[tropicalaestheticc]

[minuty]

“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they’re right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.”

—

[acupofpoems]

You asked me if I thought we could ever find peace.

“At times I contemplate the sunset after a long day, wondering how I got that far. I stand there holding a cup of coffee and its warmth intertwined with my fingers — I feel peace.

If the whispers of my own thoughts dare to intrude and intoxicate me, I pause and breath as hard as I can to remind me that I’m alive. The air washes away the dust in my lungs — I feel peace.

When I see my mother smiling and laughing in despite of it all — I feel peace.

I believe that’s what it is. It’s a balance of the good and the bad in exquisite harmony.

I don’t believe it’s something you seek and find. It’s always been within you and the moment you let your guard down, when you allow yourself to be vulnerable and true — you might feel peace residing in your bones.”

— Rose

[bnmxfld]

“And take care of yourself, and be happy, but don’t forget how big the world is.”

— Martha Gellhorn

[l1ve-repeat]

Thoughts...

There is always time where I will randomly think of you, wondering how are you doing, wondering if you are living the life that you had been seeking.. Wondering if you still remember me or my existence, wonder if it still hurt or it gave you a phobia. 

There is no way I can rewind the stupid and foolish mistakes I did, and I am sorry for my actions. Sorry how it affected you and gave our rs/love a bad memories for you then. It was too crazy for me, the emotions the feelings. Probably the worst breakdown I ever had in my 25/26 years..

Many times, I tried contacting you on the thoughts and wants to know how you doing, want to be just a normal friend talking to you despite knowing that it is impossible. Hoping that the current me, the changed me, the different me can be friend with you. And of course, as expected there was no reply, I know that is the response I deserved too. As much as I regret my past actions, I don’t think that I will have a chance to ever compensate it for the rest of my life.

I do read back our messages once in a blue moon, constantly realizing what a bad job I did as your gf back then. I can only wish that, those bad memories won’t haunt you from seeking your own happiness or actually gave you a phobia towards rs. 

If you ever chanced upon this post, I hoped that you will forgive me or rather forgive yourself. Neither of us wants this to happen, is life as it is.I prayed that the god will lead you to your path of happiness, constant adventures and life learning.  

Sorry for being immature, hope that we will get to cross path one day and you will be proud of who I am now.

Your Past.

[booksqouted]

You have to accept that sometimes that’s how things happen in this world. People’s opinions, their feelings, they go one way, then the other. It just so happens you grew up at a certain point in this process.

Kazuo Ishiguro, Never Let Me Go (via booksqouted)

[thepersonalquotes]

[wordsnquotes]

Life will break you. Nobody can protect you from that, and living alone won’t either, for solitude will also break you with its yearning. You have to love. You have to feel. It’s the reason you are here on earth. You are here to risk your heart. You are here to be swallowed up. And when it happens that you are broken, or betrayed, or left or hurt, or death brushes near, let yourself sit by an apple tree and listen to the apples falling all around you in heaps, wasting their sweetness. Tell yourself you tasted as many as you could.

Louise Erdrich, The Painted Drum (via wordsnquotes)

[deeplifequotes]

I think one of my favorite feelings is laughing with someone and realizing half way through how much you enjoy them and their existence.

Unknown (via deeplifequotes)

[wnq-anonymous]

The best reason to go forward, is knowing you can’t go back.

Anonymous  (via wnq-anonymous)

[words-of-emotion]

[scream-poem]

[orangeskins]

[wordsnquotes]

Dreams are only dreams until you wake up and make them real.

Ned Vizzini, It’s Kind of a Funny Story (via wordsnquotes)

[wnq-writers]

You saw flowers in me where I saw weeds. Where I saw dirt you showed me how to plant seeds. But most of all, you taught me that I’m the only person that I need.

thank you for seeing something in me where I saw nothing. // lesbellesmarguerites  (via wnq-writers)

[edrecoveryprobs]

When people won't leave me alone about eating fear foods

(themanicdoll)

[l1ve-repeat]

Just like me and strawberry 😖😖

[beatingbinging-deactivated20190]

[hopefullybackontrack]

Gotta to this asap.