studyhoe

just a student. trying to get by. any pronouns

[natequarter]

nosferatu? non. VOSferatu. c'est pas mon problême

[depsidase]

[depsidase]

[killerwhale7734]

[killerwhale7734]

what a peaceful night ✨️

[killerwhale7734]

speak your truth

but my thoughts deceive me

my tongue betrays me

and i am once again left at a loss

for words

which come at all the wrong times

like in the bathtub

but never in the classroom or the corridor

and why is it always me they seem to blame

when i am just an existence

a small amount of energy that grows

smaller and smaller by the second

period time for math and i used to like

the universal language

but i am just a burn out now

a former child genius a gifted kid

who got lost in the fractions

of their broken mind somewhere in the space

between innocence and grief

grief for the lost past tense that they will never

ever

recover

[killerwhale7734]

update:

through nearly impossible revision plans and extra lessons i've accomplished the following results on my mocks:

68% in polish (previously 60%)

85% in math (previously 85%)

98% in english (previously 100%, but in low level, now it's high level)

48% in chemistry

67% in biology

28% in math (high level)

while these may not be awesome, i am quite proud with these results overall; the only one i'm debating is HL math as i do not need it (going into vet med, hopefully)

[killerwhale7734]

good morning, another study pic read 40 pages of Orwell's 1984 and it's amazing

now just 2 hours of Dziady III revision and maybe i'll actually pass my finals

[killerwhale7734]

one of the perks of working at a cafe/bakery - half a red velvet that fell apart

[killerwhale7734]

only 3h 21mins today but oh well. i read some "cat's eye" actually, and i enjoyed it

zoology is a bitch, but botanics is a karen

[killerwhale7734]

so that was fucking exhausting. literally a minute short of 4 hours of studying, but I took breaks so it's healthy actually <3

I'm gonna go make some tea

[killerwhale7734]

studied so hard, I started visibly shaking, but I still deny my partner when they say I'm a workaholic