All On Our Shoulders ~Rumi’s Journal~ @journalofrumi - Tumblr Blog

I believe life is there for you and that you need to make your own path.

#quotes #inspiration #personal motto #new me #new goals #new life #have faith #take life into your hands #know what you want and go get it #lets see how it goes #jim carrey #stop wasting time #no more waiting

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I just had about a 20 minute panic attack and I don’t know what to do now even tho I have a long list of things that need to be done

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Update: just had another one, but shorter this time and I have failed to complete tonight’s hw that’s due. And overall, I’m okay with it, I’m more than okay with not feeling anything after feeling everything, what a fucking night

#fuck it all #yet not really #I hate that

I’m glad I don’t care much then 🤷🏻‍♀️

I just had about a 20 minute panic attack and I don’t know what to do now even tho I have a long list of things that need to be done

#im exausted #people are exhausting #I feel beyond drained #i really don’t know #too much to do #not worth it #none of this seems worth it #but let’s try and see if I could at least finish today’s shit

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I don't want to care anymore, I really am just so tired of people and their problems. The thing is, I feel so selfish when I don't help them. Or show concern. Or at least try to help then. BUT I'm just so sick of caring. I care and I care so much. I try my best to be there for people. I try to give my everything to them, but sometimes I just feel so drained. I feel so tired of caring. I don't want to care anymore, I feel so selfish thinking about myself. I'm so selfish for having these thoughts. I'm just do tired right now

-Travel To My Dayreams

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Same, but not the selfish part, it’s just the nice in me. I feel bad for not helping because I could have helped and they needed the help. And also because there is no one else there to help, so I make sure at least someone does and it just tends to be me

#people are assholes #don’t know if they care when they don’t show #or even say #just bc it’s going to be taken care of in the end does not mean to leave it for the person who does everything #alway tends to be family #still pressuring #frustrated #so done #yet you find me continuing

BEST OF LUCK to all who read this

#we all need it #wish you the best #enjoy yourselves #you come first #encouragement #hopefully inspirational #best of luck

I have so many assignments to finish and submit today and tomorrow for this weekend. I can deal with that, no problem.

BUT my youngest sibling strolls in saying she has an essay she needs help with (that means I’m going to do 95% of the work).

THEN my second youngest sibling comes in after her saying that I told him we’ll work on his virtual assignments this weekend (that also means I’m going to be doing 93% of the work).

I have nothing else to say.

#fuck me #it’s a challenge #here goes nothing #gonna try and make them do it this time #best of luck to me

Lol my mom comes into my room and stops by my Quaker parrot’s cage

Mom: are you not annoyed with her yet? Sell her and relax

I laugh and as my mom walks out the door

Me: my family is annoying, can I sell you guys?

Mom: go for it

#i found it funny #my family is out of this world #but never selling their asses #quaker parrot #my mom was like

It’s the weekend and I’m ready to not go back to work AND uni