i am a slave who has been with my Master for several years now. We did not start out as Master and slave, but just a âregularâ relationship that literally changed one day. i think both of us were sensing His growing domination of me and of our relationship, and that evolved into what it was always meant to be, with my total submission to Him. In the first year or so that i was His slave, i searched around the internet for information on how other people lived their lives as Master and slave. i was just curious how it actually worked, on a daily basis, for other people. i couldnât find anything that gave me any insight. About a year after i first became His slave, my Master ordered me to begin writing an email to Him every day (not including weekends, when we would be together). The emails were to tell Him all my thoughts, feelings, etc. about being His slave and serving Him sexually. Each night, He would sit at His computer and read that dayâs email while i knelt in front of Him and worshiped His Cock with my throat. After many years, my Master told me that i no longer needed to write a daily email to Him. It occurred to me that those daily emails were a daily diary of my life as His slave, and other slaves (or maybe other Masters) might find it interesting and useful to see my daily life as a slave. i would have loved to have found something like this as i was starting out. i have deleted all information that might provides clues to my identity or that of my Master. i have been given permission by my Master to create this blog and post my private daily emails to Him. If you find this useful, please drop me a note and say so. Feel free to ask questions of me or my Master, and we will answer as best we can.
Do you have any tips on how to 'train' your faggot?
Some faggots know what they are from birth. Â Others learn as they go and come to accept themselves on their own. Â Then there are those who resist and rebel, even as they seek out Men to dominate them. Â These must be cunted - psychologically and physically - and shown their place. Â I donât espouse violence. Â I donât espouse humiliation.Â
I do believe in rules, however, where the faggot must relinquish all the privileges of Manhood: Â It must never masturbate like a man. Â It must shave all its body hair. Â It must never stand up to pee. Â It must never receive a blow job. Â It must never attempt penetrative sex. It must always submit to the reasonable sexual desires of the Man. Â The Man must enforce these rules with an iron fist, and the faggot that doesnât obey should be shown the door. Â When the faggot not only obeys these rules but embraces them, its emasculation, its subservience, and its transformation into a pussy will be complete. Â
i am a fag. The simple statement is the most profound truth i have ever uttered. One three-letter word sums up my entire life.
Today and every day hereafter, i will devote myself totally to being a fag. By so doing, i dedicate my life to being of service to Real Men. i dedicate the whole of my being to this goal. i will derive my sole pleasure from pleasing Men. Whatever worth my life may have is devoted to that which i worship. i dedicate my mind, body and soul to the service of Superior Men. The only pleasure i derive comes from bringing Them pleasure. i require no so-called reciprocation, for in allowing me the honor of serving Them, They bestow upon me the ultimate pleasure a fag could ever want.
i acknowledge this purpose explains my entire existence. this realization and declaration brings me full-circle. Servicing Men, i am complete. Without Men, i can serve no purpose.
In my very weakness is the veneration of Their Strength. My faggot lust serves the useful purpose of bringing about Their Will. i am the omega to Their Alpha, the shadow to Their Light, the nothing to Their Everything. i devote whatever value my life may have to Their whim, Their Desire, Their Attention. It is thus i receive the only affirmation i desire: to be of service. i dedicate myself entirely to Their Pleasure. It must be so, for that is the only pleasure i can ever hope to have. I am nothing without Them. i am a fag.
A couple of months ago, i wrote of a night sometime even earlier than that when Master and i went to a leather bar. While i had learned to take His piss and that of His friends in His home, that night was the first time that i had done so in a public setting. It was a real turning point for me. Master and His two friends pissed several times that night, both down my throat and all over me. Master, as is His practice, had picked out the clothing i was to wear that night â an old, piss and cum stained, torn jock and flip-flops, and as the night wore on, and i got wetter and wetter, the jock became nearly transparent and the flip-flops became soaked so that they made squishing noises whenever i walked through the bar (like to get them their drinks). i smelled like a urinal, and as the night progressed, i could not help but notice that other guys in the bar kind of backed away as i approached. i must have been pretty unsavory. i have written before on this blog that a slave canât be humiliated â is beyond humiliation â that everything that a slave does and everything that he goes through is in service to his Master and thus is glorious, the opposite of humiliation. Well, that night, in the bar, practically naked, drinking piss in plain sight of scores of men is did not know, smelling of piss and making squishing noises with every move i made, i was humiliated. âHow could i have allowed myself to be brought so low?â i wondered. i was starting to feel sorry for myself. Then i realized that Master has planned this. That every aspect of the evening â going out to the bar (something he rarely did), hooking up with His friends, what i was wearing â was designed by Him to let me know that He was prepared to accept any and every level of service from me. i could look across the room to Master while i was waiting for the bartender to get another round of beers for Master and His friends and i could see His magnificence and it immediately dawned on me that this was not cause for humiliation. Rather it was cause for satisfaction (a slaveâs version of pride) â satisfaction that i could serve Him, that He would accept my worshipful adoration, that there was nothing that He would feel constrained to expect from me in the nature of service. And at that moment i was overwhelmed with gratitude to Him for the privilege of serving Him. And that is why a slave cannot be humiliated; because he is overwhelmed with gratitude as the privilege of service.
A good cocksucker does so much more than get a guy off.
A cocksucker does much more than just suck your dick and bring you to orgasm.
1. He also worships your manhood. A cocksucker understands the enormous privilege he has when you allow him to suck your cock.The more you give it to him the hungrier he gets and the better he will perform, devoting himself exclusively to your total pleasure.
2, A good cocksucker makes your dick the center of the world while heâs on his knees. Thatâs a big turn-on for most men.
3. You donât have to feel guilty about using a cocksucker instead of having mutual sex with him. A cocksucker wants to be used, wants to make it all about you and your pleasure, your cock, your masculinity. Heâs on his knees to serve you, his feeder. A cocksucker doesnât expect or want reciprocation. He is happy to go after he has served you.
4. A cocksucker allows you to express your dominance, as the cocksucker necessarily submits to you and allows himself to be used. Most men love to be dominant, and you canât get much more dominant over another man than by using him for sexual pleasure and sticking your dick in his mouth. Having your cock worshipped by another man, on his knees, and seeing the hunger and need in his eyes, amplifies your power and reinforces your dominance. Over time you become more superior.
5. A cocksucker will allow your superiority to inform and guide his worship.In turn this will enable you to realise, if you didnât already, that you can get a cocksucker to serve you any way you want and you donât need to hold back.
6. Cocksuckers expect to be used this way. Its how they are and what they need to be fulfilled.
This is why men use cocksuckers. Or could if they wanted to.
If youâre a feeder reading this, Iâd love to hear what your cocksucker does for you and how it makes you feel.
The Superior encourages His faggot to get lost in the musk of His armpit.  The faggot loses himself completely in the smell and the taste.  The Superior understands that He is rewiring the faggotâs brain - the faggot becomes imprinted on the distinctive smell and taste, the faggotâs brain taken over by the superiority and dominance conveyed by the Superiorâs musk.  The sensory input is associated with the intense emotions - honor at being allowed to bury his face in his Superiorâs pit, fulfillment at being allowed to submit and obey.  In the future, any time the faggot encounters the slightest whiff of this scent, the slightest trace of this flavor, his brain will immediately and instinctively return to this state:  empty, submitting, obeying, grateful, and honored.
I don't but I know I should. When I started out I didn't really understand how to use tumblr very well. Now I know I can add hashtags to group my posts, and I do plan to go back and do that. Your note has spurred me to begin that process today! I take it you like my emails better than the pictures? May I ask what it is that you are enjoying about them? I like knowing what people think of my emails. Thanks for the note!
The Superior's hands on the faggot's head and face emphasize His absolute authority. Â The hands aren't actually necessary to get the faggot to focus on the Superior and listen to His every word - that happens automatically. Â Still, we can see that the faggot is enjoying the reminder of his place, and the opportunity to show his total submission.
Beautiful image of superiority. Â This Man is in no hurry. Â He doesn't feel the need to teach this cunt what it means to be a faggot. Â He's just taking His time and enjoying the pleasure He knows He is entitled to get anytime He wants.Â
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