Hey! I write

They/them i #write on #occasion my ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/users/ahhhhidk

[iseriouslydontknow-13]

Happy new year guys, bye 2025 hello 2026

[cookiperson]

IT’S TIIIIIIIIIIIIMEEE!!!!

more fanart for @iseriouslydontknow-13 hehe

i thought this scene was really funny, and also fitting for christmas, soo here we are

fanfic link under cut vv

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[iseriouslydontknow-13]

OH MY GOSHHHHH YAYAYAY THANK YOU THANK YOU THIS IS LITERALLY THE EXACT IMAGE I HAD IN MY HEAD OH MY GOSH. You’re so talented oh my gosh thank you!!

[iseriouslydontknow-13]

HI ITS BEEN A MINUTE SINCE IVE VEENN HERE!! I think i was anonymous last time or smth?? Shrugs. POINT IS!! Welcome back and congratulations on a new relationship, and on acceptances for college !! I’ve been rereading ABOVEtale and I still adore the writing!! You’re phenomenal in your work !

Enjoy your break and I can’t wait for future chapters!!

akaka thank you thank you 🥺🥺 you are too kind truly. thank you so much!

[iseriouslydontknow-13]

i’m so bad at using discord it’s not even funny…

[sweetnaomixx]

you have discord???

[iseriouslydontknow-13]

yupppp @belliummm for anyone curious i DO NOT know how to use discord but i do have it!

[iseriouslydontknow-13]

hii uh im pretty sure it was mentioned in the fic, but what were the posters on chara’s wall? i wanna know cause i may or may not be making fanart for xmas :3

I looked back into the files (my notes app) and it never was mentioned!! sooooo here is what i imagine:

Some song artists, probably Jeff Buckley, probably Mother Mother, mitski, and to be silly probably a Hatsume Miku poster.

Some video game posters, like Sally Face, a Coraline poster for SURE (bc it’s my favorite movie and also Madbones did that art and i loved it) and in the corner of their room they’d have three photos. One of Azzy and the Twins that they took. one of all of the siblings plus Dess and Noelle taken by like Toriel or smth. Then one that’s recent that someone took of all the attendees of the christmas party, one where Clover and Chara are oddly close on the couch.

(ALSOOO YAYAYAYAYAY WOOOOO IM SO EXCITED ALAKAKA THANK YOU)

[iseriouslydontknow-13]

one more semester of high school let’s freaking GOOOOOO

[iseriouslydontknow-13]

i’m so bad at using discord it’s not even funny…

[iseriouslydontknow-13]

waiting for that stupid email that says “your application status has been updated!” is the worst. tell me why i stare at my stupid email for SOOOOO long. i don’t care that ive been accepted places, i have never felt more greedy, please colleges reach out, accept me, pick me, choose me.

[iseriouslydontknow-13]

playing DDLC on mobile instead of studying for finals. They call me the academic.

[iseriouslydontknow-13]

Peak to the intro of chapter 18 (because i feel sorry for the lack of updates)

~~~

It was bright. Far too bright.

Chara pressed their palms hard against their eyes, but the light still bled through, burning white and endless. Not even shutting their eyes could block it out — it wasn’t coming from outside, it was inside. Behind their eyelids, it flared and pulsed, searing into them like it wanted to swallow their thoughts whole.

The brightness shifted, shapes forming out of it. Petals. Four of them, silver and sharp, spinning slowly until they took the shape of a clover.

They reached out to feel the petals. The wind blew them, the sharpness of them somehow soft as they blew in the wind. They cut through the air with such speed and precision that it was almost impossible for Chara to actually catch them.

Chara yelled out in frustration as they leapt towards the petals. They felt them stab into their arm, the jolt of pain not painful but nostalgic. A strange warmth that filled them with an odd sense of grief.

The clovers dissipated into nothing. Just a memory as Chara stared down to their arm confused on where they went wrong.

Their eyes shot up when a painful heat hit their scalp. The light once again. They stood up, squinting away from the bright light, eyes quickly darting around for the safety of the darkness.

Chara stumbled back into nothing, the light following them, pressing closer, filling their vision until there was no space left to breathe—

They jolted awake.

[arun-the-holh362007]

It certainly is Peak

[iseriouslydontknow-13]

DAMMIT NOOOOOOOOOOOO WHY DONT I FREAKING CHECK FOR SPELLING ERRORS AGHSHSHSH 😖😖😖😖

[iseriouslydontknow-13]

Peek to the intro of chapter 18 (because i feel sorry for the lack of updates)

~~~

It was bright. Far too bright.

Chara pressed their palms hard against their eyes, but the light still bled through, burning white and endless. Not even shutting their eyes could block it out — it wasn’t coming from outside, it was inside. Behind their eyelids, it flared and pulsed, searing into them like it wanted to swallow their thoughts whole.

The brightness shifted, shapes forming out of it. Petals. Four of them, silver and sharp, spinning slowly until they took the shape of a clover.

They reached out to feel the petals. The wind blew them, the sharpness of them somehow soft as they blew in the wind. They cut through the air with such speed and precision that it was almost impossible for Chara to actually catch them.

Chara yelled out in frustration as they leapt towards the petals. They felt them stab into their arm, the jolt of pain not painful but nostalgic. A strange warmth that filled them with an odd sense of grief.

The clovers dissipated into nothing. Just a memory as Chara stared down to their arm confused on where they went wrong.

Their eyes shot up when a painful heat hit their scalp. The light once again. They stood up, squinting away from the bright light, eyes quickly darting around for the safety of the darkness.

Chara stumbled back into nothing, the light following them, pressing closer, filling their vision until there was no space left to breathe—

They jolted awake.

[iseriouslydontknow-13]

Howdy hey! I'm that person you're probably talking about that made an analysis cuz I've been rereading AO3 fics and I wann aks some questions

1. What's Ceroba's job? Didn't think it was mentioned

2. What made you get over to cocoapowder in the first place?

OOOOO HI i loved all your comments and observations 🥺🥺

1. ok so i definitely didn’t mention it and (as far as i remember) i never actually had a concrete job for her, kinda stay at home mom-ish with some freelance art work she does on the side. i never officially wrote this into the story but she used to work on engineering-y stuff with Chujin, and they were both STEM majors.

2. i watched a few playthroughs of UTR&Y and then read some fics and looked at fanart (specifically @randombeing-9 ‘s fic and @madb0nes ‘ art, both of them actually my idols) and that basically officially got me into it

[iseriouslydontknow-13]

HIII

we missed youuuuuu 🥹

i can tremenrr if i sent this ask or not

i missed everyone on here too 🥺🥺🥺

[iseriouslydontknow-13]

have you watched episode seven of tadc? i THINK i remember you talking about episode six but i didn’t check and that might’ve been someone else, sorry if it wasn’t you lol

yes i do watch TADC but im waiting to watch the new episode with my gf bc shes in florida rn (i very much am not in florida) 😖😖😖

[iseriouslydontknow-13]

i’m gonna scream, i had to completely re do this bc it DELETED im gonna scream so now im doing it in my notes app. Here are messages between Chara and Clover which are actually just messages between my gf and i. if yall want more tell me if you enjoy!!

~~~

Chara: i’m going to scream

Chara: I hate men

Chara: despise them even

Chara: BECAUSE TELL ME WHY THEY WRESTLE IN THE HALLS AND TACKLE ME INTO THE WALL

Clover: LMAOOO

Chara: i got hit

Chara: tackled

Chara: and he went “my bad” like a BITCH

Clover: i love you so much

Chara: i’m going to murder everyone

~~~

Chara: Clover.

Clover: Chara.

Chara: Why do you love to go in circles so much?

Clover: it’s my favorite shape

Chara: is it really?

Clover: yes actually but i said it to be sarcastic

Chara: that makes so much sense

Clover: ok man

Clover: what’s your favorite shape? triangles probably

Chara: a square.

Clover: wow you don’t seem like a square type

Chara: well i am so boom

Clover: my bad my bad

Chara: i’m pulling up and we are getting ice cream, go ask Ceroba

~~~

Chara: what are you doing right now?

Clover: thinking about you

Clover: and how beautiful you are

Chara: oh no

Clover: what?

Clover: what oh no

Chara: you’re being sappy

Clover: OH SCREW ME FOR BEING SAPPY

Clover: SCREW ME FOR LOVING MY PARTNER

Clover: AND THINKING ABOUT THEM

Chara: …

Chara: do you feel better now?

Clover: ye i chill now

Chara: 😭😭

~~~

Chara: I hear the nightingales

Chara: that’s a reference to good omens which you HAVENT SEEN

Clover: damn i got excited thinking you liked birds and knew the name of it by its bird call

Chara: really??

Clover: mhm

Chara: You like birds?

Clover: Well i like all animals but i know a few bird calls

Chara: that’s so cute

Clover: AGHHSHAH

~~~

Clover: i just had the scariest moment of my life

Chara: WHAT??

Chara: are you okay?

Chara: Clover answer right now

Clover: i’m not even joking my biggest fear almost came true

Chara: wtf was it?

Clover: i almost game myself locked jaw

Chara: ahhh

Clover: i’m going to sob, i’m in PAIN

Chara: hey you lived!!

Clover: [picture of them with tears in their eyes]

Clover: No locked jaw but permanent trauma

Chara: oh lucky…

~~~

Clover: i’m cooked

Chara: ?

Clover: my college decisions have been too good, i need one to humble me

Chara: All the safeties?? I sure hope they would be good

Clover: I NEED TO BE HUMBLED

Chara: Why would you MANIFEST that

Clover: my ego will grow and grow and grow

Chara: Lucky, i don’t think that’s possible

Clover: I NEED BAD NEWS IVE BEEN TOO HAPPY

Chara: well keep that to yourself

Clover: aghhhh

Chara: i want ice cream

Clover: Omw

Chara: LMAOOO

[madb0nes]

[iseriouslydontknow-13]

me too chara

[iseriouslydontknow-13]

Hello and hi! Good to see you back. And I have come to ask a question to YOU about Cocoapowder (cuz I like it and to)

‎

‎Whats your headcanons of Chara & Clover.

‎Specifically two headcanons, ones that have plausible basis on canon clues/material and kinda fits, and ones that are just you geeking tf our (pure fun headcanons that can be anything like Clover likes camping [that's my hc]) also Pair Headcanons! How they interact and influence with another

Tho take ur time when answering 👍

‎

hmmmm that’s actually a really good question that i have been spending the better part of the last day thinking about.

The easiest one for ME personally to answer is pair headcanons, mostly because i have unfortunately not played UTR&Y in such a long time, and i haven’t been that immersed in the world for the last few months so i lowkey forget its lore.

(i’m also lowkey basing the two off of my gf and i because we are literally them and realized that when i was writing, or trying, to write the new chapter of AT)

Clover tends to spiral relatively fast, not verbally, but the thoughts in their head sometimes go so fast that they don’t know how to actually communicate anything. Chara very quickly (and easily compared to anyone else) learned the exact look Clover gets on their face whenever they start to spiral and very gently will rub their back to pull them back to reality

Chara has a TOUGH time showing their love for Clover. not because they feel it any less, but they never really communicated when they loved people, so they just trust that Clover knows. Clover is the loudest shower of love. Long messages, gifts, physical affection. ‘Hey Chara has to like one of the love languages’ is Clovers constant mentality. Chara often times feels bad that they don’t show their love in a similar way, but they DO. They show it in the way they’re always beside Clover whenever Clover is anxious about something. They’re there in the way they always bring lunch to school for Clover if they know that Clover had a long night of studying. In the way Chara knows exactly how Clover drinks their coffee. And Clover sees all those acts of service and loves them all

The two can practically read the other persons mind that’s how close the two are and how much time the two spend with the other. There have been multiple conversations where it’s Clover, Chara, and some unsuspecting third person and both the C’s will say something at the same time and then burst out laughing.

Chara is the small spoon, and while they cuddle Clover very gently plays with their hair. It’s almost mindless how they do it, it’s natural.

Clover is a massive believer in soulmates, and he will often bring up ways on how Chara and them are soulmates.

“Chara our hands fit perfectly together, that has to mean—“

“You’re being stupid, lucky.”