Dumb musings

This is a side blog to @speedy-lightofhope. It's just gonna be a mess of musings and other things, probably.

[heromusings]

She wants to rest

Please let her rest

                                                           But you know;

The reaper will never sleep.

[heromusings]

Your heart is gold and how am I the one

That you’ve chosen to love?

I still can’t believe that you

Are right next to me;

AFTER ALL THAT I’VE DONE.

[heromusings]

I don’t deserve your love-

But you give it to me anyway..

[heromusings]

I’ve been cold, I’ve been merciless..

But the blood on my hands;

It scares me to death..

[heromusings]

Fight! Fight! Fight!

Like a monster--..

[heromusings]

; But the blood on my hands 

                      Scares me to death

[heromusings]

ᴴᵉˡᵖ⁻⁻!

[heromusings]

Please forgive me please forgive me please forgive me please forgive me please forgive me please forgive mep elase forgive me please forgive me

I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’m sorry I’msorry I’msorryI’msorryI I’m siorry I’m osrry I’m s o ryy I a m s o fucking sorry---

ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ  ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ ᴵ'ᴹ ˢᴼᴿᴿʸ

[heromusings]

They’re all dead

All dead

And I’m sorry

I’m so sorry

But why do I--

Why do I not feel anything...?

[lukas-musings]

      Pounding pains and        tear stained cheeks. 

                                   I am 𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐆                                    But I am ʷᵉᵃᵏ

[heromusings]

I’m a lost cause

Not a hero

But I’ll make it on my own

[heromusings]

I 𝔟𝔢𝔤 and 𝔭𝔩𝔢𝔞𝔡

Don’t touch me again

[heromusings]

I want to scream until no sound comes out

I want to run until my breath runs out..

[heromusings]

‘Cause I ᵏⁿᵒʷ you can only ｓｔａｒｖｅ so much

‘till you like how it 𝓯𝓮𝓮𝓵𝓼

‘Cause I ᵏⁿᵒʷ you can only ｓｔａｒｖｅ so much

‘till you 

Ｄ Ｉ Ｅ

[heromusings]

It’s ʜᴇᴀᴠʏ

Everything is so ＨＥＡＶＹ

My mind is ＨＥＡＶＹ

My feelings are ＨＥＡＶＹ

Everything is ＨＥＡＶＹ

So fucking ＨＥＡＶＹ

ＨＥＡＶＹ

ＨＥＡＶＹ

I AM ＨＥＡＶＹ

[heromusings]

If I am this ᴡᴀʏ I would never want to 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎

Ten thousands of people would never ᴄᴀʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴄʀʏ

ＮＯＯＮＥ ＨＥＲＥ wanting me, 𝖕𝖑𝖊𝖆𝖘𝖊 don’t say you don’t agree

[rpmusings-galore]

Forgive me.

            Can you forgive me?

                        And hold me in your heart? 

                And find some new way to  LOVE  me

                                                  Now that we're   a p a r t ?