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#thanks torrie that’s the dunsirn spirit!#torrie & st. john have quite a lot in common#:D

Torrie and St. John about to open a buffet…of St. John’s own family

Buffet and family is a mighty polyvalent combination in regards to the Giovanni. If St. John ever invites Torrie to “eat out”, imagine how awkward it would be if only one of them had actual cannibalism in mind!

#cannibalism //#implied incest //#the eroticism of cannibalism: a dissertion by torrie and st. john #i can't say when exactly it happened but during all these times torrie massacred their way through the giovanni #st. john started to kinda sorta like them.#in a hateful way!#you dig?#it's complicated.

sweetvitae

cannibalism is really good for your mental health

#thanks torrie that's the dunsirn spirit!#torrie & st. john have quite a lot in common #:D

#ooc #IT BE LIKE THAT #im alway sjust shitposting im sry

this is still my all fav outfit for st john. look at it. marvel at the shirt, its beauteous motive, these scintillating sequins, how it fails to cover his form. absolutely perfect. AND HE’S OLD ENOUGH TO GET AWAY WITH IT

#PERFECT GIOVANNI #i cant b arsed to resize this img #shitpost privilege #in other news: I MADE A CAKE #YAYAYA CAKE

justrpmemesandmusings

Send me a faceclaim and I’ll tell you who they’d be in my muse’s life as a NPC

cockenay

Edit: Alternatively, send me your character’s name and I’ll tell you how your and my muse’s lifes brushed.

#PLOT TWIST: this is for the beast i'm working on!#who has no blog yet. but.#neither has my changeling.#i guess this is for both!#i'll try my best to find a plausible and in-char way for your char to interact with mine.#and if it doesn't work out i'll simply chose another char - or get really random as in ' they once visited the same sports event '#'brushing' allows for a lot of leeway.#this will OBVIOUSLY take me forever and a half eternity #bc im sloooow and need to learn and stuff.#I TRY MY BEST #and equally obvious: this is just me trying stuff out.#nothing canon or coerced u all have full authority over ur chars etc etc

This questionnaire assumes a very basal knowledge of Beast: The Primordial and serves as an opportunity to elucidate focal points of your Beast character which you might not have considered yet.

The Devouring:

What was the Beast's Devouring like? Did she voluntarily face her Horror, or was she initiated by another Begotten without her consent (which can be a traumatizing experience if done prematurely)?

Which atrocious dreams haunted the Beast all her life, and how did she cope with them? In how far did the incipient Devouring affect her nightmares?

The Horror:

Does the Beast consider her Horror to be the manifestation of her spiritual self, or is it regarded more as a roommate inhabiting the space where her mortal soul once resided?

Does the Beast view her Horror with pride and happiness, or is she entirely repulsed by or even afraid of the monster that devoured her soul?

The relationship between a Beast and her Horror colors how she feeds. Is she simply trying to keep the Horror at bay, dreading every time its Hunger calls, or does she revel in the act?

A Beast is instinctively aware of the Horror's level of sustenance. This allows her to chose a Satiety – a high one makes the Horror complacent, it needs to feed less often but requires more refined meals. At maximum Satiety, the Horror slumbers, severing its connection to the Beast until it's woken up again. For a Beast trying to ignore her bestial nature and live a normal life, this might be the level of Satiety to aim for, although it comes with the price of bacchanalian, possibly horrific meals and the moral consequences. Similarly, a Horror that is only rarely fed goes rampage. Satiety can be gained more easily, albeit less per feeding, and at minimum Satiety the Horror terrorizes the Primordial Dream in search for food. A Beast attempting to entirely ignore her Hunger might face dire consequences and can't silence her Horror, but most likely won't need to confront ethical dilemmas as profound. A sated Horror is the balanced middle, yet susceptible to Anathemas. Which Satiety does the Beast want her Horror to be in?

How would an non-involved mortal describe the Horror?

The Hunger:

Many Beasts know that their need to feed doesn't make them a bad person, even though the Horror just craves and doesn't care for nuance. Does the Beast rationalize her Hunger, or is she simply enjoying the opportunity to act on her darkest desires? Who does she target when feeding?

A Beast's Hunger is her and her Horror's motivation – feeding is never random. What does the Hunger and the way the Beast feeds say about her? What does it say about her Horror? How does her Legend factor in?

Is your Beast (only) a monster because of her Hunger (and Horror)?

#beast the primordial #white wolf #you all know my love for the beast so i wanted to spare you having to read the guide //#and just accumulated the questions they pose //#there's obviously a bunch more but for now i thought this suffices //#might make more of these later! //

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WHAT IS A BEAST?

The Anakim, nightmares of helplessness.

The Eshmaki, nightmares of the darkness.

The Ugallu, nightmares of exposure.

The Namtaru, nightmares of revulsion.

The Inguma, nightmares of the Other.

#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#BEAST HYPE BEAST HYPE BEAST HYPE //#thank you sid this is magnificent ! //#not all beasts included - imogen's fc has no resources - but sids angels and mine are here!#i'm so damn excited about the beasts and still encourage everybody to join in!#let's create a cool brood!#the colors are so incredibly nice - fantastic contrasts!#shared motifs while simultaneously being highly individual fits the beast theme so well.#and the little animated details!#big love.#i know you made this quick but it's so wonderfully done and fuels my euphoria for everybody's characters.

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♡ ! ( Yes. I will send this with all my chars, for funsies. But no pressure, though! If you don't feel like replying/it's too much work, please just skip it. )

Pre-Established Relationships Meme

FRIENDS. childhood friends / work friends / family friends / recently friends / turning antagonistic / turning into something romantic / stable / falling apart / friendship of need / friendship of circumstance / pen - pals or internet friends / coworkers / partners / other

ROMANCE. childhood sweethearts / newly entered / soulmates / skinny love / unrequited from my muses side / unrequited from your muses side / friends with benefits / awkward / fading / turning toxic / toxic and destructive / other

FAMILIAL BOND. sibling bond / older sibling figure to your muse / younger sibling figure to your muse / parental figure to your muse / guardian figure / legal guardian / other

ENEMIES. dangerous to themselves / dangerous to others / unpredictable / passionate / rivals / petty / developing into a sexual tension / developing into a romantic tension / based off family matters / based of circumstance / based of professional matters / based of misunderstandings or lies / other

PLEASE feel free to send as many as you like! I love doing these, hahaha, and you never know! It could spark some really interesting ideas!

Based on what I’ve seen / learned of St. John, I don’t see a connection between he and Esfir as being too terribly close in their present incarnations. What I DO see is it being a lot of either potential fun or chaos. She can be quite the figure of chaos and meeting fellow people on board for chaos is usually a pretty quick way to get her involved. That said, he does kill people and she does have a problem with that. Esfir is very proud of humans as a whole and thinks of them as her younger cousins or baby siblings.

That said, I think it’s entirely possible they could have met when she was younger, in a past life, and had a blast. She doesn’t always carry her morals from life to life, so there could have even been a previous version that palled around with him! Which would make things all the more interesting if they met again in current forms and were like “…… not as much fun as I remember >:E”

#ooc //#oh my gosh this is so lovely. NOT reblogging it is a pure thing of impossibility! //#i'm deeply infatuated with the idea of esfir and st. john having encountered each other in a previous life -#perhaps even before he joined the undead. //#considering her essence/the essence of gestalt the golden age of piracy and naval exploration seems an adequate setting. //#i absolutely do not know how her incarnation circles work but as a pirate - or buccaneer depending on the time and employer -#she'd be in the front seat of witnessing and experiencing humanity progress and learn and shape new truths. //#and not involved in the giovanni machinations st. john isn't limited to the perpetual stagnation and anachronism that vampirism comes with.#so if they'd meet again in modern times it'd be a totally different kind of (in theory) immortality. //#i'm actually super stoked to hear you rant about esfir's emotional and philosophical stance on death because vamps obvsly DESPERATELY cling #to their unnatural existence whereas esfir ... embraces ? it ? //#actually i just read your text about the iterations and my mind immediately jumped to: 'where is the cool iteration? the pirate one?'#'where is the cool esfir?' is absolutely something st. john would say. //#there isn't nearly enough literature exploring the lifes of female pirates but this is SUPER interesting and i immediately want to go and #exhume my books to see if they have a bit about some of them. //#' do you remember when no one was ever expected to shower ever? ah yes great times. great times. '

La madre, la mia capo.

#giovanni #vtm #:)#st. john voice: biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitch pls #here's mommy #//#slade suggested the fc !#i don't have to source anything here har de har ...#i was going for a minds eye look #I HOPE YOU LIKE IT. i did mi best.#original pic: http://www.shuriulo.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/11/tumblr_ldlyvbx3C41qfyuolo1_400.png #i tried to adequately convey her SIGNIFYING age.#and attributed at least one (1) dot in obtenebration to her because COME ON

me, randomly editing the giovanni clan symbol into the bg of alvise’s mom: hahaha i fucking hate this

#i'm SICK #i haven't been able to keep up with threads or conversations #because i am a walking #PESTILENCE DISTRIBUTOR #but i'm super grateful for your costume recs! :D #I've only got one week left so I'm not sure iiiiif I make it but i'm doing my best.#alternatively: mask of 1000 faces YES I REALIZE NO DISCIPLINES IN ELYSIUM BUT #maybe the gms are generous

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Cassidy - Dustin Nguyen

#// blood #// teeth #A GREAT BIG THANKS TO BONES WHO SENT ME THIS FANTASTIC PICTURE!!#it combines TEETH and BLOOD and HIS FC THIS IS PERFECT FOR A DUNSIRN ISN'T IT #and i absolutely LOVE pictures of him with the glasses on. i shamelessly stole it for st. john.#I AM NOT SORRY. he just looks so GOOD with them.#do i wanna generate a thread where st. john has the opportunity to revel in some blood & be swaggy about it?#YES I WANT.#Thanks again Bones THIS IS THE IMPORTANT CONTENT

usᴇʀ: toreadoranon

Hello St. John.

Also I think we have different ideas on squirting.This is more like, I ate messily. Squirting would be my entire face was dappled, droplets running down my chin and stuck in my eyelashes.

C'mon, fuck! Fuck, man, c'mon! We've known each other for, what, I dunno, but details, righ’? Who gives a shit! We know each other, and word's you've ate some of me relatives, which, incidentally, I did too!

Or am I lost in translation? Eatin’ messily and squirting's never been exclusive terms to me, shit!

Anyways! St. John's a father's name, and I really don't have much of a Catholic taste, babydoll! For greater familiarity just call me daddy. Or orgiastically exclaim “Holy fuck!”, although that one’s heavily dependent on context and not always appreciated within Elysium.

#toreadoranon #sexuality//#nsfw //#implied incest //#implied cannibalism //#(( torrie this IS lewd! and you're at the right address! ))

toreadoranon

It’s a good night so far.

cockenay

“Pardon the blood”? Shiiiiit, fuck, bitchesssssss look at this! Don’t you just love it when they squirt on ya?

We’ve got some things in common, babydoll!

#:D #(( i too love this pic and need torrie on his blog. ))#blood//#gendered slurs//#sexuality//

Biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitch please! Shit, fuck! Can’t believe me sore fuckin’ eyes, babydolls! It’s Alvise, bitches! Ready to fuck that shit up! Ma finally let you out of her womb? Or tired of you attempting to crawl back? Details, righ’?

But seriously man, seriously, I’m joking! I’m so happy I could just suck your dick like some nasty-ass candybar, swallow it, and shit it out again!

You wanna see my chainsaw Chuck?

@sanguesingolo

#:D #ic chat//#(( suffer alvise. suffer. ))#slurs//#gendered slurs//#sexuality//#unsanitary//

i’ll indulge the sudden urge to introduce my extensive menagerie of character blogs because i am BOBO THE FOOL who never makes a multi-muse.

world of darkness franchise / vampire the masquerade:

jesse ( southern country gangrel ) ; ephraim ( anarch tremere ) ; st. john ( dunsirn giovanni ) ; kent ( cammie toreador ) ; roman ( cammie ventrue )

world of darkness franchise / beast the primordial:

fafnir ( ugallu beast )

world of darkness franchise / ghoul:

johnny knox ( giovanni rosselini ghoul )

independent / hunter the reckoning / deadlands / historical:

harlan ellis ( cowboy / WoD hunter ) ; adah ( cowgirl / weird west ) ; oliver quinn ( 70s rancher / x-men verse just because )

the elder scrolls franchise:

skeitan ( namira’s champion )

fallout franchise:

darwin ( raider / fiend )

characters i wanna create: delilah ( country gangrel bog witch ) ; stiebel eltron ( clurichaun ) ; slasher ( beast ) ; etc. etc.

#ooc //#DUN DUN DUN

Quick compilation of the threads I currently owe. Just for my own convenience; no one’s obligated to reply if they ain’t feeling it, and if you wanna drop something, start something, drop as well as start something, we can always do that! In case I missed something, feel free to correct me.

Luca Mio Scortese Putanesca. Alexei ‘Alyosha’ Popovich. Hermione.

#ooc //

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#st. john the day he meets torrie tbh. shock 'em with bad fashion.//#this looks so .................... //#..................................u kno//#I'M HAVING LOTS OF FUN I'M SORRY//#gif//#❝ DOES THE BOOGIE MAN REALLY EXIST? ❚ ❙▪ ♰ ᵂᴱᴸᴸ﹔ ᴵS Yᴼᵁᴿ ᴹᴼᵀᴴᴱᴿ ᴬ ᴮᴬᴸᴰ⁻ᴴᴱᴬᴰᴱᴰ Fᴿᴱᴬᴷ ᴮᴵᵀCᴴ﹖ YES!

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