[limecar]

In hindsight Mikage had soooo much audacity forcing all those people to delve into their inner psyche while being deeply in denial about being gay

[havingapoemwithyou]

Scientific method by James Tadd Adcox

[limecar]

my sisters body was forensic evidence so we couldn’t get her body or even look at it for 6 days she died two days before her birthday and spent her birthday cold and alone in a hospital freezer. She loved her birthdays so much.

[limecar]

Growing up our parents pitted us against each other and made us pick sides and then we fought nonstop. I forgot there was ever a time where we used to be close but she remembered everything. She asked if I remembered playing in our dad’s truck bed. I forgot he even had a truck but it came back to me when she asked. We pretended the basement was ancient Egypt, we pretended to be lions under the kitchen table. We played in the truck bed and she’d write stories and I drew pictures. But my parents fought all the time and she looked like my mom and I looked like my dad and eventually they expected us to hate eachother too, so we did. Mom beat us so we started beating eachother. But we were meant to be close. She loved me so much. She was meant to pull me into the spotlight and I was meant to calm her down, and we were meant to be that dance of yin and yang forever. Because that didn’t happen, I spent so many years sinking deeper and deeper into depression, and she sank deeper and deeper into impulsivity and mania. There was a sweet spot where we were so close and she understood me in ways nobody else did, and we hung out almost every single day. She was the one that extended the olive branch in our adulthood and made us friends again. She was the one to apologize. I never would have done it. That month we lived together when I was inbetween leases, we were closer than ever. That month was what our entire life was supposed to be like. You needed me and I needed you. Now, both of our lives are forever incomplete.

[limecar]

a few months ago my partners mom died. Last Friday was her birthday and my little sister died on her birthday two days before her own birthday. To say I’m not doing well is a massive understatement

[zmpl]

has anyone noticed that after the porn ban of 2018 tumblr was essentially killed from the mainstream and everyone flocked to other social media sites like twitter and meta. then those sites got enshittified to where twitter became Nazi Central and meta sites had an entire meme around getting “zucced” aka mark zuckerberg himself would ban you for saying a no-no word like fuck. and then the mainstream shifted to tiktok where infamous toddlerspeak sentences like “he got unalived by a pew pew” were born because if you once again say a no-no word like kill or gun or any other word that isn’t corporate i mean kid friendly then the algorithm will bury your post into the ground. and somehow we’ve come full circle and tumblr is now the most bearable social media site because although we can’t have female presenting nipples we can at least talk to each other like adults. has anyone noticed that at all or is it just me and the flaming skull

[limecar]

This years western photographies

[ouiouhie]

intruder 👁️

[limecar]

two separate people this year came out of their house to tell me they could tell I had a “beautiful soul” … #humblebrag

[thelovelyblark-barg]

My mom and I went to an antique mall and we were both devastated that this was $650

[hickeywiththegoodhair]

the shop owners are well aware of its value

[havingapoemwithyou]

Scientific method by James Tadd Adcox

[barrymccaulkinem]

when you use a word and wonder if you used it right and you check and you correctly pulled an uncommon 3rd or 4th definition

[leechloach]

I need $600+ for stupid toys

[birddotbones]

Did another silly base with @limecar and we didn’t tell one another who we were drawing. We created a couple that only communicates in fist fights and every bike within a 10 mile radius has been smashed to pieces

[icantspellthings]

The beauty of tumblr is that some people here think that cigarettes get you high and drinking once a week makes you an alcoholic, while others here started smoking at 13 and wouldn't even consider ketamine a drug because everyone does it. And both of them are on tumblr blogging about TV shows from 2005.

[1five1two]

Hedy Yang.

[stalgivc]