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“I tried to stop loving you, but it never works.”

“Oh but darling, the loneliness I felt before you was so much better than the loneliness I felt after you left. At least then, I had no expectations and hopes of anyone coming back to me.”

— Excerpt from a book I’ll never write

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reminder:

please don’t forget and sit up and stretch your shoulders!!! 💚💚💚

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\\Happy Friday Lovely People of Tumblr!!\\

Tonight self-acceptance came across my mind. I think too many of us including myself spend more time trying to impress others rather then accepting ourselves just as we are. Why is it that who we are or the way we look isn’t good enough?

Sometimes it’s not good enough for a stranger, family, friends or even yourself. Confidence is hard to come by. It has pushed the buttons of perfection because someone told us there is only one version of what pretty looks like vs. ugly. Or dorky vs. cool. fat vs. skinny. Which is just crazy, cause who has the right, right?

{{Two sides to one person}} So with this we then have a version of us we portray to the world; the version we think everyone will accept and then the other side that only us and very few people we know see because that’s the real you. The real you if not meeting these invisible guidelines of society then isn’t allowed so in a way your hiding from the world. Mental Health is one area where I did hide. I pretended to be happy for other people’s sake and then would break down and cry when I was out of sight. Along with it I also hide things like my sexuality(bi), my weight(overweight), my appearance(face-acne,hair-wrong, self-harm scars-frowned upon), my mental health(bipolar, depression, self-harm), etc. I went through periods of not being able to look in the mirror or I also would be so obsessed I spent hours in the mirror just picking myself apart.

None of this is healthy. I want this post to be a reminder if anything that you should love yourself for who you are and FLAUNT it!!! If someone tells you your ugly, tell them no i’m not your ugly for saying that. You are beautiful! If someone says your dumb cause you don’t know something - no your not your learning. You are human. You deserve to rest easy and be yourself. Self-accept, that alone makes you strong and better then someone who wants to put you down. If you are struggling with appearance, self-accepting, allowing yourself to just be human; message me cause this is a no judgement zone ❤

===== It’s okay to be different====

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“It was toxic. Our relationship was toxic. We loved each other but it was a constant back and forth from bliss to pain and pain to bliss. We couldn’t be the people who we wanted to be. We were too tied up to each other. It didn’t help that we also had to hide from everyone. It was getting harder and harder to breathe. It was suffocating. Our love was real but maybe, it was just not the right time. We needed to love ourselves first. Maybe, one day, we will meet again and never let each other go.”

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Oh, Honey…. NO. AUGUST 23rd?

His merch even includes $40…“HANDWRITTEN, SIGNED AND PERSONALIZED LYRIC SHEETS (LIMITED)” that looks a lot like the lyric pages from the rep books.

There’s such a thing as coincidence and common elements, “imitation is the sincerest form of flattery”, and Lover isn’t a unique word, but the thing taken as a whole is a shock. He’s a small artist and I don’t want to see him get hate but dang fella.

It’s darker toned, male Taylor Swift “Lover”. This isn’t pools and bands. This is name, very specific design elements, and dates.

A two year writing process that will now forever be linked to this fiasco, rather than staying an original and interesting artist. He KNEW…“(insert Taylor Swift joke here). It’s about, well, me.”

I can understand having things planned and money invested, but if he somehow magically chose ALL the same design elements as Taylor Swift he needed to at least change the date or SOMETHING. Dang.

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journaling ideas/inspiration

So here’s a list of thing to inspire you, some are for drawings and other are for writing or both

1. angels/gods/feathers/wings

2. once when I was in a dream someone told me…

3. parallel universes (I’m right here why can’t you see/hear me)

4. cut out shapes from images (”there’s something missing”)

5. winter/summer sky at 5pm/5am/10am… (colors cut out from magazines or painted with watercolors/acrylics/whatever)

6. moments right before the storm, when everything is flying around, grey clouds, unrest

7.too tired to think ( random thoughts/pictures that go through my head right before I fall asleep)

8.illustrate a dream you had

9. what do you believe in ( about life/death, what comes after, meaning of it all…)

10. the butterfly effect

11.draw same thing in different mediums/ with left and right hand

12. favorite movie/series (favorite quote from it, scenes, how it made you feel)

13. what do you think about when you’re laying in dark,empty room

14. abandoned buildings/ playgrounds, empty train stations/parks, old houses

15. places where no one has been in a while and a nature got to it and grew all over the walls and floor, shattered glass, spider webs, sun rays shining through tree branches

these are just ideas and pictures in my mind I haven’t yet managed to put on paper and if anyone decides to use some of them and posts please tag me I’d like to see how you imagined it :)

if you like it let me know, I might make another one

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Theoretical physicist Brian Greene on why the sciences and the humanities are kindred spirits.

via: Big Think

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This is beautiful

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It’s Alright - Mother Mother

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something i wish i had realized earlier: you can write poems on the same subject more than once. you can write, paint, draw the same thing over and over if you want to. you can spend your whole life making art about oranges. i think i always felt this pressure to get it right the first time like i couldn’t go back and use that inspiration again. but you can. you can go back and revisit it. you can pick up the conversation again and again if you have more to say.