I believe life is there for you and that you need to make your own path.
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I believe life is there for you and that you need to make your own path.
I just had about a 20 minute panic attack and I don’t know what to do now even tho I have a long list of things that need to be done
Update: just had another one, but shorter this time and I have failed to complete tonight’s hw that’s due. And overall, I’m okay with it, I’m more than okay with not feeling anything after feeling everything, what a fucking night
I’m glad I don’t care much then 🤷🏻♀️
I just had about a 20 minute panic attack and I don’t know what to do now even tho I have a long list of things that need to be done
I don't want to care anymore, I really am just so tired of people and their problems. The thing is, I feel so selfish when I don't help them. Or show concern. Or at least try to help then. BUT I'm just so sick of caring. I care and I care so much. I try my best to be there for people. I try to give my everything to them, but sometimes I just feel so drained. I feel so tired of caring. I don't want to care anymore, I feel so selfish thinking about myself. I'm so selfish for having these thoughts. I'm just do tired right now
-Travel To My Dayreams
Same, but not the selfish part, it’s just the nice in me. I feel bad for not helping because I could have helped and they needed the help. And also because there is no one else there to help, so I make sure at least someone does and it just tends to be me
BEST OF LUCK to all who read this
I have so many assignments to finish and submit today and tomorrow for this weekend. I can deal with that, no problem.
BUT my youngest sibling strolls in saying she has an essay she needs help with (that means I’m going to do 95% of the work).
THEN my second youngest sibling comes in after her saying that I told him we’ll work on his virtual assignments this weekend (that also means I’m going to be doing 93% of the work).
I have nothing else to say.
Lol my mom comes into my room and stops by my Quaker parrot’s cage
Mom: are you not annoyed with her yet? Sell her and relax
I laugh and as my mom walks out the door
Me: my family is annoying, can I sell you guys?
Mom: go for it
It’s the weekend and I’m ready to not go back to work AND uni
Back to school is something else entirely, at least I can say that I’m glad to be busy again
I keep doing the same thing I told myself to stay away from.
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I’m very disappointed in myself, but this is where I am now and I can work with it
How do you feel now?