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To my sad mutuals…..CATCH!

hey guys. sorry i’ve been inactive, i’ve had terrible stomach issues and forced diet changes. i have a rare inflammatory bowel disease and gluten sensitivity. so i can’t eat gluten anymored. i’ve felt better since i cut it out but i’ve gained 10lbs in two weeks so i’m back to not eating/restricting/overeating kinda.... i’m so stressed. i’m glad i had to cut out gluten because it forces me to think about what i eat but it makes it harder and gives me stronger urges to binge even though i can’t. i’ve been binging on fast food for a year and it essentially cuts out that possibility. i am on a steriod though which makes me angry and SO HUNGRY all the time no matter what i eat. it’s fucking hard.

anyway the form of IBD i have apparently causes weight loss, joined a support group and everyone talking about how hard it is to maintain their weight and how much they’ve lost. and here i am, obese as hell. what the fuck? the universe is unfair. you can bet i’ve been brainstorming ways to exploit my disease to get skinny :---) i may have gained 10lbs but i’m not allowing myself to gain anywhere and i will NEVER get to my high weight ever again, med side effects or not i won’t allow it. i will obsess and weigh and count every calorie before i fucking let that happen.

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I will lose 5 pounds this week

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Speak it into existence

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Rb to lose 5 pounds this week

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*Me to my body when my chest starts hurting*

#AAAFHH FUCKING LOL

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skinny-memes

Me: I can’t wait to feel dizzy and to almost faint again 😍😍😍

Me being dizzy and almost fainting: This is it!! This is what dying feels like!! Make it stop!!

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Help me get custody of my 10-year-old younger sister, who is currently with a ped0phile. My full story.

If possible don’t ignore this, 1 reblog can save her.

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survivor-positivity

to everyone asking if what they went through was ‘really’ trauma: it was. if you feel you were traumatised by it, then it was trauma. there’s nothing more to it than that

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my therapist told me that trauma is any situation in which you felt helpless that has had a lasting impact on you. trauma doesn’t always feel “traumatic” at the time. you’re valid in your emotions even long after something has happened.