conflicted contradiction

[kisxmesoft]

[casualtragedyy]

im scared im doomed for life

[ayliffe]

– R. Todd, 1925

[daily-spooky]

[metamorphesque]

— Rainer Maria Rilke, Letters to a Young Poet

[letsbelonelytogetherr]

— Brenna Twohy, "I Know It's a Little Late," Forgive Me My Salt (via letsbelonelytogetherr)

[definitelynotnia]

Khaled Hosseini makes my soul hurt in such a beautiful way I cannot get over how his books make me feel things so profoundly

[casualtragedyy]

I'm watching the gladiator for the first time because I want to watch gladiator II but I can't do that properly if I don't watch gladiator, so I am watching it on my lil laptop and russell crowe hot

[fairycosmos]

[egberts]

i don’t feel like i’m old enough to be my age

[going2hell4everythingbutbeingbi]

chatgpt is the coward's way out. if you have a paper due in 40 minutes you should be chugging six energy drinks, blasting frantic circus music so loud you shatter an eardrum, and typing the most dogshit essay mankind has ever seen with your own carpel tunnel laden hands

[metamorphesque]

"Beautiful Losers", Leonard Cohen

[cherryfleischer-deactivated2026]

I am lowkey unfit for human interaction

[educationbybeauty]

maybe if you bundled yourself up and went for a walk out in the cold then came back inside with rosy cheeks and cool skin and warmed yourself up with a nice warm cup of herbal tea with honey maybe then you'd calm down

[kosmogrl]

[kosmogrl]

[casualtragedyy]

im sitting at a cafe, trying to journal and get in touch with my emotions, any emotion really, if anything is left inside my cold and dead body.

And I notice that they are playing One Direction songs. Not just one or two popular singles, but the entire playlist is just underrated 1D songs.

I realised it when 'Infinity' started playing. I didn't even know I still remember the lyrics, but they came out of my mouth like second nature. I'm feeling so incredibly nostalgic right now.

I remember that being the first song i downloaded from the album. I remember saving it onto my lil button nokia phone. I remember going up to my terrace and silent screaming the entire song on repeat. I remember being excited and jumpy and romanticizing the lyrics, "How many nights does it take to count the stars? That's the time it would take to fix my heart"

I miss being that passionate about something.