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especially when i need to

i cant sleep!!!!

i wish i could just go for long walks again.

even something as simple as that would make a world of a difference.

if i ever get better from this how could i ever take life for granted again?

its genuinely been so long since i was able to physically do all the things i love without having to think about it and think if its gonna set me back again.

its always you never know what you have till you lose it and i just want to live again and live fully.

BUT ITS SENDING MEEEEEEE SHIVERRSS!!!!!

the water is warm

i want to keep people close but sometimes they want me more than I can emotionally take being around and they take it the wrong way and it makes me so sad because i can just feel the emotion changing when i see them but i wish i could be there more than i feel i can.

a little bit sad

dogpuppy

i have two sides

mental anguish in the middle of the night

and normal bob

sup peeps im normal again

i feel so detached i feel like my mental is so distant from the reality. i feel like of everything its the scariest thing to me its like i forget everything it means to be human all of the routines and structure of what i think life is to me and without it i cant tell what reality is anymore everything just looks vaguely familiar. makes me feel so numb so blank and lost. without some sort of mental structure without something to anchor my mind to i run wild and its the most terrifying thing to me.

i hate looking at old pictures i hate the feeling i get i never want to see them again i never wanna feel what they make me think i want to erase all of them i never wanna stop changing and moving forward

we all

i hate having this feeling of a pit in my stomach especially at night

makes me feel so depressed

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