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Time to set up some new goal weights..

CW: 156

GW 1: 152

GW 2: 150

GW 3: 147

GW 4: 145

GW 5: 142

GW 6: 140

Time to hit all of these by Thanksgiving ✨

#anarelapse #goalweights #staystrong #weight loss

Maybe I should come back here

I need to go back to starving again. Soon. Oh my god.

dumplingsjinson

List of “angry confession” prompts

“Since when did you ever care about me?!” “Since fucking forever, you idiotic dunce!”

“I can’t leave you alone for one second without you hurting yourself, can I?” “I mean, I’m fine so it’s okay—” “No, it’s not okay. Not when I feel like I’m going to go batshit fucking crazy, thinking you’ve hurt yourself.“

“Well, I’m sorry I fell in love with you, okay? But it happened and I can’t do shit about it.” “You… What?”

“You think I wanted this to happen? You think I, of all people, wanted to fall in love with you?”

“Trust me, I’m also trying to understand how in the shit this happened.”

“…This is why I knew I shouldn’t have gotten close to you.”

“I’m going to need you to stop for one second because I just find it so incredibly rude that you think I’m not head over heels in love with your stupid, oblivious ass. Are you a brick? Because you’re dense as fuck.”

“Tell me how I’m supposed to un-love you, then. Tell me. Spare me.”

“Yeah, well, if I could, I’d lose feelings for you. But it’s not that easy. It’s not that easy to just let go of someone you’ve held onto for so fucking long.”

“What part of ‘I want you, and only you’ do you not understand?”

symphony-calamity

"do it scared" ok but I would like to do something some other way occasionally. Like at least once. For a change.

your-mommy-ems

'this too shall pass' well can it pass fucking faster??

I miss my ED so bad

#justedthings #anarelapse

I reached 144.6!! All I had yesterday was two breakfast burritos.

I may not be able to be the child my mother wants. But at least I’ll get to be skinny one day.

#justedthings #anarelapse #ed not sheeren #weight loss #4norexi4 #ed behaviour tw

Did a near 24 hour fast bc my ass was depressed :)

#justedthings #yelling into the void

Finally am gonna get a chance to actively go back to my comforts here. Sorry I’ve been so inactive.

#yelling into the void

flacacant34t

Every time you say fuck it, I don’t care and eat.

There’s a 100% chance you’ll care later. Trust

The power went off at my house…wow I just found the greatest reason to miss breakfast

#justedthings #anarelapse #yelling into the void #4norexi4

brainsanalysis-deactivated20210

Hello please reblog this if you’re okay with people sending you random asks to get to know you better

I am still in “normal” mode till after Christmas, but I finally am back down to 147.6 as of yesterday thank god. I’ve been so busy lately tho. And my car broke down last week. A lot happening. Also. I’m on my period so of course I’ve been gorging myself.

#justedthings #anarelapse #yelling into the void #ed not sheeren #weight loss #4norexi4 #ed behaviour tw