juicebox

sometimes i write my trainwreck of thoughts in form of poems and more (most of the time i read smut)

[juice-tryin-it]

room full of leaders

in a room full of leaders

there is someone who is good

there is someone who is right

there is someone who is wrong

there is someone who is bad

the good always know

that no matter what happens

the welfare of their people

men, women, and children of all ages

is the duty one must fulfill

the right always know

that having absolute information

the welfare of their people

men, women, and children of all ages

will be saved, guided and provided for

the wrong always know

that if you have control

the welfare of their people

men, women, and children of all ages

is in their hands, lives home and all

the bad always know

that as long as they are still above

the welfare of their people

men, women, and children of all ages

is ruled over by their absolute power

in a room full of leaders

who is good?

who is right?

who is wrong?

who is bad?

[juice-tryin-it]

The game we play is only for today A chance to not see tomorrow but here I am in sorrow A thousand points for a tank but not for my heart that sank The beds I hid over and under had you murdered But when I saw mother, I remembered days with father

Stubborn was I then, but I've grown into a fine young man Your eccentric walks and face of visible jokes Was the thread of hope I learned to hold and now I cope I've learned the rules of the game I believe and we were all fools We won and we won with guide, oh now you see your son from above

✧･ﾟ: * note from writer: hi! so this poem is written by yours truly inspired from the movie life is beautiful directed by roberto benigni. we were tasked to write a poem that inspires gratitude from josue (a character from the movie) and this is what i cam up with it.  *:･ﾟ✧

[juice-tryin-it]

❉ violet ❉

notify me please don’t steal

[juice-tryin-it]

❊ pink ❊ -notify me don’t steal

[juice-tryin-it]

you are a masterpiece even with wounds or scars marked by jealous hearts who will soon be missed

you are a masterpiece someone will appreciate hopefully it is not too late for someone to see

you are a masterpiece the world gained another art even with your broken heart you still find peace

you are a masterpiece beauty is found inside and out you deserve to live without a doubt to be free or to be pleased

[juice-tryin-it]

too afraid to end for hearts break and bend the love that you lend to my heart that you mend too afraid to ask knowing that it would last I've worn too many of my mask from dawn to dusk too afraid to accept the wound that you left so  kept it all to myself

[juice-tryin-it]

Dear St. Valentine

I’ve been walking and wandering Hoping it will take me to something Or maybe someone if that is possible Cause every corner is filled with couples I can’t help but think about myself Only to notice that they all left It was always a lonely day and night This feeling always gave me the fright

This heart of mine is wrapped With caution tapes never to be dropped But as soon as I saw your eyes gleam A feeling so foreign made me beam Your stare bore into me reading my mind I was a book with a language only you can find Such joy I felt every time we gaze Only you can set my heart in such a fiery blaze

We spend our days in St. Valentine’s place The heart of love where he spent his days Screams, fights, intimate nights I miss the years I can still fly my own kite Now we share and I have nothing to spare But even though, for you I always seem to care Dear St. Valentine what have I done this time? Is it too early for me? Or am I just in a hurry?

The sun went down together with our hearts I felt nothing as we move away from this parts Was it too early for me to feel all that joy? But now I learned that hearts aren’t steel or toys This heartbreak that never seem to ache Was I hurrying for the last love that someone will take? Tears came pouring when it’s already too late Seeing you with someone that made my heart really break

[juice-tryin-it]

your name was written on a bullet so everyone will know you’re the last thing that went through my head your name was on an arrow so everyone will know you’re the one that pierced right through my heart and then there were knives that stabbed every good thing about me and then there were nothing left but broken and shattered fragile me

[juice-tryin-it]

she doesn’t deserve the world, she deserves the universe. to be able to give everything just to be with her is enough. but remember that enough is somehow the same with too late. do not hold back and just pour everything out from the very start until the very end. she doesn’t deserve to be treated like a princess, she deserves to be treated like a queen.

[juice-tryin-it]

photography is my kind of therapy to capture moments, at every angle to save memories, even if it’s blurry to duplicate smiles, for they are real to delete pain, causing the malfunctions to develop emotions, showing our true feelings to burn what is old, so there will be space for what’s new photography is the art inside of me

[juice-tryin-it]

the words that he let slip from his mouth are feelings that i have never found out such sweet coated words i wish are true but i always wonder if it was only for me from you

“i am different because of you” he will say whatever did i do for you to feel that way? “i like you and i don’t know why“ he will say how can you like someone you barely know or even try?

your words are scripted like a little boy’s act and i am a girl with a naive mind to fall for your trap an attachment that is never meant to occur for he left so early, so eager for a lover he never bothered to ask or to wonder but i always see you doing fine so i didn’t bother your words are plain like being read on a script but i’ve wondered why you try so hard but gave up real quick

[juice-tryin-it]

‘your smile lights up my world‘ what you used to say to me every single day such words i wish to hear but our love is what i fear you never saw that light the one that gives you hope every day and night you flooded me with lies and i drown in them unknowingly

’your judgement is clouded.’ said by he who brought a storm the lonely drops of rain, the raging roar of thunder, the grim covers of the sky

everything was falling apart in this pit of unsaid thoughts from when we learn, but now we burn in this overwhelming flame of madness

i’ve never felt this much horror the sun and moon never shines the stars remain dead all throughout the night i closed my eyes and hoped for the better a rainbow at the end and a sun at the corner also clouds that never seem to look grim you are the disaster i never want to suffer our love was over and now we recover

[juice-tryin-it]

“In the journey of finding what life truly means pain and sorrow will be your enemy. You’ll need your trust and use it for yourself. You’ll need your courage in facing the worst. You’ll need hope when everything is falling apart. You’ll need love for it is powerful above all others. In the journey of finding what life truly means beauty and goodness will be seen.“

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“To love a girl who has never experienced it, is loving someone you’ll need in the future To tell her she is beautiful every single day, is telling her she is the most precious thing To never let her go, to never leave her side, is letting her feel she is the only one you see To remain faithful and in love with each other, is to remain in love with the trust both of you have.“

[juice-tryin-it]

Eyes

“I love your eyes” Is what you say to me Deep brown pools I hope can see

All the wonder you show Even the fights My eyes still glow Like the evening lights

But I see why you left me For mine are brown And they can see That blue is what you think is for you