[kosmogrl]

it’s june I desperately need to stop wasting time

[we-laid-with-it]

everyone loves to think of suicidality as this dramatic emergency, but for the chronically suicidal, it just... isn't. it's a regular, often daily part of life. how would you feel if you were told you're not allowed to talk about or mention something that for you is just another tuesday? it'd be pretty frustrating, right?

[dreathexplorer]

[syrenki]

there is something within me that i would like removed

[anxietyproblem]

[wombrion]

og

[anxietyproblem]

[krasnoarmeyets]

i bet it feels good as fuck to intend to do something and then actually do it

[heartpdf]

[dreathexplorer]

a few months ago, i had already accepted i might not be going. i made peace with it. then i heard that one song and idk why but i cried. can you believe it? i cried. i thought that part of me was already gone. but the moment that song started playing, something in me came alive again. that’s when i knew i have to see them. oh please i really have to. i need this so so so bad. i can’t sleep. i’m so anxious. i can’t focus. i keep thinking about it. i can’t calm down. honestly, i don’t even know if i’ll be there at all but idc i don’t want to regret it. i dont want to waste this chance. so please let me get this one thing. please, before i lose my mind.

[paranoiafawn]

anyways all I’ve done in the past 5yrs is ruin my life further each passing month

[worthnotwantnot]

when the only thought that brings relief is leaving everything behind

[rhynee]

people who dont experience it cannot comprehend how awful executive dysfunction is. I WANT to do the task, i have the resources TO do the task, i will feel better having DONE the task

but i cant fucking do the task

[ilovewhales]

a lot of things get on my nerves. im constantly annoyed. and i also have a deep love of humanity and the world but everything is really annoying

[bpdohwhatajoy]

Being chronically ill in your 20s is stupid you have to see your peers like “started a family🥰” “got married😍” “bought a house😇” “scored a promotion😋” meanwhile you’re fighting for your life to take a shower

[longnuts]

Does anyone know what to do

[princecarlton]

[stealpeanutbutter]

i feel like i do 25% of what an average person does in a day and still it's too much