âThe mirrorball bridge, this was Jack sending me a track during Covid, and me immediately knowing that it needed to be how I felt as a performer and an entertainer within this moment when entertainment and art has effectively shut down. Iâm still gonna stand on this tightrope, Iâm still up on the trapeze, Iâm still gonna try to do tricks for you. But at the same time, you know, being a person in the public eye, Iâve really begun to realize that you are a mirror, like, you are a mirror for your fans, for the media, for people on the internet, for just random, just people who donât really care about your music but they know who you are. However they feel about themselves and their life will be projected onto how they perceive you. A public person who makes art is a mirrorball! And thatâs part of why Iâve been able to keep my wits about me through all of this, because I know that, and Iâm really kind of aware of that dynamic, but I'm still endlessly fascinated by people, by the human experience, by why people are the way they are, by the ways that they feel emotion. I think thatâs what keeps us connected, even though, you know, you can make these kinds of like, shockingly vulnerable confessions by being like âIâve never been a natural, all I do is try, try, try.â And you say that at first, and I remember writing that and being like, âOh my god, this feels likeâlike, âDo you want to say this?ââ And Iâm like, âActually, I feel like a lot of people feel that way.â That always overrides my discomfort with if a line feels too true, because I donât really think that thereâs anything thatâs too true.â