@chlgvrh - Tumblr Blog

your preemptive warning post. this is the only one you will get.

i reblog disturbing novels & movies here which address even more disturbing topics. full list of warnings will be under the cut.

the basics.

{🏮} … name is anton. physically 22 and mentally deceased. i draw sometimes. i mostly reblog ncfom and psychological horror. …if you know me from the arg i hosted, hi. this is where i still exist in the tone you’re probably more familiar with.

links.

tag dump. — about me. — pending. — pending.

#pinned

torchtour

pt 1, pt 2, pt 3

im not posting the first few because im unhappy with them but i did a "draw-along" to ncfom recently and it took like eight hours to watch a 2 hour film

#❝ you married into it? ❞ — others art.#might do something like this myself later. been itching to break out my charcoals again

fireworkss-exe

a singular adidas shoe is called an adida

#posts that have 10k to me #❝ not in the sense that you mean. ❞ — misc. reblogs.

birthdaysandwich

watched No Country For Old Men last night and wow 💔

#❝ you married into it? ❞ — others art.

rasklapanje01

Some things I think about after rewatching ncfom (again)

Anton telling the man to "hold still, please" and Llewelyn telling the pronghorn to "hold still" before he shoots unsuccessfully

Llewelyn buying a jacket off of someone, and Anton insisting on paying for the kids shirt

Llewelyn staying in room 138 and 213, and is shot and killed in the room between 114 and 112

Anton commenting on ones predetermination and fate. "You been putting it up your whole life. You just didn't know it."

Carla Jean saying "I knowed exactly what was in store for me" when meeting Anton, and him responding "Yes, things fall into place."

Anton representing Llewelyn's predetermined death and Ed Tom's retirement and aging

Ed Tom referring to Anton as a ghost

Anton and Ed Tom both sitting in the same spot and watching their respective reflection on the TV, both having milk in frame

"That depends. Do you see me?"

chlgvrh

and if i may add another fascinating detail:

a train moving sound symbolizing the unstoppable force of nature and fate that anton is (you can hear it during every “despair” scene on rewatch even if there is no reason for a train to be there)

#❝ you mean the nature of this conversation? ❞ — anton talks.