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general cw for ideation & shitlife-posting. can’t consistently tag individual posts, sorry!
help needed for food & medical expenses
(new post for june. prev post)
new month, same problems! now that i've paid rent & a few bills, my disability cheque is basically gone.
needs for june:
FOOD
glasses - $69 for frames + TBD for lenses
glaucoma testing - $50
bus pass - $59.70
remaining klarna payments for hygiene supplies - $48.80
cat care for my ESA - food ($60 for rest of june), nail trim ($39), meloxicam ($40), flea meds at end of month ($35)
i'm setting my goal for this month optimistically at $500, though i don't expect to receive that much. anything helps.
please boost or donate if you can. thank you for reading!!
please help me meet my goal for this month so i can pay for my out of pocket medical expenses, groceries, my cat's food and meds, and my sto
(the flea meds are 31.99 + tax to be clear. didn't include the tax in my last post that mentioned it)
$200/500!!! thank you so much everyone!! happy pride <3
trying to figure out why i always want to complain that no one likes my writing.
i don't even feel bad about getting rejections per se. i think it's that i struggle to understand what journals/magazines mean when they talk about what they're looking for? except for things like 'no rhyme' or 'sonnets' i don't find often that what they say about what they publish, their vibe, what they're into, is illuminated for me by checking out their issues.
i think, that's a bunch of poems alright! i think, am i stupid? do i understand language at all if i can't even parse these submission guidelines because they use abstraction? why am i, a thing that can't understand language, assuming i can have something to say, lightly or seriously? i know it's not that serious! but
and it hurts my feelings the way that sex and violence sometimes come up in submission guidelines even when i'm pretty sure that a piece i'm submitting doesn't contain those things. it makes me sad, it puts me off, to see 'sexual assault' listed undifferentiated among bigotries, and confused when i recall poems about sexual violence from that same magazine.
what's a justifiable depiction or talking-about, and what is obviously unacceptable? what is pornographic? what is just for the sake of it? how do you know? how do they know?
i have a hard time evaluating my work for these themes. and my own posts for content warnings !! i'm choosing to do all this. i want to keep trying because i think i have some good poems. i also want to branch out with my work.
i want to be done with these tasks that are eating all my brain energy! draining me! i have poems i want to submit! yeah no one likes them but still!
augh i'm struggling
oh log we’re really in it now
[the most low energy you have ever seen me] we’re about to go crazy mode
waking from multi-day stupor it’s time to EXIST now
well i tried doing a task for 10 minutes and started crying and hyperventilating so i guess #mystupor was doing something for me
waking from multi-day stupor it’s time to EXIST now
reading a little life over 9 months or something in 2018 was genuinely one of the more significant media encounters of my life. however i'd feel about it now, it was a friend to me and the contemporaneous discourse was very painful and alienating
i know i have cultivated my internet experience well because there's an uptick in a little life blogging on my dash and none of it makes me feel like i'm falling into a black hole
CHAOTIC, 2010
calling things "cutes" is so uh. what's a good word for when something is cute but slightly more cute
the word cutes is autological
he was in the start of a migraine or something but still it really hurt my feelings when my housemate said, ...if you weren't too lazy to ever do anything for yourself! and not even about one of the many many things i don't do that he would like me to do but about something i do nearly every day
the pleasure to quality ratio of composing blackout poetry is crazy for me. it is pure flow state bliss for results that are ????? i don’t have the Eye
Does anyone in the Nashua, NH, US area have a couch/space for a person and a dog fleeing domestic violence? Or is close enough to drive to that area and pick them up? She urgently needs to be housed tonight, ideally for a few days or gotten to place where more people can help her. She is planning to move here (chicago) and will be staying on our couch but will need help getting here both money and transportation wise. DM me.
they also need funds to get to chicago, my vmo is @ medafk and cshtag is mentislucidae, k0-fi in bio — it will all be used for transportation and legal fees [$245 so far thank you]
plz rblg
The person they were staying with kicked them out abruptly, this ask is open again ☹️
i dream of chores is the refrain of my current health and household state