[loveshadowed]

it should have been me. you should have picked me from the start.

loveshadowed is a indie / private / mutuals only multimuse featuring several muses from all three of mochizuki jun's literary works.

as loved & shadowed by ollie. ( 23, system host, any pronouns. )

extremely selective due to the mun's comfort. crossover and multiship friendly to a point. mobile rules & roster under the cut.

important portrayal note for the way i write the alice twins.

mutuals-only & private. i follow and unfollow at my own discretion.

important: when it comes to vincegil, that is not a ship i feel comfortable seeing. if you actively write that ship, i likely won't follow for my own personal comfort!!

i will not follow you if you don't have a pinned post. i need that information present right away. i am extremely picky for this reason.

the best way to interact with me is through memes! please specify a muse though, or i likely won't get to it anytime soon. i have muses from three different series on this blog; i am not a mind reader.

minors and personals do not interact. the only exception for the latter is trusted friends or if i specifically say that you can rb smth.

darker content is present, such as the following:

death, murder, abuse, suicide, self-harm, reincarnation, decapitation, blood, gore, body horror, unreality, canon-typical violence, cults, drugging, experimentation, gun usage, etc.

i will not tag spoilers, the only exception being vnc when i eventually catch up to the manga. the other two series have been out for several years, and i don't know what counts and a spoiler and what doesn't.

assume that all of my portrayals are canon-divergent in some way.

my portrayal of sharon is 16/26 instead of 13/23. i have developed her like this for years, and am uncomfortable reverting the change.

i love shipping!! but i will only ship up to one version of a muse. i'm also highly selective with my ships, and certain muses (such as jack and noé) have ships closed altogether since i have ships with my partner. however, i am open to platonic, familial, or even antagonistic dynamics with any of the muses on my roster!!

jeanne will only have one-sided crushes on vanitas.

muses:

pandora hearts:

jack vessalius ( verses, playlist )

oz vessalius ( verses, playlist )

ada vessalius ( verses, playlist )

gilbert nightray ( verses, playlist )

sharon rainsworth ( verses, playlist )

charlotte baskerville ( verses, playlist )

elliot nightray ( verses, playlist )

leo baskerville ( verses, playlist )

lily baskerville ( verses, playlist )

vanitas no carte:

noé archiviste ( verses, playlist )

jeanne ( verses, playlist)

chloé d'apchier ( verses, playlist )

astolfo granatum ( verses, playlist )

johann ( verses, playlist )

crimson shell:

claudia ( verses, playlist )

wilhelm ( verses, playlist )

[aweslasharc]

i will die your daughter

[lynnlyrae]

dream girl

[benvey0]

[ivonnemeh]

Lacie baskerville sketch

[saraminwglasses]

I saw the Red Blood Rain

[eggubato]

ill omens

[fogmoo]

Haunting the narrative

[miraculpa]

Hey, so, heads-up, posting about some irl circumstances that are actively effecting posting speed/being around. Apologies in advance for asking for help with stuff like this, but I'd appreciate it.

SO, MY MOM GOT FIRED.

Tldr theyd been denying her proper breaks for her diabetes and fibro entirely bc one of the supes disliked her (mom had reported the supe for an hr violation once) and she was building a case to take to the higher ups Legally. So they pulled the super illegal retaliation before she could

Her lawyer says it counts as retaliation and is filing for it.

What's this mean for me? it means that I need help. I am, presently, the only one with a job and I do not make enough for rent, food, pet care for our two cats, etc.

I am linking my paypal and our Amazon wishlist of necessities below. thank you.

Paypal

Amazon WL

[loveshadowed]

i'm alive

[loveshadowed]

i get: a muse or two

you get: a starter with the muse(s) of your choice

[loveshadowed]

i get: a muse or two

you get: a starter with the muse(s) of your choice

[151dex]

ad·ven·ture /ədˈven(t)SHər/ noun an  unusual  and  exciting,  typically  hazardous,  experience  or  activity.

ind.  priv.   pkmn  trainer  red   from  gamefreak's  pokémon  franchise.   crossovers  &  ocs  encouraged. art c.

[loveshadowed]

come and hold me close, i'm shivering cold in the heart of rain.

[loveshadowed]

snowcrystaled -> loveshadowed

[loveshadowed]

"alice! no hitting. apologize to yukito-san, or we won't go get food after this." lacie's struggling; a single mom in college with two unruly twin daughters. "i am so sorry." // @bonescribes

[ohisms]

✱˚｡⋆ ↪ 𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄, 𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄, 𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄 .    (  a collection of  dialogue prompts centered around saying "please".   feel free to modify phrasing as desired.  )

please just be honest with me.

oh, please explain how this is my fault.

please don't look at me like that.

please, let's not do this here.

for once, could you please stop pretending?

please just kiss me, i can't stand it.

please don't walk away from this.

all you have to do is say please.

please, i dare you to try and stop me.

please don't tell anyone i said that.

i said please, so technically you have to say yes.

please tell me you brought snacks.

please don't take this the wrong way.

please, i've waited so long to hear you say it.

i said i'm fine, please just drop it.

please don't lie just to make me feel better.

please don't judge me for what i'm about to do.

please just let me help you.

if you love me, say it. please.

just stay here with me all day. pleaase?

please don't ruin this for me.

please just leave me out of it.

tell me you love me ... please.

can you please slow down?

please tell me there's still a chance.

can you please just get some sleep?

please, i don't want to lose you again.

i'm not asking– i'm begging you. please.

please don't make fun of me.

i want you to leave. please leave right now.

please, it's nothing.

i don't like to beg, but... please.

pleaase? i promise it'll be fun.

tell me it's a lie. please.

come on, please? just this once?

please don't jump to assumptions.

please, [ name ], just stay here.

you promised ... please.

please. i need you to trust me.

please don't go.

i know i don't deserve it, but please forgive me.

please, let me fix this.

did i hear a 'please' in there somewhere?

please. one more minute, that's all i'm asking.

oh please, as if you've never done it.

don't ask me to choose. please.

please don't tell them where i am.

saying 'please' over and over won't change my mind.

please? ... pretty please?

please don't make me beg.

please tell me i'm wrong.

can you please give me a hand with this?