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xenn || they/he || 23 🔞 ramblings of a fat dogboy 🔞

[buxenn]

real person I promise

Xenn. he/they, transmasc, freaky little mutt.

feedism posts and general 🔞 posts ahead. back out now if you must.

art only: @buxxey

feedism deets below:

sw: 195lbs || cw: 235lbs || hw/gw: 240lbs+

coming back (9.15.2025) to the feedism/gaining scene after a hiatus... this time around ive got T to help the pounds stick. if im not adding heavy cream to everything I drink, im tripling my servings to make sure I leave every meal stuffed.

#yapyip: text posts

#yipme: photos

[ravenousrampage]

Sometimes I like when digestion just takes a while.

Maybe a character hasn't had a big meal in ages and their stomach is struggling to process it a bit. Maybe the meal is just incredibly dense and demanding. Maybe, even, the character's body wasn't designed for the cuisine they just ate a ton of.

Either way, the stomach trying to chug along, churning and bubbling for hours to even make a dent, very out of practice for such a huge task. Low, productive sounding burbling and and gurgling echoing from their stomach as the overworked organ tries to just do its job.

[buxenn]

as much as i absolutely love this (feedism, gaining, tummies, etc) I didnt actually think id end up with a partner thats equally obsessed (albeit in a more lowkey, nonconnected way).

Having my tummy groped, kneaded and touched every second of the day, being told how much he absolutely loves my plump, growing figure, being told to eat up so I can get even bigger. being used as a pillow, a fidget toy... its so funny. Didn't think id be lucky like that

[iovingmachine]

being shy and having a high sex drive is the worst combo

[buxenn]

I just chugged half a gallon of gainer shake (made with full heavy cream btw) in less than six minutes, and holy shit, ive never filled myself up that quickly before.

[buxenn]

accidentally made like 9 pancakes when I only wanted 3 for myself. I cant share them with my roommates. theyre super, super dense and fluffy (buttermilk + heavy cream in the recipe)... i still have 3 left and im starting to feel the effects

[buxenn]

the end was a struggle but i did it... now im topping off with a can of seltzer 😋

[buxenn]

accidentally made like 9 pancakes when I only wanted 3 for myself. I cant share them with my roommates. theyre super, super dense and fluffy (buttermilk + heavy cream in the recipe)... i still have 3 left and im starting to feel the effects

[buxenn]

I really need to get clothes that fit me good, ive been feeling weird abt my weight. not bc I dont like it, but bc I hate getting dressed now lol. uugggghhhh I dont wanna go shopping

[buxenn]

juat did my first gainer shake chug in a while ... ovrr a quart's worth, too 😵‍💫 made with heavy cream, mass gainer, and milk to thin it out. I havent felt this heavy in a very long time.

[buxenn]

did this again, but now im eating on top of it all, dear god I think I might burst

[buxenn]

juat did my first gainer shake chug in a while ... ovrr a quart's worth, too 😵‍💫 made with heavy cream, mass gainer, and milk to thin it out. I havent felt this heavy in a very long time.

[buxenn]

im on birth control now and one of thr most common side effects is weight gain... please god let it be true let this be the thing to finally push me firmly over 240

[would-you-like-some-soup]

the belly is an erogenous zone I am tired of pretending it's not

[biggrowingbellies]

Here it is again side by side

205lbs-355lbs

[fat-transmasc-experience]

fat Black trans boys, ilysm. you are not more intimidating just because you are bigger, you are not "more masculine" just because you are Black, you are beautiful and handsome and deserve the world that has been denied to you. ily

[shamebats]

If T makes you gain weight and E and antidepressants do it too, and so does enjoying good food and not being hungry all the time, then perhaps maybe sometimes joy & weight gain come hand in hand and that's good

[tsunamiwavesurfing]

tumblr banned porn but i see it everyday on here this shit like alcohol in the prohibition era

[buxenn]

too many eructo posts being tagged at emeto 😑