well you have to get tortured to the brink of suicide many times over and then they inlay your wounds with molten gold lolll, trust me it's not fuckin worth it at all
girl complimenting my outfit: whâ?
me: throughout, you can feel it like a fire boring into all of your veins, and you aren't even allowed to scream or cry, you just have to grit your teeth until they almost shatter, but eventually you are reborn a god

















