Narc.

Autistic and Traumagenic DID system. Adult. He/Him or It/Its.

[kennelcub]

KennelCub introduction.

Hey everyone, I go by Narc online and use either He or It pronouns. I am a medically recognised traumagenic system from Europe, and will be sharing my alterhuman journey with you all. Bodily an adult, I will not interact on a personal level with those under 16. Under 16s may interact usually, please do not engage with me solely on trying to be my friend. I do not check DNI’s, if I go against yours please let me know.

Canidae and Felidae cladotherian mainly. Because of my plurality, I have many theriotypes. Each alter has their own!

Me (the host) identifies as an African Lion mainly. I do see myself in Standard Bull Terriers too, however I have not interacted with that part of myself in detail yet.

No DNI, I block as I please. Let me know if I follow or interact with someone problematic.

[kennelcub]

Meow.

[tourmygemz-posts-things]

Being bigger than your partner is weirdly empowering bc everyone assumes at a glance you're the dominant one when in reality im just a bigass dog listening to my owner's commands.

[kennelcub]

I miss my pride, it gave me a purpose in life.

[kennelcub]

I also especially miss being a young cub. Having to hide behind my pride members for protection, not having to worry about where I should go or if I’m eating tonight. I miss my fun days, pretending to hunt my siblings and wrestle with them for victory. I would do it for hours. I suppose this is more of a pet regression feeling rather than a therian one. However I do know someone else out there will understand. I miss my past life.

[kennelcub]

I miss my mate. I miss my old pride and how free we all were. I miss prancing around in the tall grass, not having to worry about all the horrible things happening in the world. My greatest worries being protecting my pride, cubs and harvesting food for them all. I wish I could go back. :/

[kennelcub]

I identify with a lot of African mammals. Lions, cheetahs, wild dogs and even hyenas on a rare occasion. I experience a lot of lion shifts of a regular basis, however recently I’ve been getting cheetah ones again. This is strange to me as this usually occurs during summer/hot weeks. It’s October now, it’s getting colder. An off-season shift, how peculiar.

Gah. I just wish I was a big cat. Any would do, I’m not fussy.

[kennelcub]

it is extremely strange having phantom shifts. i don’t often feel my tail, my ears or my paws. i feel my muzzle more often than not. i never see others talk about this. maybe im just a little different.

it’s odd only feeling a long muzzle instead of the traditional human face. i feel my teeth, the fur on my skin and so much more. it’s odd.

[donothandle]

purring and kneading and nesting and nuzzling soft things and stretching out l o n g and rolling around and

[otterwithatophat]

You know what time it is!!!

Oughdjsjsjjd snow !!!

[kennelcub]

I seriously need to post more on here about my alterhuman journey. Let’s recap. It’s a long one.

During all of my childhood, I have acted like a canine or was forced to by others. Being a canine to me is extremely normalised. I say canine loosely since I am a canine cladotherian. I see myself in most, if not all of them. The usual ones are domestic dogs, german shepherd, dobermans… You get the gist of it. I tend to identify more as a high drive, working breed rather than a toy breed.

Since I am also a system, it’s extremely hard to decipher who identifies as what. Is this a new species shift or is it an alter co con? I’m slowly getting adjusted to the new feelings. For me personally, as an alter, I identify more with felines than canines. It’s African Lions that have the biggest influence on me identity wise. There isn’t many in my system that see themselves in felines, which is how I’ve confirmed it so easily a few years back.

Strangely though, I have had dream shifts of me being a Standard Bull Terrier. A strong, agile and capable breed. A breed that stands up for what is right, and barks down at those who disobey. Honestly, this makes a lot of sense if put in the fact I am a protector for my system.

I’ve struggled a lot with my identity all of my life. Coming terms to the fact that I am a system helped massively. Systemhood and therianthropy go hand in hand. A lot of my members are nonhuman. They were simply not made to be human. And that’s okay.

I wish to be in more tune with Mother Nature. My physical disabilities prevent me from going outside often, connecting with Her.

But alas, this is my alterhuman journal account. I have been in the community for a very, very long time now. I’m hoping I can come back fully again. Be at one with myself once more.

[synth3ticanimal]

y'all i fear the acceptance of physical therianthropy on tiktok has gone south... i've just seen a physical therian saying that physical therians identify as their theriotypes, and exhibit animalistic behaviours, and other therians don't.

as a non-physical therian, i can confirm i DO identify as my theriotypes, and i DO exhibit nonhuman behaviours.

i don't wanna tell people what labels they can and can't use, however i fear this is just going to lead people to call therians who actually physically identify as their theriotypes, "clinical lycanthropes" (or most of the time simply "lycanthropes" bc nobody understands the difference). and so we'll be right back where we started.

[artsykin]

shit i been on lately

[kennelcub]

Are there any new terms in the alterhuman community that have been coined/made in the last year or two? All I’m aware of is cladotherian, suntherian, shifts and other things including in that bracket, kithtypes vs kintypes, otherhearted. I think that’s all I know… 🤔

[kennelcub]

I actually couldn’t tell you when I first discovered my lion theriotype. I’d say at least a decade ago, before I even knew what a therian was I was so intrigued with lions and other African mammals. I vividly remember prancing around, roaring and ‘swishing my tail’ around. What fun memories.

[kennelcub]

i think i’ll take some photos of myself in the tail i bought a few months ago… so excited for tomorrow

[rhydianbites]

I hate that I'm forced to be tame. The luxuries of human society are nice and all, but I'm a wild animal. I'm not meant to live like this. At the end of the day I curl up in a warm bed that I attempt to make into a nest, but the longing to be in a den will never cease. Longing to survive and hunt in the deep wilderness, not just spending time in the forests and hills surrounded by civilization. Longing for a pack. Longing for what could've been. I will forever be longing.