The diamonds in my mouth...

My name is Srin. I write. Sometimes I think that's all I know how to do. But even that's subjective .

[wordsthat-speak]

There are many things that can keep you in a relationship. Fear of being alone. Fear of disrupting the arrangement of your life. A decision to settle for something that’s okay, because you don’t know if you can get any better. Or maybe there’s the irrational belief that it will get better, even if you know he won’t change.

Everyday (David Levithan)

[kt-exclusive]

[stoicremains-deactivated2017102]

I felt utterly alone, like I was the last person alive on Earth. I can’t describe that feeling of total loneliness. I just wanted to disappear into thin air and not think about anything.

Haruki Murakami, Kafka on the Shore (via hollowstimulation)

[ddaemonum-blog-blog]

[ezrahere]

You don’t need to make your tastes a self-conscious statement about who you are. Just unapologetically like the things you like.

(via rainydaysandblankets)

I wish we all understood this. Did this.

[burninggravity]

You whisper to me through the crackling phone line, that I am too depressive, too sad, too full of feeling, too… everything. You tell me that you cannot relate, that you want happiness,that I don’t have that. I feel the air rushing up my lungs, I wonder if you hear it. I wonder if you can feel my heart retracting, my ribs straining under the weight of my unnatural breaths. I wonder if you realize you’re telling me that I don’t make you happy. I wonder why you twisted the sword that you know is lodged deep in my abdomen. You ask me if I’m still there – Hello. Hello? I remember that you can’t see my head nodding, or my hands clutching my rib-cage, as if to keep my body from fracturing apart. I let out a soft response. Of course, I plead, it’s just a phase, I am happy. I almost add on an, ‘I promise.’

I am not sad ~ SRaj (via burninggravity)

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The little crinkles around her eyes.

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It was the warfare of words.

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trying, trying.

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My could've, my would've. Maybe. 

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I do, but I am not. A contradiction.

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The things I could have done, the things I did not do.

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Are you happy or sad? I can't tell.

It’s a funny thing isn’t it? I can’t really tell either. 

Sometimes I think labeling emotions creates as many complications as labeling people.  

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love.

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The debt of loneliness

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You can’t be a proper writer without a touch of madness, can you?

-Quills, Madeleine