adria

she/her ♡ pro recovery sw: 99kg cw: 86kg 2gw: 80kg ugw: 50kg

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lmao logging back on here after 3 years ive gained 20kg bc of bp never thought id become such a pig again

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it's funny how i still post here knowing that nobody cares

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i don't know how to keep on doing this

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the only reason i'm still here is my mom

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i wish i wasn't close with her then everything would have been easier to end

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the only reason i'm still here is my mom

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i haven't been able to lose weight in months why is my body doing this to me

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there was this blog that updated when an ed sheeran acc got t3rmed with their new accounts but i can't find ittt

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none of my mutuals are active :((

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not me pretending like everything is fine just minutes after crying and throwing up in the bathroom

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NOW I HAVE TO USE A FUCKING VPN TO USE TUMBLR BC ITS FUCKING BANNED IN TURKEY ?? I HATE THIS COUNTRY FFS

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everytime i feel like eating i listen to lana and that shit goes away real quick 😭😭 idk what it is with her music that makes me feel like not eating but it works lmao

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this hits way too close to home

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i thought that i've gotten better but there are always those little things that makes me relapse

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i hate that i've come to like the feeling of shaking

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for some reason listening to the ultraviolence album fuels my ed

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do any of you play mario kart loll i want friends on there but i have no one to add

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i fucking hate black coffee but i drink it every morning like my life depends on it