help me

just go

[im--trapped]

you speak like a fictional character. like a yandere. your words are so twisted and horrifying now that i have opened my eyes to see.

[audiovisual-dept]

[im--trapped]

I am the only one. The only one you need.

[im--trapped]

i want to be alive

[im--trapped]

i wish i was fucking dead i wish i had never been born i dont want to be alive i dont want to do this

[thosebpdfeels]

tfw you want to self harm in order to show how Valid™ your suffering is.

[wao-wao]

[newhydrogen]

[mentalinstitution-deactivated20]

you’re lying! stop it! stop lying to me! please stop lying to me!

[legendaryliax-blog]

Rip ya head apart

[ptsdwiki]

may god forgive us all

[06.20.17]

[jiiaix]

But it felt like true love,,

[sharkboy2k-blog]

[leidgott]

[im--trapped]

man i got no fucking clue

[im--trapped]

i still love you. i don’t think you’ll believe me. i don’t know. i love you so much but i can’t fix you. nothing i do helps you, but thats what youd expect from me, constantly. i can’t fix you. I CAN’T FIX YOU. i’m sorry. i’m sorry, i love you, but i cannot make everything better. i don’t have that power. one day, maybe, but not yet.

i’m sorry. i really am.

[im--trapped]

I DIDNT FUCKING ABUSE YOU. YOU USED ME, YOU TRIED TO KILL YOURSELF AND SHOWED ME PICTURES, YOU NEVER FUCKING TRIED TO GET BETTER. YOU’D HURT YOURSELF ALL THE TIME AND EXPECT ME TO FIX IT, AND MAKE IT BETTER. YOU’D NEVER TELL ME WHEN YOU’D R, SO I COULD HELP YOU AND CARE FOR YOU, HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO BE YOUR C? YOU’D NEVER FUCKING TELL ME, TOLD ME I WASNT GOOD ENOUGH TO DO IT. 

DON’T YOU EVER TELL ME I ABUSED YOU. DON’T YOU EVER TELL ANYONE THAT BULLSHIT, BECAUSE IT’S A LIE. YOU USED ME, YOU HURT ME, YOU BROUGHT ME SO CLOSE TO DYING. BREAKING UP WITH YOU WAS THE BEST DAMN THING I’D EVER DONE. 

I LOVE YOU, I DO. BUT YOU DON’T LOVE ME. YOU DON’T SEND PICTURES OF YOURSELF ABOUT TO JUMP OFF A BALCONY TO PEOPLE YOU LOVE.