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i feel a profound sadness within me...... sex horror sex bat sex horror sex vampire sex bat horror vampire sex

like the betrayal’s always going to be worse if they cared about you and it didn’t matter. someone discards you because they didn’t give a shit, then you can be angry about that, you can feel vindicated in that, you can get over it. but if they can look you in the eyes and say “I love you. I would make the same choice again.” You will never sleep peacefully again, is all.

quietwingsinthesky

“I thought they cared about me, but they were lying this whole time.” <- tired. boring. removes all the nuance of this relationship to make it easier to move on from.

“I thought they cared about me, and I was right, and every minute they were there for me, every time they said they were proud, every laugh we shared leaning against each other bruised and breathless, all of it was real. and they still left me behind. They could put their love aside. I couldn’t.” <- insane. will never leave you alone. reminds you that even the worst people are still people and can still care about even the ones they hurt the most and that undoes neither the harm nor the love.

spuffygifs

BUFFY SUMMERS: SEASON SIX

#soooooo cool #btvs

moroseghost

I love that Willow hardly sings in Once More With Feeling. Literally the only line she has is “I think this line is mostly filler”. Because everyone is singing what they’re keeping bottled up, what they feel guilty for, what they’re anxious about. And Willow is so full of hubris she has nothing she needs to get off of her chest. She’s not worried or guilty about anything, she knows she’ll fix any issues that come up. She literally defeated death itself. Buffy acting kind of off, Tara arguing with her, Giles reprimanding her, she doesn’t have to worry about any of that. Cause she can fix it. She can fix everything with magic.

#I love you god complex girl!#btvs

becauseitswrong

she loved a noose

#btvs

themysteriousmurasamecastle

metaverse being an 80 billion dollar turbo flop that immediately shut down after one of the worst performances and subsequent total company rebranding in recent history SHOULD, in a kind and just world, have spelled the end for the entire company. but unfortunately we live in hell and "Meta" is still alive

themysteriousmurasamecastle

same goes for twitter too like that shit should have shut down a month after it became X, The Everything App but these guys just have so much money that 80 billion dollars can be burned with reckless abandon and their companies will survive

depsidase

capricious-soldes

it's so funny too how all this suffering amounted to absolutely fucking nothing

people all around facing moral dilemma after dilemma, going to prison, getting beaten and assaulted and traumatized. lying and skeeming and plotting, dying and killing for no fucking reason at all

#all for nothing!!!!#half man

wulfhalls

and them still never. really. addressing. this thing between them. not really not even at the end. because acknowledging it meant acknowledging that they could have been happy. all those wasted years. for nothing. they could have been happy and together. instead of this wasteland they made of each other...... maybe in the next life...... maybe they can do better there......... is there anything more devastating than the tragedy of almost. of could have been. of SHOULD HAVE BEEN.

#anguished yelling #half man

wulfhalls

half man (2026)

#the patient is unresponsive #half man

scarymask78

for a second u think niall’s going to reach the knife and stab ruben a second, third, fourth time. over and over until he’s dead on the ground. instead, on top of being sexually assaulted again, niall suffers a long, terrifying, painful death. and then he’s gone. still and pale. no triumphant end. no real revenge. it’s so pointless. death is so pointless. and sudden and strange. here one minute, away the next. even ruben can’t believe it. and then he just lets himself die next to the only person he’s probably ever truly loved.

#: )#half man