authority and clans, goes to a valley outside of heian-kyĆ and calls for makoraâs audience. makora answers the summoning and the two engage in battle. with no allies to aid him per the conditions of the ten shadowsâ subjugation rituals, eishin is alone as he goes head to head with the divine. at some point during the fight, eishin realizes that makora is on the verge of adapting to his technique and thus uses his last resort. he summons the gashadokuro to subdue a struggling makora all while performing rites that would bind him to the shadows, a maneuver that ultimately works  â  albeit at the cost of merely trapping makora, not subjugating it. regardless, eishin stands victorious. per the conditions of the binding vow, he is given complete amnesty from his crimes and is hailed by jujutsu society as an unlikely hero.
â” THE COURTS.
displeased by the jujutsu authorityâs failures in regards to makoraâs rampage and elated by his victory over a literal deity, eishin realizes he could use his technique for so much more. his strength was something to be trifled with, something that could dominate several jujutsushi and render an entire nation to their knees if he so wished. he was a nightmare,  unstoppable, no longer some weak child subject to someone elseâs whims. jujutsu society did not have to be subject to an authority more concerned with upholding power and tradition while their denizens suffered.
a few months following the incident with makora, eishin challenges kentarĆ for the position of clan head.  kentarĆ agrees to settle the matter with a duel and even foolishly doubles down with a binding vow that guarantees eishinâs self-inflicted death if he were to lose. the battle is overseen by the jujutsu authority and in the end, eishin wins. although kentarĆ demands he kill him, eishin lets him live with the humiliation of defeat. upon his ascension as clan head, eishin expels several of his fellow clan members, including kentarĆ, and begins managing the zenâin clan per his own will alongside yĆ«ri.
now leader of one of jujutsu societyâs most prominent clans, eishin establishes himself as a force to be reckoned with. the fujiwara confided in him more than they ever did kentarĆ and he quickly became a prominent member of the imperial court. that being said, his relationship to the jujutsu authority and its members were not as friendly. furthermore, his relationship to clans such as the kamo were far from cooperative. much of his fellow noblemen were intimidated into fearful compliance. additionally, eishin was not shy about political assassination if it meant getting rid of people who aimed to sabotage him or his vision, nor was he against blackmail. although several jujutsu nobles had their suspicions, they lacked the evidence to prove these transgressions. throughout his reign, he experiences various attempts at assassination and insurrection, with one of these attempts at insurrection being done by kenjaku themself.
during his political career, eishin would push for various reforms. he would help revise jujutsu conduct, encouraged protection for jujutsushi in the countryside, and created a grading system for curses to prevent jujutsushi casualty, among other things. alongside yĆ«ri, he also tried to cultivate a society that permitted heavenly restrictions, an effort that garners outcry from his conservative colleagues. too intimidated to cross the zenâin, a begrudging sense of unification was felt among jujutsu societyâs clans; a sentiment that would have many referring to eishin as a âdictator.â following the fall of the fujiwaraâs sun, stars, and moon squad at the hands of ryĆmen sukuna, the hei and various zenâin jujutsu regiments became their militant successors.
at thirty-three, his only child, zenâin no masaki, is born. although his political and noble life was consistently marred by conflict, he was undeniably among the strongest jujutsu society had to offer.
â¶Â DEATH.
at forty, eishin is called to exorcise two special grade curses, both of whom were regarded as deities.  although he utilized all of his shikigami and chimera shadow garden, both special grades would persist despite their injuries. already pushed to his limits, eishin does what he knew would ensure his victory, even if it cost him his life. deprived of option, he summons makora and ropes both spirits into the subjugation process. upon the summoning, makora slays both curses before turning itâs sights to eishin. understanding that makora would only return to the shadows upon subjugation, eishin begins to fight back. although exhausted, eishin gives it his all, even when the output of his reverse cursed technique hinders and he begins to experience internal hemorrhaging from repeated usage of his domain. Â
but for all his efforts, they are for naught in the end. tired, faltering, and far past his limit, eishin denies his shikigami the satisfaction of his death and takes his fate into his own hands when makora adapts to his technique. unsheathing his tantĆ, he commits seppuku and dies of spontaneous exsanguination. legend has it that the divine dogs carried his corpse to his allies before disappearing into the shadows.
â·Â POST-MORTEM.
upon his death, the zenâin clan is thrown into turmoil. yĆ«ri loses the only family member he ever cared for and masaki loses his father at the tender age of seven. per his written will, yĆ«ri would inherit the title of clan head until masaki came of age, the first and only time a heavenly restricted individual had held that position. kentarĆ and his exiled relatives try to take advantage of the internal chaos, but yĆ«ri does not permit them to curry prominence. although he was a prominent public figure, his funeral was relatively private. his mausoleum can be found on the historical zenâin estate in osaka.Â
revered as a god among men for his power, eishin is then deified as kuraijin, a patron kami of the zenâin clan and a protector of jujutsu society. he became a popular deity to worship during the sengoku period, with the majority of his worshippers being samurai and non-militant jujutsushi.
despite his infamy during the heian era, kentarĆâs descendents would come to view eishin as a symbol of zenâin strength and glory when they permitted back into the clan. in the modern day, the zenâin continue to view him as a legendary figure synonymous with a glory that has not been seen since the early edo period. furthermore, eishinâs legacy cemented the ten shadowsâ god-like status alongside the likes of the gojĆ clanâs six eyes. he was, without a doubt, the strongest ten shadows user to ever live. tales of his shikigami and his strength are equal parts captivating and terrifying.
outside of his deification and influence among his clan, much of his policies and conduct are still practiced among jujutsushi today. the systems he helped cultivate in regards to exorcism and public safety became groundwork for modern jujutsu conduct. the modern day grading system can also be credited to him, although he only ever intended the grading system to be used for curses and not his fellow shamans. in addition, he was a scholar who frequently wrote about shikigami and his documents are still studied by shikigami masters.
OTHER NOTES.
eishinâs iteration of shikigami are possibly some of the most powerful and largest recorded, even rivaling the likes of ryĆmen sukunaâs shikigami while he possessed fushiguro megumi.
typical of most zenâin clan members, eishin was a practitioner of shinbutsu-shĆ«gĆ, otherwise known as the syncretism of shintĆ and buddhism; although some of his ideas in regards to enlightenment and morality could be considered unorthodox.
he was the first wielder of the soul-splitter katana. that being said, he much preferred tantĆ.
although brazenly strong, eishin usually relied on agility and stealth to aid him in combat due to the umbrakinetic prowess of the ten shadows complimenting both attributes.
similar to the six eyes, eishinâs birth was marked by the strengthening of all curses in the country. the same can be true for every other ten shadows user after him.
i am taking an hour nap but! like for a starter? capping at 7 10, will go into your dms for brief plotting if i canât think of anything off the bat. please please please specify muse or else i probably will not write your starter.
âȘ đŸđŻđšđ» đŻđšđ·đ·đŹđ”đŹđ« đ»đ¶ đŽđ¶đ”đ«đšđ ? ( a collection of sentence starters from the 2017 film . adjust phrasing as necessary . )
i like it . did you write that ?
haven't i already told you that ?
tell me , [ name ] , what's your secret ?
you're looking fresh as a daisy .
are you okay ? you seem ...
i'm just tired . tomorrow's a big day .
that's very important , do you understand ?
why can't you just accept that this is your family ?
this isn't a family , it's a repressive regime .
you're driving us all crazy .
this is our life , it is what it is .
you're burning up . you running a fever ?
shut the fuck up .
all these years , i've been trying to figure out your angle .
you're not interested in anyone .
[ name ] . i'm onto you .
you can't just vanish .
is there a problem ?
there's obviously been a mistake , can you please tell me what i'm doing here ?
what a pleasure to meet you .
i know who you are .
i'm amazed you made it this far .
this is ... this is all a big mistake .
for your sake , i wish that were true .
is there another way ?
i can't believe this is happening .
we can't just sit here . we gotta do something !
i don't wanna die . i don't wanna die .
you're gonna be okay , i'm here .
i'm sorry . i'm so sorry .
you're supposed to be the believer .
i don't know what i believe . i don't know who i am .
they won't suffer .
sometimes , i think " to hell with it " . to hell with everybody .
do not underestimate [ name ] .
make this a priority .
we always work best as a team .
somebody wants us to disappear . the question is why .
this isn't a game , [ name ] . don't lose your head out there .
what's it gonna be ?
playing dumb doesn't suit you , [ name ] .
get the fuck out of there !
that's not an option .
i wanted to , uh ... try something new .
hold on , we've got a situation .
all your big talk , and you've ... never been with anyone ?
trust me , we're doing them a favor .
i'm scared , [ name ] . what are we gonna do ?
shhh , we're gonna get you out of here .
we failed miserably as a species on this planet .
anyone who's willing to sacrifice their own flesh and blood can never truly be trusted .
you sold us out . how could you ?
i thought you of all people would understand .
what do you know about family ?
i did everything i was told . i did everything right .
btw. a note since i have been thinking about it for the last few days. maki has not stepped foot on the zenâin estate ever since she enrolled in jjtech. i firmly believe that yaga and other staff members are aware of her situation and thus are fine letting her stay on campus for the holidays and summer months. the zenâin clan does not care for this arrangement at all given they have deemed her a black sheep and it cleans her presence from their hands. that being said, the holiday months are incredibly boring and lonely for her, so she spends most of that time training or exorcising curses on her free time.