im a total trash mammal

and nothing is ever going to work out

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trinket it/itz 🙀 mutualz only 🚬 trigger warningz 👇

i mention disordered eating, abuse of substances, medication abusing occasionally, and like i do say i wanna die often but only mean it sometimes ! so just beware i guess

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i miss my boyfriend😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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as a younger teen my mom used to say i was this evil big black hole that took all the good around me and sucked it all up and made it all just as miserable as me and it took me a while to like face that i guess. like i just thought she was evil and hated me and even if thats a little true there was real truth to it all. i can swap out substances and people and houses and schools and weight but ill always be this big black hole that makes everyone and anything as miserable as i am. im just as miserable and ugly inside and out like she said and i used to really resent her for saying that to me but i understand it now better than i ever have before

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i appreciate the nice comments on this more than you guys can imagine im sososo bad w words but Thank u☹️

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i think im just like this forever. and thats that. and i need to either stop complaining about it or seriously kill myself and stop wasting peoples time and effort with ne because its getting us nowhere

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as a younger teen my mom used to say i was this evil big black hole that took all the good around me and sucked it all up and made it all just as miserable as me and it took me a while to like face that i guess. like i just thought she was evil and hated me and even if thats a little true there was real truth to it all. i can swap out substances and people and houses and schools and weight but ill always be this big black hole that makes everyone and anything as miserable as i am. im just as miserable and ugly inside and out like she said and i used to really resent her for saying that to me but i understand it now better than i ever have before

[innerchildabortionclinic]

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four shots and a bottle of white and some weird bootleg drink and i only feel kinda drunk and im debating on drinking my big ass buzzball too but jus blehh blehh bleh

[nude-tayne]

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me and my good friend rue bennett are one of the same

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last ocuture of my whole world

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bottle of wind and four shots big i knoe i can stomach more

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i Moss my kitty

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i need a burger and to get shot in the mf head

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i rlly wish i couldve seen my baby get old

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drinking is so miserable to me now like infeel so gross

[kosmogrl]

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mornings are just so hard