*Shouma slowly nods.* â..O-Okay.. b-be.. Louder, and more annoying..âÂ
*Shouma sets a finger on his chin, beginning to contemplate exactly what he should do to get more attention, or to become more important, or to just be visible to people like Takumi and Hiruko!*
*...Taking care of people had always been something that he was alright at, even if anybody that he took care of didnât enjoy his presence.. and for good reason. Leo, Eva, and any other small animals he would nurse to help in the TRC never liked him, and yet he still was important to them. He was someone they could rely on for the little bit of time they were healing. That little bit of talent that he somehow possessed could play into being more important! He could take care of more people than Eva and Eito, he could become more relied on, just like he was by animals in the TRC!**How would he care for those in the academy though? Usually, in battle, they would only get scraped up, or straight up killed and revived. There was no window of time for him to try being their nurse â not to mention he didnât have much experience with bandaging real peopleâs injuries, or washing wounds, or anything to do with nursing. Whoever he was âhelpingâ would brush him off, and recognize that he didnât know what he was doing.*Â
*He also couldnât do anything like Tsubasa, he would never figure out how to fix machines! Nor Yugamu, he never understood anything medicine related. Everyone else had a talent! Takumi was a natural leader, Kurara was blessed in the cooking and creative departments, Gaku, despite not outwardly showing it, was very good for the team. Same for Moko!*Â
*The only person in the SDU who didnât seem to have a natural talent was him. Him and the man that he was facing right then. Sure, Eito was⊠good at killing, and hiding that he had killed, but could that really be classified as a talent? He read many books, but that wasnât a talent either. Anybody could read a book and become âsmartâ just by remembering the content of said book. Eito wasnât born with talent either. The SDU was capable of functioning without Eito. Just like how they could function without Shouma. He found that they were alike in that sense.*Â
*He bites the inside of his cheek sharply. Not even Eito would want to be compared to him in that way! They were nothing alike! He was completely useless, and Eito wasnât. Eito had talent within him. Shouma didnât. He directed his train of thought back away to how he could become more important.*Â
*He had to figure out how to âaccidentallyâ have people harmed, then he could help them! He could heal them, and they would rely on him! He would become important! How could he discreetly harm others?*Â
*It suddenly hit him like a truck.*Â
âUm.. E-Eito?â *Shouma visibly becomes more honed in, eyes no longer lost.*
âHow⊠easily do you think that we could get a poison of some sort?â