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𐙚˙⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 funniest girl with an ed

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its not even like he doesnt like me yknow, he could care less abt the fact that i have a little bit of fat on me. plus hes like 6’2. i was just looking at videos of myself and i just hate my face. so much bloat. ive lost 5lbs and the difference is already insane. i dont even wanna be a stick, just smaller

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currently talking to a guy skinnier than me. i think we all know where this is going

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any ed movies with the same vibes at to the bone?

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“wannarexic”

previously disordered, trying to get it back.

looking at thinspo every single day, yet i still eat a lot

weigh myself every day, but i dont do anything to make the numbers go down

i wanna be who i once was, but i dont think its in my brain anymore. i dont think im sick anymore. just a wannarexic. i am not good enough

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ballet thinspo

my current biggest thinspo

definitely thinking of making one of my weight loss rewards taking a ballet class. i love them because theyre so elegant and petite. they look elegant because theyre slim.

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my fav kinds of thinspo (pt 3)

bruises

honorable mentions

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my fav kinds of thinspo (pt 2)

candid

baggy clothes

bent legs

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my fav kinds of thinspo (pt 1)

big shoes, small legs

collarbones

mid section shots

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omad october loading…..🍂🎃

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Realistic christmas thinspo

since i only have a couple months to be skinny for it

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i have been stuck in the 150’s for so long its pissing me awfffff

i was literally out of them and suddenly went back and have been stuck since. i literally eat once a day and im constantly walking/on my feet yet i cannot get below 151. im gonna kms ughh

once i get out ik itll be so much easier to drop the rest of the weight but im literally stuck🤦🏽‍♀️

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okay so if i stick between 1200-1300 cals each day i could lose 40 lbs by the end of the school year. if i do some light exercise like walking, itd be even more. i think im gonna do it

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Some wl tips that helped me -`♡´-

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Since some of you have been asking, here's a list of things I do that have helped me lose a few kgs: ₊˚⊹ᰔ

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ꨄ︎ I've used https://www.calculator.net/calorie-calculator.html , a website that calculates how many calories you should eat in a day to lose weight, based on your age and height.

ꨄ︎ Weighing your food: this way, you can calculate the exact amount of calories in anything.

ꨄ︎ Only drinking things with 0kcal.

ꨄ︎ Measuring things like your waist, wrists, or thighs every week can help you stay motivated. (Just like with weighing yourself, you want to see the numbers go down, and this gives you a boost.)

ꨄ︎ Eating enough protein: makes you feel full.

ꨄ︎ Rather than saving all of your calories for one unhealthy thing at the end of the day, eat healthy, low kcal snacks gradually during the day to avoid bingeing.

ꨄ︎ When you get the urge to binge, shake up your entire body for about 30 seconds. (This can help to "rewire" the brain by releasing stored tension and trauma, helping to reset the nervous system to a balanced state.)

ꨄ︎ Light exercise can be a great way to burn calories. (Things like walking, taking the stairs, etc.)

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I hope I can help you guys achieve your weight loss goals. If you have any questions, don't hesitate to leave a comment! <3

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when life triggers a relaspe

tw: talk of suicide and starvation

my life has been going absolutely shit lately and it has all triggered a relapse. I’m a first year college student and im working 2 jobs + babysit occasionally on the side. at my first job, the paychecks keep coming late and at different times and my second job i havent started receiving paychecks yet since i just started. i have not been able to buy groceries this week and can only eat out (and even then occasionally). all my money goes towards ubers to and from my job and unfortunately last week i only got paid $80. i have lost 5 lbs this week from this fact alone. i wasnt rlly relapsed tho until an incident yesterday which caused me to attempt suicide. obviously it didnt work but the whole situation has made it impossible for me to eat. i have had nothing all day today. i have no money to eat out. i did eventually go downstairs to try and eat something, but i could hear words that my brother said ringing in my ear so i just went back upstairs and have been crying. its rlly sucky because i WAS better. i finally felt at peace and okay with myself and how i eat. i listened to my body. but im at the point where im just accepting a relapse. 2 days ago i redownloaded videos of me at my lw and put them in my favorites folder. yesterday i tried to avoiding eating for as long as possible and thats when i first noticed a slip. im clearly never gonna recover especially if i live here so its whatever. anyways sorry for the rant

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slowly healing closer to my perfect iced coffee

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i have so many warning signs and cries for help and nobody is seeing them

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i think ive made it to that point where im so fed up with myself that i just wanna starve to my death