back on track

[not promoting, just for me]

[gonand0]

Some th/nspø for y’all

I won’t stop until I look like this

[spicesweet-deactivated20240523]

[coldietsoda]

manifesting

making this happen

[ilovemilkbreadd]

some inspo for you 🎀⭐️

[isl-equ-ay]

[green-steel-bones]

My friend, hyping me up on my outfit: YOU ATE!

Me, 4n0rexic: No I didn't. 😔

[coldietsoda]

~ Please don't judge, I'm trying to figure out how to put this into words. ~

Actually, it's a mixed feeling.

I'm a Sapphic, and I really love women.

I'm a feminist and I understand the negative influence of patriarchy in women's bodies.

I find judging other people's weights/promoting an ed is immoral and rude, so why am I this mean with myself? Why can't I love this woman shaped body?

Maybe bc I feel stuck with it, it's heavy and sore, and people aren't as polite as they were when I was thinner. Being at this weight is painful.

No hashtags bc I don't want to spread this senseless hate, but I needed to let it out my chest.

[butterflydisorder]

why tf is this taking so long take this fat off my body right now

[coldietsoda]

breakfast: black coffee

between meals: 3 strawberries w a chocolate bar

lunch: 1 tortilla with cheese and tomato, 2 boiled eggs

between meals: 1 croissant w 2 black coffees

dinner: french fries (needed mia's help)

steps: 14 296

I believe there's a little bit of progress, but it is not enough.

This morning, I told my friend that I wasn't feeling well and maybe last night's dinner was the reason. She asked what I ate, and when I told her, she just said, "Gross."

She's tall and skinny, so that meant a lot.

I feel disgusting.

[coldietsoda]

breakfast: 2 toasts w marmalade

between meals: 3 strawberries

lunch: "tortilla" made with spinach, cheese, pepper, and egg

between meals: 3 strawberries and a lemonade

dinner: pizza w cheddar fries

steps: 6 760

idk what's wrong with me

[starvingcherrycokezeroangel]

[youngskinnyperfection]

Repost if you're an active ED Blog In August 2024

[nonathenymph]

Being a fashion girly but not being skinny enough for the type of clothes I want to wear is one of the biggest struggles

[exotical-sweet45]

Blk thinspo

[coldietsoda]

My lack of self-control is disgusting.

[sullengr1-deactivated20250328]

Just thinking abt what it would feel like for clothing to fit comfortably hahaha

[rijstwafel]

me

[angel-no1]

TH!N$P0