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~ ₊ ˚ ⊹ hello ꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱₊˚⊹🌿🍄 . . .

this blog is my online diary, feel free to follow <3

i'll mainly post WIEIADs/WIEIAWs, random recipes, grocery hauls, books, teas and other related content :3

! ! TW for disordered content, please block instead of reporting <3 i am very pro-recovery; this is just my personal online diary / blog. none of what i post in regards to my disorders are to promote or encourage them, only to record and spread awareness <3

about me:

• aya / maomao •

• 23 •

• aspiring herbalist / apothecary; intersectional radfem, omnitheist folk witch •

• femme sapphic genderqueer ⚢ ( she / they ) •

• jirai onna; maomao kinnie; strictly nonsharing 🩵kamisato ayato🩵, 💜trafalgar law💜, & 💙satoru gojo💙 yumejoshi •

• dX : ortho, an-b/p, arfid; disordered for 12+ years || ocd, bpd, cptsd, compulsive SH addiction, lvl 2 autism •

• 💞 (g)-idle, twice, skz, itzy, ive, faouzia, baby bugs, solya, vocaloid •

• genshin impact, one piece, the apothecary diaries, jujutsu kaisen, needy streamer overdose, madoka magica, sweet blue flowers, my dressup darling •

dni: zionists, capitalists, facists, MAGA, pro-HAES, pro-ICE, pro-RCMP, white supremacists, islamaphobes, queerphobes, anti-indigenous, anti-black, antitheists, hateful Christians, TERFs / SWERFs.

warnings: ED content, other disordered content, ACAB, communist, anti-ICE, anti-trump, Pro-Palestine, Pro-Ireland, Pro-Land-back. VERY political.

stats

cw : 48kg / 106lbs

gw.1 : 45kg / 100lbs

gw.2 : 42kg / 92lbs

ugw : 28kg / 62lbs

height : 158cm / 5'2

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finally got my scale back from my mom's place ! ! ໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა~₊˚⊹ ♡

finding out i've maintained for the past 4 months ૮꒰ྀི ◌´ ˆ `◌ ྀི꒱ა 💔

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my friend that i'm staying with threw my scale out T^T gotta buy a new one :(

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starting a modified IU diet tomorrow :3

breakfast will be grapes instead of an apple, lunch will be 6 mini potatoes instead of a sweet potato and dinner will be 250mL of 1% milk instead of a protein shake. i cannot stand apples and sweet potatoes & protein shakes are pretty pricey where i live :(

not a big fan of either to begin with anyway

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was gone because i got fat and fell into ( junk ) food addiction again 💔 ૮₍˶ ╥ ‸ ╥ ⑅₎ა

someone kill me

will be getting back on track, so please comment any of your best tips to get back into the honeymoon phase again, idc if they’re toxic or harmful. also comment some of your fave th!nsp0 or some meanspo if you wanna, i need the toxic motivation ૮ ◞ ‸ ◟ ྀིა

gonna be purging my personal groceries of anything junk-y and awful and just gonna start being SUPER strict about my diet, idc if my roommate gets upset with me and tries to call me out on my ed behaviours atp

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he's so ♡໒꒰ྀི ʚ̴̶̷̷̥ ｡ ʚ̴̶̷̷𓍼ིྀ݀꒱ა

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finally got my scale back from my mom's place ! ! ໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა~₊˚⊹ ♡

finding out i've maintained for the past 4 months ૮꒰ྀི ◌´ ˆ `◌ ྀི꒱ა 💔

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i keep binging T^T

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ayato with a mushroom ! ! ayato with a mushroom ! ! 🍄 ૮꒰ྀི⊃⸝ ⸝ ⸝⊂꒱ྀིა‎♡ יִ יִ

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don't have any pics for today but i mostly stuck to the plan :3

🍊: some 2% chocolate milk

🫓: more 2% chocolate milk lol

🍛: 1/2 a buttered bagel, 1/2 a choc. dip donut (tim hortons), dr pepper zero, like 3 small chicken thighs

total cals: approximately 1000

oh i also forgot to add when i originally posted but i also got over 6000 steps yesterday :3

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2 week diet

2 week liquid cleanse / diet

• why ??: •

- to give my digestive system a break; to cleanse my system of my current bad dietary habits; to help improve gut health -

• how & what ??: •

- 🙂‍↕️ clean & low-cal liquids; water, broths, teas, fresh juices, 1% milk, fruits, veggies, 1 dr pepper zero per day, soups -

- 🙂‍↔️ other solid foods, sugary drinks, added sugars, UPFs at all, heavy dairy -

duration; { 03/12/26 - 03/26/26 }

daily check-ins;

03/12/26 - day 1

03/13/26 - day 2

03/14/26 - day 3

03/15/26 - day 4

other rules;

• aim to drink 2L of water a day

• max of 600 cals a day of permitted solids

• going over limit by 100 or more results in a 48hr pure water fast

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i ended up binging like a gluttonous imbicile ໒꒰ྀི｡- ˕ -｡꒱ྀི১

tomorrow i will be restarting my 2 week cleanse from the beginning ໒꒰ྀི -᷅ ⤙ -᷄ ꒱ྀིა

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2 week diet - day 1 { 02/24/26 }

i forgot to take more pictures throughout the day, oops ;-;

🍊: dr. pepper zero ( 0cals ), crackers ( 100cals )

🫓 : milk ( 150cals), lemon fibre square ( 90cals )

🍲: chicken and rice ( 250cals ), apple juice ( 100cals )

{ daily total: 690cals }

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your dashboard is mothed ི༘ ࿔̥̊ཐི༏ཋྀ󠀮

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soup ! !

my soup from the other day ( 02/18/26 )

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soup :3