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20 digital diary type shit idk #attentionseeker

[bldwh0re]

im such a freak for fictional characters i need that dick now

[bldwh0re]

i cant be the only one that HATES simon from iron lung being shipped with ryan Gosling like yah you guys do whatever u want but its just not for me

[bldwh0re]

i get so poetic when im on the verge of self destruction

[bldwh0re]

I dont know how to stop i cant explain what he does to me the time that has past means nothing, he still destroys me. The urge to hurt myself envelops me. I cant do it. I wont do it. Pain mixing with pleasure is disgusting yet it fulfills me it satiates me. I am disgusting and ruined and the fact that you are what makes me feel this way does nothing but push me farther and farther down into the depths of my self made suffering. I do not know how to get rid of you. I need to let go of my hate but its all i have left.

[sweet-shut-eye]

Friendly as a Rabbit ♪ ♫ ♬

[morumoru06]

臼野太郎の絵　GOREDECKに出展したやつ　スケボーに直書きしている

[bldwh0re]

what is w people my age getting out of a 2-3 year long relationship and just hoppin right back into dating a week later..? i like genuinely dont get it 😭😭✌

[bldwh0re]

markiplier said ohmigod and i swear it sounded like creep2014 also my iron lung merch is being shipped

[comabite]

trained you well, Leon

— c0mms open!!

[bldwh0re]

is it too much to ask for my yaoi to have gore 😭✌

[bldwh0re]

staked my ex so hard i took a nap and drepmt of him.anf his boyfriend 😐 i enjoy when i get to kill them both but dude cmon please stop showing up in my dreams i already saw enough of u when we were together

[bldwh0re]

my ex is so fucking disgusting yet i cant look away ts is like a damn car crash, hes a like a body full of maggots its fucking disgusting but fascinating in a way idk whay im saying anymore 😭😭✌

[bldwh0re]

i need him to die so bad its not even funny.

what the hell was 16y/o me thinking.

the tweets from when we were together are astonishing.

[bldwh0re]

my ex is so fucking disgusting yet i cant look away ts is like a damn car crash, hes a like a body full of maggots its fucking disgusting but fascinating in a way idk whay im saying anymore 😭😭✌

[bldwh0re]

i love suicide-faggot thats my older brother right there. (even tho we are like 2 years apart)

[busket]

he's gonna die one day soon and it wont fix everything but it'll feel great and the whole world is gonna fucking party together

[bldwh0re]

cutting is a no go but its ok if i beat myself right? kinda need someone to beat the shit out of me at least once.

[bldwh0re]

yk i appreciate my mutuals who give me just enough attention so that i dont feel like a complete loner and also not enough attention so i dont become delusionally obsessed with them.