DRPL's

Here you go my unplugged feelings.

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When I sleep late.

You know that time when you sleep late, and you think so loud in your head? I think often so loud and it makes me wanna scream out of my lung. Well, i dont to be called out by the neighbors or police, so better not.

I sometimes read timeline of my bf’s, and it worsens my head. You know, that time you are so fragile and cannot forgive yourself on every damn mistakes you made?

It often makes me insecure every times I opened his timeline and seeing him wrote or said something to his girl-friends.

I also overthink, like, why he never replies to me like he replies to his girl-friends; you know that kinda funny and attentive replies...?

Why he only replies like a word or maybe two words to my tweets?

Man, I should’ve gone to bed early....

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Amsterdam Amsterdam, I just wanna go back there!

Howdy wowdy amazey crowdey i am totally back here!

So, I just went for a short trip to Amsterdam with frenz. It was totally woawsome and so worth it! I booked bus tickets, and then a bunk bed hotel room. It is not so pricey well I guess. We spent about 89Euro for 3d2n (It includes the accomodation from Bremen to Ams and also the hotel room).

The in-town transport costs 8Euro for a 24-hours-ticket.

Anyway, you can find so many ‘coffee shop’ here, not the normal one but the one where you can smoke weed and do truffles. It was also a really worthless experience to across something like this. I also visited some smart shop (magic truffle shops), coffee shops, and some grow kit shops. I also learnt a lot of weeds character and truffle characters. They are all quite unique.

The food, don’t doubt it. I visited a street food called Tokoman and it is a surinamese specialty. I ordered Lemperkip (which basically lemper ayam), Giant Samosa, and also Pasteikip (well, pastel ayam). It was heaven!!!!! And also cheap! I also ate dinner with my gang in Tiger and Kantjil (it is basically indo’s restaurant), kinda pricey but tastes good tho.

Albert Heijn, or the supermarkets are so awesome too. I was like entering a whole new galaxy there because they sell cheetos, AW, tony’s choco, oreo with different flavours, and so many more. Damn man, I even forgot to buy a stamp three times for my postcard the one that i want to send to my bestie in Berlin.

A whole trip is unforgettable and such a good memory for me. I hope I will be back there soon!

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Just wait. A little bit more. I’ll get enough, I promise. Just a little bit more.

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When We are Good but They are Better

First we hope

Then we expect

After that we love

Next they break

At the end we are still the one who to blame.

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I thought I was dreaming.

But I think it’s true. I think you do keep your feeling for her and she does too. I think you secure yourself for her and she does too. It hurts to see you lie to yourself and she does too!

Slowly I‘ll pace myself to leave all those lies.

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It is not what I expected.

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Who is There.

A Lone Doggo

In highschool I was an Extrovert, I had so many friends, I was in organization, I apprenticed in newspaper and magazine, I was a well-known schooler who couldn't rest even just for a day. They called me cuwi, schuwi, puko, duw, or anything else that they want as long as I wouldn't matter.

I built so many networks and so often I ignored myself. I got so many friends and also few bestfriends. I sometimes also lost myself. I heard to many opinions, and advices. Didn’t know what to do.

As time goes by, I felt like; I was changing. I was not that opened anymore, I just love the solicitude even more. I felt like myself is the only man standing until the end. And that is true, my friend.

It is so weird how time can change people so drastically. It is also weird how I still remember how I was. Everything is weird.

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Just 5 more minutes. https://www.instagram.com/p/B0VaVL0iwb1RkhvaTc-DDffLlHvpoRyJlSYxBY0/?igshid=11bn3hjgsnfk1

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I haven't been home for 4 years, but thank you to @wardhanarizki for bringing home for me. This week is the happiest week of my life. He generously offered to bring my father here as his chosen travel partner from winning a quiz. I am forever in debt and forever grateful. . I salute everyone who study abroad, live abroad, who step out from their comfort zone to seek a better life for their family and themselves; who have to leave their family; who lost their loved one and chose to keep moving forward no matter what. . I hope everyone who have to leave their family for a good purpose, are infinitely strong and tough. (at Flughafen Berlin-Tegel „Otto Lilienthal“) https://www.instagram.com/p/BuLzXrEljExnjfqAxawHBxxFpVOyGhDM2RoTJ80/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=zmkyyduzmh40

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Go check @levigoapparel right now!!! The apparel that represents our beloved Indonesia! (at Bremerhaven, Germany) https://www.instagram.com/p/BqhoCP_lRTxUgSf6K7vObsjokrv9koHcJKg_Mo0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1gx0jaijjzqkl

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Gfy. (at Bremerhaven am Deich) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpRf5Iglqu6apmBryEmxIr6jFVZ9p0ByMs3zo80/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ocbsoa0w6yy9

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I'm pretty good at being sassy. #yash (at Berlin, Germany) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoK6qViHPR-OZT-ZsOgXT3vKgtHC-wPdhc9tG80/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=18ml5sjhc7f9w

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First day of fall be like..... Cant let any cold slip in!!! 📷: @naaput 💓 (at Frankfurter Tor) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoGtoCQn43amPi_WRtWkLyMhlee5c_HZVasOG40/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=16aobbjxx1sws

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Does summer have the best weather ever??!! . . . Nö (at Sewanstraße)

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Lord forgive me, I fall in love with Diana. More sins on: stellar.co/afternoonskid #lomography #lomography400 #120mediumformat (hier: Treptower Park)

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Lord forgive me, I fall in love with Diana. More sins on: steller.co/afternoonskid #lomography #lomography400 #120mediumformat (hier: Treptower Park)

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Me and my mess. (hier: Ikea Lichtenberg)