Synopsis: You are a busy editor currently working on publishing the next novel of the novice author Deuce. At the book launch, you catch the eye of his best friend Ace, a songwriter. Can something happen between a womaniser who believes he doesnât deserve love and a self-absorbed woman with trust issues?
Synopsis: You are a busy editor currently working on publishing the next novel of the novice author Deuce. At the presentation of his book, you catch the eye of his best friend Ace, a songwriter. Can something happen between a womaniser who believes he doesnât deserve love, and a self-absorbed woman with trust issues?
So sorry! I know I'm about a week late with this post. I always try to upload a chapter a month, but I've had a ton of work.
Characters: Ace, Robin, Nami, Franky, Usopp, Koby, Helmeppo, and others.
Warnings: occasional sex mentioned, alcohol, drama, cursing, anger
Life had fallen into a rhythm youâd never thought possible. It was eerily comfortable. You had your usual workload, the constant hum of deadlines, the stress of being an editor, and on top of that, a boyfriend. Somehow, impossibly, it felt balanced. Yes, you and Ace still fought from time to time; neither of you had the kind of temper that lent itself to peace. Where Ace was short-fused, all heat and eruption, you were icy and cutting, anger distilled into a blade. But lately youâd started to learn each otherâs buttons, to sidestep them before they went off. Or maybe you were just momentarily happy âroyalties had been good this year, and happiness softened your sharp edges.
You were making dinner when Ace arrived, dragging himself through the doorway like the day had wrung him dry.
He only growled in reply, slipping behind you to wrap his arms around your waist, chin settling heavily on the crown of your head.
âTough session again?â you asked, already knowing the answer. Youâd noticed lately that when exhaustion pressed too hard on him, he always came here instead of going back to his own place.
âYeahâŠâ His voice was muffled in your hair. âWeâve got all the songs in different stages, but Apoo and I canât seem to agree on the albumâs structure.â
You turned the heat down, stirring absently. âWhat do you have in mind?â
Ace sighed, shoulders rising and falling against your back. âI was sort of thinking of a timeline. Apoo wants a love story: beginning, middle, end.â
You glanced at him over your shoulder. âArenât they pretty much the same thing? A timeline and a story structure?â
âSort of⊠but the problem is, some of the songs I wrote at the same time. Others I started and didnât finish until months later, after, everything had already changed. So the timeline isâŠâ
âNot really a timeline,â you finished for him with a chuckle, plating the food.
âExactly.â He nodded, helping you carry things to the table.
You sat down and picked at your plate absentmindedly, thoughts circling. Then, leaning on your elbow, you asked, âSo, if Apoo wants structure⊠which tracks are giving you the hardest time?â
Ace huffed out a humorless laugh. âAll of them.â
You tilted your head, waiting.
He rubbed the back of his neck, eyes on the table. âBut if I had to pick⊠maybe Unknown.â
You prompted him with a look.
âItâsâŠâ His breath caught before spilling out, rough and reluctant. âItâs a song I wrote after one of our fights.âÂ
You let out a soft âohâ not sure what to say.
He kept his gaze fixed anywhere but on you. âI couldnât figure out if it belonged at the start, or the end, or if I should even put it on the damn album.â
You leaned forward, narrowing your eyes slightly. âCan I hear it?â
For a heartbeat, he hesitated, the flicker of doubt shadowing his expression. Then, without a word, he reached for his phone and played the song.
The recording was rough, just his voice and a guitar, but the rawness cut deeper for it. You listened in silence as the melody unfolded, lyrics catching like barbed wire, heavy with hurt, loneliness, the frozen distance that followed anger. You didnât need him to tell you which fight it was.Â
When the last note faded, silence fell thick around you both. You tapped your fingers against the wood of the table, then let out a breath you hadnât realized you were holding.
âHuh.â The smirk tugging at your lips was faint, touched with sadness. âYeah. That was an ugly fight.â
His eyes flicked up, the uncomfortable truth of how hurtful your relationship could be at times there, but you met them evenly. Then you shrugged, lightening the weight pressing down. âLook. If you want my opinion, donât overthink beginnings and endings. Just put the songs in the order in which things happened. Think about what came before, what came after. Thatâs your timeline. If you loved me one day, and the next one hated me⊠thatâs just how things happened.â
Ace leaned back, a lighter chuckle escaping his chest. He thought for a moment, turning your words over, a faint grin pulling at his mouth. âYeah,â he murmured. âI think I can work with that.â
âOf course you can. Iâm brilliant,â you teased, grinning.
He huffed out a laugh, shaking his head. âYouâre worse than Apoo.â
âIâll take that as a compliment,â you shot back, laughing with him.
âŠ
The next day, Ace walked into the studio with a folded sheet of paper clutched in his hand. Heâd thought about what you said all night âabout songs being moments, strung one after another like beads on a cord. And the more he turned it over, the more it settled into place. Heâd taken the mess of their relationship, the fights and reconciliations and fragile silences, and somehow carved a structure out of it.
âHere,â he said, tossing the paper onto the mixing console in front of Apoo. âThis is the album.â
Apoo leaned back in his chair as he unfolded the paper. His eyes darted down the page, brows quirking. âMmm⊠Isnât it a bit chaotic?â
Ace grinned, teeth flashing. âYeah. But love is supposed to be messy⊠so you wanted a love story, youâve got yourself a messy love story.â
Apoo barked out a laugh that echoed against the soundproofing. âMan, youâre insane.â He slapped the paper back down. âFine, Iâll take it. NowâŠâ His tone shifted, eyes narrowing. âThe singles?â
Ace winced like heâd been caught stealing.
âYou havenât chosen the singles?â Apooâs glare could have melted plastic. âAce, I swear to god⊠if you donât give me an answer right now, Iâll pick them myself!â
Ace leaned back in his chair, hands up in surrender, but the grin never left his face. âAlright, alright, donât get your headphones in a twist.â He reached over, dragging the paper back toward him. âSingles, huh?â
If looks could kill, Apoo would have been serving a life sentence. He glared across the console like Ace had just confessed to burning down the studio.
But Ace ignored it. Heâd been turning the decision over in his head for weeks. Singles were the most public songs, the ones people would hold up as the heart of the album. The presentation letter. Which one could he confidently send into the world and say: Here. Listen to how fucked up my feelings are about a girl.
âYouâll want the singles with a video?â Ace asked, leaning back in his chair like he was testing waters he already knew were ice cold.
âYes,â Apoo shot back immediately. âAnd that is not up for discussion. Youâll release at least two videos. I wonât force you to push more, but thatâs the bare minimum I can work with.â
Ace groaned, tipping his head back to stare at the ceiling. âGreat. Nothing says fun like performing my emotional breakdown on camera.â
âExactly.â Apoo smirked, tapping a pen against the tracklist. âMisery sells, my guy. Lucky for you, youâre a goldmine of material.â
Ace dragged a hand down his face, muttering, âI shouldâve burned those demos when I had the chance.â
âToo late now,â Apoo said. âSo, tell me. Which two are we selling your soul with?â
Aceâs shoulders sagged, resignation falling over him like a weight. âFine. I guess From Eden and Would That I would be the two songs that best describe the album.â
Apooâs brows shot up. âThen we have to fucking finish recording those two. No more stalling, no more sessions where itâs just you and a guitar. I need full instrumentation, Ace. Drums, strings, the works.â
Ace grimaced. Up until now, heâd kept it stripped down, mainly vocals and guitar. Clean takes. The skeleton of an album. But Apoo was right. If these two songs were going to carry the whole thing, they had to hear them fleshed out, every instrument layered in, the chaos and beauty working together.
And that meant no more hiding behind rough drafts.
âSo, should I pick the musicians, or do you want to choose?â Apoo asked, leaning back in his chair.
Ace hesitated, chewing the inside of his cheek. It would be easier if he knew the people. No surprises, no strangers fumbling around in the dark with his songs. âIzo and Haruta are good,â he said finally.
âAlright. Strings and keys covered.â Apoo jotted it down with a snap of his pen. âWhat about backing vocals?â
Ace drummed his fingers on the table. âIs Banshee available?â
âIâll see what I can do.â Apoo tilted his head, eyes narrowing. âThat leaves a drummer.â
Ace leaned back, sighing. He knew a couple of drummers who were solid, but the one he really wanted âthe one who could give the songs the right kind of heartbeatâ was behind a bar these days instead of a kit. His mouth curved into a wry grin at the thought.
âIf I could drag that bastard back, itâd be perfect,â he muttered. âWouldnât mind Marcoâs ear around, even if heâs retired from gigs.â
Apoo raised a brow, catching the shift in his tone. âYouâre calling in the old guard?â
âMaybe.â Ace shrugged, mouth twitching. âServes him well for putting me in this spot in the first place.â
Apoo grinned, sharp as a blade. âAnd how exactly are you going to convince him to come back?â
Ace leaned back, and scrubbed a hand through his hair. He hadnât thought that far ahead. Marco wasnât the type you could bribe, and he sure as hell wouldnât budge for flattery. The man had walked away from gigs for a reason, choosing the quiet rhythm of pouring drinks over the noise of the industry.
But Marco was also the reason Ace was in this mess at all. He was the one whoâd shoved him onto the stage at The Phoenix, telling him to sing his damn heart out if he wanted you back. He was the one whoâd filmed it and slipped it to Apoo. Without Marco, there wouldnât be an album.
Aceâs mouth twisted into a wry grin. âDonât know yet. But he owes me.â
Apoo snorted. âFrom where I stand, you owe him.â
âSemantics,â Ace shot back, standing and grabbing his jacket. âAnyway, itâs Marco. If anyone can convince him, itâs me. Iâll figure it out.â
Apoo rolled his eyes, âBe my guest. Just make sure to have his ass sitting on the drums by Wednesday.â
âDeal,â Ace said, standing up and going to the cabin ready to start recording.
âŠâŠ
After what felt like the longest day at the office, doing an insane amount of interviews for the new openings, you made it home. You kicked off your boots by the door, starving and dying to drop dead on your couch. The buzz of your phone lit up. Grandpa.
You exhaled, bracing, before picking up. âHey, Clover.â
âFinally,â his voice rumbled, equal parts gruff and warm. âI was beginning to wonder if Iâd have to go chase you to see if you are alive.â
You smiled despite yourself, dropping into the couch. âIâm alive, grandpa.â
âI see,â he said, then fell quiet for a beat. âHow are you, little one?â
The old nickname tugged at something in your chest. âBusy,â you said automatically. âThe publishing house is doing well. Big launch last monthâŠâ
You curled, phone pressed to your ear, words spilling before you even thought them through. Launches, contracts, manuscripts piling in for next year. He listened the way he always did, with no interruptions, just the soft rasp of his breath on the line, steady as a tide.
When you finally trailed off, you could hear a soft laugh through the phone.
âBusiness sounds good,â Clover said, warmth cutting through the gravel of his voice. âIâm proud of you, little one.â
You smiled faintly into the dark. âThanks, grandpa.â
There was a pause a bit too long.
âGrandpa?â you said hesitantly.
âYes?â he answered, patient as ever, as though waiting for you to finally gather the courage to admit your latest misstep.
You gripped the phone tighter. âIâm⊠seeing someone.â
The words hung there, fragile and strange, like youâd plucked them from a place you didnât dare go often.
On the other end, you heard him shift, the creak of his old chair, and then a quiet chuckle. âWell. About time.â
You blinked. âThatâs it?â
âWhat were you expecting? For me to forbid it?â His chuckle was rough. âYouâre grown. You can be with whomever you like. Iâm just glad youâre letting yourself.â
Relief threatened to soften you, but then came the inevitable: âSo, tell me. Who is he?â
You hesitated, chewing your lip. âHis nameâs Ace. Heâs a musician. Works mostly as a producer.â
Clover grunted, noncommittal. âA good musician or a I-need-you-to-pay-my-bills musician?â
âDonât start, Grandpa.â
âIâm not starting,â he said evenly. âIâm asking. Does he take care of you? Does he respect what youâve built? Because youâve worked too hard for anyone to drag you back down.â
The words stung more than you wanted them to. âI wouldnât be with him if he didnât.â
âI know,â Clover said, softer this time. âI trust your judgment.â
Your throat tightened. âThis isnât like last time.â
âGood.â Another pause. âThen bring him by. Let me see for myself.â
âItâs⊠itâs still early, Grandpa.â
âEarly or not, if he matters, I want to meet him. And if he doesnât⊠well, then Iâd rather you didnât waste your time.â
You closed your eyes, head dropping against the couch. The weight of his steady voice pressed against all the places you tried to keep closed. âSoon, Iâll bring him soon,â you said finally.
âBetter be.â His voice warmed again, gentler. âAnd donât forget, little one: I only care if he treats you right. Thatâs what matters.â
âI know,â you said quietly.
From the corner of your eye, you caught movement in the doorway. The soft scuff of Aceâs boots against the floor.
âI have to hang up, Clover. See you soon.â
âDonât make me wait till Christmas to meet him,â he warned. âLove you, little one.â
âLove you too.â
You ended the call, phone heavy in your hand.
âHey, gorgeous,â Ace said, dropping onto the couch beside you and brushing a quick kiss across your forehead. âWas that your grandfather?â he asked casually.
âHey, fireboy⊠yeah, it was Clover.â You tried to keep your voice even, tamping down the nervous pitch creeping into it.
Ace didnât push at first, but you could feel his gaze on you, steady and too perceptive, while you picked at your nails like they held the answers. The silence stretched thin.
âAnd⊠who are you bringing soon?â he dropped finally, voice low.
Your stomach flipped. You kept your eyes on your hands. âHe was just asking how everything was going.â
Before he could say anything else, you shifted, swinging a leg over to straddle his lap, kissing him with a sudden intensity that felt almost reckless. A desperate move, and you knew it. His hands found your hips instinctively, grounding you, kissing you back.
You broke the kiss, hoping that it had been enough distraction and softly asked, âHow was your day? Is Apoo happy with the singles?â
Ace looked at you for a moment, wondering if he should bring back your grandfather to the table. At the end, he sighed. He didnât understand why you avoided the topic, but he could wait till you were ready, because god knows that if you were nervous about that meeting, he was just as nervous. So, he let it go, for now.Â
âYeah, I think he is,â he finally answered.Â
âAnd you?â you asked, softly.Â
He chuckled, âYeah I think Iâm too.â
âŠ..
Ace had had the time to talk to Marco yesterday after he finished recording. He had decided to go to your place instead. So, he was here today, because talking to Marco was way easier than talking about your grandfather. The Phoenix was calm, with the soft murmur of a bar that just opened and was handing its first beer. Marco stood behind the bar, polishing glasses like he didnât have anything better to do.
Ace slipped in, falling into familiar steps. Marco clocked him instantly, mouth tugging as he reached for a glass.
âYouâre early,â Marco said, pouring a beer without asking. âStudio kicked you out?â
âWrapped quick,â Ace muttered, dropping onto a stool. He took the glass, grateful for the first swallow. âThought Iâd get a drink.â
Marco gave him a look that said I know better, and leaned on the bar. âSo, you need a drink because of your girlfriend? Youâve actually been doing well lately.â
Ace barked a laugh, shaking his head. âNo, not that. And screw you.â
Marcoâs grin widened. âAh. Then itâs the album.â
âYeah,â Ace admitted, âApoo wants a drummer. And IâŠâ He hesitated, swirling the beer in his glass. âI want it to be you.â
Marcoâs brows lifted in surprise. âMe?â
âYou,â Ace repeated firmly. âCâmon, donât give me that look. Youâve heard half the songs already. Hell, youâre the one who shoved me into this in the first place. If anyone knows how theyâre supposed to sound, itâs you.â
Marco chuckled, though his eyes searched Aceâs face. âIâm out of practice.â
âYou could never be out of practice,â Ace shot back, waving him off.
Marco laughed. âI donât have time for those egos.â
âItâs only my ego youâll be dealing with,â Ace countered, taking another sip. âAnd youâve been handling that for years without batting an eye. Youâll be the drummer for the recording, thatâs it.â His voice dipped, almost grudging. âAnd I want you in the room for it.â
For a moment, Marco didnât say anything. Then he poured himself a glass, clinked it against Aceâs, and finally said, âYou donât make anything easy, do you?â
Ace smirked. âWhereâs the fun in that?â
Marco shook his head, laughing under his breath. âAlright. Iâll think about it. But if I come back, youâd better not waste my time with half-assed takes.â
Aceâs grin widened, a spark lighting behind it. âDeal.â He downed the rest of his beer in one go. âSee you tomorrow at Apooâs,â he said, already scurrying out as quickly as heâd come in.
âHey! I havenât said yes! And pay your damn beer, asshole!â Marco called after him.
Ace turned back long enough to flash the brightest, most childish smile. And just like that, the knot in his chest eased.
âŠâŠ
You left the office early, six on the dot, and made your way to Robinâs place. Olvia was visiting and had pretty much demanded you to show your face. The smell of lasagna hit you the second you stepped in, warm and comforting, voices already carrying from the kitchen.
âHey! I brought wine!â you called, holding up the bottles. Robin took them with a smile, and you made a beeline for Olvia, wrapping her in a hug.
âHello, sweetie. Itâs good to see you!â she said, hugging you back before sinking into the stool at the kitchen bar. âHow are you?â
âGood. Lots of work, lots of projects. Iâm planning on taking more books next year,â you said, slipping off your coat. Then, catching Robinâs eye, you pressed a finger to your lips in mock secrecy.
âWonât say a word,â Robin answered with her calm smile, already pulling down wine glasses. âAre you going to hire more people?â
âYes.â You rolled your eyes dramatically, setting cutlery on the table as Robin uncorked a bottle. âI didnât feel like selling my baby to those vultures at Whole Cake! Iâd rather die of exhaustion before letting them have my work.â
Robin filled each glass, passing one to you before taking her own.
âThey offered to buy you?â Olvia asked, eyebrows lifting.
âYeahâŠâ
âAnd you said no out of pride?â She gave you the look of a mother whoâd already sat through a dozen of your rash decisions.
You shook your head quickly. âNo. It wasnât pride. It was to protect my project. Not everything is about money. Iâve been doing good so far.â
Olvia rolled her eyes, taking her sip. âGuess youâre right, itâs your baby. If youâre happy with your decision, itâs a good one.â
âI am. Itâs not the easy path where I can ignore salaries and royalties and just float along⊠but I get to work how and with who I want. And Iâm not burnt out yet, so Iâll take that as a win.â
Robin slid the lasagna dish onto the table, steam rising. You followed with plates, while Olvia eyed you knowingly.
âYou know your grandfather is worried about you. You havenât visited him in months. All you do is work. UnlessâŠâ she paused, eyes twinkling, ââŠthereâs someone else eating up your time?â
You glanced at Robin, but she busied herself checking the oven mitts, not meeting your eye.
âYeah⊠Iâve been seeing someone.â
Robin gave you a sharp look over her shoulder. You sighed, throwing your hands up. âFine. Iâm with someone. His nameâs Ace. But I bet Robin already filled you in on that gossip.â
Olvia chuckled. âA little bit. But I want to hear it from you.â
You gave her a small, almost shy smile, suddenly feeling fifteen again, caught with your first boyfriend. âWell, weâve been together for a couple of months now,â you started.
So you told her a clean version. How youâd met through a mutual friend, what he did for a living, the kind of portrait youâd want a parent to hear. Carefully omitting the part about it starting six months ago with casual sex and poor decisions.
By the time you finished, Olvia turned toward Robin. âIs all of this true, or is she sugarcoating it?â
Robin let out a soft laugh, setting down her fork. âItâs mostly true. Heâs good for her.â
Olvia smiled, eyes returning to you. âOh. So this is serious. When am I going to meet him? When are you bringing him home so your grandfather can meet him?â
You inhaled sharply through your teeth, the wine catching in your throat. âSoon. I promise,â you said, though you had no real idea what soon meant. Ace had already dragged you into his circle â family barbecues, siblings, the whole lot â and yes, youâd been nervous, but it had been easier for him. He had an advantage. You already knew Luffy, had crossed paths with Sabo before, and their family was the type to hold loud Sunday barbecues that doubled as excuses for new faces. For him, there had been a place to slot you in. For youâŠÂ
You only had your grandfather and Olvia, and that was a different kind of weight. The last man youâd been with hadnât needed an introduction âeveryone knew him already. You avoided going back home not because you didnât love your grandfather, but because going back meant questions you had no answers for. Zoro had been a jerk, yes, and heâd earned himself a quiet ban from both Olviaâs and your grandfatherâs house, but that didnât erase the fact that once upon a time youâd been steady, living with someone, wearing a ring, building something that had looked like a future.
And now? Now you were the woman who buried herself in manuscripts until her eyes burned, who chose deadlines over sleep, who soothed stress by fucking strangers. At least, until Ace. So, no. You werenât anywhere near ready to sit across from your grandfather and let him ask the inevitable â Are you living together? What are your intentions with my granddaughter? Do you see a future together? You loved your grandfather but you also knew that he was going to put both of you through hell just to make sure youâd never go through what you did last time. He wanted to see you happily in love.Â
Dinner carried on easily after that, drifting from publishing gossip to Robinâs latest project, Olvia always circling back to you, asking, prodding, making sure you were eating well, sleeping enough, not burying yourself entirely in work. She laughed until she had tears in her eyes when Robin teased you about your hungover airport fiasco, and she gave you a knowing, gentle smile when it slipped out how Ace had taken care of you that morning.
By the time the lasagna was gone and the wine bottle stood empty, it was close to ten. Your phone buzzed on the counter.Â
Ace: Outside.
You slipped your jacket on. âMy rideâs here,â you said, trying to sound casual.
Olvia leaned over, giving you the look only she could. âDonât forget what I said. Go visit, or else I swear Iâll bring Clover to the city.â
âAlright, alright.â You laughed, though your stomach tightened at the thought. âI promise.â
She rose to hug you, firm and warm. âDonât be a stranger, please.â
You squeezed her back and then waved, stepping out and closing the door. Once out of the building you still felt the weight of eyes on your back. Glancing up, you caught Robin and Olvia at the window, their faces half-shadowed by the glass.
Your jaw tightened. You tugged your jacket closer even though the night wasnât that cold, quickening your steps toward the curb where Ace waited on his bike.
He clocked it instantly âthe way your stride had gone just a little too brisk, your shoulders a touch too square. His gaze followed yours up to the window, then back to you, and he couldnât help but wonder where all that unease was coming from. Your family⊠or him.
âHey, gorgeous,â he said, softly.
âHey, letâs go.â you said quickly.Â
The engine roared to life, swallowing the silence you didnât dare answer.
âŠ..
It was game night at Sabo's place. Once in a while, the brothers liked to spend Friday nights goofing around and competing at racing games. Although this time, Koala had insisted that you should join, particularly because she was starting to love the idea of having another girl in the party. It was your turn at the console, racing against Koala and Luffy. The rules were simple: the winner got to keep the control, the losers had to switch with the other two. Ace and Sabo were at the kitchen bar, having a beer while waiting their turn.Â
"Not gonna lie, she's better than I expected," said Sabo, looking at you toeing Luffy.Â
On screen, Koalaâs car spun out, Luffy cackling as he cut her off and smashed into a wall himself.
âCheater!â Koala shrieked, while you zoomed past both, narrowly clinching the lap.
Sabo chuckled into his glass. âSeriously. Sheâs holding her own.â
Aceâs grin turned smug. âFor a bookworm, sheâs not bad at video games.â
âYou say that like you didnât look half-in love watching her win,â Sabo teased.
Ace shot him a side-eye, but didnât bother denying it. He swirled his drink, shoulders loosening just a little.
For a moment, they just watched the chaos on the couch âyou leaning forward, fierce concentration in your eyes, Luffyâs wild laughter rattling the walls, Koala yelling something about sabotage.
Then Sabo tipped his head, voice lower. âSo. She met us. Met Dadan, Koala. Sheâs basically family dinners already. What about her side?â
Ace let out a slow breath, not looking at him. âThatâs⊠complicated.â
Sabo raised a brow. âComplicated, or youâre letting it get in your head?â
Ace finally glanced over, jaw tight. âI donât know. She hasnât said anything about it. She keeps dodging her family,â his voice dropped, âFor all I know, they might not even know about me.â
Sabo raised his eyebrows in surprise, âYouâre kidding, right?â
Ace sighed, âI think they know, but I have no idea what sheâd told her grandfather.â
âAnd do you want to meet him?â
âOf course!â Ace said, glaring at his brother.Â
âJust checking you hadnât spent the last two months avoiding the issue. I canât remember the last time you went to meet someone's parents,â Sabo teased.Â
Ace let out a nervous laugh. âMe neither. I think it was at that wedding Reiju dragged me to.â
Sabo let out a soft whistle. âThat was like, what? four years ago? You are such a whore, bro.â
âShut up,â Ace said, punching his brother on the arm.Â
âSoâŠ?â Sabo insisted.Â
Ace sighed, âI donât know. Sheâs nervous, but I donât know if itâs because of me⊠or her family.â
From the couch, Luffy whooped in victory as his car crossed the finish line.Â
âDamn it! So close!â you said.
Koala sighed, âGuys your turn.â
Sabo clapped Ace on the shoulder. âTalk to her, brother. Donât just stew on it.â
Ace groaned, grabbing the controller Koala shoved at him. âStewingâs easier,â he muttered, flopping onto the couch beside Luffy.
The night rolled on, laughter and arguments spilling over each race. At some point, you disappeared down the hall with Koala, only to return grinning and smug with a bottle of wine sheâd apparently âforgottenâ in the cupboard. The chaos resumed, controllers swapping hands, Luffy yelling at the screen.
Much later, you ducked into the bathroom, leaving Ace to refill drinks in the kitchen. Koala followed with the empties, setting them in the sink before leaning on the counter.
âYouâre quiet tonight,â she said, glancing at him as she rinsed her hands.
Ace shrugged, twisting the cap off a bottle. âJust tired.â
Koala gave him a knowing look. Then she smiled, quick and easy. âWell, itâs probably because you brood too much. Youâll lose your edge in the next round.â
Before he could answer, you came back down the hall, laughing at something Luffy yelled from the living room. Koala winked and slipped past you toward the couch, leaving Ace leaning against the counter with the sting of her words and his own thoughts crowding louder than the noise of the game.
âŠ
You arrived home late, both of you still carrying the buzz of laughter from the night. Youâd had a blast âhours of racing games, playful bickering, easy camaraderie. It was easy to fit in among the brothers.
âYou had fun tonight, gorgeous?â Ace asked as you kicked off your shoes, his eyes flicking to the grin still tugging at your mouth.
âA blast. Not only did I crush you in racings, but Koala had so much gossip about you,â you teased.
Ace pulled a face, mock-horrified. âOh no.â
You laughed, leaned in to press a quick kiss to his lips, and padded off toward the bedroom. He followed at his own pace, stripping off his jacket while you babbled about how you needed a rematch against Luffy, how you were convinced you only needed a bit of practice to regain your old skills.
But somewhere between brushing your teeth and pulling on an old shirt, you realized Ace hadnât said much at all. Heâd smiled, heâd nodded, but the usual warmth in his voice was missing.
You frowned, glancing at him. He was sitting on the edge of the bed, shoulders hunched slightly, running a hand through his hair like he was lost in thought.
âAce?â you asked lightly, trying to draw him out. âYouâre quieter than usual. Whatâs going on in that head of yours?â
He sighed, hesitating for a second, Saboâs voice echoing in the back of his mind. âNothing.â He didnât want to push.
You stiffened, too familiar with that nothing. âIs this the kind of nothing thatâs going to cost me a couple weeks of brooding, only to explode in my face later?â
His shoulders slumped. Great. No point avoiding this. He took a deep breath. âFine. Itâs just⊠Why do you keep skirting around the topic of your grandfather?â
Your lips pressed together. Damn it. Of course it was that. âIâm notâŠâ
âYes, you kind of are.âÂ
You sighed. âNo. I mean, you know he is the only family I have, apart from Robin and Olvia. He lives all the way in a small town near Ohara. I donât know, thereâs not much to talk about.â
He let out a heavy sigh. âSee?â His voice sharpened, an edge scraping through. âYouâre doing it right now.â
You fidgeted with your nails, that nervous tick you hated, before snapping back, âFine. What about my grandfather?â
âI donât know,â Ace shot back, frustration bleeding through. âDo you want me to meet him? Does he even know youâre with me?â
You turned, sharpness already cutting into your words. âOf course he knows about you. Do you seriously think I was hiding you?â
His jaw ticked, eyes burning into yours. âHonestly?â A humorless laugh slipped out. âI donât know. You donât exactly keep me in the loop here.â
The words slammed into you harder than you expected. Your chest tightened, defensiveness rising like a shield. âYou think that little of me?â
Ace stood up from the edge of the bed, frustration sparking hot. âWhat else am I supposed to think, when every time I even hint at it, you shut down? You act like it doesnât matter.â His voice cracked, louder now. âBut it does matter, to me.â
You bit your lip. God. It was the girlfriend thing all over againâsomething Ace wanted that wasnât easy for you to give. And once again, fear crept in like a tide you couldnât hold back. Because your relationship with your past was complicated to explain. It was a part of you that not many people knew of and that you didnât like to show off.
Your voice wavered, softer but still bristling. âIâm not hiding you. Itâs just⊠I donât know if youâre ready. Iâm sure as hell not.â
The words hit sharper than you meant them to. For a second, the room went still.
Ace blinked, the fire in him flaring again at the edge of your doubt. âNot ready?â he echoed, incredulous. âIâm the one asking to meet your family. Iâm the one trying to move forward. How much more ready do you need me to be?â
You winced, realizing too late how your words had cut. âThatâs not what I meant⊠Itâs complicated.â
You looked at him, a storm in your eyes âanger, fear, hope, all flaring at once.
âFine.â The word came sharp, almost a dare. âYou want to meet my grandfather? Youâll meet him under one condition.â
His brow furrowed, waiting.
âWhatever you hear there, whatever your wild mind starts to think,â you said, voice tightening, âyou fucking tell me the second it crosses it. You donât brood over it. You donât bottle it up and let it rot until weâre both bleeding from it. You say it. Out loud.â
For a beat, Ace just stared at you, chest rising and falling, caught between confusion and something like relief. Then, slowly, a grin tugged at the corner of his mouth â crooked, stubborn.
âDeal,â he said, and this time there was no heat in his voice. Just certainty.
Synopsis: You are a busy editor currently working on publishing the next novel of the novice author Deuce. At the presentation of his book, you catch the eye of his best friend Ace, a songwriter. Can something happen between a womaniser who believes he doesnât deserve love, and a self-absorbed woman with trust issues?
Characters: Ace, Robin, Nami, Franky, Usopp, Koby, Helmeppo, and others.
Warnings: occasional sex mentioned, alcohol, drama, cursing, anger
You and Nami were dragging your sorry, hungover asses through the airport. After one more round of âplaying business,â the two of you had decided last night that it was time for an after-party of your own. Youâd dragged Robin, some of her colleagues, and a few of your old coworkers from Amazon Lily with you. It had been glorious â a true purge of stress â everyone downing drink after drink like tomorrow didnât exist.
Except tomorrow had come way too fast.
By the time the bar kicked you out, you and Nami had barely an hour to collect your things and head to the airport for another inhumanly early flight. Fucking cheap flights. Bege had been forced to convince the security guard you werenât drunk, which hadnât been easy when you both reeked like a minibar and held bottles of water on shaky hands.
By some miracle, youâd survived the flight without puking. Barely. And now here you were, shuffling through arrivals, regretting every single life choice that had led you here.
You were fishing for your phone to call a taxi, Nami sitting with her head on her knees, when a voice came out of nowhere:
âHello, gorgeous.â
You turned too fast. Your skull throbbed in protest, punishing you for those last tequila shots.
âAce?â you blinked at him, disoriented. âWhat are you doing here?â
He gave you a once-over, eyes caught between laughter and concern. âYou asked me to come get you.â
âI⊠did?â you asked, baffled, glancing helplessly at Nami.
Nami only shook her head slowly, as disoriented and confused as you were.
Ace yawned, scrubbing a hand over his mouth. âYeah. Around two in the morning. Not gonna lie, you scared the shit out of me. ButâŠâ his mouth curved, fighting a grin, âjudging by the state of you two, I think I can piece together what was happening at two a.m.â
You groaned, dragging your hands down your face.
âCome on,â he said, already snagging the bigger suitcase from each of you like it was nothing. âLetâs go. You both look like shit.â
âOh god. Heâs a keeper,â Nami mumbled, a little too loudly.
Ace chuckled.
By the time you got to the car, Nami had collapsed in the back seat like a corpse. You slid into the front passenger seat, immediately rolling down the window and sticking your head out like a dog desperate for air.
Ace snorted under his breath, stealing a sideways glance as he started the engine. You still wore the remnants of last night â the carefully styled hair trapped in a band, the smudged makeup clinging stubbornly under your eyes, and a skin tone that hovered somewhere between ghostly pale and vaguely green. He couldnât help the grin tugging at his mouth. Heâd seen you drunk before, but this⊠this was a whole new level.
It was a selfish thought, but he liked that youâd called him. As if your subconscious had slipped up and betrayed you. Instead of pushing through on your own, like you always did, youâd thought of him.
âSoâŠâ Ace said lightly, fingers drumming the steering wheel, âjudging by the look of you two, it seems like it was one hell of a party.â
âIt was a shitty pretentious cocktail, as always. We went to a pub,â you mumbled, voice hoarse and flat with exhaustion.
âThat explains a lot,â Ace said, lips twitching as he shifted gears.
You only groaned in response, eyes already shut, head leaning back on the seat as if you could block the world out by sheer will. Ace glanced at you again, catching the stubborn little crease between your brows even in sleep-deprived misery.
Through the rearview mirror, he noticed Nami had already tipped over, dead to the world, her head lolling against the seat. The car filled with the quiet hum of the engine, the occasional hiss of tires against the road.
Ace let out a slow breath, the grin setting into a quite comfortable smile. He liked the silence. Liked that you trusted him enough to fall apart for once, instead of always holding everything together. He tightened his grip on the wheel, eyes back on the road, carrying you both home.
âŠ
It wasnât until past three that you started to feel vaguely human again. Your body ached in protest as you rolled out of bed, padding barefoot to the kitchen in search of salvation. The fridge greeted you with a sight that almost made you believe in god: a neat row of electrolyte drinks and, sitting right beside them, a bowl of mac and cheese. The perfect hangover combo.
You didnât need a note to know who had stocked it there. Ace had thought ahead. Always chaos incarnate, and yet sometimes startlingly thoughtful.
You cracked open one of the bottles, gulping greedily before tossing the food in the microwave. The hum of the machine and the salty, cheesy smell felt like heaven on the way. A bite later, your body remembered what gratitude tasted like.
It was good to be home.
After youâd taken care of the most basic survival needs, you dragged yourself into a long, much-needed shower. Hot water pounded your skin, washing away the residue of old makeup, sweat, tequila, and airport hours. Now fresh, functional, and wrapped in a comfy hoodie, you started to unpack, as if putting order into your suitcase might spill over into the tangle in your head.
When Ace came back around eight, he found you sprawled on the couch, notebook open across your lap, staring at the void.
âWell, look at that. She lives.â
You turned your gaze to him, giving a half-smile, rolling your eyes. âOf course. Takes more to put me down.â
Ace leaned against the doorway, still in his jacket, grinning like the menace he was. âReally? Because this morning I couldâve sworn tequila had kicked your ass.â
âThat was not tequila, that wasâŠâ You paused, digging for something witty. ââŠlaboral exhaustion.â
He snorted. âYeah, sure. I also treat that with electrolytes and mac and cheese. Sometimes pizza works too.â He moved toward the living room, dropping down beside you.
You laughed. âYeah, I could do pizza for dinner. Just to deal with the labor exhaustion.â
Ace chuckled and pressed a quick kiss to the top of your head. âRemind me to keep you away from the kind thatâs served in shots.â He pulled out his phone, already scrolling to order food.
You shrugged, but the kiss tugged a soft smile out of you. You stared back at your notebook and, with an exhale of defeat, closed it and tossed it onto the coffee table. The exhaustion was starting to feel less like a joke.
Ace noticed. âWere you working?â
âSort of,â you breathed, tipping your head back against the couch.
âDo you ever rest?â he asked.
âWhen I die,â you said flatly, though the corners of your mouth quirked. âWhich feels like itâll be soon. Anyway, how was your week?â You gave him a side glance, leaning into him.
Ace sighed. âNot much. Studio as always. Iâm almost done with the sistersâ album.â He hesitated. He hasnât told anyone about his decision. He let out a short sigh and then let it out. âAnd⊠well, I finally accepted Apooâs offer. Iâm doing the album.â
You straightened and looked at him, a genuine smile spreading across you. âYou did? Thatâs great!â You leaned in, kissing him tenderly before resting your head back against his shoulder. âIâll finally get to hear your music whenever I want.â
The silence that followed was warm, soft. Ace let your pride soak into him, dulling the nerves that had gnawed at him for days. A small smile ghosted over his lips.
âWhat about you?â he asked, absently twining a strand of your hair around his finger. âWas the circus worth it?â
You groaned. âYeah, I guess. We made good deals, and others wereâŠâ You trailed off, Perosperosâ card flashing in your mind.
âDid you lose an author?â
âI wish,â you scoffed.
His eyes were on you, waiting. You sighed and reached for your notebook, sliding the slim pink card from between the pages. You handed it to him without looking. The Whole Cake logo glinted in gold.
âThey offered to buy us out. Absorb the house into their group.â
Ace blinked, then frowned. âAnd what does that mean?â
âIt means I have to decide between financial stability⊠or independence, with all its risks.â
Ace leaned back, running a hand through his hair. âStability sounds nice, sure⊠but independence? Thatâs you.â
The words came out rough, too quick, and he cursed himself when he saw how your shoulders tightened, like the whole weight of the choice pressed harder.
He softened, reaching out to tug gently at your sleeve until you looked at him. âUnless⊠are you in a financial problem?â
You scoffed, âIâm always in a financial tightrope. I live out of the success artists have, just like you Ace. One wrong step and bankruptcy is knocking at my door.â
A knowing look crossed on Aceâs face.Â
âAnyway,â you said, bitterness slipping through despite yourself. âThe publishing house is stable now. Thatâs why they made the offer to absorb us now. Weâre competition. Next time, if they come knocking, itâll be because Iâm drowning in debt, and theyâll only offer scraps.â
Ace studied you quietly for a moment, his expression unreadable. Then, calm as ever, he leaned back. âYouâre forgetting the third option.â
You frowned. âWhich is?â
âNot going bankrupt,â he said simply. âJust⊠keeping at it. Like you always do. Bleeding out for it, stressed out of your mind,â his mouth curved into a grin, âbut still calling all the shots. Happily.â
âŠ
You called Bege to your office. You had known for a while that you would reach a point in which growth would be a big bet. You either invested more money on resources to make your catalogue grow or you sell. Ace was right, if you were going to bet on someone, that would be you and your team. Now it was time to see if your bet was financially possible.Â
Bege dropped into the chair across from you with his usual gruffness, flipping open his laptop. âSo. Whole Cake, huh.â
You winced. âWord travels fast.â
âDidnât need it to. I knew who Perospero was the second he walked up. You think Iâd let some random man stroll into my bossâs earshot?â He gave you a flat look. âSo. What exactly did he offer?â
You sighed, drumming the table with nails. âTo buy us out. Full absorption into the Whole Cake group. Iâd keep the brand, stay as director, butâŠâ You hesitated. The words tasted sour. âIt wouldnât be mine anymore.â
Bege typed something, eyes flicking over his screen. âNot surprising. Thatâs their style. Dangle resources in front of the independents until they fold.â
âAnd the resources were tempting,â you admitted. âEditors, designers, distribution, stabilityâŠâ You trailed off, then shook your head. âBut I wonât let them come and grab all our hard work.â
Bege gave you a gruff smile. âSo, whatâs the plan, boss?â
âOur goal will be to publish 8 to 10 books a year. And we need extra hands for that.â You said, sliding in front of him the knew organizer and schedule you had been drafting
Bege took a quick glance at it. âSo, in-house headcount goes up by two. Freelance budget doubles. Thatâs what youâre asking.â
You nodded. âCan we afford it?â
Bege pulled his laptop, inputting numbers on a spreadsheet. âPossible,â he said after some minutes. âTight as hell, but possible. The bestsellers keep us afloat. Audiobooks buy us new revenue. If the new authors land, weâre fine. If they flop, weâll bleed but not sink. Itâs a gamble. Not impossible.â
You sighed, âTight, huh?â you echoed, âseems like weâre about to hit ceiling.â
You bit your lip in a thoughtful gesture. It was all or nothing. But it had always been that since day one, and you werenât about to get scared now.
âSo, whatâs your call boss?â Bege asked.
You smiled, âDo your magic. Weâre hiring two more people.â
âŠ..
The next day you called in Nami, Usopp and Franky. The three of them sat across you.Â
âSoâŠâ you started, clasping your hands on the table. It was hard being the boss, harder still when the people across from you were your friends. But at least, this time, you were carrying some good news. âWeâve survived this year thanks to our juniors. Helmeppo, Koby, Hiyori. Theyâve been holding a lot more weight than we realized.â
You turned your gaze dead serious toward Nami. âBut, Nami⊠youâre running thin. I love you, girl, but the only person who might give me a run for burnout is you.â
Nami only grinned, unbothered. âPlease. I look fabulous even when Iâm on the verge of collapse.â
You huffed a laugh, then shifted to Franky and Usopp. âAnd with the new catalogue Iâm about to lay out, you two wonât be far behind.â
Usopp visibly gulped, sinking lower in his chair. Franky just raised an eyebrow, arms crossed, like he was already bracing himself.
You leaned forward. âSo hereâs whatâs happening: Nami, you always look fabulous, I know. But you are getting a marketing junior. Look for someone that can help you handle 10 marketing campaigns. Usopp, from now on Helmeppo will fully handle the design part of social media. Still supervised by you and Nami, yes, but no more splitting him like a wishbone. Thatâll free you up from having to design every single aspect of the campaigns.â
âThank god,â Usopp muttered, then perked nervously. âI mean, not that I donât love drawing twenty-seven different banner sizes for every single releaseâŠâ
âShut up, liar,â Nami cut in with a smirk.
You raised a hand to bring them back. âBut even with that shift, we need more hands. So, Usopp, I want you to put together a list of freelance designers who can help at peak calendar moments. Cover layouts, campaign overloads, whatever keeps you from keeling over.â
Usopp nodded quickly, already jotting a note.
Then you turned to Franky. âFranky, I know production has been hell this year. I need you to start looking for a junior too. Someone you can trust to handle logistics on smaller runs and keep things moving when youâre neck-deep in big releases.â
Franky rubbed the back of his neck, thoughtful. âYeah⊠Iâve got a couple names. Kids from print houses whoâd kill for steadier work. Iâll start there.â
âGood.â You sat back, letting the weight of the plan settle. âWeâre growing whether we like it or not. So letâs make sure we grow without breaking ourselves.â
âŠ
âLetâs try another take,â Apoo said through the mic, all casual smugness.
Ace growled low in his throat. Now he knew exactly how it felt every time heâd said those words to his artists. Karma was a bitch.
âGo slightly lower and softer this time,â Apoo added, waggling his fingers in the booth window. âLike youâre seducing her, whispering right in her ear.â
Ace shot him a look that could have burned through glass.
âWhat?â Apoo leaned back in his chair, grin widening. âDonât tell me youâre not thinking about her. I can bring her in if thatâll help.â
Ace lifted his hand and flipped him off without hesitation, then shoved the headphones back on, jaw tight. He wasnât going to give Apoo the satisfaction of knowing he was right. Of course he was thinking about you. The whole damn song was about you. That was the problem.
He closed his eyes, blocking out Apooâs smirk, the blinking lights, the buzz of the booth. Just you. Just the way you look, you hair, your skin, your smile. The music cued.
This time his voice came lower, steadier. Less performance, more confession. And when the last note faded, the silence was so sharp Ace almost doubted if heâd even sung at all.
The intercom crackled. Apooâs voice was uncharacteristically subdued. â...Thatâs the one.â
Ace opened his eyes slowly, breath still caught in his chest. Apoo was grinning again, but softer now, almost respectful.
âSee?â he said, swiveling back toward the mixing board. âTold you. All you had to do was think about her.â
Ace pulled the headphones off, jaw tight. He hated that he was right. That the only way the song worked was if he let the world hear him stripped bare. âYouâre a pain in the ass.â he hissed.
Apoo didnât even let the moment linger. He spun back toward the board, pulling up the track list. âAlright. That makes eight good ones. But you know as well as I doâeight doesnât cut it. Youâre still two short for a proper debut.â
Ace slouched in the chair across from him, rubbing at the back of his neck. âI know,â he said flatly.
âTen is the sweet spot,â Apoo pressed, fingers tapping on the desk. âNot just filler, flow. You want a record people play start to finish, not a playlist. Right now, youâve got fire and heartbreak, but the middleâs gonna sag without balance. You need something stripped, intimate. Then a real punch at the end.â
Ace let out a low breath, eyes narrowing at the tracklist like it was taunting him. âI said I know. You donât have to spell it out.â
âThen quit glaring at me like Iâm the bad guy,â Apoo shot back, though his grin lingered. âIâm just making sure you donât half-ass this.â
Ace didnât answer. Outwardly he kept the scowl, the tough edge. But inside? It was a storm. He knew Apoo was right. He knew the math, the rhythm, the architecture of an album as well as anyone. It wasnât that. It was that the only way he could write something that fits there was to bleed, and the thought of bleeding in neat, controlled patterns made his chest twist. How the fuck do you do that? Feelings didnât follow a setlist. What was he going to do, go fight back with you so he can get a punch of anger into a song? He reminded himself that he wanted this, that he signed up for this.
âIs it too late to backdown?â said Ace leaning his head backwards.
âYes,â answered Apoo, not even looking at him, and simply listening again to the track. âNow, go back in there and give me a couple of runs to put behind the main voice.â
Ace sighed, but went back into the booth.Â
âŠ
You were scrolling through CVs for the two new junior positions when you heard the door unlock. Without looking up, you called to Ace, âHey. Thought you were staying at your place tonight.â
Something heavy hit the floor with a thud âprobably his bagâ followed by the sound of his steps shuffling closer.
âHi, gorgeous,â Ace murmured, pressing a kiss to your cheek before burying his face in the curve of your neck.Â
He stayed there breathing you in while you finished pinning some of the CVs to check later. You set your laptop aside, finally giving him your full attention. âYou look exhausted.â
He just grumbled in reply, sliding down until his head was in your lap.
Your fingers found his hair automatically, combing through the messy strands. âIs being the artist turning out harder than being the producer?â you asked softly.
He cracked one eye open to look at you, mouth quirking. âBeing the artist means Iâve got someone breathing down my neck telling me to dig deeper. Being the producer means I was usually the one doing the breathing.â
You chuckled, brushing his bangs from his forehead. âSo basically, youâre getting a taste of your own medicine.â
âYeah,â he muttered, eyes fluttering shut again. âAnd it tastes like shit.â
You chuckled, still stroking his hair. For a moment, the room felt comfortably quiet.
âBy the way,â he said casually, though you caught the flicker of nerves under his tone. âMy family is having a Sunday barbecue⊠and they told me to bring you.â
You froze mid-stroke, fingers tangled in his hair. âBring me?â
Ace kept his eyes closed, but you could feel the faint tension in his shoulders. âYeah. You know⊠they want to meet you.â He let the words hang there, heavy in the quiet, as if waiting to see if youâd pull your hand away.
You swallowed, suddenly hyperaware of the weight of his head in your lap, the trust in the way he sprawled across you like you were home. Meeting his family wasnât casual, not for him, not for you. It wasnât just dinner. It was a door you couldnât half-open.
âFamily meal⊠who am I meeting exactly?â
He open his eyes, giving you a lazy grin that didnât quite hide the tightness around it. âWell, you know, my brothers, and Dadan will be there. But itâs just a barbecue. Food, drinks, Luffy being Luffyâ
You let out a shaky laugh. âLuffy being Luffy scares me.â
His grin softened, and his hand found yours again, tugging it down to rest against his chest. âI want you there. Thatâs all.â
Something in your stomach flipped. A bundle of nervousness from the prospect of meeting his family and what it meant. But he was looking at you like that, with that unguarded storm of his, and you couldnât say no. This, you could give.
ââŠOkay,â you whispered, softer than you meant. Then firmer, because his crooked grin was already tugging wider. âOkay. Iâll come.â
The relief in his laugh was so raw and real it undid you. He tilted his head up and kissed your wrist, quick, like a promise. âGood. Theyâll love you.â
âŠ
You looked at the mirror and sighed. Too short. The dress hit the bed in a crumpled heap before you even thought twice. Jeans and a top came next. Too casual. You stared at yourself, tugged at the hem, then stripped out again with a muttered curse. Finally, you pulled on a flowery, red midi-skirt and a top. Maybe this could work. Casual enough to blend in, still neat enough to make a decent first impression.
You stared at your reflection a beat longer, brushing your hands down your sides. God, why did it feel like your stomach was tying itself into knots?
The last time youâd had to do this, it had been easier. You already knew half of Zoroâs family, had practically spent your teens among them. When youâd shown up at Sunday barbecues with the new title of girlfriend, it had been awkward, sure, but not terrifying. Youâd been familiar enough to slide into place.
But that had been years ago. And this time, you didnât know shit about Dadan. Youâd only glimpsed Sabo and Koala once âthat half-forgotten music festival, when you and Ace were still pretending you were ânothing.â And Luffy⊠well, you knew him enough to expect heâd probably blurt something awkward that would land you right in the spotlight.
You blew out a breath, steadying yourself. It was just a barbecue. Just food, just family. That was what Ace had said. Except with Ace, family wasnât just family. Family was sacred. The people whoâd raised him, the ones whoâd carried him through all the shit heâd been through. And now you were about to walk straight into the middle of that.
You finished dressing up, adding the final touches to the outfit âleather jacket, jewelry, boots. Still, the mirror didnât stop being intimidating. You snapped a quick picture and sent it to Nami, praying for her unconditional approval. A second later, the familiar bubble popped up with nothing but a thumbs-up emoji.
You let out a shaky laugh. Good enough.
Right on cue, your phone buzzed again. This time Ace.
Outside.
Your heart skipped. Too late to back out now. You grabbed your bag, shoved your phone in, and forced yourself down the stairs before you could think too hard about it.
âHello, gorgeous,â he greeted when you stepped out, his eyes raking over you in a way that made your pulse jump. âYou look beautiful.â
Despite the nerves clawing your stomach, you smiled. âThanks.â
He leaned down to kiss you, soft and brief, before handing you the helmet. You settled behind him on the bike, the familiar weight of him steadying you as you wrapped your arms around his waist.
The ride didnât take long, but your head buzzed the whole way. The closer you got, the tighter your grip on him became. Each familiar turn of the streets heâd grown up in only made the reality sink deeper. This wasnât just a barbecue. This was his home. His family.
When Ace finally slowed in front of a modest house with a cluttered yard, your heart was pounding loud enough to drown out the engine. He cut the motor, pulled off his helmet, and looked back at you with that grin that had undone you a thousand times before.
âYou ready?â
No. Absolutely not. But you nodded anyway.
Ace squeezed your hand before leading you through the gate and around to the backyard. The smell of grilled meat hit first âsmoke, charcoal, the tang of barbecue sauceâ followed immediately by voices. Loud voices. Laughing, bickering, the kind of noise that sounded less like conversation and more like a battle.
The sight was just as overwhelming: a picnic table cluttered with mismatched plates and beer bottles, a grill smoking in the corner, and people talking carelessly.
Dadan spotted Ace first, a smoke in hand, and barked, ââBout damn time, brat!â
Heat rushed to your cheeks. Ace only smirked, tugging you closer. âRelax, old hag, I brought someone.â
That drew every set of eyes on you.
Sabo and Koala were the first to break into grins. âFinally,â Sabo said, fully turning from the grill.
Koala shot Ace a mock glare. âSeriously? We had to hear about her from Luffy first? Youâre the worst, Ace.â Then she turned to you, warmth breaking through instantly. âHi. Glad to see you again.â Then she added, looking between Ace and Luffy, âThank god. I was starting to think Iâll be the only girlfriend ever.â
Before you could even respond, Luffy bounded up from the far end of the table, practically tripping over himself, to hug you. âYou came!â His grin was wide, messy, genuine.
Then, Dadanâs heavy voice cut through. âSo, this is the girl?â
You glanced up, meeting her gaze from across the table where she was sitting. She didnât bother hiding her inspection, head titling like she was weighing you up on some invisible scale.Â
âYeah,â Ace said, easily, sliding an arm around your waist with casual certainty. âThis is her.â
Dadan snorted. âHmph. She looks too smart for you.â
Everyone erupted with laughter, Luffy nearly choking on his drink.Â
You tilted your head slightly, trying not to laugh, a tiny smile tugging at your lips. âHe already knows that. But letâs not remind him.âÂ
For a split second Dadan stared at you and then barked out a laugh, short and sharp. âToo smart. I like her.â
Ace rolled his eyes, but couldnât help grin at Dadanâs gruff approval. He pulled you to the table, sitting across Koala and Luffy.Â
âHere,â said Luffy, handing you both a beer.
âThanks, Lu,â said Ace.Â
Youâd barely cracked your beer when Koala leaned forward, sliding the bowl of chips and dip in your direction.
âSo,â she said brightly, her smile quick and genuine. âLong time no see. Aceâs been gatekeeping you for a while. Iâve been dying to properly meet you.â
The knot in your stomach loosened just a fraction. You reached for a chip, grateful for the normalcy. âI think the last time we saw each other was⊠at the music festival?â
Koala laughed. âGod, donât remind me. Iâm still convinced I lost some brain cells from all those flashing lights and the gummies. But yeah, not exactly the best place to hold a conversation.â
âOr find Ace,â Sabo chimed from the grill, smirking over his shoulder.
Before you could respond, Luffy suddenly leaned across the table, wide-eyed and blunt as ever. âOh! Thatâs why you disappeared! You guys were already hooking up back then.â
Ace made a strangled noise, nearly choking on his drink. You almost dropped yours.
âLuffy!â Koala hissed, smacking him lightly on the arm.
âWhat?!â Luffy blinked, completely sincere. âIâm just saying what everyone was thinking.â
Sabo chuckled, flipping a skewer with infuriating calm. âWell, youâve got to hand it to him. Heâs not wrong.â
Heat rushed to your face as laughter bubbled around the table. Koala covered her mouth with her hand, trying and failing to hide her grin.
Ace groaned, dragging a hand down his face. âI hate all of you.â
Dadan barked out a laugh, smoke curling from the cigarette dangling between her fingers. âDonât look at me, brat. I like her already. Takes guts to sit here while you idiots are runninâ your mouths.â
You forced a wry smile, glancing at Ace out of the corner of your eye. âGuess is⊠just what I expected.â
Koalaâs grin softened, a little less teasing this time. âWelcome to the family.â
Plates started making the rounds, Sabo ferrying over skewers and half-charred burgers with the ease of a man used to multitasking under fire. By the time the food was in front of you, the table had turned into a chorus of clattering cutlery and half-shouted conversations.
Koala slid a plate toward you with a wink. âIgnore them. Theyâve got two hobbies: eating and embarrassing Ace. Iâd rather do the former, butâŠâ she shot Ace a pointed look â...the latter is too easy.â
Ace groaned, burying his face in one hand. You bit back a smile, cutting into your food. âNoted.â
âAnyway,â Koala went on, lowering her voice, âSo, you met Ace through Deuce, right? Youâre an editor.â
You nodded, thankful for Koalaâs soft manners, âYeah. Iâve got my own publishing house. Lots of work. I actually work with Nami, thatâs how I also know Luffy.â you said, grinning at him.Â
Luffy perked up instantly, cheeks puffed full of food. âTheyâre a menace when they are together.â
Ace thumped his brother on the back of the head, nearly sending him face-first into his plate. âDonât talk with your mouth full, idiot.â
Luffy just grinned, swallowing noisily. âTheyâre a menace!âÂ
You let out a little laugh.Â
âShe probably has to be, if she can put up with this hot-headed idiot,â chimed in Sabo, pointing to Ace.
Ace rolled his eyes. âThis is how itâs gonna be the whole, afternoon, isnât it?â
Sabo patted his brother, âYep. Been waiting to do it for months.â
The meal went on with chit chat, banter and laughter. At some point the brothers engaged in some absurd discussion you hadnât been paying attention and you ended up talking to Koala and Dadan.Â
Looking over at the three men that look much like children when together, you said, âMay I ask, how is it that you ended up with those three?â
Dadan took a puff from her cigarette, taking her time to answer, âWell, they all have pretty troublesome parents. The first one to land on my door was Sabo, a runaway kid, who had escape his previous foster home. Then came Luffy, a crybaby of a kid, his grandfather couldnât win custody over him. Heâs a good man, he still looks over him, but social services didnât think that a police captain who worked 12 hours a day could take care of that runt. And, finally Ace. He was ten when he came. Angry little trouble maker.â
You didnât miss the fact that Dadan hadnât gone into detail on Aceâs past. You hesitated, your gaze drifting back to Ace as he bickered with his brothers like he didnât have a care in the world.
âIf you donât mind me askingâŠâ you began, careful, âI know his mother died, but⊠what about his father?â
Dadanâs eyes narrowed slightly, the kind of look that measured whether you were prying or genuinely trying to understand. She took a slow drag from her cigarette before answering. âHas he told you anything about him?"
You exhaled, remembering that small piece of conversation you had had months ago. âNot much honestly. He just told me he drowned in grief after his wife death. Honestly, I donât even know if his alive.â
Dadan nodded sowly, âHe is. He kept the boy until he was ten. Loved him, in his way. But Roger was no saint. He ran with the wrong crowd, made his money the worst way you can. When the cops finally got him, Ace had nowhere else to go. Thatâs when he landed on my doorstep.â
Koalaâs smile softened, her hands folded loosely around her drink. âAce doesnât like talking about it much,â she added gently, âbut⊠heâs not his father. He never was.â
Dadan grunted, exhaling smoke through her nose. âDamn right he isnât. Took me a long time to make that stubborn brat believe it, though.â
You glanced back at Ace again, his laughter carrying across the table as he threw a balled-up napkin at Sabo. Something in your chest tightened âan ache for the boy heâd been, and for the man he was still trying to be.
âŠ
Ace came back from the kitchen, wiping his hands on a dish towel after stacking the last of the plates. The backyard was still humming âLuffy arguing with Dadan over the last of the cheescake, Koala doubled over with laughter at something Sabo had said. And then there was you.
You sat between Koala and Sabo, shoulders relaxed, a faint smile playing on your lips as you listened to them chatter. You didnât notice him at first, too caught up in the conversation, but Ace noticed you. The way you leaned in, the way you laughed at Saboâs dry jokes, the way Koalaâs eyes crinkled warmly at you.
He grinned, something deep in his chest loosening. There you were, weaving yourself into another piece of his world like it had always been yours. Ever since heâd met you, youâd had that somethingâ that pull that made him feel like, no matter how messy things got, being with you was the right choice. Even when all the evidence had screamed otherwise.
He crossed the yard, stopping behind your chair. âHow you feeling, gorgeous? Should we get going?â
You turned, startled, then checked the time. âUff, maybe yes. Itâs getting late.â
The goodbyes were a blur of noise and warmth. Luffy nearly knocked you off your feet in a hug, Sabo shook your hand before tugging you into one too, and Koala held you close for a beat longer.
âThanks for everything,â you told her, voice bright. Then, softer, âAnd⊠for telling me a little about when they were kids.â
Koala smiled, a quiet warmth flickering in her eyes. âAnytime.â
Ace, lingering near you, caught the words. A faint shift tightened in his chest, curiosity edged with the wariness of someone who already suspected what âa littleâ meant.
Dadan grunted from her chair, cigarette glowing in the dark. âDonât be a stranger,â she muttered, which from her might as well have been an invitation to move in.
You laughed, thanked her too, and then finally followed Ace, crossing the yard. He pressed your helmet into your hands, his smile easy but his eyes sharper than usual, watching you.
âSo⊠what did they tell you?â
Your brows knit, caught off guard. âAbout what?â
Ace looked down, jaw working as he searched for the right words. âMy father.â
You flinched. You hadnât expected him to bring it up, not now, not here. âDadan mentioned him,â you said carefully. âNot much. Just⊠how you ended up living with her.â
For a second, he didnât answer. Then he gave a short, humorless laugh. âFigures. Sheâs not one to spill more than she thinks you need to know.â
You studied him in the glow of the streetlamp, his profile half-shadowed, his mouth tight in a way that made your chest ache. Quietly, you reached for his hand. âI wasnât asking for more.â
His fingers threaded through yours almost instantly, a squeeze that was rough but lingering. When he finally looked at you, the smile tugging at his mouth was small, fragile in a way you rarely got to see.
âGood,â he said simply. âI like it better that way.â
And just like that, the heaviness dissolved, carried away by the night air as he put on his helmet with a crooked grin. âCâmon. Letâs ride.â
Synopsis: You are a busy editor currently working on publishing the next novel of the novice author Deuce. At the presentation of his book, you catch the eye of his best friend Ace, a songwriter. Can something happen between a womaniser who believes he doesnât deserve love, and a self-absorbed woman with trust issues?
Characters: Ace, Robin, Nami, Franky, Usopp, Koby, Helmeppo, and others.
Next chapter is here! I hope you like it. It's kind of a slow chapter, even though I tried to edit it multiple times, but I think it's a necessary chapter for what is coming next.
Warnings: occasional sex mentioned, alcohol, drama, cursing, anger
You kissed Ace goodbye at the drop-off, your fingers curling around his jacket like they didnât quite want to let go. Heâd insisted on dropping you, even though your flight was painfully early, six a.m. So you were parading through the airport at the kind of hour no sane person should be awake.
âIâll text you when we land,â you promised softly.
He pulled you in for one last kiss, deep and lingering, like he could press a whole weekâs worth of missing you into it.
âLet go of her. Itâs only a week,â Namiâs voice cut through. She was already juggling her suitcase, impatience written all over her face. âWe need to check the bags.â
Ace chuckled against your lips but released you reluctantly. You gave him a little eye-rollâhalf fond, half exasperated.
âDonât miss me too much fire boy,â you teased and followed Nami toward the check-in desks.
âYou look like hell,â she said as soon as you were in line, giving you a once-over. âDid you even sleep?â
You shifted the strap of your carry-on higher on your shoulder and sighed. âNot really. We had a⊠well, letâs call it an intense night.â
Namiâs brow arched, a wicked smile unfurling across her face. âMaking up for all the long-distance sex already?â
You huffed a laugh, rubbing a hand over your tired eyes. âI wish it had been that.â
That earned you a sharper look. âOh no,â she said, voice dropping. âA fight?â
âNot exactly.â You hesitated, chewing on the inside of your cheek. The words still felt raw in your mouth. âAn intense talk. He⊠sort of asked me to make the relationship official.â
Namiâs eyes widened. âLike⊠to be his girlfriend, girlfriend? Official status, no more âjust trying it outâ disclaimer?â
You nodded once, small, still not sure how the admission sat in your chest.
Nami let out a low whistle. âWell, damn. I thought Iâd die before either of you dared use that label.â
You growled under your breath. âWell, he can be pretty convincing,â you mumbled.
Nami nudged you with her shoulder as the line inched forward. âDonât pretend youâre not happier now that there are actual boundaries.â
You rolled your eyes, but didnât argue.
âYou can be so stubbornâŠâ Nami sighed, though her smirk never wavered. âGood thing thereâs champagne at the hotel for when you finally admit youâre happy about this.â
A tired smile tugged at your lips. âIâm not saying anything until after this trip. One crisis at a time.â
Bags checked, you made your way toward the boarding gate, where Bege was already waiting with his usual impatience.
âYouâre late,â he said flatly.
âIf we were late, the plane wouldâve already left,â you shot back, stifling a yawn.
âItâs last call,â he chided, herding you both forward like an exasperated father. âSo move it.â
âŠ
The first day of the book fair arrived with a blur of greetings and scouting. The three of you split up: Nami held down the booth, Bege went straight for the Literary Agentsâ zone, while you made your rounds, shaking hands with old colleagues and introducing yourself to new ones.
Eventually, you reached Poneglyphâs booth, the publishing house where Robin worked. You spotted her finishing a handshake with someone you didnât know and waving them off. Perfect timing.
âHey, darling,â she greeted, her usual warmth in her tone. âHowâs the day going?â
âA mayhem, like always,â you said with a shrug. âWhereâs Pudding, by the way? Havenât seen her.â
âShe should be circling the independent stands. Or the authors.â Robin gave you a pointed look. âShouldnât you be doing the same?â
âIâm on my way, just stopping by to give you a brief updateâŠâ You hesitated, the word still catching oddly in your throat. âAce asked me to be his girlfriend.â
Robinâs usually composed features twitched, surprise flickering through her calm façade. âAnd you said yes?â
You gave her half a smile. âA little begrudgingly.â
âThought so.â
âAnyway, text me at the end of the day so we can grab a drink. Iâll head to the authorsâ area.â You grabbed a catalogue from the stand before slipping away.
Robin nodded, waving you off.
âŠ.
At the end of the day, back at the hotel, Bege, Nami, and you slipped into a comfortable booth in the bar, drinks in hand, ready to debrief the whirlwind of the first day.
âSoâŠâ you began, idly circling the stem of your glass of red wine, âletâs see what weâve got.â
Bege had managed to secure five meetings: three with literary agents and two with foreign publishing houses looking to co-edit parts of their catalogues. You, on the other hand, had lined up three different authors.
âI think I like the authors you picked,â Nami said, leaning back against the booth, her iced cocktail catching the light. âTwo of them already have a solid buzz from their self-published novels. If you can convince them to sign with us, itâs a sweet win. Plus, we might even be able to reprint their first books under our label. Two birds, one stone,â she shrugged.
You nodded, tapping your nail against the rim of your glass. âGood⊠tell me about these literary agents weâre meetingâ
Bege nodded curtly. âThe first one interested is Crocodile. Big shark.â
You winced. âUgh. I donât know⊠he already works with Poneglyhp. Iâve got enough competition with Pudding. Not sure I want to fight over authors with the same agent.â
Begeâs tone was steady. âI know youâve got competition with her, but the authors you target are different. Crocodile knows that. Sometimes the big names arenât the worst bet when it comes to securing a deal. I wouldnât put it past him to build a pool of writers that suit us.â
You werenât convinced, but you werenât about to dismiss it entirely. âFine. Iâll hear him out. Who else?â
âIceburg,â Bege said. âSmaller pool, but heâs been in the business for years. He always digs up quality over quantity. No flashy noise, but steady finds.â
That earned a smile from you. âSounds like someone with a vision I can actually respect.â
âAnd the thirdâŠâ Bege said, ââŠis Rob Lucci.â
âForget it.â The words snapped out of you before heâd even finished. âIâm not working with that prick.â
Both Nami and Bege gave you looks, eyebrows raised, clearly asking for more.
You sighed, shoulders tightening. âHeâs ruthless, yes. He can snatch any author, strike incredible deals, whatever. But heâs a fucking snake.â
âAndâŠ?â Nami prompted, voice curious.
You pressed your lips together before finally dropping it. âAnd heâs Robinâs ex.â
Begeâs expression hardened instantly. âAre you really playing favorites because of personal ties? Heâs a well-known agent. I wonât let childish grudges dictate our business.â
Heat flared in your chest. âItâs not childish. He stole from her. Robin prepped an entire catalogue with licenses he was managing, and in the end, he went and signed the authors with another publishing house,â Your voice sharpened with the memory. âSo no, Iâm not risking our work with him.â
A silence hung over the table for a beat.
Finally, you exhaled, calmer now. âIâll meet with him, just to be professional. But heâs out of the question. Honestly, Iâm surprised he even wants to work with us.â
Bege leaned back, and gave a gruff nod. âFine. Weâll hear him out tomorrow. Professional courtesy.â
Nami smirked over the rim of her cocktail. âOh, what Iâd give to be in that meeting.â
You shot her a glare, but the corner of your mouth tugged despite yourself.Â
The three of you let the issue aside, and pulled into the familiar back and forth of ideas: the three of you making plans, chasing risks, keeping your little house alive among giants.
âŠ
Ace tapped a quick reply to your message, letting you know how the studio had gone, tossing in a little joke to match your tired update about the book fair. Even if the last talk between you two had nearly torn his chest apart, he felt lighter now. Relieved, almost. The creeping doubt that had been gnawing at him was finally quiet. He caught himself smiling at his phone, which was exactly the wrong thing to do at The Phoenix.
âFor someone who was brooding like a kicked dog last week, you look disgustingly cheerful tonight,â Thatch said, leaning back with a smirk.
Marco squinted at him. âYeah. What happened to the guy sighing into his beer and snapping at everyone?â
Deuce arched a brow, his tone calm but cutting. âLooks like he finally grew the guts to talk instead of sulk.â
Ace groaned, already regretting coming. âCanât a guy just have a good day without getting interrogated?â
âNope,â Thatch said immediately. âSpill.â
Ace dragged a hand through his hair, debating if ignoring them would work. It wouldnât.Â
He sighed, muttering, âFine. Yeah, we talked.â
âOh, thank god,â muttered Deuce, sounding almost relieved he didnât had to play middleman again.
âAnd?â Thatch pressed.
âNothing. Weâre fine now,â Ace deflected.
âCome on, man. You spent weeks going crazy, brooding all over us, and now you donât want to tell us what happened? Not fair!â Thatch shot back.
Marco nodded, maddeningly calm. âHeâs got a point.â
Ace rolled his eyes. âNothing big. We just⊠agreed to make the relationship official.â
âWasnât it already?â asked Marco confused.
âNoâŠâ Ace mumbled.Â
Marco scoffed, âyouâve been seeing her for the last, what, three months?â
Ace sighed. âI just made it official. IâŠâ Ace took a deep breath. Oh they were gonna make fun of him for this, âasked her to be my girlfriend.â
His three friends stared at him in disbelief.
âSo⊠you asked for the label?â Deuce pushed.
Ace grabbed his drink, ears turning red, and muttered into it, âI did.â
The commotion that caused made him sink further into the booth.
âNo fucking way,â Thatch barked, loud enough to draw glances from nearby tables.
Deuceâs jaw dropped before he burst out laughing. âHoly shit. You actually said it. In all the years Iâve known you, I never thought this day would come.â
Marcoâs smile curved slow and smug. âKnew it. You wouldnât have been that miserable over a casual fling.â
Ace groaned, dropping his forehead to the table. âWhy do I even hang out with you guys?â
âBecause you love us,â Thatch said cheerfully, clapping him on the back hard enough to make his glass wobble. âAlmost as much as your girlfriend.â
Ace lifted his head just far enough to glare, but the grin tugging at his mouth betrayed him.
The word still felt strange in his ears â girlfriend â like trying on a jacket that fit better than expected. He hadnât realized how badly heâd wanted the claim until now, saying it out loud, hearing them tease him for it. For once, it didnât feel like pressure. It was more like proof that maybe, just maybe, he hadnât fucked up, that you really were his.
âŠ.
By the end of the second day you were wrung out, body heavy with exhaustion â and you still had three more days of this circus to go. As usual, you regrouped with your team to debrief.
You had managed to secure two independent authors â the third had gone to Pudding, much to your annoyance â and gained two more through Iceburg. The second you started talking, he understood exactly what you were looking for, and in turn, he represented authors who didnât want their voices compromised by bigger houses. A perfect match, even if his offer was modest. Nami, meanwhile, had locked in interviews for next yearâs first releases and expanded your pool of influencers.
When you were done, Bege and Nami pushed their chairs back, ready to leave, but you didnât move.
âIâm waiting for Robin,â you said, winking at Nami.
She immediately dropped back into her seat, curiosity sparking in her eyes.
Bege groaned, rubbing his temples. âDonât drink too much. And go to sleep early, for godâs sake,â he muttered grumpily before leaving.
You and Nami waved him off like teenagers waving away a nagging parent.
Not long after, you spotted Robin at the entrance and waved her over.
âHi, Nami,â Robin greeted warmly, sliding into the sit Bege had left empty.
âHi!â Nami said, almost too eagerly, already brimming for gossip.
You smirked into your glass. âGuess who dared to pitch me three novels today.â
Robin blinked, puzzled.
âThat delightful snake of your ex,â you revealed.
Her perfectly composed features flickered into disgust. âLucci?â
You nodded.
âDid you accept?â she asked with an unusual notch of disgust in her voice.
âGod, no. Give me some credit. He had good authors, sure⊠but no. Even if heâd offered me Joy Boy himself, I wouldâve told him to shove it.â
Robin gave you one of her rare, shy smiles, soft but full of gratitude.
âThanks,â she simply said. Then her expression shifted, slyer. âAnyway, Iâm not here to waste breath on that man. Iâm here to talk about your current⊠should I say, boyfriend?â
You pouted instantly at the word.
âPlease help me convince her itâs a good thing,â Nami chimed in dramatically.
Robin winced playfully. âYeah⊠thatâs going to be a tough sell, isnât it?â she said, giving you a knowing look.
You bit your lip, thoughtful. âIâm not a fan of labels⊠but honestly? It just feels⊠too fast?â
Nami groaned, exasperated. âYouâve got to be kidding me. Youâve been sleeping with him for three months, and letâs call it what it is, dating for almost another three. He practically lives in your bed and now itâs too fast?â
You muttered, âI mean⊠when you put it like thatâŠâ
Robin chuckled. âI agree with Nami here. But Iâm curious⊠why does it feel too fast to you?â
You shot her a glare, pointing your cocktail at her like a weapon. âOh, for godâs sake, donât ask me questions thatâll keep me up all night. Iâve got a busy day tomorrow.â
Robin laughed. âFair enough. Only because weâre all technically on a business trip.â She leaned in, voice teasing. âSo⊠how did he ask you?â
Nami nearly choked on her drink, and you glared daggers at her. Of course sheâd already wrung the story out of you in your shared hotel room, but now she wanted to watch you squirm.
âIt was so romantic,â she drawled sarcastically.
You rolled your eyes. âWe were fighting,â you admitted flatly.
Robin sighed, long-suffering. âWhy am I not surprised?â
So you told them â the bare bones of that horrible night, omitting the part where you had almost blurted out I love you. You finished with Ace settling on the official label of boyfriend and girlfriend.
Robin listened, then shook her head, though her smile was fond. âIâm glad you accepted, but darling⊠you need to start working on your communication skills. Itâs not healthy if every important conversation starts with the two of you trying to rip each otherâs heads off.â
You groaned, dropping your forehead into your hands. âWhy do I even hang out with the two of you? You just gang up on me.â
Nami raised her glass. âBecause you love us, obviously.â
âUnfortunately,â you muttered, which only made both of them laugh.
Robin reached over, giving your wrist a gentle squeeze. âItâs fine. Youâll figure it out. You always do.â
âMhmm,â Nami hummed, smirking. âAnd when you finally admit youâre happy about this, weâre cracking open that champagne Iâve got waiting.â
You rolled your eyes, but a reluctant smile tugged at your lips as you took a sip from your glass.
The three of you dissolved into soft laughter, the weight of the day finally giving way to easy, familiar comfort.
âŠ.
Ace was scribbling lines over a half-crumpled page, the pen tapping absently between words. His place looked half-abandoned â a fridge stripped bare, laundry piled in the corner, desk untouched for weeks. The only signs of life were his unmade bed and the scrawled notes littering his floor. It wasnât until now that he realized how little time he actually spent here. Most nights were either swallowed by the studio or by you.
He grabbed his phone and shot off a quick goodnight text. A small smile tugged at him â he still couldnât believe youâd accepted. Heâd seen the hesitation in your eyes, heard the crack of doubt in your voice. For one gut-wrenching moment, heâd thought youâd walk. And then you didnât. Youâd said yes.
Maybe you were not entirely comfortable with the word, maybe he didnât either. But it didnât matter. He had more of you now than heâd ever dared to want, and youâd agreed to give it to him. That was enough. More than enough.
Something loosened in his chest, and suddenly the verse heâd been wrestling with clicked into place. He bent over the page, scribbling hard, the words tumbling faster than he could catch them. By the time the night pressed in heavy and the pen slipped from his hand, a new song sat finished in front of him.
Ace stared at the page. One more song. Another step. He could do this. He could make the whole damn album. Apoo had been right⊠three months and it could be done.
His hand fidgeted around the pen, nerves crawling under his skin. Would he dare?
Your voice echoed in his head. Itâs your call. Donât stop for me. And for the first time, it felt right. Now when he could finally call you his.
He picked up his phone, thumb hovering for a beat, then typed the words out fast, before he could stop himself:
Fine. Iâm in. Letâs do the fucking album.
âŠ
Apoo was practically glowing. From the second he stepped into the studio, Ace could see it â the swagger in his walk, the grin splitting his face, the way he moved like he was parading down a victory lap. It almost made Ace regret hitting âsendâ on that damn message.
âOh, Fire Fist,â Apoo crowed, clapping his hands together like a showman about to take the stage. âPlease, remind me to thank your girlfriend when I see her!â
Ace rolled his eyes, jaw tight, but didnât say anything
âSo, letâs get to business,â Apoo said, sliding into the producerâs chair with a flourish. âYouâre already done with the Shandians, right?â
Ace nodded.
âPerfect. That leaves the last touches on the Riku sisters. What, two weeks tops?â
Another nod.
âAmazing!â Apoo leaned back, grinning like heâd just discovered gold. âYouâre a prodigy, man!â
Ace ignored the praise, settling into the chair opposite. âIf weâre going to do this, Iâve got conditions.â
Apooâs grin didnât falter, but his brows arched with interest. âLay âem on me.â
âI donât want anything over the top. You can produce, sure, but I take every final decision on the music. No pushing for changes I donât approve.â
âYeah, expected that,â Apoo said easily, spinning in the chair once before stilling. âAnything else?â
Ace hesitated, then asked, âWhoâs handling the promotion?â
âI could run it too,â Apoo said with a shrug. âUnless youâve got someone else in mind?â
Ace shook his head slowly. âNo. Youâre good at reading the vibe of the artist, so yeah, you handle it. Just⊠keep it authentic.â
Apoo slapped the desk, grinning wider than ever. âAuthentic Fire Fist. Got it. This is gonna be legendary.â
Ace wasnât so sure about âlegendary.â But for the first time in years, he was sure he could do this.
âLegendary or not,â Ace muttered, âI donât want my face plastered on every damn subway wall. No cheap gimmicks.â
âRelax, man,â Apoo said, hands raised in mock surrender. âIâm thinking a slow-burn rollout. Weâll start with a teaserâŠ. stripped-down video, maybe one track leaked online. Then, interviews. You tell your story.â
Ace leaned back, considering. âAnd the songs?â
âYouâve already got what, six? Seven?â
âEight, counting the one I finished last night.â
Apooâs eyes lit up like fireworks. âPerfect. We polish those, add maybe two or three more in studio. Ten-track album, lean and powerful. Iâll book us extra slots starting next month. We can wrap production in ten weeks, tops.â
Ace drummed his fingers against his knee. The timeline made his chest tighten, but it also sparked something steadier beneath the nerves â momentum.
âAnd release?â he asked finally.
âMarch,â Apoo said without missing a beat. âRight before the spring rush, before festival season heats up. Weâll drop a teaser single in January, a follow-up in February, build the story, and then, boom, full album. That timing is gold.â
March. Aceâs fingers drummed against his knee, but for once it wasnât from doubt. He thought of you, of the way youâd rattled off your calendar without meaning to, how December and January always slowed down in your world. The dead zone before the spring wave of new titles. It meant youâd be buried a little less. Heâd be buried a little more. His heavy lifting wouldnât collide with yours.
It hit him like a strange kind of relief. Maybe even fate. For the first time since Apoo had dangled the idea, Ace felt the weight in his chest loosen. This⊠this he could do.
âŠ
The book fair had gone by in a blurâmeetings, negotiations, signed deals. Youâd gotten everything you came for: promising authors, a reliable literary agent, fresh media coverage, even a contact for an audiobook studio. Enough fuel to keep your dream alive for at least a couple more years. Now, finally, it was time to relax a little, at the unofficial cocktail party editors loved to throw at the Royal Hotel.
You were mid-conversation with Nami when Bege appeared, flanking a tall, lean man with blue hair you didnât recognize.
âBoss,â Bege said, his tone unusually measured. âThis is Charlotte Perospero. Heâd like a word with you.â
You raised a brow, but Bege didnât elaborate. Instead, he glanced at Nami and the two of them drifted off, leaving you alone with the stranger.
âNice to meet you,â you said, switching instinctively into business mode.
âLikewise,â he replied smoothly. His voice was even, polished. âHow was the fair? Iâve already heard a few rumors about some of the authors you landed.â
You gave a polite smile. Who was this man? An editor? Unlikely⊠you knew most of the ones in your field. An agent, maybe?
âWell,â you said lightly, âthatâs information I canât disclose.â
Perospero laughed, a sound that gave you goosebumps. âFair enough. I shouldnât have asked.â
He shifted his glass between his fingers, studying you with a smile that didnât quite reach his eyes. âIâve been watching your publishing house. Youâve done impressive work in a very short amount of time. Three bestsellers in two years⊠thatâs the kind of record larger houses envy.â
A flicker of pride warmed your chest, but you kept your expression neutral. Compliments always came with strings. âThank you. Weâve been lucky to work with some great authors.â
âLuck has little to do with it,â he countered smoothly. âTalent attracts talent. And you, clearly, have both the eye and the drive.â
You inclined your head, still wary. âThatâs kind of you to say.â
Perospero took a measured sip of his wine, then set the glass down. âWhich is why Iâd like to make you an offer. I represent a larger group that invests in smaller imprints. And we would like you to become part of our family.â He slid a card across the table. Whole Cake Group.
Your breath hitched. If Poneglyph and Amazon Lily were considered big, Whole Cake was the giant. Their catalogue spanned nearly every genre imaginable.
âIâm flattered,â you said at last, careful to keep your tone even. âBut I donât see how my brand fits into yours.â
Perosperoâs smile sharpened. âYour catalogue is unique. Weâre looking to revamp our fiction line.â
For a fraction of a second, your composure faltered. âAre you offering me a job⊠or to buy my catalogue?â
He lifted a hand in a graceful, almost apologetic gesture. âOh no, dear. Weâd never dream of moving the pieces behind such editorial success. What youâve built is remarkable. But itâs small. Youâve reached the point where real growth requires outside investment. Join us, let us absorb your house into the group. Youâd still run your brand, still be its face, but with the resources, editors, and distribution of a major behind you. More reach, more security, fewer risks.â
His words settled over you like lead, sinking deeper than the wine in your veins. Outwardly, you kept your posture steady. Inwardly, your mind twisted with the weight of what he was offering.
To buy your publishing house. To be absorbed like so many other independents that surrendered themselves to survive the market. To sell your baby. Because no matter how much independence they promised, your brand wouldnât be yours anymore. Not really.
You forced a smile, lips tight. âThatâs⊠an interesting proposal.â It was all you could manage without your voice cracking.
âThink about it, dear,â Perospero said smoothly, his tone honeyed but his eyes sharp. âWe both know this business can drain your life and your bank account in the blink of an eye. Imagine being free to use that talent of yours without those restraints.â
The words stung because they carried truth. Youâd felt it in your bones for months â the exhaustion, the weight of running on too few hands and too little money. And now here it was, packaged in a crystal glass and delivered with a smile.
âWeâll be in touch.â Perospero lifted his drink, offered you a final, knowing nod, and drifted into the crowd as though he hadnât just opened the ground beneath your feet.
You stayed there a moment longer, the dim of the party fading into a dull buzz, the card between your fingers feeling heavier than it should.Â
You pushed the thought aside putting the card into your purse. You were on your way to look for Nami or Robin when, out of the corner of your eye, you spotted a tall, striking figure across the room. âHancock!â you called, weaving through the clusters of guests until she turned her head with that unmistakable air of superiority.
âHello there, rookie,â she greeted, lips curving in the faintest smirk.
You smiled despite yourself. âItâs good to see you. Where have you been hiding? I havenât seen you much this week.â
âOh, I donât bother coming every day,â she said with a dismissive flick of her wrist. âI showed up to the negotiations I needed, and in two days I was done.â
You laughed softly, shaking your head. âI wish I could say the same.â
âIn the near future you wonât need to negotiate either,â she said coolly. âI taught you well. Soon agents will be begging for you to edit their authorsâ books. I heard a couple already have.â
âRumors spread fast, donât they?â you said, trying to brush it off, but you couldnât hide the small, proud smile tugging at your lips.
âYou know how this is,â she said, tossing her hair over her shoulder.
You hesitated only a moment before leaning in. âActually⊠I need a favor, if you can.â
âSpit it out. You know I hate pleasantries.â
You rolled your eyes, but went straight to the point. âI need more editors and designers. People I can outsource the grind work to.â
âIâm not surprised. Let me guess⊠you can barely read everything yourself these days?â
You gave her a little nod, the card Perospero had handed you earlier burning like a brand inside your purse.
Boaâs sharp eyes flicked over you, calculating, as though weighing your potential all over again. âIâll send you contacts of some ex-editors I know who freelance now. Try your luck, see if theyâre available.â She tapped through her phone and forwarded you a list. âAs for design⊠reach out to Mr. 3 and Miss Goldenweek. Theyâll pull you out of whatever pinch youâre in, but theyâre not cheap.â
âThank you,â you said, pulling out your phone to check the message. Thatâs when you noticed another notification, from Ace.
Canât wait to see you.
Despite the storm still swirling inside you from Whole Cakeâs pitch, the text drew a smile out of you, quiet and unguarded.
Boa caught it immediately with her unyielding stare. âIâve seen that smile before.â
You blinked, flustered. âWhat are you talking about?â
âHmph. At least now youâre smart enough to deny it.â Her lips curved as if savoring a prey. âWho is he?â
You hesitated, the word boyfriend pressed at the back of your tongue, heavier than it should be. Youâd resisted it a relationship for months, convinced labels were nothing but traps. But Boaâs stare held you, and something shifted. You remembered Namiâs smirk at the airport, her teasing about âclear boundaries.â You remembered Aceâs quiet storm the night of your fight, the way heâd all but begged for something more tangible, something he could stand on in front of others. Not just for show, but for the security of naming you â of knowing, without question, what you were to each other.
That was a harder question to answer than it shouldâve been. You thought he was. You hoped he was. âYes,â you said at last. âBut Iâm keeping it at boyfriend. Not making the same mistake twice.â
Boa hummed, a sound of approval. âGood. Youâre too sharp to let anyone dictate your life. Remember that. It applies to your so-called boyfriend, and to those vultures circling your work.â She gestured faintly in the direction Perospero had vanished.
Then, with her usual regal poise, she turned. âSee you around, rookie.â
You watched her glide away through the crowd, graceful as ever, her words echoing in your head. Two bombs in less than twenty minutes, and both had left you reeling.
You stared at your empty glass. God, you needed another drink. Pushing through the crowd, you made your way to the bar and snatched one of the pre-poured cups. You downed half in a single gulp, the burn settling in your chest.
âWas the deal that bad?â Namiâs voice piped up beside you, catching you off guard.
âHellish,â you muttered, deflecting. This was something that would stay between you and Bege; no need to drag anyone else into it. You grabbed two champagne flutes from the counter, pressing one into Namiâs hand. âAnd the worst part isâŠâ You hesitated, then huffed out a laugh. âI had to answer the question to âwho is he?ââ
Namiâs lips curled into a smug smile, like sheâd just won a bet. âYou called Ace your boyfriend?â
Synopsis: You are a busy editor currently working on publishing the next novel of the novice author Deuce. At the presentation of his book, you catch the eye of his best friend Ace, a songwriter. Can something happen between a womaniser who believes he doesnât deserve love, and a self-absorbed woman with trust issues?
Characters: Ace, Robin, Nami, Franky, Usopp, Koby, Helmeppo, and others.
I loved writing this chapter. That's all I'm going to say. Enjoy.
Listen to: Falling by HAIM
Chapter 13
Warnings: occasional sex mentioned, alcohol, drama, cursing, anger
When Ace arrived at the studio, Scarlett and Viola were already there, heads bent over a notebook, scribbling last-minute ideas.
âSorry for the wait,â he said, pushing the door open and letting them in. âTraffic was murder.â
âNo problem, we didnât wait long,â Viola answered, easy smile on her lips.
Scarlett hovered closer to the board than usual, curiosity bright in her eyes. As Ace began flicking switches, calibrating dials with the practiced touch of someone who could do it half-asleep, Scarlett blurted:
âDid you get a chance to give your girlfriend the books?â
The word landed with an odd weight. Girlfriend. He flinched before he could school it away, just a small hitch in his hand as he adjusted a fader. The party replayed in his head â the sistersâ casual question and your deliberate dodge.
âYes,â he said finally. âSheâll drop them off later. ButâŠâ He hesitated, then let the correction slip out quieter, like he wasnât sure he wanted them to hear it. âSheâs not my girlfriend.â
Scarlettâs eyes widened. âSheâs not? I couldâve sworn you were together. The way you walked around the party, the way you looked at each other⊠you make a lovely couple.â
Ace gave a nervous little laugh, scratching the back of his neck. âWeâre⊠figuring things out.â
He didnât know how to get out of this uncomfortable corner, but before Scarlett could push, Viola nudged her toward the synth. âCome on, nosy. Set your part before he kicks us out.â
Ace let out a soft, inward sigh, almost swallowed by the hum of the equipment. He hadnât given much weight to the label until the party, and yet it kept creeping back. All night heâd avoided introducing you with any title, but the more he avoided the title, the more he wanted to use it. Apparently for everyone else â for strangers in the crowd â you were already an established couple. Already his. And you⊠you had called him yours⊠yet you had flinched at the title. Did you feel things were working well enough to redefine it again? Damn it. What was it about you that made him always want more? First, casual hadnât been enough. Now even âtogetherâ without a name wasnât enough either. He wanted more. He wanted all of you. And he hated how selfish that felt, knowing better than to ask.
âReady!â Violaâs voice snapped him back. He shook his head once, forced the thoughts down, and slipped on his headphones. Time to work.
By mid-session, Apoo turned up, strutting in with his usual flair. Ace didnât bother groaning anymore; he just knew this project was going to come with strings attached â namely Apoo dangling that damn demo like bait. Still, at least Apoo was competent when he wasnât busy scheming to push Ace into a solo career.
It was almost eight when you arrived. The door opened quietly, and you slipped in with a bag under your arm, careful not to disturb the take. Aceâs chest did that strange little lift it always did when he saw you. You gave him a discreet wave and perched on the couch, waiting.
Once the track wrapped, Ace leaned into the mic. âLetâs call it here. Weâll pick up tomorrow.â
He tugged off his headphones, stretching the kink from his neck before dropping onto the couch beside you. Without thinking, he brushed a quick kiss to your cheek â once again forgetting you were in a professional environment. âHi, gorgeous.â
âHi yourself,â you murmured back, smiling. Then, with a polite nod, âHi, Apoo.â
He gave you a grin and a lazy salute.
Moments later, Scarlett and Viola bounded over, faces bright.
âAs promised,â you said, pulling the signed books from your bag. âFresh from the author herself.â
Scarlett squealed, clutching the books like gold bars. âThank you so much!â
âNo problem. And hey, if you want, I can make sure you get the special edition of her next one.â You winked, conspiratorial.
You lifted your hands in mock innocence. âWho knows? Publishing timelines are a mystery. But Iâll make sure youâre the first to get a copy.â
Their excitement was palpable, spilling over in thank-yous before they finally gathered their things, leaving you, Ace, and Apoo behind.
Ace turned to you with a crooked grin. âAre you seriously using my artists to promote your novels?â
âNo,â you lied smoothly, batting your lashes. âAs if they had enough followers to help with a book launch. Especially after their debut album.â
Apooâs laugh barked out. âSheâs devious.â He leaned forward, grin widening. âSo, sweetie, have you convinced your boyfriend to release the album yet?â
The word hung heavy again. Boyfriend. Ace caught the subtle flicker in your expression âthe way you flinched just slightly before smoothing it away. Same as before. He wasnât sure if it was surprise or discomfort, and both answers twisted in his gut.
âThatâs Aceâs decision,â you said lightly, voice even, pretending the word hadnât cut at all. âNot mine.â
Apoo gave an exaggerated sigh, slapping his knee. âToo bad.â He popped up from the couch. âPlease convince him for me. Heâs a talented musician.â He added a wink and strolled out, leaving silence in his wake.
An uncomfortable quiet settled over the room. A million thoughts ran through Aceâs head. Because once again there were all these expectations on him â to be something more for you, to be something more as an artist, to try and dare reach for more.
Ace leaned back, staring at the ceiling for a long second before cutting his gaze sideways to you.
âWhat are you thinking?â
You blinked, caught off guard. Then sighed, your eyes dropping to your nails avoiding his gaze. âThat I donât know if Iâm the right person to push you into this. I donât know if itâs my place.â
Ace knew that tone. That mask of indifference you wore when things brushed too close to comfort. He knew there was more tugging at you underneath, but the way you said it â flat, like you were nothing but a bystander in his story â grated at him.
âWhy wouldnât it be your place?â The words came out sharper than he meant, and he saw the faint flicker in your expression. He almost backtracked, but he needed to know. He needed you to know.
You exhaled, slow, like you were explaining something obvious. âBecause itâs your career. Iâm justâŠâ The words faltered, and that hesitation burned hotter in his chest than anything you could have said outright.
JustâŠÂ
How could you still not see it? You werenât just anything. You were the reason the songs existed. The reason heâd had the guts to dig that deep in the first place. Without you, there was no music.
âJustâŠ?â His voice dropped, low and steady, almost daring you to take it back. And when you finally met his eyes, he let you see it â just a fraction of the storm clawing inside him.
You held his gaze. Then you did what you always did when things got heavy: you steeled yourself, armor sliding back into place. âI already gave you my opinion on the matter. I donât want to be the reason you do something youâre not ready for.â
Ace dragged a hand through his hair, leaning back into the couch cushions. God, he wanted to tell you everything â that he wasnât afraid of writing or even singing, but of what it meant. Of people seeing him raw. Of putting out a love story when he wasnât sure how to stand beside you. Because he wanted you to be with him⊠and that was scary. Wanting more from you than you might ever be ready to give.
Instead, he buried it under a crooked grin. âGuess thatâs the problem,â he muttered. âI donât know if readyâs something I get to wait for.â
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It had been a week since that awkward moment in the studio. You hadnât said more about it, and neither had Ace. The silence between you was filled with careful texts â check-ins about schedules, little jokes, excuses about being busy â but Ace knew you were both skirting around the thing that had been thrown on the table.
He stared at his phone, thumb hovering over your last message. Short. Casual. Too casual. He hated how much he could read into the spaces between your words.
Across the table, Deuce groaned. âFor the love of god, answer her, idiot. Iâm tired of playing middle-man every time you two forget how to fucking communicate.â
Ace growled without looking up. âWhat makes you think weâre not talking?â
Deuce shot him a glare sharp enough to cut steel. âSeriously? If I grab your phone right now, am I not gonna find a graveyard of texts where youâre both pretending to be too busy?â
Ace clenched his jaw. âFine. Yeah, weâre⊠avoiding things again. Happy?â
âNo,â Deuce snapped. âIâll be happy when you stop sulking and actually talk it out before things explode.â
Ace slumped back in his chair, dark eyes cutting toward Marco. âWe wouldnât even be in this rough spot if it werenât for him.â
Marco looked up from his glass, genuinely surprised. âMe? What the hell did I do?â
âYou showed Apoo those clips from the open-mic,â Ace bit out. âAnd now heâs circling like a hungry wolf, dangling the demo.â
Marcoâs mouth twitched into a shameless grin. âOh, that. Yeah, I did that. But I still donât see how itâs my fault your love lifeâs on fire.â
Ace exhaled hard, raking a hand through his hair. âBecause Apoo used her against me. He brought her into it. Set her up to convince me to release the songs. And that justâŠâ His words faltered, frustration knotting in his chest. âTriggered certain things we havenât talked about.â
âOh.â Marco leaned back, unbothered. âWell, as Deuce said, maybe try actually talking to her. Your mess with her? Thatâs on you. Iâll only take the blame for your career.â
âSomething I didnât ask for, by the way,â Ace snapped, heat prickling at his neck.
âYouâd never ask, Ace.â Marcoâs tone stayed maddeningly calm, the kind of even that only flamed Aceâs temper. âI just gave you a push. What you do with it, thatâs your call.â
Aceâs teeth ground together. The words cut, because they werenât new. You had told him almost the same thing, that night in the studio. Washing your hands off the matter. As if your opinion wasnât important. As if you werenât fucking important.
The silence at the table stretched, broken only by the clink of Marcoâs glass against the wood.
Finally, Deuce leaned forward, elbows on the table, staring Ace down. âYou know what I think?â
Ace shot him a warning look. âNo. And I donât care.â
âToo bad,â Deuce said flatly. âBecause Iâm gonna say it anyway. Youâre not pissed about Apoo. Or Marco. Or even the damn album. Youâre pissed because you want something from her and youâre afraid sheâll say no.â
Ace froze.
Deuce pressed on, merciless. âYou donât even know how to ask her and thatâs whatâs got you chewing nails all week.â
Ace opened his mouth, then closed it again, because there was nothing he could say that wouldnât prove Deuce right. His hands curled into fists on the table.
Marco arched a brow, but stayed quiet this time, watching.
Deuce leaned back with a sigh, softer now. âSo either you stop stewing and talk to her about what you actually want, or you keep brooding until you drive her away, again. Your call, Ace.â
Ace muttered something unintelligible, but the words stuck in his throat, heavy as stones. Because Deuce had hit too close to the bone.
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Your alarm blared, dragging you out of half-sleep. You didnât move right away, just stayed curled up against Ace, warm and heavy beside you. Heâd come home late appearing out of nowhere with that crooked smile, muttering something about missing you. And for a second it had been sweet. But also⊠it felt too close to how things used to be, back when you were still casual. Him drifting in and out, you pretending not to care, letting him crawl back into your bed even when your chest was tight and your anger buzzing, because it was easier than sending him away.
This time was supposed to be different. And it was⊠sometimes. You could see it in him, the small shifts, gestures that hadnât been there before, effort he hadnât made back then. But other things⊠other things still felt the same.
You finally pushed yourself out of bed and laced up your shoes. The run was supposed to clear your head, but instead it just made the buzz louder. The slap of your feet against the pavement kept time with the mess in your brain, every thought tripping over the next.
You didnât know what the hell you were doing with this relationship. The party had shoved a whole pile of unspoken questions onto the table. Youâd agreed to try, to see how it went, and so far it had beenâwhat? Working? Sort of? But now there were new stakes. New words, new plans, new expectations, everything hung in the air like smoke you couldnât wave away. Was Ace ready to redefine what this was? Were you?
And now with Ace⊠it was different. Messier. No script, no order. You had let it be a mess and it still wasnât easy. But maybe easy wasnât what you needed. And maybe, youâd already let yourself fall harder for him than you had for Zoro. Which was insane. And terrifying. And unfair.
So what now? Would he ask for more? And what would you say if he did? Do you let yourself give more, when the idea of it makes your chest clench like youâre about to suffocate? You picked up your pace, pounding harder at the road, as if you could outrun the questions chasing you. But they followed you all the way back, right into the shower steam, right back into your skin.
Instead of answering with his usual âmorning, gorgeousâ, his gaze caught on you, heavy, weighted, something unspoken tightening in the air.
You were towel-drying your hair when you heard Ace stir. He blinked awake, still rumpled and warm, and you offered him a casual:
âHey, morning.â
âEverything okay?â you asked, suddenly wary.
He looked like he might say something, jaw flexing, but then he didnât. Instead, he grabbed you and kissed you, hard. Fierce. The kind of kiss that felt like it was carrying something he couldnât put into words. You kissed back, trying to soften it, to soothe, but the need in him only pressed harder. His hands slid down your back, tugging at the edge of the towel.
âHey, hey there, fire boy.â You pushed lightly at his chest, tugging the towel back into place. âIâve got to get to the office. Donât have time for a morning detour.â
His hand lingered at your hip, reluctant, but he let the towel go. His jaw worked, like he wanted to say something, but didnât.
You brushed a quick kiss to his cheek, a softer thing. âTonight, okay?â
He nodded, but it was tight, unreadable. And for a flicker of a second, you wondered what words heâd swallowed down with that kiss.
You made it to the office barely on time, rushing into the conference room where Bege and Nami were already waiting.
âSorry, I had aââ you stopped yourself. Saying I had a brooding man in my shower didnât exactly sound professional. ââa personal issue.â You flicked Nami a meaningful look, which she caught instantly.
âAlright, letâs get to business,â you continued, sliding into your chair and pulling up your notes. âThe Drum Fair is in a week, so three priorities: One, we probe into audiobooks. Thereâs growth there, we canât ignore it. Two, we secure more agentsâwe canât keep losing titles and pushing release schedules back. We need to be first. And three, trends. Whatâs coming up, what we can adapt into our catalogue. Nami, you know the drill.â
They nodded, already scribbling.
âAnd one more thing,â you added, voice firm. âOur card is still the same: approachable, fresh, betting on unknowns. New voices, new illustrators, thatâs our angle. Iâll keep handling the face-to-face, but I want us aligned.â You looked at each of them in turn. âConcerns? Pending issues?â
Both shook their heads.
âGood. Pep talk over. Letâs review the list of assistants and the approach plans.â
The morning spun on in a blur of meetings. Koby next, pale and sharp-eyed, his desk cluttered with coffee cups. Brilliant, hardworkingâmaybe too hardworking. You knew the signs, recognized the jittery hands. Been there, burned through that. You made a mental note to call Hancock and see if she had freelancers available to ease the load.
Then Franky and Usopp for imprint updates, then two back-to-backs with authors. By two oâclock, your stomach had twisted itself into a knot.
âHere,â Nami appeared like a miracle, dropping an iced matcha and a takeout bag onto your desk. âGuessing you forgot lunch again.â
You looked at her like sheâd just handed you life itself. âYouâre an angel. What would I do without you?â
âDie,â she deadpanned.
You barked a laugh, grabbing the matcha. âNot inaccurate.â
âCome on, terrace. Fresh air.â
You followed her out, grateful for the break. Usopp was already there, long limbs folded over a chair, sipping soda like he owned the place.
âSo,â Nami started the moment you sat down, âwhat happened this morning?â
You tore into your sandwich, chewed, and sighed. âAce dropped by last night. This morning he was⊠I donât know. Weird.â
âWeird how?â Usopp asked. âWeird like, actually weird, or weird like when you say Iâm fine but it means Iâm about to explode?â
Nami shot him a glare, but didnât argue.
You huffed. âWeird like⊠like he wanted to say something but didnât. And ever since that party, heâs been⊠off. Distant. At first I thought it was about the project his colleague pitchedâŠâ You cut yourself off, choosing not to go into detail. Somehow gossiping about Aceâs maybe-solo album felt like a betrayal. âBut now I think itâs something else.â
âLike what?â Nami pressed.
âI donât knowâŠâ you said finally, words dragging out like they cost you something. You had a hunch. Maybe it was because youâd dodged the whole boyfriend-girlfriend label, maybe that stung more than you wanted to admit. But then again⊠maybe it was the other thing. The way he kept circling back to the album, to whether youâd stand behind him if he did it. Like your opinion mattered more than his own. And wasnât that dangerous?Â
You shook your head, frustrated. âI just⊠I seriously donât know what heâs thinking. The only thing I do know is that thereâs something bothering him, because he has this fucking habit of pulling away every time he gets stuck up in his own head.â The words came out sharper than you intended, but you didnât take them back.
Both Nami and Usopp winced.
âHeâs doing it again?â Nami asked carefully.
You rolled your eyes, slumping into your chair. âYes⊠Anyway I told him we could talk tonight.â
Both Nami and Usopp let out a sigh.
âWell, good luck, then,â added Usopp.Â
âThanks,â you said, munching miserably on your sandwich.Â
You finished your day at the office at six, and went home early to be there when Ace came out of the studio⊠if he came. You made yourself comfortable at your coach and pulled on your computer to keep on working. Life as an editor meant attending to everything during working hours and reading manuscripts in your free time. You took aspirin for the headache and got yourself to work.
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Ace came in late. The studio session had run long, and his hesitation to come talk stalled him some more. He opened the door quietly. You had given him a copy of the key a few weeks after youâd realized that waking him up and kicking him out in the mornings made you late for work. For your peace of mind you had given him a copy with a warning not to get the wrong idea, it was merely for practical purposes. The memory made him grin faintly. You were so open with certain things but so difficult for others.
When he came in, he saw you fast asleep on the couch, laptop still balanced precariously on your legs, notebook and pen sprawled across the floor. A little kingdom of your relentless work, abandoned only because exhaustion had finally dragged you under.
He lingered there, just looking at you. How he admired you. He understood passion for art, even for work, but you were beyond that. Tireless. Stubborn. Brilliant. It never stopped amazing him how you managed to do it all. You gave everything. A little too much, one could even say, since sometimes you forgot about yourself. He knew that now. Heâd come to realize that you hadnât been wary of a relationship only because of your history, but also because it demanded more of you â more time, more energy, more of yourself than you already poured into the world.
How could a man ever give you anything when you carried everything already? You didnât need anyone in your life. Not really. And even with you confessing your feelings, even with you saying you wanted him, even with you saying he was yours⊠he couldnât shake the creeping fear that one day youâd see it too: that his presence wasnât a gift, but a weight. Trouble you didnât need.
The thought knotted inside him, a guilt that tasted bitter. God, he felt so selfish for wanting more of you.
He sighed and moved toward you, crouching to gather your scattered things. He tucked the pen into the notebook, closed the laptop, setting them quietly on the table as though careful handling could protect you from your own exhaustion. Then he slipped his arms under you and lifted you up, carrying you to bed. You must have been bone-deep tired, because you never even stirred, never even fluttered your eyes open.
He sat at the edge of the bed beside you, studying your face in the muted dark. What was he going to do? If he left⊠he couldn try, but that had turned into a disaster last time. Staying the way you were now was already taking its toll. And if he asked for more, if he gave in to the part of him that wanted to claim you fully, to be his without questions or limits⊠was it too much to ask? would his love consume you?
His chest burned. His fatherâs voice echoed in his mind, words that weighed heavier now than ever: Choose her. Every time.
The problem was, choosing you felt like setting things on fire.
He closed his eyes, forcing air into his lungs, trying to summon courage he didnât quite have. Then he reached for your phone, plugged it into the charger on the nightstand â one of those small, tender gestures he hoped might tell you everything he couldnât yet say.
Finally, he stripped down, slid into bed beside you, and pulled you close. Your warmth pressed against him, grounding him, and your scent â that soft trace of vanilla heâd come to crave â wrapped around him until he felt drunk on it. He fell asleep like that, clutching you as though if he just held tight enough, maybe you wouldnât slip away.
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The alarm woke you up, this time startling you so much your heart pounded like youâd just been jump-scared. You sat up halfway, disoriented, chest heaving. What? You were in your bed. How had you gotten here?
You turned, and there he was â Ace, half-buried under the sheets, his arm slung carelessly across the empty space where youâd been. Your arrhythmic heart slowed down. He must have carried you. You vaguely remembered your laptop on your lap, the notebook slipping out of your fingers, and then nothing. You hadnât even heard him come in.
You lay back down for a second, just watching him. He looked younger when he slept, the hard lines of his face eased into something softer. Almost boyish, in a way. The type of face that could get away with all kinds of trouble because no one would dare stay mad at the cuteness of those freckles. As cute as mischievous face. But it was yours.Â
And God, what a mess that thought was.
You slipped quietly out of bed and padded toward the bathroom, trying not to wake him. You pushed yourself through your morning routine. You had no time for tenderness now. But the way heâd carried you here, tucked you in⊠it gnawed at you, tender in a way that scared as much as it soothed.
Because that wasnât âfiguring things out.â That was something else. Something that made your chest too tight if you thought about it for too long.
By the time you came back from your run and out of the shower, Ace was still asleep, one arm stretched out across the sheets like he was reaching for you even in his dreams. You hesitated at the edge of the bed. Part of you wanted to crawl back in beside him, bury your face in his chest, and pretend the world didnât exist.
Instead, you dressed quickly, grabbed your bag, and leaned down to press a kiss to his temple. He stirred, blinking awake just enough to mumble, âMorningâŠâ voice low and gravelly.
You smiled faintly. âMorning. Go back to sleep.â
He hummed something that might have been agreement, eyes fluttering shut again.
You straightened, biting back the urge to say more â to ask if he was okay, if he was going to keep pulling away, if heâd ever tell you what the hell was going through his head. But the words stuck in your throat, heavy. Too heavy for the early hour, too heavy when you were already late.
So you slipped out the door, leaving the questions unsaid, the weight of them following you all the way to the office.
And like that the week slid by.Â
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You were an utter bundle of stress. You kept reviewing things over and over. There were many downsides to having a small team, but right now the biggest was that for a whole week there would be no one available if something happened back at the office. Nami was your right hand in everything, which was why she was coming with you. The other person with all the business knowledge and financial insight was Bege, and that was why he was coming too. Each of them was responsible for making possible all the ideas you had. You approved of everything, yes, but you almost never had to double-check their planning because they were brilliant at what they did.
You let out a heavy sigh, slumping into your chair. With everything going on at the office, you hadnât had time to talk to Ace. Sometimes you felt guilty about being so busy, but other times you were pissed, because it felt like he wasnât even trying to make time, avoiding whatever it was he wanted to say.
Nami slipped into your office. âLetâs go home, girl. You need to rest for tomorrowâs flight. Thereâs nothing else you can do to prepare,â she said softly, knowing your head was already spinning through a thousand things at once.
You smiled. âYouâre right,â you admitted, closing your computer and trying to relax a little.
âThatâs better.â Nami grinned. âRelax. I know the book fair is huge for business, but look at the bright side, business comes with gossip and drinks. At this event we donât have to worry so much about sales figures. Just smile at the right people.â
You barked a laugh. âYeah, right. Thatâs because youâre great at doing that.â
Nami rolled her eyes. âSo are you. Not as good as me,â she said, flattering herself, âbut youâve got charm.â
You chuckled. âNot sure thatâs true, but Iâll take what I can,â you said, packing your things and joining her on the way out.
âBy the way, I already packed the hairdryer and the styling brush,â she said casually.
âI wasnât planning to take mineâŠâ you said.
âI know. Thatâs why Iâm taking mine. Canât have you stuck with a ponytail. Or worse⊠styling yourself.â Nami brushed the comment off with a wave.
A grin appeared on your face. That was why she was in charge of marketingâshe could make a product out of everything. Sometimes it scared you how much she enjoyed making a product out of you.
âAnd Iâm guessing youâre taking extra outfits as well?â
âOptions, girl, itâs all about having options,â she dramatized. âWell, see you tomorrow.â She gave you a quick goodbye kiss and went her way.
You started toward the subway when Aceâs bike came around the corner. You blinked, a little surprised. You pulled out your phone, afraid youâd missed a text or call saying heâd come to pick you up. But there was only a message letting you know he would be out of the studio early. Guess that meant heâd decided to come.
He parked in front of you.
âHey, you,â you greeted him with a smile. âDidnât know youâd come pick me up.â
He raised an eyebrow. âI told you I was getting out of the studio early.â
You gave him a quick kiss and grabbed your helmet. âWith you, that could mean a number of different things.â
He mumbled something that sounded close to texting back, but said nothing more.
You jumped behind him, wrapping your arms around his waist, already used to riding the bike. He started the engine and in ten minutes you were home.
You walked in, oblivious to Aceâs tension. âWould you mind ordering something for dinner? I need to pack,â you said, making your way to the bedroom.
âWhat would you like?â he asked, following you and leaning on the doorframe.
âI donât know, whatever you want, as long as itâs not meaty,â you answered, tossing long-sleeve blouses and stockings onto the bed.
âOK, Iâll order sushi from that place you likeâŠâ said Ace, scrolling on his phone. When he finished placing the order, he eyed the pile of clothes on the bed. âI think that wonât cut it, gorgeous,â he said. âDrum is freaking cold.â
You grimaced. âI know⊠but at the book fair thereâs always heating. Last year I ended up borrowing some of Namiâs clothes, trying not to suffocate at the event. I was hoping boots, and a long coat would be enough to bear the cold outside.â
âMmm⊠youâre going to freeze outside,â he said, still not convinced. âAre all the activities inside?â
You nodded. âApart from getting to the forum and the salon where they hold the cocktails, thereâs not much outside. Only if Nami feels like going out for a drink on the final dayâŠâ
Ace gave a crooked smile. âIâd still pack something warmer, just in case.â
You looked at him lovingly and, on a sudden impulse, leaned in to press a tender kiss to his cheek. You loved this observant side of his. He could seem like a carefree, distracted idiot, but he was actually the complete opposite. You couldnât understand how he could be this good with details and gestures, and at the same time such a mess with bigger things.Â
He was a little startled by the sudden kiss. But it happened so quicklyâyou were already turned back to your packing, never noticing how that tiny gesture had stirred a storm behind his eyes.
âCan you pass me that suitcase? The white one on the top?â you asked, pointing toward the closet shelf you couldnât reach.
He pulled it down and placed it on the bed. You thanked him and went on packing, folding clothes for a whole week.
Suddenly, Ace grabbed you by the waist, turning you around and crashing his mouth onto yours. You were startled, but let yourself be pulled into the kiss. You were the first to break it, needing air.
âWhat was that for?â you murmured against his mouth, smiling despite yourself.
âIâm going to miss you,â he whispered in your ear, trailing his lips down your neck.
âItâs just a week,â you said, breathless under his touch.
He simply growled and his hands found their way underneath your clothes. Your breath hitched, regardless of how many times he had done this, his touch always stirred your body. He started peeling off your clothes. With one hand he picked you up, carrying you to the bed, while with the other he pushed aside the things youâd been packing.
You unraveled with every touch, every kiss, charged with a want and a need you couldnât quite grasp. Your heartbeats rose and fell, falling into a rhythm youâd mastered through countless nights of knowing each otherâs bodies.
Finally, when you were both out of breath, panting and lying side by side, you rested your head on his chestâfeeling his warmth, hearing his heart, engulfed by everything he was.
âGod, I loâŠâ you let the words die in your mouth, stopping them before they slipped out. The sudden realization of what youâd almost said tensed your whole body.
Your shift didnât go unnoticed. Aceâs hand, which had been tracing lazy circles on your back, stilled. He tilted his head down, trying to catch your expression.
âWhat?â he asked, voice quiet but sharp at the edges.
You shook your head quickly, rolling away and fumbling for the first shirt within reach. âNothing.â
He wasnât buying it. You could feel the weight of his gaze even without looking. Ace was too good at noticing. Too damn good.
âDonât give me that.â His voice came low, insistent. âWhat were you about to say?â
Your chest tightened. Heâd heard it, hadnât he? Or at least felt the way the word had burned in your throat. God, why couldnât you just keep your mouth shut?
âIt was nothing, Ace. I need to finish packing,â you muttered, already on your feet.
He sat up too, following your restless movements, eyes never leaving you. âBullshit. You donât justâŠâ
The buzzer rang. Dinner was here.
You hurried out, muttering a curse, and opened the door. The delivery guy gave you a polite nod as you took the bags. Behind you, Ace yanked on the nearest pair of sweatpants, dragging a hand down his face before following.
By the time he found you in the kitchen, you were unpacking containers onto the counter, every movement clipped, too precise.
âDonât think this conversationâs over just because dinner showed up,â he said, leaning against the frame, voice tight.
You froze with your hand on the takeout box, jaw locking. âWouldnât dream of it.â
His laugh was humorless. âYou always do this. The second feelings crawl up, you fucking shut down.â
You gripped the counter, nails biting into the empty paper bag. âThatâs not fair.â
âIsnât it?â He looked at you, eyes burning now. âYouâll give me your body, your nights, hellâeven the damn keys to your place.â He jabbed a hand toward the space, like the evidence was right there in front of him, âbut when itâs about us⊠You shut me out.â
Anger flared in you, raw and defensive. âOh, so now Iâm the problem? Maybe you should look in the mirror, Ace. Youâre the one whoâs been pulling away for weeks. Youâre the one who always disappears rather than say whatâs bothering you. Iâm never sure where Iâm standing with you!â
He blinked, thrown for half a second, but his jaw just clenched tighter.
âIâm always left guessing! Guessing what is bothering you, guessing whether youâre having second thoughts or if you expect something different out of this.â
That cut deep, straight into the doubts haunting his head. âMaybe I fucking do!â he nearly screamed.
You stared in shock. Your chest tightened and your breathing turned ragged. âSo, what do you expect, Ace?â you forced out the question, terrifiedâbecause what if it was something you couldnât give? Or what if he decided this was not for him? He would leave.
He didnât answer. Instead, he avoided your gaze, his whole body clenched in a fight with his feelings, with the words he didnât dare say.
Your heart was beating so fast, ready to rip open your chest into a pain you had braced for, but which will hurt all the same if he left.
âAnswer me, Ace,â you demanded. âWhat do you want?â
âYou,â he whispered, clipped.
You looked at him, confused. âMe? You already have me.â
He looked up at the ceiling, still avoiding your gaze. He let out a heavy sigh. âI want all of you.â
You froze in place, trying to understand what he was telling you.
âI want you by my side, and to be able to say you are mine,â he finally said, looking at you.
A sense of dread crawled into your stomach, like you were walking closer and closer to a cliff. You tried to push the feeling away from your voice. âYours? Is this about the girlfriend-boyfriend thing?â you asked, hopingâdesperatelyâthat what he meant by all of you was simpler than what your wild mind feared.
âYes and no. I donât give a damn about labels. I just⊠I want this. Us. A relationship. These three months of being together have me wanting for more. I know itâs messy, I know I shouldnât be asking, but I canât help it. I want more.â He looked you in the eye, finally spilling out what had been nagging at him.
You held his gaze without saying anything. He wanted a relationship. He wanted to take this a step further into the type of commitment he had always avoidedâinto the type of commitment you werenât sure you wanted again. You remained speechless for so long that you could see doubt and hurt creeping into his eyes.
A shaky breath escaped your lips. âAce⊠are you sure?â It was all you could manage.
He took a deep breath. âOf you, yes. I have no doubts.â
You looked at him, at those eyes filled with a storm as big as yours. But that answer thundered inside you, above everything else, as if making a statement. You closed your eyes for a second. That cliff, that leap of faith, getting closer each time Ace asked something from you. Fear paralyzing you, love pushing you. You took the step.
âOK,â you whispered. Then you looked straight back at him, a smile tugging at your lips. âPick a label then.â
Synopsis: You are a busy editor currently working on publishing the next novel of the novice author Deuce. At the presentation of his book, you catch the eye of his best friend Ace, a songwriter. Can something happen between a womaniser who believes he doesnât deserve love, and a self-absorbed woman with trust issues?
Characters: Ace, Robin, Nami, Franky, Usopp, Koby, Helmeppo, and others.
I'm sorry, I got carried away with this chapter, and it's kind of long; it might be a little tedious, but I had fun depicting them as a couple. But don't worry again, I'm uploading two chapters! Chapters are getting too tight together and long, and I suck at cutting them, which I swear I tried.
Ace was at the studio with Scarlett and Viola. It had taken a little convincing, but theyâd finally agreed to sign with On Air Records. Ace would be handling most of the producing, while Apoo took care of the image and marketing. Today was one of those sessions where Apoo liked to drop by and âcheck on the sound.â He always said being in the room helped him understand an artistâs personality.
The session ran smoothlyâlong, but productive. With the contract signed, they had three months to finish the last four songs and deliver the album.
âAmazing! Letâs wrap it up here. Weâve got things to discuss,â Ace called into the mic.
Scarlett and Viola came in, flushed but smiling, and collapsed onto the couch with water bottles.
âSo,â Apoo started, clasping his hands together, âwe need to lock in your singles. Out of the five songs youâve got, I need you to pick one more besides Closer. That oneâs already in promo, but weâll need a second single to drop closer to the album release.â
Both sisters turned their heads toward Ace.
âDonât look at me. This is your call,â he said with a grin.
Scarlett chewed her lip. âMaybe Where Does the Good Go? Or Stop Desire?â
âYeah, Iâd say the same,â Viola agreed.
âNice,â Ace nodded. âBut if you want my two cents? Where Does the Good Go. Different sound than Closer.â
Apoo was already nodding. âExactly. Varietyâs key.â
âOkay, then, Where Does the Good Go,â Viola confirmed.
âPerfect!â Apoo clapped, looking far too pleased with himself. âIâll get the wheels turning. Just so you know, Closer drops next week.â
The sistersâ eyes went wide.
âSo soon?â Scarlett nearly choked on her water.
âYep. Itâs already viral. Time to turn the noise into an actual push.â Apooâs grin widened.
Ace chuckled. He never got tired of that lookânew artists realizing the game was about to get real. He was genuinely glad for the two of them.
Before leaving, Apoo reminded them of the labelâs mixer party the following weekend. Ace knew damn well it was just an excuse for Apoo to parade his new âfinds,â but the sisters promised theyâd be there.
Once they left, Ace smirked. âPoor girls donât know what theyâre walking into at your parties.â
âWhy? Theyâll be fine. Theyâre great, the world should know them.â
Aceâs laugh was low, knowing.
âYou should come too,â Apoo added, eyeing him. âItâs been a while. Youâve put a lot of work into this album. You should show face.â
Ace hesitated, then shrugged. âMaybe. Could be good to back the sisters up.â
Apoo rolled his eyes. âAlways deflecting. Anyway, speaking of showing faceâŠâ He leaned in. âI know youâve been recording. Marco showed me a clip. Youâve got more than half an album sitting there, donât you?â
Aceâs mouth twisted. âThose are personal.â
Apoo waved a dismissive hand. âAll musicâs personal, Ace. Come on, let me hear the EP. Just once.â
âNo,â Ace groaned. âYouâll twist it into an album.â
âIf itâs good, why not? Youâve got it all, writing, producing, performing. Youâre wasting it keeping it locked up.â
âIâm not even a good singer.â
âBullshit,â Apoo shot back. âHalf the women in your audience would disagree. Hell, half the men too.â
Ace barked a laugh, scrubbing a hand over his the back of his neck. âYouâre not dropping it until I give you the files, are you?â
âNope.â
With a resigned sigh, Ace dragged the folder into a drive and handed it over. âFine. But this is just to shut you up.â
âYeah, yeah. Weâll see,â Apoo said, grinning like a fox as he pocketed it.
Ace rolled his eyes and packed up for the night.
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Ace parked in front of your office just as you came out with Nami and Usopp. Judging by the laughter and the time, they were probably dragging you to The Red Force.
You spotted him immediately, a smile breaking across your face as you crossed over.
âHey there, fire boy.â You greeted him with a quick kiss.
âHey, gorgeous,â he murmured against your lips, sliding a hand to your lower back to keep you close.
You flushed, pushing him gently away, aware of your friends watching. He chuckled. He loved how easy it was to make you blush when there was an audience.
âStop it,â you whispered, though you were smiling.
He let you go, still grinning.
âNami and Usopp are heading to the Red Force⊠want to join?â you asked, a little hesitant. You hadnât been back since the fight about Law.
âIf you want to go, letâs go.â His smile was steady, reassuring.
You turned and walked back to your friends. âOkay, weâll meet you there.â
Nami was practically glowing until Usopp jabbed her in the ribs to make her stop.
âOw!â she hissed, glaring at him.
You narrowed your eyes. âDo I even want to know? Is there a bet I should be aware of, or are you just dying to see Ace and Law in the same room?â
Usopp coughed into his fist, trying not to laugh. Nami looked unrepentant.
âThereâs no bet,â she said sweetly. âI just live for first-hand gossip.â
You groaned. âYou didnât give a damn when there was an actual parade of assholes in my life.â
âYeah, that got boring. This,â she gestured toward Ace with her chin, âis uncharted territory.â
Rolling your eyes, you waved them off. âFine. Just donât be obvious. Weâll see you there.â
By the time you and Ace found parkingâfifteen frustrating minutes laterâyou arrived at the same time as Nami and Usopp.
Shanks waved you toward your usual booth as you passed the bar. And there was Law, behind the counter, his gaze flicking from you to Ace.
You dropped your things at the booth. âSame as always?â you asked Nami and Usopp. They nodded.
âGood!â you said, moving toward the bar.
âIâll go with you,â Ace said, following close behind.
âSure.â You tried to sound casual, but your chest was tight. You hadnât told Law to drop the nicknames yet, not in front of Ace, not at all.
At the bar, Ace leaned close as Law greeted you with a practiced smile.
âHey, same as always, baââ He cut himself off mid-word, catching your sharp look.
âFour beers, please,â you said evenly, holding his gaze just long enough to make sure he understood.
Law blinked, then gave a small, knowing smile. âSure, girl.â
Relief washed through you so hard you almost sagged against the counter. Thank god heâd caught on quickly.
Law slid the beers across the counter. Ace grabbed two, you grabbed the other two.
âThanks,â you said quickly with a small smile before turning back toward the booth. From the corner of your eye, you caught Namiâs stare, sharp and far too interested. God, that woman could be a handful.
You set the drinks down, everyone clinking glasses before diving into chatter. Soon the burgers arrived, and the table filled with the easy hum of chewing, talking, and laughter.
âGod, I hate the months before December,â Nami groaned around a fry, dropping her head into her hand.
âWe all do, girl. We all do,â you replied, taking a long pull of your beer. âBut itâs the last push of the year.â
Ace leaned forward, elbows on the table. âYouâve got more launches coming up?â
âYep,â you nodded, âtwo big ones. October and November.â
He raised his brows. âDoes that means youâll be buried in work for the next two months?â
You waved it off with a little shrug. âDonât worry, Iâll be fine. Nothing I havenât done before.â
Usopp smirked. âSo optimistic!â and turning to Ace, added, lifting his beer toward him, âThanks, for keeping her in high spirits.â
You kicked him under the table. âShut up.â
Nami laughed, âHe needs to know. When you are happy you tackle everything with ease, when you are in a bad mood you stress the hell out of everyone. And god knows we need you in a good mood for whatâs coming or else youâll kill someone.â
Ace tilted his head, a faint smile pulling at his mouth. âWhatâs coming?â
You sighed, setting your bottle down. âWeâve got a trip coming up. I need to present at the Drum Fair. Biggest one of the year. It might be the most stressful event of the calendar⊠but itâs not until October.â
âOctober is in three weeksâŠâ Ace said, nodding slowly, his thumb running idly along the glass.Â
You simply shrugged, and took a sip of beer. âEveryhting is fine.â
âOh, yeah fineâŠâ Nami groaned, swirling the last of her beer. âHonestly, Iâm not even sure I want to go with you this year.â
âOh, no. You are not letting me die alone.â You pouted dramatically at her.
âBege is going with you,â she countered.
âYeah, because heâs the lawyer. Youâre the marketing manager, you cannot not go,â you shot back.
Nami sighed like the weight of the world was on her shoulders.
âBesides, you loved it last year,â you added, wagging a finger at her. âThe party, the cocktails, the contacts.â
That earned a grin. âOh, true. The parties are worth it.â
Usopp rolled his eyes. âI donât even know why you complain. You live for those events.â
Both you and Nami burst into laughter, clinking your drinks.
From there, the conversation drifted to easier topicsâholiday plans, the desperate need for a team vacation, gossip about Luffy somehow landing a campaign for a major bike brand. The night loosened, the hum of chatter and clinking glasses drowning out the dayâs tension.
When the beers ran out, you got up. âIâll grab the next round.â
Ace stayed seated this time, only following you with his gaze. His fingers drummed idly on the table, but his eyes stayed fixed on your back as you crossed to the bar.
Law was already pouring. He leaned in with a grin that was half-teasing, half-needling. âSo⊠I take it calling you babe and kitten is out of the menu whenever Ace is around?â
You rolled your eyes. âYeah. In fact, we should probably stop altogether. Donât want him overhearing from someone else that you only drop it when heâs around. That would cause me trouble.â
Law laughed, sliding the first beer toward you. âFigured as much. Itâs fine. For a second there I thought I had lost my best costumer.â
You smiled. âI could never leave you. Who else is going to tell me Iâm just fucking men as sedatives if not you?â
He scoffed a laugh. âFair point. Here, take these before he comes over and punches me in the face.â
You rolled your eyes again, grabbing the second glass. But as you turned back toward the booth, you caught Ace looking at you. He quickly glanced away, but not before you saw a glint of jealousy flickering beneath the casual mask he wore.
You went back to the table and handed Nami her drink. She smirked knowingly but, for once, didnât press. Conversation drifted again, laughter loosening the last of the tension in your shoulders. Ace sat close, his arm brushing yours now and then, a quiet brush of intimacy.
When he got up to fetch another beer, Namiâs head snapped toward the bar like she was watching the climax of a drama. You jabbed her ribs with your elbow, but couldnât stop yourself from sneaking a glance too.
Neither man said a word. Law poured, Ace took the glass with a curt nod, and that was it. A silent agreement.Â
By ten, the night wound down. Everyone had work in the morning, so goodbyes were quick. On the way out, you gave Law a small smile â thanking him â and he nodded in return. That was it. Boundaries were set.
You exhaled, relieved. Sure, Law would probably laugh himself silly about this later, but you could live with that.Â
Outside, the night air was crisp. Nami and Usopp split off with a wave, leaving you and Ace by his bike. He handed you your helmet with a quiet grin, a warmth in his eyes that told you everything was fine. You slid it on, heart easing for the first time in days. Maybe you two were finding your way through this mess after all.
âŠ.
Your alarm went off, sharp and insistent, and you dragged yourself across the bed to silence it.
Ace didnât even stir. Typical. The first few times heâd stayed over, youâd scrambled to kill the noise, terrified of waking him. But apparently Ace could sleep through a fire alarm, maybe even an earthquake. Now, you didnât bother.
By the time he finally blinked awake, youâd already gone for a run, showered, skimmed your inbox, and sat through a morning meeting with Nami and Usopp about banner designs for the upcoming book fair.
âMorning, gorgeous,â he mumbled, voice still gravelly as he leaned over to kiss you.
âMorning,â you said, smiling despite yourself.
âBreakfast?â he asked, already padding toward the kitchen.
âSure. I havenât eaten.â
âWhat do you want?â He had his head in the fridge like it was a negotiation that required deep concentration.
âWhatever youâre having.â You were half-buried in the catalog mockups, red pen in hand.
He chuckled, no comeback, just started pulling out eggs and flour like it was second nature. Soon the smell of pancakes drifted over, warm and impossible to ignore, until he called out:
âBreakfast is ready, gorgeous. You eating at your desk, or can I actually steal ten minutes of your time?â
You glanced at the clock. 10:30. Still early.
âI think I can manage a break.â You stretched, set the catalog aside, and joined him at the table.
Ace slid a plate in front of you, then sat across, watching you shovel in the first bite.
âI donât know how you do it,â he said, shaking his head.
âMmph?â
âSurvive. Every time Iâm here, I end up feeding you. What happens when Iâm not?â
You laughed, swallowing. âSimple dishes. No garnish, no presentation. Office days, I throw everything into the blender and survive on smoothies. Home days, itâs⊠sandwiches. At my desk.â
He rolled his eyes like youâd just confessed to arson. âOne of these days, youâre gonna pass out.â
You gave him a sheepish smile. âIâve⊠had.â
His fork froze halfway to his mouth. âYouâve what?â
âPassed out. A couple times. But Iâve learned my lesson. More things in the blender now.â You laughed, then pointed a fork at him. âNot all of us get to start work at noon.â
âI guess not.â He grinned, brushing it off, then leaned back casually. âSpeaking of work⊠thereâs this party. A colleague of mine is introducing one of the new artists weâve been producing. Want to come?â
Your brows rose. âWouldnât that be⊠industry-only? Like, work people?â
âYeah. But itâs still a party.â He said it like that settled everything.
You laughed. âYour job is way more fun than mine. Fine. Why not?â
âGreat.â He collected the empty dishes and loaded them into the dishwasher with practiced ease. Grabbing his bag, he leaned down to kiss you again, quick and warm.
âText you later, gorgeous.â And just like that, he was gone.
You stared at the door for a second. In and out of your day with the charm of an expert.
A beat passed.Â
But this time, you allowed yourself to smile before going back to work.Â
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You were enjoying your sacred ritual of having lunch at the terrace with Nami and Usopp. Usopp was mid-rant about the wiring in his apartment, gesturing with his fork as if sheer enthusiasm might fix the lights for him.
âSo,â Nami cut in, popping a grape into her mouth, âwhat are you two doing this weekend?â
Usopp shrugged, looking guilty. âNot much. Probably fixing the lights in the bedroom before Kaya strangles me in my sleep.â
You laughed. âI seriously canât imagine Kaya angry.â
âShe can be terrifying,â Usopp muttered.
Nami smirked, then turned her gaze on you. âAnd you?â
You hesitated, for a second. âLast week Ace asked me to go with him to a work party. Apparently theyâre introducing some new artist at the label.â
Namiâs eyes went wide. âYouâre kidding. Youâre going to a party full of artists and musicians?â
âI⊠guess so?â you said, trying not to sound as nervous as you had felt for the last couple days since you realized you werenât sure what to expect at all.
âNo way! Heâs never even told you who heâs working with, has he?â
You let out a long breath. âNot really. Heâs private about that stuff. Especially the big projects. I know heâs worked with some bigger names, not headline pop stars, but at least established bands.â
âOh my god, this is so exciting! You have to tell me everything. Every person you meet, every rumor, every outfit.â Nami was practically vibrating. Then she narrowed her eyes. âWhat are you wearing? Donât tell me youâre going with your usual âcomfort above all elseâ policy. Sneakers are banned.â
You groaned. âI⊠have no idea what to wear.â
âDress code?â Nami asked.
Your face went pale. âNo idea.âÂ
You exchanged looks with Nami for a second and then she barked, âWell, ask him!â
You snatched your phone, typing before you lost your nerve.
You: Hey⊠is there a dress code for this party?
Unusual for him, Ace answered almost immediately.
Ace: Mmmm⊠not really. But Iâll probably get murdered if you feel underdressed. So idk⊠cocktail? Something chic? Just wear whatever youâre comfortable with, gorgeous.
You turned the screen for Nami to read.
âI think I need help,â you whispered.
Namiâs grin was pure mischief. âSay no more. Iâll be at your place at six. Weâre making you record-label ready.â
âŠ.
Saturday came and with it a very excited Nami, even more than you. She arrived right on time, dragging a carry-on behind her and hefting a massive handbag like it weighed nothing.
âWhat theâŠ?â you asked, staring at the luggage pile.
âI mean business,â Nami declared, breezing past you. âIf I donât let you ruin the publishing houseâs image every time you show up to an author interview or a book launch cocktail, what kind of friend would I be if Iâd let you do that at an even bigger social event?â
You a smile tugged at your face, âFair enough.â
Two hours later, you were looking at yourself in the mirror wondering why Nami had ended up being the head of marketing in an indie publishing house instead of working at the model industry.Â
âWow,â you admitted. âYouâre good.â
Nami grinned, picking up the brushes and things sheâd brought. âI know. Now, letâs get you your shoes and clutch before you start second-guessing. And for the love of god, donât argue about the heels.â
You rolled your eyes, sliding into the pair sheâd picked out. âI hate you.â
âYou love me,â she shot back.
You smirked. âUnfortunately.â
Nami patted your shoulder like a coach sending in her star player. âNow go melt that manâs brain.â
âŠ
Ace sat tapping the steering wheel in rhythm with the track playing low through the speakers, Saboâs car smelling faintly of his brotherâs cologne. Borrowed wheels felt weird, but the bike hadnât seemed like the right call tonight. Heâd shot you a quick text when he pulled up, figuring youâd be down in a few minutes.
He wasnât ready for what actually walked out of the building.
The breath hitched in his throat before he even realized it. Gold. The dress clung like it was made for you, light catching on every line, every curve. He forgot about the music, the car, the entire street. Just followed your walk with his eyes, pulse climbing with every step.
It wasnât until a familiar voice cut through that spell that he even noticed you werenât alone.
âThatâs the expression I wanted to see,â Nami teased, trailing a step behind you, smug as hell.
Ace blinked, throat dry. âHi,â he managed, short on words for once in his life.
Nami laughed, obviously pleased with herself. âYou can thank me later, Ace. Have fun tonight.â And with a little wave, she peeled off, leaving him stranded in the driverâs seat like heâd just been hit with a truck.
You slipped into the passenger side with that easy smile that always made his stomach turn over. âIâm ready to go.â
He turned to look at you fully this time, and it knocked him flat all over again. His gaze dragged over the hemâshort, but just enoughâup the line of your legs to the sharp plunge of the neckline, the way the dress hugged close like it didnât want to let go.
âEyes are up here, you know.â You snapped him back up with a smirk.
Didnât matter. He wanted your face just as badly.
He grinned, shaking his head. âI think Iâm gonna start saying yes to more of these party invitations.â
You rolled your eyes but smiled, settling back against the seat as he started the car and pulled into the street.
For a moment the car was filled only with the hum of the engine and whatever song shuffled next. Then you glanced over at him, curiosity slipping into your voice.
âSo whatâs the deal with this party? Whoâs actually going to be there?â
âMostly industry people. Label staff, producers, a few artists. The new girls who are there to release their single. Some faces I like seeing, someâŠâ He exhaled through his nose. âLetâs just say thereâs a lot of small talk.â
You tilted your head. âFor someone who doesnât like small talk, you sure can be charming.â
That made him laugh, shoulders easing. âYeah? You find me charming?â
You smirked, âOh, shut up.â
Ace let out a soft laugh.
There was a soft pause, the hum of the engine filling in the silence. Then you tilted your head. âSo, youâll be in business mode? Should I scramble away when youâre talking shop?â
Ace chuckled, shaking his head. âDonât worry, gorgeous. BesidesâŠâ His hand slid briefly over your thigh. ââŠI wouldnât dare leave you alone looking like that.â
The warmth of his touch lingered even after he pulled back. âWell, if you ever need privacy, just point me toward the bar.â
âDeal,â he said, grinning as he turned the wheel toward the venue.
And as the city blurred by outside, Ace realized he was actually looking forward to the circus because youâd be in the ring with him.
âŠ
Ace pulled up to the entrance and handed the keys off to the valet. He came around to your side, opening the door in a gentleman gesture.
âHere we are, gorgeous,â he said, offering his hand.
You slipped your fingers into his, golden fabric catching in the glow of the entry lights. âHow come I have to wear heels while you get away with jeans and a chemise?â
He barked a laugh. âI just wear all black and call it intentional.â He tugged you closer, voice dropping. âBesides, you look amazing. Someoneâs got to do the heavy lifting tonight.â He stole a quick kiss before you could roll your eyes at him.
Arm in arm, you walked into the venue.
The place hit immediately with energy: bass thumping, neon lights bouncing across walls, colorful cocktails perched on sleek tall tables. Fashion people everywhereâsharp suits, curated streetwear, dresses that looked like they belonged on runways. You felt their eyes flicker toward you both as you moved through the crowd.
But more than the stares, it was the glint of recognition at Ace in several faces. Pleasant surprise. The look you get when no one expects you but everyone knows you.Â
Youâd known, of course. Ace was a songwriter, a producer, a scout. Youâd known about his late night runs and how he hyper focused on his music. But that was it, youâve only heard from his work. Even with those few glimpses of him at those open-mic nights, you could have never imagined this side of his. But here, in his world, you finally saw itâAce, the guy everyone clocked the second he walked in the room.
You smiled a little to yourself. He was not the type of guy who would strike you to be interested in the glamour, but somehow he still had plenty of natural charm. You knew, you had been drow to it. But seeing his easygoing persona fit smoothly into this so naturallyâŠÂ
For a second, the intimidation of it all made your stomach lurch, lights and sound crashing together into something almost overwhelming. But Aceâs hand tightened at your waist, subtle, grounding. âFirst stop, drinks,â he murmured, as if heâd caught the thought before you could bury it.
You let him guide you toward the bar, but before you could even order, a familiar voice cut through the noise.
âWell, well. If it isnât Fire Fist himself.â
The man who spoke was impossible to miss: flamboyant patterned jacket, grin wide enough to split his face. Apoo.
Ace clasped his hand with practiced ease. âI thought it proper to come for the show.â
âIâm flatter,â Apoo replied, before his eyes shifted to you. Recognition flickered. âWell, well, well. Looks like those tickets worked their magic.â
You summoned courage from that familiar mix of inner editor and the woman Nami once dubbed a man-eater. âHe keeps dragging me to interesting places with fancy cocktails,â you said with a smile.
Apoo barked a laugh and pointed at Ace. âI definetly like her,â he said, turning back to Ace. âWell, enjoy the party. Donât be an ass and go say hi to the important people. AndâŠâ He leaned closer, lowering his voice just enough. âIâll come find you later to talk about the demo.â
Ace sighed, rubbing a hand over his jaw. âYeah, I figured youâd bring that up. Let me down a few drinks first, otherwise youâll never convince me of anything.â
Apoo grinned. âItâs an open bar. Have as many as you need to say yes.â
With that, he gave you a small nod and disappeared into the crowd.
You tilted your head, curious, watching Aceâs expression shift. âCan I ask about this secret demo?â
He slid a gin cocktail across the bar toward you. âItâs⊠just a project he wants to push, but Iâm not sure I want to.â
âWhy not?â you asked, taking a sip, letting the citrus bite your tongue.
Ace exhaled, gaze drifting over the crowd. âBecause itâs huge,â he said at last, clearly deflecting.
You could tell he didnât want to talk about it, so you dropped the questions. Still, you studied his face for a moment, wondering what sort of project could make Ace hesitate.
He shook it off, turning back to you with a crooked smile. âIâve gotta make some rounds. Want to join me?â He offered his arm, playful but deliberate.
âYeah, why not? Iâve got nothing better to do,â you teased, slipping your hand into his arm.
âGreat!â he said, guiding you through the crowd.
You followed suit, offering nods and professional smiles, much as you would at a book fair cocktail. Quick greetings, names exchanged, your introduction kept simple: Ace gave your name, never adding titles, and then moved you both along.
Eventually his gaze caught on two familiar figures across the room, and his smile warmed.
âScarlett, Viola! There you are!â he called out, steering you toward them.
The sisters turned at once, both breaking into delighted grins.
âAce!â Scarlett greeted brightly. âWe didnât know if youâd come.â
âOf course,â he said, slipping easily into his charm. âI wouldnât abandon you to this circus without backup.â
Then he glanced at you, that smile lingering, and turned back to them. âGirls, this is (N/Y). (Y/N), these are the Riku sisters, Scarlett and Viola, the artists Iâve been working with.â
âNice to meet you,â you said with a nod and smile.
âNice to meet you,â Viola echoed, polite but warm.
Scarlett leaned forward with blunt delight. âNice to meet you! Are you Aceâs girlfriend? Youâre beautiful!â
You tensed for a second, the smallest flinch of surprise.
Your lips curved into a nervous smile, words buying you a quick escape. âOh⊠thank you. Honestly, I wasnât sure about the dress.â
âNonsense!â Scarlett said, waving off the thought. âYou look amazing. You shine like a star. Are you also an artist here with On Air?â
âNo, nothing like that,â you replied, grateful for the redirect. âIâm actually an editor. I work with⊠other kinds of artists.â
âOh!â Viola perked up. âSo you work with writers? Anyone we might know?â
âHmm⊠not sure. If you like romance novels, maybe youâve heard of Lola?â
Both sisters gasped, eyes widening.
âNo way! We love her books!â Scarlett exclaimed.
âYou do?â you asked, startled into a genuine smile.
âWeâve read all three,â Viola confirmed, nodding enthusiastically.
You laughed, warmth easing the earlier nerves. âThatâs wonderful to hear.â
âWould it be too much if I asked you to get her to sign my copies?â Scarlett asked, almost bouncing with excitement.
âNo problem. Give them to Ace whenever you can and Iâll take care of it.â
You glanced sideways at him, catching his smile â quiet, fond.
âSure,â he said, âIâll pass them along.â
Suddenly, Aceâs posture shifted as his gaze flicked toward the side of the stage. Apoo was there, making a beckoning gesture. Ace immediately turned to the sisters.
âReady to play?â he asked.
Scarlett and Viola exchanged a breathless glance, then nodded in unison.
âGood.â He leaned down to you, voice low, warm. âIâll be right back, gorgeous. Just going to help them prep.â
Before you could answer, he slipped away through the crowd, the sisters trailing behind him. You followed with your eyes as the three of them joined Apoo at the edge of the stage. Even from a distance, you could see the way Aceâs gestures were confident and natural â a hand on Scarlettâs shoulder, a word to Viola, grounding them before they stepped into the spotlight.
A small smile pulled at your lips. He could grumble all he wanted about hating this circus, about schmoozing and labels, but when it came to the art itself? He lived for it.
Five minutes later, you spotted him cutting back through the tables toward you, drinks in hand.Â
âHere you go, gorgeous.â
âThanks.â You beamed at him, just as the house lights dimmed.
Conversation quieted around the room, until a single spotlight cut across the stage. There, side by side, stood Scarlett and Viola. Music swelled to life, synths and guitar intertwining, and then their voices slipped in harmonizing so seamlessly it sent a shiver down your arms.
The song had you hooked in seconds and found yourself bopping your head without realizing, a smile tugging at your lips. Straight to my playlists, you thought, and judging from the way the crowd leaned in, you werenât alone.
By the time the last note faded, the room erupted in cheers and applause.
You turned immediately to Ace, your voice bubbling with genuine excitement. âThe song is amazing!â
He smiled, that quiet, satisfied kind of smile that said he was proud, but also knew this was only the beginning. âTheyâre the artists.â
You shook your head, unwilling to let him deflect. âYou canât fool me. If I didnât give you credit, itâd be like saying I have nothing to do with what writers come up with. You make them great.â
For a moment, Ace just looked at you, warm, open, caught in the glow of your words.
And you held his gaze, admiration clear in your eyes â not just for the music, but for him.
You were still riding the glow of the sistersâ applause when a honeyed voice drifted in from behind you.
âSo these are the new little gems Apooâs been bragging about,â it drawled, each word slow, deliberate. âAlthough that mix has your signature all over it.â
You turned and immediately recognized him. Cavendish. One of the top artists of the year, and not just in passing. You had a couple of his songs tucked into your own playlists, guilty favorites youâd hummed through runs and long editing nights. Seeing him up close was jarring; he was even more handsome in person, almost unfairly so. Perfect blond hair, sharp jawline, and a white suit that looked designed for the spotlight rather than a party.Â
Aceâs jaw ticked, just a flicker. âYouâre right,â he said flatly. âIâve been working with them.â
Cavendish tilted his head, lips curving into something that wasnât quite a smile. âIâve always believed your true talent is sanding raw voices until the masses can swallow them.â
Aceâs laugh was sharp. âYeah, I like working with people who arenât impossible divas. Saves time.â
The jab only seemed to delight Cavendish. He placed a hand dramatically over his chest, like accepting applause. âI know Iâm too much for youâŠâ
Ace rolled his eyes in annoyance, and made a move to leave. But Cavendish seemed not done yet provoking.
Heâs gaze slid down on you, âBut who,â he purred, stepping closer, âis this stunning queen?â
Before you could answer, Aceâs arm cinched tighter at your waist, sharp and possessive. His voice came low, hard.
âSheâs with me.â
Cavendish didnât blink. If anything, his grin widened, at Aceâs reaction. He let his gaze sweep over you slowly, indulgently. âWith you?â His eyes flicked back to Ace, sly, biting. âAt least your taste in women outstrips your taste in music.â
You tensed at this whole theatrics, and Ace tightened his grip like a vice at your waist.
Cavendish flicked his hair back with one final flourish, pleased with getting under Aceâs skin. âSee you around, fire fist.â He winked at you, a final bow, before striding off.
You watched Cavendish disappear into the crowd, parading and flashing smiles at everyone.
Only then did you notice Aceâs hand still clamped at your waist, fingers tight, the heat of him bleeding through the fabric of your dress. His jaw was set, his gaze trailing after Cavendish, like he was still debating whether to knock that perfect smile off his face.
You tilted your head, studying him. âIf you squeeze me any tighter, you are going to wring the life out of me.â
That finally broke his stare. He blinked, loosened his grip and muttered, âDidnât like the way he looked at you.â
You couldnât help the small laugh that slipped out, âAce. He is looking at everyone like that. Pretty sure if there was a mirror nearby, heâd flirt with himself too.â
That earned you the ghost of a smile, quick and reluctant. Still, the tension didnât fully leave his shoulders.
You leaned in, close enough that your words brushed his ear. âRelax. He can flirt all he wants, but Iâm here with you.â
This time, Ace did look at you. The storm in his eyes softened, something raw and unguarded flickering there before he smoothed it over with a grin. âGood. Because if he tries again, I might actually have to punch him in the face.â
You you took a sip from your glass, amused. âAnd lose face among your colleagues?â
âBelieve me,â Ace muttered, taking a sip as well, âmore than one would thank me if I did. Heâs a pain in the ass to work with. If it wasnât for the fact he sells, I doubt theyâd keep him around.â
âI swear I tried to keep him off the list,â Apooâs voice cut in, clearly having caught the tail end of your conversation. âBut itâs hard when heâs still one of our top sellers.â
âYeah, well. We all have to put up with his shit once in a while, I guess,â Ace muttered, not bothering to hide his distaste.
Apoo just shrugged, unbothered. âSo, have you had enough drinks yet to talk business?â
Ace let out a low sigh, tipping his glass as if hoping the gin might refill itself. âNot really. But might as well hear what youâve got to say.â
âPerfect.â Apoo clapped his hands once, and turned to you with exaggerated charm. âWould you mind if I steal him for ten minutes?â
You shook your head easily. âGo ahead.â
Aceâs hand slid down and squeezed it, almost apologetic. âWonât be long. Wait for me at the bar?â
You smiled, lifting your half-empty glass as proof. âSure. You know Iâm drawn to free drinks like a moth to a flame.â
That earned you a quick huff of laughter, âOkay, gorgeous. AndâŠâ he hesitated, jaw flexing, âplease stay away from that idiot.â
You rolled your eyes, amused. âGo.â
He gave you one last glance, reluctant, then followed Apoo into the crowd, his shoulders already shifting into business mode.
âŠ
Ace already knew where this was going. Apoo wouldnât drag him into âa quick chatâ unless it was about one thing. The demo.
The infamous demo.
For years now, Apoo had been pestering and begging him to stop hiding behind other peopleâs projects and finally put out something with his own name stamped across the cover. A solo career.Â
Normally, Ace had an easy out: Iâm too busy producing, I donât have time, the artists come first. Which wasnât even a lie. He liked the background, liked polishing someone elseâs raw spark until it burned bright. Safer that way. Less risk of screwing up something that was entirely his.
But this time was different. Apoo had gotten his hands on the songs. The ones he hadnât written for a market, or a chart, or even a future project. Heâd written them for you. Those nights in the studio when his chest had been too tight, when silence pressed too heavy and the only way to make sense of it was to put it into chords and words.
And Apoo knew it. That was the worst part. The bastard hadnât asked for the demo to check if it was any good. He wanted to see how far along Ace was. How much heâd already put down. How close it was to being⊠an album.
Aceâs jaw clenched as they ducked into a quieter corner. He could already hear the pitch starting, Apooâs voice sharp with enthusiasm, slick with promises.
Ace tapped nervously. Not this. Not those songs. Not yet.
âSoâŠâ Apoo started, leaning against the high table like they were just two old friends catching up. âI know you know itâs good, Ace. Not just good; the mixing is so clean Iâd barely have to touch it. Youâve already got it. So why wouldnât you want to share those songs?â
Ace stayed quiet. Heâd expected sales and projections. But clearly Apoo knew him better than to bore him with that and cut to the chase.Â
Apoo tilted his head, âYouâve already played them once, havenât you? At The Phoenix. I heard.â
Aceâs fingers flexed at his side. Yeah, he had played them, but only for you to hear them. Every note, every line was a piece of him, pulled out in desperation, trying to make you hear him when words hadnât been enough. It hadnât been about conecting to a crowd. It had been about you. And it had worked.
But Apoo didnât need to know that part. He just smiled, too knowing, too smug. âIf those songs could move a room, imagine what theyâd do out there. Youâve been hiding behind other peopleâs voices for too long, Ace. These songs? Theyâre your bests.â
Ace exhaled slowly through his nose. He hated how much the words dug in, how a part of him wanted to believe it. Dragging a hand through his hair, he finally said. âI wrote those songs for someone. Thatâs why theyâre personal. Theyâre not meant to become public domain.â
Apoo arched an eyebrow, grinning like a cat toying with a mouse. âAre we talking about that lovely girl you walked in with?â
Aceâs jaw ticked. He didnât bother to answer.
âWhy donât you ask her?â Apoo pressed, leaning in. âIf sheâs here with you now, I doubt she wouldnât want you to make your career. Women love the whole tortured-artist thing. Trust me.â
âLetâs not bring her into this,â Ace cut him off, voice low. His fingers tapped restless against the table.
Apoo tilted his head, eyes sharp despite the smile. âWhat I really wonder is⊠if she did support it, if she looked you dead in the eye and said, âRelease themâ, would you actually do it?â
That hit closer than Ace wanted. He gave Apoo a tired look, something between warning and weariness. âSuppose I agree. Iâve got the Shandiansâ album on top, the Riku sisters need their record turned in in three months. And now you want me pulling four, five more songs out of thin air? Arrangements, mixing, productionâŠâ
Apooâs grin widened, sharp as glass, as if waiting for this. âAce. Look me in the eyes and tell me you donât already have at least two more songs sketched out.â
Ace hissed under his breath, shoulders tightening. Damn him. Because he did. More than two, if he was honest. Snatches of lyrics on noteooks. Half-finished melodies buried in his phone. Words heâd scribbled at three a.m. when you were asleep in his arms, raw and unpolished but alive. You had been a muse in ways he hadnât even admitted out loud.
Apoo leaned back on his heels, smiling like he already had Ace cornered. âEverything is about you wanting to do it, Ace. The albumâs already sketched. Iâd be your producer. You wouldnât even have to sweat it. By the time Iâd actually need you for promotion, youâd be done with the Shandians and the Riku sisters. Clean slate.â
Ace pressed his tongue against his teeth, fighting the urge to snap. Apoo made it sound so damn easy â like he hadnât been deliberately burying those songs in the shadows for a reason.
âAnd,â Apoo added, lowering his voice just enough to sharpen the edge, âif you ask me, thereâs nothing more romantic than writing an album for someone. Thatâs the kind of story that makes people listen.â
Aceâs gut twisted. Romantic. Right. As if that would make you swoon for him. He let out a slow breath, steady but clipped. âThat simple, huh?â
âThat simple,â Apoo said, too smug. âThe hard partâs already done. All thatâs left is for you to decide whether you want to share those lyrics openly⊠and finally give them a proper voice.â
Ace clenched his hands into fists, nails biting into his palms. Something in the way Apoo phrased it â too precise, too intimate â screamed Marcoâs influence. Heâd wring his friendâs neck later for letting Apoo anywhere near those songs. Because goddammit, Apoo had pressed every nerve.
âIâll think about it,â he said out at last, voice flat.
Apooâs grin spread wide, triumphant. He clapped his hands once, sharp. âPerfect. Thatâs all I wanted to hear.â Then, without missing a beat: âNow why donât we head to the bar and check on your lovely companion? Wouldnât want her getting bored.â
Ace let out a low growl rumbling in his chest before he could stop it. Of course Apoo would push it further, dragging you into this. Just the thought of Apooâs sharp grin anywhere near you had him on edge. Still, he forced a slow exhale, rolling his shoulders back as if to shake it off.
âLead the way,â Ace muttered.
They walked back toward the bar, Apoo keeping his usual bounce while Aceâs shoulders carried the weight of a storm. His eyes swept the room the second they neared, and there it wasâhis pulse spiked.
You were perched at the bar, cocktail in hand. And beside you, of course, Cavendish leaning too close, that practiced smile angled just right. Ace inhaled sharply, heat flashing under his skin.
âThe bosses are already gone,â Apoo muttered, low enough for only him to hear. âIf you punch him now, no oneâs going to blame you for it.â
Ace shot him a look that could have peeled paint, but didnât answer. His gaze stayed locked on you as he cut across the room, ignoring the thrum of music, the chatter, everything except the sight of Cavendish leaning too damn comfortably on the bar.
Then your eyes caught Aceâs. You smiledâwarm, steady, like a hand pressed against his chest telling him to breathe. And just like that, before he even got there, you leaned in toward Cavendish, an ice-cold smile, and whispered something at his ear. The blond artist flicked a glance at Ace, smirk flickering, then with a practiced shrug, drifted off into the crowd.
Ace reached you seconds later, still pissed but now puzzled too.
He stopped close, voice rough.
âWhat did you tell him?â
You took a sip of your drink, playing it off casual, but the wicked spark in your eyes gave you away. âJust the truth.â
His gaze narrowed. âWhich was?â
You smiled, âSomething along the lines, that youâre mine for the night. And he had a better chance flirting with himself in the mirror.â
Ace froze. A slow grin tugged at his mouth, the kind that started small and then broke wide.
âYours, huh?â His voice was low, warm, threaded with something rougher beneath.
You arched a brow. âDonât let it get to your head. It was just to shut him up.â
But Ace wasnât buying it. Before you could add more, he lifted your chin and leaned in to kiss you. A soft, lingering claim. One that ignored the crowd, the chatter, and every curious set of eyes on you both.
When he finally pulled back, the edges of his grin softened into something almost tender.
A pointed cough broke the moment. Apoo stood a step away, one brow arched, amusement written all over his face.
Ace stiffened, like heâd just remembered the world hadnât vanished while his lips were on yours.
âI donât think I have anything to add to my case, Ace,â Apoo said, smirking knowingly. âSheâll tell you to go through with it.â
When Apoo dropped that line, you frowned, confused. âGo through with what?â you echoed.
Ace was still staring daggers at him. âNothing,â he said quickly, brushing it off, his hand sliding against your back to guide you away from the bar.
Apoo only grinned wider, âGive it a serious thought, wonât you?
Ace exhaled, waving Apoo goodbye, âYes.â
You looked at Ace, narrowing your eyes. âWhat was that about?â
âLater,â he muttered, a little too sharp, then softened with a sigh. âLetâs just get out of here, gorgeous. Iâve had enough of this circus.â
And just like that, he steered you toward the exit, protective and restless in a way you hadnât seen before.
For the first half of the ride, Ace had been a little too quiet, his gaze fixed on the road, jaw working, lost somewhere far from the hum of the city lights passing by.
He loved making music. It had always been the only way he knew how to bleed without anyone seeing the wound. A place to pour the things he couldnât say out loud, to grab hold of the noise in his head and bend it into something that wouldnât drown him.
He knew he was good. He knew it came easy. But stepping into that kind of spotlight? Turning it into a thing, a project? He wasnât sure he wanted that.
Besides⊠these songs were you.
Every messy thought. Every fight. Every sleepless night. The pride he had to swallow. The words youâd forced out of him just to get you back. The love he hadnât known, and still didnât know, how to hold without breaking.
Making an album out of that? No way.
Finally, your voice broke the silence, âWhat was Apoo talking about?â
His grip on the wheel tightened, leather creaking under his fingers. For a beat, he didnât answer. Then, through clenched teeth, he said, âHe wants to make an album out of the songs I wrote for you.â
You gasped softly, taken off guard. âAn album? From those songs?â
Ace gave a short nod, not taking his eyes off the road, letting a beat of silence settle before asking, âWhat do you think?â
You stared at him, a little shocked, âAnd why do I have a say in this matter?â
âWellâŠâ Ace started, his voice low, careful. âI wrote those songs for you to hear. Not the world. Theyâre yours.â
Something inside you tightened at the weight of those words. You looked at him, the man who had burned his heart into lyrics and melodies just to get through to you.
âI know,â you said. âBut theyâre really yours. Your feelings, your voice. If you want to share that through music, why not do it?â
His jaw flexed, and for once Ace had to face the real meaning of what those songs represented. âBecause if I do, it stops being ours.â
The words ringed over the music, a truth that had you both wondering over the meaning of âoursâ over yours.
Finally, you reached over, your hand brushing his arm. âNo, Ace. For me, those songs will always be the words that ambushed me into finally being here with you. No matter who listens, no matter how far they travel, that part is of yours is whatâs mine.â
Your words settle between you two, soft but unflinching.
That part of yours is whatâs mine.
Ace exhaled slowly, like heâd been holding something in his lungs since Apoo first said the word album. Two times this night you had claimed him. Was this you not letting him go this time?
He finally looked at you, a sideways glance full of the storm he always carried, tempered now through your words. For a moment, neither of you spoke.
Then Ace huffed, voice low. âYou make it sound simple.â
You smiled faintly, squeezing his arm. âI donât think it is⊠but honestly? You already did the hard part. You laid your feelings in front of me, when you didnât know if I was even going to accept them.â
He didnât answer, but the ghost of a smile tug at his lips, reluctant but real.
âBesides,â you added, smirking softly, âI wouldnât mind having them on a record. You hardly ever let me listen to your music.â
Ace rolled his eyes, a laugh slipping out despite himself. âAre you blackmailing me into giving you the songs?â
You grinned, leaning back into the seat. âMaybe.â
Ace gave you a mock glare, but his lips twitched. âYouâre impossible.â
âAnd yet here I am,â you said, tilting your head, âthe girl you wrote half an album about.â
âDonât remind me,â he muttered, though his ears were already coloring.
You chuckled, reaching for him this time. âRelax, Ace. Iâm not asking you to drop the songs. Just⊠donât stop for me. If you want to lead your career that way, donât stop for anyone, not even you.â
His fingers curled around yours, strong but thoughtful. He kept his eyes on the road, the city lights flickering across his face, softer now than before.
Finally, he exhaled, long and slow. âIâll think about it.â
Characters: Ace, Robin, Nami, Franky, Usopp, Koby, Helmeppo, and others.
Since it took so long to publish, and these two were basically a giant chapter, I'll upload them together. Enjoy!
Chapter 11, in case you missed it.
Listen to: God Needs The Devil by Jonah Kagen
Warnings: occasional sex mentioned, alcohol, drama, cursing, anger
Chapter 12
Next morning you woke up on an empty bed. Your heart sank before you could stop it, panic flaring sharp in your chest. You shoved the covers aside and padded into the kitchen.
Ace was there, leaning against the counter with a mug in hand, steam curling around his face. Calm. Ordinary. Like last night hadnât happened.
âMorning, gorgeous. Tea or water?â he asked, voice even, careful in that way that sounded casual but wasnât.
âMorning,â you whispered back. Your throat was dry. âWaterâs fine.â
He reached for a glass, filled it without comment, and slid it toward you. You drained it in one go, the silence stretching, humming with everything unsaid.
For a moment you just stared at him âbroad shoulders, messy hair, the faint crease in his brow that gave him away no matter how calm he tried to look. And the fear crept back in: that heâd vanish, that this fight had tipped something too far. That heâd decide you werenât worth the trouble. You hated that fear. Hated how fast it clawed at you.Â
So you crossed the kitchen and kissed him, fierce and demanding, like you could burn away the silence with your mouth. Aceâs arms came around you instantly, crushing you closer, kissing you back like heâd been waiting for this exact permission.
And maybe that shouldâve been enough, but all the chaos inside you pushed through, and before you realized it, the words slipped out against his lips.
âIâm sorry,â you murmured.
Ace stilled just a fraction, then exhaled against your mouth, relief flickering through his body. His hands cupped your face, holding you steady as if that sealed it.
âDonât be,â he said softly, almost too quick. Another kiss, deeper, like he could close the book right there and write over last nightâs ugliness. âForget it, yeah? Just⊠stay here with me.â
And just like that, it was brushed aside, your apology swallowed, his relief locked in. Neither of you pulled at the thread of what had actually been said.
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The rest of the morning slipped into a rhythm. The silences werenât heavy anymore, just ordinary pauses filled with the sound of clinking cups and quiet movements. Around three, the doorbell rang.
âThat should be Robin,â you said, padding toward the door.
You opened it to your best friendâs familiar smile. âHey!â
âHey, darling,â Robin kissed your cheek, then looked past you with raised brows. âAnd hey, you.â
âHi, Robin,â Ace greeted, giving a small nod. Then to you: âIâll leave you two.â He leaned closer. âI promised Sabo Iâd drop by the workshop.â
âOk. See youâŠâ you hesitated.
âIâll text you, gorgeous,â he promised, giving you a quick kiss, maybe too quick for Robin to miss the tension there. âEnjoy lunch.â Ace slipped out, closing the door behind him.
You must have been frowning, because Robin immediately asked, âIs everything ok?â
âYes. Why wouldnât it be?â you brushed her off, moving toward the kitchen.
âYou have a worry look on your face,â she said simply.
You opened the fridge to avoid her eyes, staring into the shelves like they held answers. Grabbing the lemonade, you let out a heavy sigh. âWe had a fight last night.â You poured two glasses, sliding one to her.
Her brows arched. âAbout what? Was it bad?â
You winced, âWe fought about Law.â
âLaw?â
You sighed and spilled it: what youâd seen at the bar, how the comment slipped, Aceâs reaction, his accusation. By the end, your throat felt tight. âAnyway⊠I think I was being a little too bitchy and I apologized.â
Robinâs silence made you squirm. Finally, she tilted her head. âI mean, heâs got a point regarding Law. But thatâs not the issue, is it?â
Your brow furrowed. âWhat do you mean?â
âWhy did you apologize?â
âIâŠâ You faltered, thinking. âFor being jealous?â The second the words left your mouth, they sounded flimsy.
Robin lifted an eyebrow. âWhy would you apologize for that? Jealousy isnât a crime. Maybe it wasnât the smartest way to bring it up, sure, butâŠâ
You frowned. âSo what⊠should I apologize for talking to Law?â
âShould you?â she countered lightly. âWere you flirting with him?â
âOf course not,â you said, a little offended, âHeâs a friend. I mean, yeah, we did have something, but no. I wouldnât cheat.â
Robinâs gaze didnât waver. âThen why did you apologize?â
You blinked, swallowed. ââŠFor fighting? I just didnât want to fight.â
âExaclty,â Her gaze softened. âYou didnât apologize because you were wrong. You apologized because conflict scares you more than being misunderstood.â
You frowned, an ugly truth sinking in. You had apologized as a reflex, because you had learned to endure many things for love, to endure till the point of breaking. The realization was bitter and heavy, twisting in your stomach until you felt sick.
âThree years of screwing around taught you detachment,â Robin said, wearing an infuriatingly calm smile. âNow you have to relearn attachment. This time with boundaries.â
You hated her for a moment. Hated how well she knew you. And you hated realizing that, almost by habit, youâd carried the weight of the entire fight, quietly freeing Ace from his share of the responsibility.
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Ace pulled up at Saboâs workshop, the hum of the bike cutting off as he swung his leg over. He tugged off his helmet, scrubbing a hand through his hair. His shoulders ached from more than the ride. Sleep hadnât been kind to him last night. Every time he closed his eyes, your face came back, the sharp edge of the fight replaying on loop. The apology youâd given that morning had soothed something, sure, but not the thing that still itched under his ribs.
He pushed the door open. The smell of oil and metal filled the air, steady clinks echoing as Sabo leaned over an engine, rag in hand.
âHey, bro,â Sabo greeted without looking up.
âHey,â Ace muttered, dropping his helmet onto the nearest workbench.
Sabo glanced up, catching the slump in his brotherâs posture. âWhatâs up?â
Ace covered a yawn with his fist. âNot much.â
âLate night?â
âYeah. You could say so.â His tone was flat, distracted, eyes fixed on the floor.
âThought you were at your girlâs place,â Sabo said, wiping his hands and straightening.
âYeah, I was. We went out last night.â A frown tugged at Aceâs forehead before he could stop it.
Sabo caught it immediately. âSomething happened?â
âWhy would you say that?â Ace shot back, a little too defensive.
Sabo sighed, tossing the rag aside. âBecause youâre brooding. You always brood when somethingâs eating you. Spill it.â
Ace groaned, dragging both hands over his face. âWe had a fight.â
âShit,â Sabo cursed under his breath, then smirked. âDamn it. I lost the bet.â
Ace blinked. âThe what?â
âKoala and I had a bet on how long before you two fought. I said three months, honeymoon phase. She said under two.â
Ace glared, incredulous. âSeriously?â
Sabo laughed, holding up his hands. âRelax. For the record, we both bet that sheâd start the fight over something you didnât actually do.â
âThanks?â Ace muttered, a little wounded.
Sabo chuckled softly. âSo, who started it?â
Ace scowled but dropped heavily onto a stool, elbows braced on his knees. âShe⊠maybe me⊠I donât know.â
Sabo raised a brow, waiting.
Ace sighed and told him everything: the bar, the singer, your jab, his snap about Law.
When he finished, Sabo asked calmly, âWere you flirting with the girl?â
âHell no!â Ace snapped, sitting up straighter.
âOkay, okay. Chill.â Sabo lifted both palms. âJust asking. You do realize you said a shitty thing, right?â
Ace groaned, ruffling his hair. âI know! It just slipped. I canât stand that guy.â
âSo why didnât you just tell her you werenât cool with her still hanging around Law?â
âIâm not gonna control who she talks to,â Ace said, crossing his arms. âThatâs not me.â
Sabo tilted his head. âYeah, but howâs she supposed to know that? You just gonna keep snapping at her? Making her feel guilty?â He leaned in, voice sharpening. âBecause thatâs toxic as fuck.â
Ace grimaced, staring at the concrete. âShe apologized,â he muttered.
Sabo raised an eyebrow. âSo sheâs not talking to Law anymore, or what did she apologize for?â
Ace froze. The question hit hard. You hadnât said Lawâs name once. Just Iâm sorry. Heâd taken it. Clung to it. Because pushing felt like standing on a cliff edge he couldnât afford to step off.
His jaw clenched. âI canât⊠I canât push her.â
âWhy not?â
Aceâs hand fisted on his knee. His throat worked. âBecause Iâm a mess, Sabo. Iâve got no right to push her when sheâs the one giving me a chance. I already screwed this up once. And nowâŠâ His voice wavered. âI shouldâve just let her be.â
Sabo studied him for a long moment, then sighed. âDonât be an idiot. Just because you fucked up before doesnât mean you donât get to ask for what you need. News flash, dumbass: relationships are messy. They require hard conversations. If youâre too scared to have them, this is gonna blow up way worse than last time.â
Ace stayed silent, the weight of his brotherâs words pressing harder than the lack of sleep ever had.
âYouâve got to apologize,â Sabo added, a smirk tugging at his mouth, âbut you also need to figure out your boundaries around that ugly little thing called jealousy.â
Ace groaned, letting it sink in. Easier said than done.
Sabo clapped a hand on his shoulder. âCome on. Letâs eat. Luffy and Koala are waiting. You can always ask her opinion.â
Ace snorted weakly. âNo thanks. Her insight on relationships scares the hell out of me.â
Sabo laughed, clapping his back as they headed out, Aceâs mind still circling everything his brother had just said.
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Ace was cooped up at the studio again. Was he constantly writing because you inspired him or because you stirred too many unspoken things? He hadnât figured it out yet. You hadnât talked about what happened on Saturday, and he still didnât have the courage to start. He knew he had to apologize for what he said, but he still felt the sting of you being with Law.Â
Ace sighed. What the hell was he supposed to say? What could he ask of you?
The phone buzzed. A message from you. He didnât open it. Not yet. He couldnât. Somehow, Sorry for what I said. But I truly donât want you to see Law, didnât feel like the kind of thing you needed to read.
He had never felt this way before, and he had never had to face his insecurities before. So he turned back to the console, looping sounds and beats. He hammered out a rhythm, layered a synth, then deleted it all with a sharp exhale. Too heavy. Tried again. Too soft. He picked up a pen and scribbled a line, crossed it out. Another line. Crossed out again. Every word bent toward you, toward apologies he wasnât ready to give. His own music betrayed him.
The hours slipped past, the studio lights dimming into that timeless blur of isolation. Still, your message sat on his screen, glaring at him: Itâs going to be a busy week. Let me know if youâre coming.
Just one line. No follow-up. Your single messages always carried weight. By now, he knew the pattern: clipped words meant something was bothering you. Maybe small enough youâd let slide. Or maybe big enough to mean you were already thinking about walking away. Problem was, he was never sure what was going on in your head.Â
His thumb hovered over the screen, then he shoved the phone back into his pocket. Tomorrow. Iâll text her tomorrow.
But deep down, he knew tomorrow was the same word heâd used every other time heâd walked away.
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Youâd been in a terrible mood ever since last weekend. Between the fight with Ace and everything Robin had said, you were practically seething with every breath you took. You stared at your phone again. The message had been sent hours ago. Itâs going to be a busy week. Let me know if youâre coming. Left on read. No reply. Not even a stupid emoji.
It wasnât like him not to answerâokay, that was a lie. It was exactly like him not to answer. You were just trying to ignore the fact that you were terrified this was already sliding into the same old pattern where he disappeared. It was fucking Wednesday and all you had gotten from him all week were bare-bones check-ins. Good morning. Heading to the studio. That was it. Nothing else.
You were trying really, really hard not to pick up the phone and yell at him. Because he didnât deserve your anger, right? You were the one whoâd been passive-aggressive, the one whoâd walked right over the fact that he was uncomfortable with you hanging around the guy you had taken straight to bed the minute things got complicated with him. You could admit that now. You could see it. But why the hell couldnât he answer the fucking phone. Youâd already made the mistake of apologizing just to keep the peace, brushing the whole thing off instead of actually talking about it. You hated chasing him. And you were getting tired. You werenât going to beg.
Iâm not asking him to come back. Iâm not going to ask. Iâm not going to ask.
You looked at the time. Quarter to twelve. You sucked in a deep breath, trying to cool down before you had to call Deuce about the next chapter. Some days, especially on days like this when you were boiling with anger, you wanted to irrationally blame Deuce. He had been the one to drag his ridiculously charming friend into your life in the first place. But that thought always burned out quick because your history with men was a graveyard of poor decisions, and maybe Ace was just the universeâs way of making fun of you.
Youâd think that after Zoro, the universe would finally send you someone steady. Someone capable of staying. But no. Karma had a twisted sense of humor, and it had paid you back with the exact same coin youâd been bargaining with for the last three years youâd been single.
The call popped up on your computer. You slipped on your headphones and pulled a smile onto your face.
 âHey, ready for this?â you greeted Deuce.
 âSure.â
Thank God the chapter didnât need much work. You set yourself to it, grateful that the call would be quick.
When the call ended, you let out a heavy sigh and dragged your hands down your face. Things were definitely easier when you hadnât been in love.
âThat was way too quick of a call for you to be brooding over edits,â Namiâs voice cut in as she popped her head around the doorframe, a steaming mug in her hand. âSo⊠whatâs eating you, girl?â
You gave her a side look. Knowing Nami, she wasnât going to let go until you spilled. âJust internally deciding whether to blame Deuce for bringing Ace into my life, or myself for keeping him.â
Nami arched one sharp brow, lips twitching like she was already enjoying the drama. âYou had a fight?â
You nodded, slumping a little in your chair. âI think heâs jealous of Law.â
Nami laughed outright, throwing herself onto the couch. âOf course he is. I mean, youâve got history with the guy and heâs still pouring your beer every week. Iâd be worried if he wasnât jealous.â
You rolled your eyes. âI know⊠now.â The admission came out in a grumble.
âThen whatâs the problem?â she pressed, tilting her head, sipping her mug like she already knew you were about to give her something messy.
You sighed again, heavier this time, and gave her the short version of the fight: the bar, the singer, the accusations, your half-apology.
When you finished, Nami set her mug down with a decisive little clink. âOkay, so let me get this straight: he actually showed you his insecurity for once, you made a jab, he jabbed back, and now youâre both sulking in opposite corners pretending itâs fine?â
You winced. âThatâs⊠a little harsh.â
âItâs accurate.â Her tone was merciless but her eyes softened, just a touch. âSo whatâs the plan? Sit here simmering until he magically grows telepathy and says exactly what you want to hear? Or are you going to stop playing the cool-girl routine and actually tell him what you need?â
You crossed your arms, defensive. âI donât want to ask him for anything. If he wants to, he should justâŠâ
â...know?â Nami cut in. âNo. Thatâs not how it works. If youâre waiting for men to just know, youâre setting yourself up to be disappointed.â
Her words landed sharp, but the sting of truth lingered even sharper.
You pressed your lips together, staring down at your hands. âSo what, I just text him right now? âHey, sorry for ignoring your feelings but also you pissed me offâ?â
Nami snorted. âGod, no. Donât half-apologize again. Thatâs how you end up swallowing your own feelings and resenting him later.â She leaned forward, elbows braced on her knees, pinning you with that sharp-eyed look of hers. âTell him what you told me. That youâre mad, that you donât want to carry all the weight of the talking, and that if this thing between you two is real, heâs going to have to show up for it. Not tomorrow, not next week. Now.â
You frowned. âAnd if he doesnât?â
Nami shrugged, a smirk tugging at her lips, though her voice became softer. âThen youâll know exactly what youâre dealing with, wonât you? You are pretty good with ultimatums.â
Her bluntness knocked the air out of you, but underneath it that bone-deep frustration youâd been feeding with silence uncoiled a little bit.
You leaned back, exhaling slowly. âYou make it sound so simple.â
âThatâs because it is simple,â Nami said, picking her mug back up and standing. âYouâre the one making it complicated.â She gave you a little smile, softer this time. âAnd trust me, Iâve seen you bulldoze your way through bigger messes than this.â
You watched her leave the room, her footsteps light, her words still echoing like a dare in your chest.
And maybe she was right. Maybe it was that simple.
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Ace scratched out another lyric. Heâd left the studio a couple hours ago, gone home telling himself heâd get some rest, but instead, heâd been pacing the walls, fiddling with his guitar, tearing through half-finished notes.
Your message sat on his phone like a weight. If you want this, youâre going to have to start talking.
Clear as water. No guessing this time. No wondering if it was something small or something big. It was big. And now here he was, about to fuck it all up again.
He thought about just showing up at your door, spitting out an apology. Sorry for being jealous. Sorry for snapping. I know you and Law have nothing going on. Simple. Clean. Easy. But his chest burned with the truth he couldnât choke down: he didnât want Law to be around you.Â
Because the voice in the back of his head wouldnât shut up. The one that whispered that you could âand wouldâ leave. In the blink of an eye. That maybe you kept Law around just in case, a safety net to guard yourself. He tried to argue with it, to remind himself youâd chosen him, that youâd let him in. That he should be okay with it. That if he trusted you, he shouldnât care. But he did. God, he did.
He raked a hand through his hair, teeth clenched. How the hell was he supposed to talk to you when he couldnât even figure out what to ask for? And worse, heâd let too much space grow already. Every hour he stayed silent, it was like building upon his disappearing act. And that is the one thing you have asked him not to do.
He shoved the guitar aside, stood, paced the length of the living room. Sat down. Stood again. Back and forth until his shoulders ached from tension and the clock on the wall ticked mercilessly into the night. Midnight came and went. Then one. Then two.
Every time he thought about texting you, his thumb hovered just long enough to sting before he stuffed the phone back into his pocket. Every time he tried to sleep, the silence closed in, louder than any noise he could make.
By three in the morning, the place felt suffocating. His chest felt like it was caught in a vice, breath shallow, the floor creaking under his restless steps. No song, no lyric, no beat could drown it out. And still no sleep. Just the echo of your message in his head, relentless.
âŠ
You took your phone and stared at the number. You had promised yourself you wouldnât cross this line ânot with Deuce, not when heâd already been dragged into your mess of a love life more than once. But your thumb hovered anyway, treacherous. You let out a bitter laugh. Now you finally understood why Ace had gone through him when he couldnât reach you.Â
You took a deep breath and dialed.
âHey,â Deuce greeted, his voice cautious, like he wasnât sure if this was a work call or something else.
âHey. Iâm so sorry to bother you butâŠâ Your throat closed. God, why was this so hard? âI need a non-work related favor.â
There was a pause. You could almost hear his surprise through the phone. ââŠOkay. Is this an Ace-related favor?â
You swallowed. âYes. I⊠uh⊠do you know where he is?â
âNo,â Deuce said slowly. Then, after a beat, âDo you want me to find out?â
âYes, please. Thank you. AndâŠâ you hesitated, shame crawling hot up your neck. âWould you mind not telling him that Iâm looking for him?â
Another silence. Then Deuce sighed. âSure. Give me a moment and Iâll get back to you.â
âIâm sorry. Thank you.â You tried to make it sound light, but it came out exactly as raw as you felt.
âItâs okay. Donât worry. Bye.â
âBye.â
You hung up, fiddling with your phone, unable to focus on the blinking cursor of your half-finished chapter. You were already the last one in the office anyway. What was the point in pretending? You had managed to drag yourself through the day under the weight of Aceâs silence â epic, punishing silence, not a word since your last message. So maybe it was time. Maybe he needed to see you werenât going to let him pull this crap of disappearing on you. Not again.
Your phone buzzed. A message from Deuce: Heâs at his place.
You typed a quick thank you, shoved everything into your bag, and left.
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Thirty minutes later you were standing outside his building, rooted to the sidewalk like an idiot. What if he didnât open the door? No, donât be ridiculous. He might be a mess, but he wasnât cruel enough to leave you standing out here. Still, you couldnât bring yourself to ring from the buzzer downstairs. Were you making a mistake? Were you again carrying the weight of the relationship by coming here?
The universe conspired, maybe against you, maybe with you. When a neighbor came out, you slipped in behind them, heart pounding like you were sneaking into enemy territory.
You climbed the stairs, dread pooling heavy in your stomach. What the hell were you even doing? You couldnât believe you were ambushing him like this. And yet here you were. Because when you stripped all the excuses away, the truth was brutal and simple: you were in love with that idiot. And love made you stupid.
You stopped at his door, pressed your hand to your chest to calm your heartbeat, and knocked.
It didnât take long. The door swung open, and Ace froze in shock when he saw you.
âYouâre not Deuce,â he said at last.
âNope,â you shot back, sharper than you intended. âSo are you going to let me in, or are you just going to keep avoiding me for god knows what reason?â
He took a deep breath, heavy and tired, but stepped aside. You walked past him, pulse still thrumming, bracing for whatever came next.
The place was dim, the only light spilling from a desk lamp over the cluttered table. Pages of lyrics scattered like fallen leaves, his guitar leaning against the chair, strings still humming faintly from neglect. An untouched takeout box sat on the counter. The whole place felt restless, like him, wound too tight, avoiding everything except the one thing gnawing at him.
You dropped your bag by the door, arms crossed.Â
Ace shut the door and leaned against it like he needed the wood at his back to keep standing. He didnât meet your eyes.
âAre you going to tell me what this is about,â you pressed, âor do I have to guess?â
His jaw clenched. âYou really want to do this now?â
âNow? Ace, itâs been days.â Your voice cracked sharper than you wanted. âSo yeah, I think now is a good fucking time.â
That got him looking at you âtired eyes, shadowed, but burning with something you couldnât name. âI didnât want to fight,â he said finally.
You laughed bitterly. âSo ignoring me was the solution? Just disappear until it magically fixes itself?â
His mouth opened, closed, like he was chewing rocks. âI didnât know what to say.â
âTry the truth,â you snapped.
He flinched. You hated that you saw it, hated that guilt tangled in your anger, but you couldnât stop.
âGod, Ace, Iâm not a mind reader. You get jealous, you blow up, and then when I try to keep the peace, you vanish. Do you know what that does to me?â
He shoved a hand through his hair, pacing now, restless like a caged animal. âYeah, I know. I know exactly what it looks like. Thatâs why I didnât answer. Because all Iâve got in my head is shit I donât want to dump on you.â
Your arms fell to your sides. âTry me.â
He stopped pacing, shoulders tight. His eyes flicked to yours, almost pained. âItâs Law,â he said flatly. âI hate that heâs still around. And I know thatâs not fair, I know you didnât do anything wrong, but⊠â His voice cracked sharp. âI canât shake it. I canât stop thinking that youâll realize heâs easier, or safer, or god knowsâŠâ He trailed off, chest heaving.
The words hit like a punch. Anger surged hot. How dare he? How dare he imply that you would choose Law.
You took a breath, fingers curling into fists. âFlash news, Ace. He is easier. And I do keep him in my life because of that. But if I wanted to be with him, Iâd fucking be with him.â
Aceâs jaw ticked. God, you were being mean. But you couldnât contain the anger that had been rotting in your chest all week. âAnd you, instead of trusting me, just decided to punish me with silence.â
âI wasnât punishing you,â he shot back, frustration sparking. âI just needed space!â
âSpace?â you laughed bitterly. âHow much space do you need, Ace? I donât know how many times Iâve asked you not to disappear on me. To be constant with me. And here I am, the idiot who keeps letting you in, knocking at your door, asking what the fuck is wrong.â
The words hung there, sharp and ugly, the air between you vibrating with everything unspoken.
He stared at you like youâd just stabbed him, but you didnât take the words back. Couldnât. Theyâd been lodged in your throat for a while, and now that they were out, the rest followed like a dam splitting.
âAnd you? Do you really want this?â
Something in him snapped. He pushed off the wall, crossing the room in a few heavy strides. âYou think I donât want to be here?â His voice rose, sharp and raw. âYou think I donât want this? Youâre wrong, gorgeous. I want it so much it scares the hell out of me.â
You stared at him, chest tight, breath uneven. âI thought by now you were aware that relationships havenât been a walk in the park for me either,â you seethed.
âI know, gorgeous. Iâm fucking well aware. So yeah, even if you donât believe me, thatâs one of the reasons why Iâm not sure how to handle this. Because everything about you screams that you need easy. And as you said, you keep easy in your life pouring you beers every week.â
You clenched your teeth, voice breaking with frustration. âYouâre right, Ace. I would do so much better with easy, but weâre past that point. Now itâs not about what I need, itâs about what I want. And I want you.â
The words hung between you, raw and unpolished, more vulnerable than you meant them to be.
He froze, chest rising and falling, eyes locked on yours like he was trying to read every shadow inside them. For a second, you saw the walls go up, that instinct to run. But then something shifted. His jaw clenched, and slowly, his shoulders sagged, like your words had punched the fight out of him.
âIâm sorry,â he said finally, voice low, uneven. âIâm sorry for what I said before, and Iâm sorry for disappearing.â
You let the apology settle before closing the space between you. You took his hand, gripping it tighter than you meant to, and against everything you swore you wouldnât do, the plea slipped out. âDonât do it again. Please.â
Aceâs eyes flickered, something breaking open in them. He nodded once, slowly, and pulled you into a kiss rough around the edges, but threaded with relief. His lips brushed your hair when he murmured, âCan I ask you something?â
You leaned back enough to see his face. He wasnât angry now but you could see uncertainty in his eyes, like he was bracing for you to snap.
âI know youâre not going to stop seeing Law. I get it, heâs your friend, your bartender, whatever. ButâŠâ He swallowed, eyes flicking away for a heartbeat before locking back onto yours. ââŠcould you drop the nicknames? With him. The âbabe,â and all that? It just feels like too much intimacy between you two. And I donâtâŠâ His voice cracked, and he forced it steady. âI donât want to feel like Iâm fighting over you.â
Your chest ached, guilt seeping in sharp. You hadnât thought about that detail. But from his side? It wasnât small. It was the one thing that still tied you and Law together in a way that Ace couldnât laugh off.
A flush of shame warmed your cheeks as you nodded. âSure. Youâre right. Iâm sorry about that.â
Relief flickered across his face, almost imperceptible, before he kissed you again. Tension finally breaking, even if only just enough to breathe.
Synopsis: You are a busy editor currently working on publishing the next novel of the novice author Deuce. At the presentation of his book, you catch the eye of his best friend Ace, a songwriter. Can something happen between a womaniser who believes he doesnât deserve love, and a self-absorbed woman with trust issues?
Characters: Ace, Robin, Nami, Franky, Usopp, Koby, Helmeppo, and others.
Sorry for taking so long. I let the chapter rest over the holiday season, and when I reread it, I didn't like it, so I made major changes.
From here on out, the pace of the story is going to change; I won't get into details to avoid spoiling the story, but now we'll see how these two little idiots figure out how to be a couple.
I really hope you enjoy this second part of the story, because I've got a lot of chapters already drafted.
Listen to: Wild Heart by Mumford and Sons
Warnings: occasional sex mentioned, alcohol, drama, cursing, anger
Chapter 11
It was Friday afternoon, and you had endured a whole week of Namiâs and Usoppâs teasing after last Saturdayâs ambush. Even after youâd talked with Ace and agreed to try something, nothing much had changed during the week. You were both busy with work.
Then Friday came, and with it, the first real difference.
âLetâs go for a drink,â Nami said, stretching as she closed her laptop. âItâs been weeks since weâve been able to finish this early.â
âIâm in,â Usopp said, following her example and shutting his laptop as well. The projected designs for the upcoming marketing campaigns disappeared from the board.
You chuckled. âYeah, why not. We deserve it.â
Nami grinned. âFinally, youâre not ditching us for booty calls. Letâs go to the Red Force. Invite Ace.â
You stared at her. Shock, annoyance, doubt, all flashing across your face at the idea of inviting Ace to hang out with your friends. It wasnât as if he were a stranger. Theyâd hung out before, a couple of times, but always as someone else. Luffyâs brother. Deuceâs friend.
Now, heâd be your⊠someone.
Usopp leaned back in his chair, hands laced behind his head, grin already loaded. âI mean, he graduated from secret Saturday nights to public Fridays, didnât he?â
âShut up,â you said, smacking his arm.
Your friends laughed, but you bit your lip, suddenly unsure how to do this.
Nami watched you with knowing eyes. âYou look like youâre deciding between jumping in a pool of sharks or having to endure a week doing finances with Bege.â
You scoffed. âIâm deciding whether I want you analyzing my personal life over drinks.â
âOh, that ship sailed years ago,â Nami said sweetly. âWeâve been betting on your messy love life ever since you paid for the first round of drinks when you hired us.â
Usopp nodded sagely. âWeâre just asking him to drink. Not to recite love songs. Oh, wait. He already did that.â
You punched Usopp again, this time harder.
âOuch. That actually hurt,â he said, rubbing his arm. âIsnât this workplace abuse?â
âYou mocking your boss is workplace abuse,â you shot back.
Nami laughed. âCome on. Just text him. Ask him to meet you at The Red Force. If youâre trying things⊠try having him exist in your life somewhere other than your bed.â
You shot her a killer look, but you picked up your phone anyway and sent the text.
âHappy?â you asked.
They both nodded, radiant smiles on their faces.
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Ace couldnât help but smile when he saw your text. He was a little surprised that you had actually invented him out with your friends so quickly, but he was glad. There was a pinch of nervousness in his stomach, realizing that now you were going to be âpublicâ. Not like everyone else hadnât been aware of what was going on between you two, but, yeah⊠it was a step out of casual.Â
Ace shook his head, and ignored the weird mix of feelings.
See you there, gorgeous.
By the time Ace arrive to The Red Force, it was already loud and filled with people on a lively Friday night. The hum of voices, glasses clinking, music low enough to talk over but high enough to swallow silences. Ace spotted you immediately.
You were at the bar, talking with Law.
There was a soft smile on your face, a charming giggle slipping free as Law slid a glass of beer toward you. And, as if there hadnât been enough feelings turning him inside out, Ace felt the pinch of jealousy twist in his stomach before he could stop it. He ignored it and crossed the room anyway.
âHey there, gorgeous,â he said, sliding a hand around your waist.
You turned, a radiant smile lighting up your face. A smile meant only for him. For a second, Law disappeared entirely.
âHey there, fire boy. You arrived just in time to join us for the second round. Want a drink?â
Ace nodded, a soft smile curving his lips. âSure.â
You turned back to the bar, and out of habit, called, âBabe, pour me another, please.â
âRight away, kitten,â Law replied just as easily.
Aceâs hand twitched at your waist. It took effort not to react. Not to let the pet names sink their hooks into him. Not to acknowledge the ease, the familiarity between the two of you. He grounded himself in you instead. In the fact that this time, you werenât pulling away. You were smiling at him, leaning into his touch, even as you still exchanged words and knowing looks with Law out of habit rather than intent.
Ace helped you carry the drinks and let you guide him toward the booth where Nami and Usopp were waiting.
âHey, man,â Usopp greeted.
âOho, you actually came,â Nami teased, already slipping into unapologetic mode.
Ace chuckled. âFigured Iâd prove I can exist in public.â
Your friends burst into laughter while you rolled your eyes, clearly unimpressed.
âYeah, I definitely hate all of you,â you muttered over your drink.
The night passed in laughter. Stories about your impossible job. Anecdotes that could only come from people whoâd spent years together in the trenches. Ace loved seeing this side of you. He loved your laugh, your ease, and your warmth against him. He loved your sharp comebacks every time Nami and Usopp mercilessly teased you, making him laugh hard enough that the pinch of jealousy settling at the back of his mind stayed quiet, buried by your whole presence he now got to fully enjoy.Â
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It was a Thursday night, and you were working from home, absorbed in a manuscript. Without realizing it, youâd checked far more pages than youâd intended. You rubbed your eyes and glanced at the clock.
It was late. Almost nine.
Frowning, you reached for your phone. Ace had texted earlier, saying heâd drop by since he didnât have any recording sessions that afternoon. That was why youâd left the office early and brought work home. But there were no messages. No missed calls.
You texted him.
Hey! Where are you? Are you coming?
You closed your laptop and stretched. You were tired. Hungry.Â
Should you make yourself dinner? Or wait for Ace?Â
Was he even coming? He was supposed to arrive two hours ago. He wasnât working, so where the fuck was he?
You took a deep breath before the irritation could tip fully into anger. At least youâd finished your work. You moved to the kitchen and put together something quick. You werenât in the mood to cook.
Fifteen minutes later, you were munching on a grilled cheese and sipping tea. Still no answer. You inhaled slowly, pushing down the annoyance curling in your chest.
By the time youâd finished dinner and cleaned the kitchen, Ace finally replied.
Iâm sorry, gorgeous. Something came up with work. Letâs meet tomorrow. Iâll pick you up at the office. Promise Iâll be there sharp at six.
You ground your teeth.
He hadnât just forgotten to tell you about the change of plans. Heâd taken a fucking hour to answer. Was it really that hard to send a text saying Change of plans. I need to work? As if you wouldnât understand what unscheduled work was like.
You were furious, and you texted back before you could talk yourself out of it.
Weâll see. Iâll let you know what my plans are for tomorrow.
Then you turned off your phone and went to bed, throwing on the first stupid series you could find. Anything to drown out the boiling knot in your stomach.
âŠ
The next day, just as promised, and without waiting for your confirmation, Ace was parked in front of the office at six.
You and Nami were watching from the meeting room window.
âI think he knows he screwed up,â Nami said.
You shot her a sideways glance.
âJust let him apologize. Itâs not like you arenât a workaholic yourself. You never answer your phone during office hours,â she added.
âYeah,â you muttered, âbut I never stand people up.â
âOh, please. Thatâs not true,â Nami scoffed. âMaybe not me, since weâre in the same boat, but youâve done it to Robin a couple of times.â
âBut sheâs an editor,â you argued. âShe understands.â
âAnd heâs a musician,â Nami shot back. âWith a schedule even more fucked up than yours.â
You glared at her, but she had a point.
You could stay angry and ruin the afternoon, or you could cut him some slack and ask him not to do it again.
He was here. On time. Waiting. Clearly trying to make up for last night.
âFine. Iâll let him apologize,â you said, groaning.Â
Nami patted you in the back, âSee? That wasnât so hard.â
âShut up,â you mumbled, but a little laugh still tugged at your lips.Â
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A nice rhythm had settled in the last weeks. You were woken up by the dim light of a Saturday morning. You rolled over in bed, closer to Ace, who was still asleep. You lay there, letting yourself enjoy his warmth. You had happily welcomed the small routine in which Ace, despite his habit of not letting you know beforehand, appeared at your place around Thursday or Friday to enjoy the weekend together. He would drop by your house, pick you up at the office, join you at The Red Force, settling in those small pieces of your life, a welcomed addition to your life.Â
You brushed a soft kiss on his shoulder and started to move, ready to slip out of bed. But before you could, a strong arm pulled you back into an embrace. A small surprised squeak escaped your lips.
Ace didnât say anything. He just nuzzled his face into the back of your neck, imprisoning you in his arms.
âThought you were still asleep,â you murmured.
âI am,â he growled into your skin.
You let out a soft chuckle. âYouâre not gonna let me leave the bed till then?â
âExactly.â
You shifted in his embrace, just enough to see his face. His eyes were still closed, but there was a lazy, satisfied grin tugging at his lips. You kissed him lightly.
You stayed like that for a whileâhis arms a loose but unyielding cage that you had no real desire to escape.
âYouâre really gonna be like this?â you murmured.
âMhm,â he hummed, half-asleep, half-smug.Â
Ace kissed the tip of your nose and finally released you, just enough for you to slip out of bed. As soon as you did, he groaned dramatically and rolled over, burying himself under the blanket like he'd just suffered a mortal wound.
You padded into the kitchen, tugging his shirt lower over your bare thighs, and flicked the kettle on. You reached to the cabinets to pull out a couple mugs. He liked his coffee strong and black. You still didnât get it, but you made it anyway.
Soon, Ace joined you, yawning and rubbing from his face the last of sleep. He reached for you and wrapped his arms around your waist again, his face tucked into the crook of your neck. You laughed into his hair.
âYouâre clingy this morning,â you teased.
âYou keep leaving. Iâm trying to prevent that.â
âYou mean the five steps between the bed and the kettle?â
âExactly those,â he said into your skin.
You stayed like that until the kettle whistled. When you moved to pour the tea, his hands lingered on your hips before finally letting go.
âSo⊠whatâs todayâs plan?â you asked.
âI thought you were going to stay in reading,â he said, taking a sip of his coffee.
âYeah, well. I do that every day,â you laughed. âBut apart from that I donât have plans, do you?â
He thought there for a second, âIâve gotta head to the studio in the afternoon, and then Marco asked me to stop by The Phoenix. Itâs open mic night. Heâs got a few new artists lined up. Want to come?â
âYeah, sure. I can drop by later. What time should we meet?â you asked.
âIâll text you after the studio. Maybe we can grab some dinner before going to the bar.â
âSounds good,â you nodded.
You busied yourself with breakfast, Ace working miracles with your empty fridge. After enjoying the slow morning, and doing some groceries, both of you decided that it was finally time for each of you to go back and work some before the night
âSo, see you at dinner?â you asked Ace.
âIâll text you,â he said, giving you a goodbye kiss, âSee you later, gorgeous.â
âŠ
Ace met the artists heâd be recording with that afternoon âtwo sisters with a sharp, emotional indie pop sound he genuinely believed in. He greeted them warmly as they arrived at the studio.
âNice seeing you gals,â he said, ushering them in. âGot some news, by the way. I invited a friend of mine to sit in. Heâs a producer and promoter at On Air Records. Thought you might want a shot at something bigger.â
Scarlett and Viola exchanged wide-eyed looks, the weight of the opportunity sinking in.
âButâŠâ Scarlett started, hesitant, âweâve only got four songs recorded. And the rest we havenât even finished writing them.â
Ace waved it off. âDoesnât matter.â
âBut you said youâd help us polish the demo before we approached any labels,â Scarlett pressed, clearly nervous.
âAnd I am. Relax. If you still want me on the project, Apooâs cool with it. Weâve shared credits before. No big deal.â He offered her a wink. âThis is just a session like any other. Play around, try stuff, see what sticks.â
Scarlett flushed, a little overwhelmed, but nodded. Viola gave her an encouraging nudge.
âShould we wait for your friend?â Viola asked.
âNah,â Ace said, heading toward the console. âLetâs get started. Heâll show up when he shows up.â
The sisters stepped into the booth, Viola settling behind her guitar and Scarlett adjusting the dials on her synth. Ace adjusted the sound levels and flicked on the intercom.
âAlright, letâs warm up. Go from that new chorus we worked on last week. Slow it down a little.â
He guided them through the first takes with calm precision. His voice over the intercom was steady, low, always a little hoarse from late nights, but commanding. Ace didnât bark orders; he shaped them. Gently, confidently.
About half an hour in, the studio door swung open.
âYo,â came Apooâs voice as he strolled in, clapping Ace on the back and bumping fists. âWhatâve you got for me today?â
Ace gestured toward the booth. âThe Riku sisters. Viola and Scarlett.â
The girls came out briefly to shake hands. Apoo sized them up with the quick-read eye of someone used to spotting raw potential.
âWhatâs the band called?â he asked.
âRed Violets,â Viola said.
Apoo grinned. âClever. Letâs hear what youâve got.â
Ace played back the best take so far. Apoo bobbed his head in time with the beat, already thinking through arrangements.
âAlright,â he said. âYou know whatâs missing.â
âDonât say it,â Ace warned.
âDrums.â
Ace sighed. âIâm a shitty drummer.â
âI donât need anything fancy, man. Just give me a backbeat.â
Ace muttered under his breath but didnât argue. He stepped into the recording room and sat behind the kit, setting up a basic rhythm. He played with practiced sloppiness, simply functional. Apoo looped it immediately.
âNow Scarlett, give me a darker synth under that. Lean into it.â
Scarlett nodded, adjusting her settings. The deeper tones gave the track something it had been missing, a heavier heartbeat.
From there, the session built naturally. They layered harmonies, sampled textures, adjusted tempos. Apoo contributed ideas, but mostly he observed, letting Ace lead.
Ace didnât notice how many hours passed. He was too deep in tweaking levels, suggesting harmonies, coaxing a more grounded vocal performance out of Scarlett, then pushing Viola to hold a note just a second longer.
Apoo watched him work with quiet satisfaction.
âYâknow,â he said during a water break, âyou keep pretending youâre not the real product here.â
Ace looked up, confused.
âYouâre good at this,â Apoo continued. âToo good to keep ghostwriting for kids who donât know how to finish their own damn verses. You ever thought of doing your own album?â
Ace chuckled, taking a sip from his water. âNo one wants to hear me moan for forty minutes straight.â
âYouâd be surprised,â Apoo said, only half-joking. âAnd youâre not moaning. Youâve got something to say. You just pretend you donât.â
Ace didnât answer. He just drank from his bottle and looked back toward the booth. The sisters were laughing, tired but glowing from the progress theyâd made.
It was only when everyone left that Ace finally checked his phone. It was already late and he had several missed messages. He felt a sharp jab in his chest.
He read quickly the one from Marco: Bar opens at 9. You coming early?
And then yours: Iâm done working. Are we still up for dinner?
The timestamp was hours ago. Ace exhaled hard. There was no follow up message. Just the silence of someone who didnât want to ask twice. Damn it! He couldnât tell if this was your version of simply not pushing things and being ok with each doing their own things, or this was your angry self giving him the silent treatment.Â
He tapped out a quick reply: Sorry. Studio ran long. Just wrapped. Iâm heading to The Phoenix. He stared at it, then added: Want me to pick you up?
Something light. A peace offering. Then he hit send and hoped that you still wanted to come. While waiting, he skimmed through the flood of messages in his group chat with Marco, Thatch, and Deuce.Â
Then your reply popped up: Donât worry. Meet you there.
Relief flickered⊠and then vanished just as fast. It was such a short message. Too short. He couldnât tell, for heavenâs sake, if you were angry or not. Youâd said youâd come, so that meant you werenât angry⊠right? Right. Or maybe you were angry and just pretending not to careâsomething you were infuriatingly and terrifyingly good at.
Ace exhaled hard and dragged a hand over his face. No point overthinking now. Heâd figure it out later.
Ok. See you soon, gorgeous, he typed back, and pocketed the phone.
The Phoenix was still half-empty when Ace walked in, the low hum of music and conversation spilling filling the cavernous space. His friends were already at their usual table near the bar.
âHey!â Thatch greeted.Â
âHeyâ greeted Ace sliding into the booth.Â
Marco pushed a beer toward him. âSo, whatâs up?â
âNot much. Lots of work. I donât think Iâll have the time for any of the artists you want me to listen to tonight,â said Ace, taking his phone and casually placing it on the table. He quickly checked the time. Thirty minutes from your place, give or take. If youâd left already. So, yeah, it could be a little while before you arrived.Â
âWho are you working with now?â asked Deuce.Â
âIâm working with a band called The Shandians, cool sound, and two sisters called The Red Violets. Apoo is interested in them.â
âOh, nice. Another On Air collab?â Marco asked.
Ace nodded happily and took a sip of his beer. âWhat about you?â he said, turning slightly towards Thatch, âdid you get the gig for... what was the event?â
âSome influencers awards,â said Thatch, âitâs in three weeks and they haven't decided on the catering, so⊠yeah, itâs fine,â he added voice pitching a little higher.Â
âOuch,â Deuce winced. âThatâs gonna be a last-minute nightmare.â
âYeah,â Thatch sighed. âBut it pays well.â
A girl came down the stairs, scanning the room. Aceâs head turned quicklyâonly to watch her wave to another table. He checked his phone. Still early. He forced himself back into the conversation⊠until the next time someone came down the stairs.
By the third glance, Thatch raised a brow. âExpecting someone prettier than us?â
Ace gave him a flat look, but the corner of his mouth tugged up. âYeah, sheâs definitely prettier than any of you.â
Marco laughed and, across the table, Deuce mumbled through the rim of his glass. âYouâre so head over heels.â
Ace ignored the smug grin of his friend and took another drink, but his gaze drifted to the door again. Any minute now.
And then, between the laughter and the teasing, you appeared at the top of the stairs. God, you looked incredible.
Aceâs eyes found yours instantly, and he could see a small smile tugging at your lips, and just like that, the uncertainty faded. Angry or not, you were here. And right now, that was enough.
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You finished the chapter you needed to check and closed your laptop with a heavy sigh. God, you hated working on weekends. Youâd rather work late on Fridays, push through the exhaustion, and then have your weekend completely free. But these last few weeks with Ace constantly hanging around had⊠well, derailed was too dramatic, but distracted definitely fit. Happily distracted, sure, but still distracted. He mostly worked in the afternoons, which meant that on most days you could pull the extra hours you needed. But on the days Ace had time? Youâd cut work early without even pretending to feel guilty about it. And if you wanted your weekends free, you couldnât keep cutting your weekdays short. Simple math. Irritating math.
You checked the timeâbarely six. You doubted he was done recording, but still, you sent him a quick message to let him know you were finished, just in case. Then you hopped in the shower, thinking if he did wrap early you might go grab dinner together.
When you got out, hair damp, phone screen litânothing. No reply. You threw on some comfortable clothes and wandered around the apartment tidying up in that way you do when youâre avoiding actually deciding what to do next. Still no answer. You were starting to get hungry. Maybe you should call him, just to know if you were going to wait an hour or five. Or maybeâradical thoughtâhe could just check his damn phone. By now it had been three hours since heâd gone into the studio. Now, you were a little annoyed, but the voice in your head was already lecturing you: What could you demand of him?
You made yourself something small to eat while brooding over that question. You couldnât blame himânot really. You were exactly the same when you were working. Canât ask for something you donât give, right? Especially not when this whole thing between you was still⊠undefined. Trying to see if it works. He was trying, you have definitely seen him apologize for forgetting to answer, forgetting that you required clear communication. You shook your head and decided to go watch something before you started feeding the annoyance and turned into anger.
It was well past eight when your phone finally buzzed.
Sorry. Studio ran long. Just wrapped. Iâm heading to The Phoenix. Want me to pick you up?
You stared at the message, chewing on your lip. You could make him come all the way here as penance for forgetting to answer. Or⊠again you could cut the man some slack for something as simple as not checking his phone while working.
Donât worry. Meet you there.
You tossed the phone aside and went to change into something more appropriate for the bar. Crop top, high-waist jeans, jacket. You checked yourself in the mirror, smoothing your hair.Â
Good enough. And with that last outfit check, you made your way to the bar.
By the time you walked down the familiar stairs into The Phoenix, the bar was warm and busy. Your eyes scanned the crowd until they found Ace, sitting in the booth with Marco, Deuce, and Thatch, laughing at something. That smileâGod, you loved that smile.Â
Ace noticed you before you even reached the table, his eyes locking on yours with that flash of recognition that felt like a small, private thing. The corner of his mouth tugged up as he leaned back in the booth, making space beside him.
âHey, gorgeous,â he said as you came closer, voice low but threaded with warmth. He leaned in and pressed a quick kiss to your lips.
âHey yourself,â you replied, pulling your jacket off. You let your attention drift to the others, wearing your easy, confident smile.
âGet a room,â teased Thatch.
You laughed, âDonât worry Thatch, we will, later.â
That earned a near spit-take from Deuce.
âDamn, and I thought I already knew you,â Deuce said.
âOh, sorry, no. Even if I seem very friendly and carefree while working or at book launches, Iâm always professionalâ you replied with a wink. âNow you pay the price for messing with that line.â
Deuce laughed and curse a little under his breath.Â
âDid you eat? Do you want something to munch on?â Ace asked.
âI wasnât going to wait for you. ButâŠâ you said, tilting your head with a half-smile. âI could always have fries.â
Aceâs grin widened, like heâd been expecting that answer. âOf course you could.â
He leaned toward the bar and called, âBonney! Can you work your magic and get us fries?â
Bonney gave a mock-sigh but nodded, disappearing toward the back.Â
âI didnât know you had food here,â you said.
âWe donât,â Marco chuckled.
âOh, so this is one of the perks of sitting with the owner?â
âThatâs right, gorgeous,â Ace said, pouring you a fresh beer.
You took it with a quiet thanks.
âCanât blame you for hanging out here,â you said, turning to Ace with a smirk. âFree beer, food, and a stage whenever you want to ambush poor girls.â
A rumble of laughter rolled through the table.
âWe do pay for our beers,â Ace mumbled.
Marco rolled his eyes. âYeah, sure⊠If I actually charged you for what you drink, I couldâve renovated this place years ago.â
Everyone laughed.Â
You slipped easily into the banter, tossing quips here and there. Aceâs hand brushed your thigh under the table âcasual, warm, as if it was something he had done for forever. He didnât look at you when he did it, just kept talking to Marco about some band from last week, his thumb tapping against your leg in a slow rhythm.
The first hour passed quickly, filled with chit-chat and jokes. You loved how Aceâs friends teased him here and there. You could tell they were genuinely surprised by his decision to be in a relationship, but also quietly rooting for you. It made you like them, even as a familiar worry crept in. You wondered how Ace and you, two people with instinct to call things off, ended up here.
After a while, Marco excused himself, saying he needed to prepare the stage for the open mic artists.
âYou are not pulling any surprises tonight, are you?â you teased Ace.Â
He laughed, âNot tonight gorgeous.â
âUnless an artist bails,â pointed out Thatch.
You turned to look at him questioningly, but it was Deuce who answered.Â
âAce only plays when Marco needs to fill in spaces.â
âOr wants to get laid,â teased Thatch. Ace glared at his friend and you could swear he kicked him under the table.
âI can see that happening. It clearly worked the last time,â you chuckled.
Ace ruffled his hair nervously but laughed. âGuess you are right.â
In that moment, Marco appeared on stage to introduce the first artist of the night. For the next hour, different artist went up stage. You noticed a little bit of Aceâs business mode. He listented attentively to the first song of each artists, with most, after that, he lost interest, but there was a particular girl to whom he listened through all her presentation. You didnât find her particularly good, but Ace seemed to think otherwise.
After all the presentations were finished, Ace excused himself for a second and went to look for Marco. You followed him with your eyes, and saw that Marco was being followed by the girl. You eyed her and saw she was pretty and flirty. You reached for another beer and tried to pay attention to whatever Deuce and Thatch were saying. But you couldnât help but notice the way he interacted with the girl. You perfectly knew what he was doing, because you two have squandered that same exchange of charming smiles way too many times not that long ago. After some minutes, Ace made his way back to the table with Marco.Â
âPromising artist?â you asked once they sat down.
Ace shrugged, âMaybe. Iâll have a look at her instagram account to see what else she has.â
You fell back instinctively into the cold, armour smile, and took a sip of your beer. It took you a whole beer to smooth the edges. Neither of Aceâs friends notice, but he did. He gave a quick questioning look that you ignored.Â
Couple hours slipped past in that haze of beer and laughter. The crowd thickened around you, the low hum of voices blending with the music. At some point Marco got pulled away to deal with something, Thatch wandered off to the bar, and Deuce excused himself with promises to send you a draft before Wednesday.
Ace leaned closer, voice pitched just for you. âYou ready to head out?â
You checked the time and nodded. The two of you slipped out, waving quick goodbyes, and soon you were on his bike, the night air whipping around you until your place came into view.
Inside, Ace tugged off his boots at the door while you padded to the kitchen for water.
âDid you have fun?â he asked, his voice casual, though his eyes were sharp.
âYeah. Your friends never fail to make me laugh,â you said, taking a sip.
Ace smiled, relief settling in. âGood. Iâm glad. For a moment I thought you werenât comfortable.â
You frowned. âWhy?â
âI donât know. When I left you with Deuce and Thatch, you had this⊠look.â
Your stomach pinched. He noticed. He noticed and he remembered. âOh! No, that was just me being jealous of you hitting on that singer,â you said, aiming for lighthearted, but the words landed heavier than you wanted.
Ace froze, a flicker of disbelief crossing his face. He stared, trying to read you.
âWell, gorgeous,â he finally said, the edge undercutting the smile, âcanât blame me for having a charming smile, can you? Same way I canât blame you for using yours to get free drinks from bartenders.â
Your hand tightened around the glass. His tone was off. âWhat do you mean by that?â
âNothing,â he muttered, dragging in a breath like he was swallowing down something bigger. âI wasnât hitting on her. I was just talking.â
âI know that,â you snapped. âI was joking.â
âWere you?â
âYes. But guess you arenât.â Your jaw tightened. âI think you actually have something to say about a certain bartender.â
Your arms crossed over your chest, a cruel smile tugging at your mouth, the one that always came out when you felt cornered.
Aceâs jaw flexed hard. âForget it.â
âNo, no, please, donât hold back.â Your pulse was climbing, anger bubbling. You could see the storm building in him, and instead of stopping, you pushed.
His voice cracked like a whip. âYou get to joke about me hitting on girls, but I canât joke about you still flirting with Law?â
The name hit you like a slap, the accusation making your blood boil. Â
âWhat are you talking about?â you shot back. âHeâs just a friend.â
âI donât doubt that,â Ace said, his voice rising, raw now. âBut you still love flashing him that smile.â
âOh, so now I have to control who I smile at?â you snapped. âBut you can go around tossing smiles wherever you want?â
âYou can do whatever you want, gorgeous,â he hissed. âBut you are forgetting a tiny detail.. you actually fucked him. I was just making contacts for work.â
The words tore through the room, vicious and ugly. Silence followed, thick and searing.
You stood there, arms still crossed, heart pounding in your ears. Across from you, Aceâs chest rose and fell too fast, his eyes dark and unreadable.
Neither of you moved. Neither of you blinked. The silence grew claws, digging into the air between you until it hurt to breathe.
Time to see what happens. What will Ace do? What will reader do?
Listen to Free (K-pop Demon hunters)
Ace's songs by Hozier: From Eden, Like Real People Do, Cherry Wine, Someone New, Sunlight
Modern AU
Characters: Ace, Robin, Nami, Franky, Usopp, Koby, Helmeppo, and others.
Chapter 10
You hadnât stopped thinking about what Ace said, about trying, about staying. And damn it, you wanted to believe him. No matter how hard you tried to bury the feeling, it kept crawling back up your throat like a prayer you didnât know how to finish.
But hope had made you stupid once. You werenât doing that again. Not for Ace. Not for anyone.
You were drinking at the bar with Robin, Nami, and Usopp, laughing too loud, drinking too fast, lying to yourself, lying to them. Holding tight to the scraps of control you still had over your universe. Or at least, the illusion of one.
âIâm going for another round,â you announced, pushing back your chair like the floor was steady beneath your feet. It wasnât.
Robin watched you go, calm as ever, but her eyes were sharp. She wasnât fooled. Sheâd seen this version of you before âall brittle charm and late-night recklessness. After Zoro. When you were drinking just to feel something and sleeping with strangers just to forget that you had felt something. That woman was self-destructing with a smile.
Youâd clawed your way out of that place. Built something sturdier. You were still cynical, still guarded, but youâd found your balance.
This? This wasnât balance.
You leaned on the bar, lazily tossing a wink at Law.
âDonât,â he said, already pouring your beer, half-smiling.
âDonât what?â you asked sweetly.
âDonât do that thing where you flirt like it means nothing. We both know itâs a lie.â
âThen why are you pouring?â you asked, tilting your head.
He gave you a look. âBecause Iâm an enabler with boundary issues.â
You grinned. âAt least youâre self-aware.â
Law slid the glass toward you, his voice quieter now. âKitten... please. Stop it.â
âHow can I,â you said, smiling, âwhen you keep calling me kitten?â
He exhaled sharply, a tired kind of affection in his eyes. âI canât believe youâve made a bigger mess since the last time we slept together.â
You lifted your beer, shrugged. âShit happens.â
He stared.Â
You leaned in close, tugging at your lip, pinning your eyes on his. âSee you later?â
âNo,â he said. But the flicker in his eyes betrayed him for just a second.
You smirked and returned to the table, your laughter a little too sharp now. Your friends were tipsy and happy, and you kept up the act until they peeled off. Only Robin stayed behind.
âIsnât it late for you to be sticking around?â you asked, stretching into your seat like the tension wasnât twisting your spine.
Robin didnât smile. âI get the feeling that if I leave, youâll end up in Lawâs bed.â
You looked away, chuckling softly into your drink.
She blinked. âOh, my god. You already did.â
You didnât deny it. Just raised your drink. â It was justâŠâ you gestured vaguely.
âCasual,â Robin said flatly. âRight. Of course.â
You chuckled, but it sounded hollow even to you.
Robin stared at you a long moment, then said, âYou know⊠I really donât get it.â
âGet what?â
âThis act,â she said, motioning at your mess âthe cracked laugh, the beer in your hand. âYou finally confessed your feelings, feelings he returned, by the way, and your response is to drink stupid like itâs a sport?â
You rolled your eyes. âRobinâŠâ
âNo,â she cut in, gentle but firm. âSeriously. You finally feel something again. And instead of holding on to it, you run? Straight back to the version of yourself you hate the most?â
You looked down into your drink, but said nothing.
Robinâs voice softened. âWhy donât you just try?â
You looked up at her. âYou know why.â
âDo I?â she asked. âBecause all I see is someone whoâs scared shitless of relastionships. And youâd rather ruin it yourself than wait for someone else to do it.â
You looked away.
Robin went on, voice quiet. âMaybe Ace is what you need. I mean, we all thought you and Zoro were endgame, right? Perfect on paper. And look how that ended. So whatâs the risk, really?â
Your eyes flickered back at her.
âYou already know Ace is a mess,â she continued. âYou already know itâll hurt. So rip the Band-Aid. Jump into the cold. Just see what happens.â
You blinked. âAre you seriously telling me to walk into heartbreak?â
âNo,â Robin said, lifting her glass. âIâm telling you to walk into something real. Whatever the outcome.â
You didnât respond. You just drank. First Law, then Robin. You were getting tired of hard truths.
âŠ
Your head throbbed before you even opened your eyes.
The taste of stale beer clung to your tongue as you groaned into your pillow, half-buried under the covers, your clothes still halfway on from the night before. The clock blinked. 10:47 a.m. Too early to feel this shitty.Â
Your phone buzzed on the nightstand, the vibration slicing through your skull like glass. You reached for it with a groan, thumb hovering over the screen. Messages from Nami and Usopp. One from Robin, just a single line:
"So? Whatâs it gonna be?"
You stared at it for a long time before tossing the phone aside. Your apartment was quiet. Too quiet. No Ace. No Law. No stranger in your bed to pretend. Just the echo of your own messy feelings buzzing inside.
You pulled yourself up, wincing as your feet hit the floor, your body aching like youâd been running from something all night. And you had. Yourself.
In the bathroom mirror, your reflection looked exactly like how you felt: smeared eyeliner, cracked lips, a haunted sort of defiance still clinging to your eyes âlike you wanted to prove to the world you could destroy yourself before anyone else ever could.
You ran cold water over your face and gripped the edges of the sink.
âIâm fine,â you whispered.
You walked into the kitchen and stared at the kettle, but couldnât bring yourself to start it. The silence felt too loud, too sharp. You poured yourself water instead, sipping like it could wash away whatever shame still clung to the inside of your ribs.
And just like that Aceâs voice surfaced, uninvited. âBut Iâll keep trying.â
You squeezed your eyes shut. It had been easier to ignore when the bar was loud and your blood buzzed with alcohol. But now? Now there was no one here to perform for. No Robin giving you that all-knowing look. No Law smirking across the rim of his glass.Â
You rubbed your eyes, suddenly exhausted. You hadnât dare unblock him or call him. And he hadnât come back to look for you. Maybe he knew better. Still, your fingers hovered over your phone again.
Open. Close. Open. Close. You hated this part âthe waiting, the hoping, the guilt. The way you missed him in flashes: his cocky grin, his quite steadiness, his touch, the heat of his lips on yours, filled with something he couldnât name. You pressed your forehead to the cabinet and let out a shaky breath. How did casual become this?Â
You hadnât even cried. Not really. Not since Zoro. Back then, heartbreak had been tidal âloud and consuming. This one? It was just hollow. Like something you hadnât been aware existed, suddenly had disappeared. And the worst part was⊠you could have claim it back.
âŠ
Ace had spent the entire week holed up at the studio, helping a band polish their demo. They had a nice folklore sound and enough social media heat to get them a deal if their tracks hit right. He was doing his best to focus, to be professional, to channel his energy into clean recordings and cleaner edits.
But his head was elsewhere.
Try as he might to stay in the zone, his thoughts kept drifting back to what his father had said.
Choose.Â
Fine. He had chosen. He wanted you. Not casually. Not with half a heart. Not with one foot out the door. Heâd finally admitted that much to himself. It wasnât just lust, or comfort. It was something real. Â
And now what? Youâd left. And even though heâd heard the crack in your voice, even though youâd told him how you felt, it hadnât been enough. Youâd blocked him, shut the door, walked away without looking back.
You were too smart to fall for empty promises. Too guarded to come running the moment someone said I care. So how the hell was he supposed to show you he meant it this time?
Ace let out a frustrated sigh and scrubbed a hand through his hair, forcing himself to focus back on the booth.
"Good," he said into the mic. "Letâs try one more take, Raki. Softer on the vocals. We'll layer them as backup later."
Their vocalist nodded, adjusting her headphones. He sat back, going through the motions, but his mind wasnât really on the mix anymore.
By the time the session wrapped up, he was drained. The kind of tired that sat deep in his bones.
The studio was quiet after The Shandians left. Ace lingered, playing back snippets of the songs heâd recorded last week, chords that sounded far too much like you. Maybe Marco was right. Maybe he should just let you hear them. But how?
He groaned aloud and dropped his head against the desk. There was no way youâd pick up a call. He couldnât even text you. Youâd built a wall, and this time he couldnât climb it.
His phone lit up. A message from Deuce.
Deuce: Weâre hanging out at The Phoenix. You coming?
Ace: Sure. Iâll be there in 10.
Grateful for the distractionâand maybe secretly hoping for a miracleâhe shut down the board, tidied up the room, and grabbed his jacket. Maybe a drink would shake an idea loose. Or maybe he could bribe Deuce into being the middleman again.
When he got to Marcoâs bar, he spotted Thatch and Deuce at their usual booth near the back.
âHey,â he greeted as he slid into the seat.
âLook whoâs alive,â Thatch said, raising his glass.
âBarely,â Ace muttered, cracking open a tired grin.
Ace gave him a quivering smile. And there went his only idea of Deuce helping again.
Thatch turned, eyebrows raised. âWait⊠Deuceâs editor? I thought you two were just casual.â
Ace just nodded, not offering more.
Marco showed up then, dropping a bucket of beers onto the table and sliding in beside him.
âHey,â he said, nudging Aceâs shoulder. âWhatâs up, Casanova? You figure out how to keep your muse around yet?â
âWho?â Deuce echoed, confused.
Ace reached for a beer, pour it and took a long sip from it, staring at his friends for a second. Heâd forgotten how each of them only had pieces of the story. He sighed and laid it out. How heâd met you. How often heâd been at your place. The slow, easy rhythm youâd fallen into. The music. The sex. The not-quite-feelings neither of you dared name. The ghostings. The talk. And then your confession.
By the time he finished, the table was quiet.
Deuce let out a long groan and rubbed his temples. âYouâre a moron.â
âMe?!â Ace asked, defensively.
âYes, you,â Deuce snapped. âYou need to go after her.â He paused, wincing. âAnd yeah, sheâll probably triple my deadlines after telling you this, but⊠she misses you. I overheard her talking to Nami yesterday.â
A tight pang hit Aceâs chest. âShe blocked me, Deuce. How do you talk to someone who doesnât want to talk?â
Marco rolled his eyes and smacked him lightly upside the head.
âOw⊠what the hell?â Ace let out, ruffling his hair.Â
âI told you already,â Marco said. âPlay her the damn songs.â
âAnd how do you suggest I do that?!â Ace said, exasperated. âShe blocked me. I canât break into her apartment with a guitar. So unless Deuce plays messenger againâŠâ Ace gave him a side, pleading looking.
âAbsolutely not,â Deuce cut in. âYou still owe me laundry duty from last time. ButâŠâ he added, slowly, âher friends might help.â
Ace arched a brow. âHer friends? They barely know me.â
âBut Luffy knows them,â Thatch pointed out. âNami. Robin. Usopp. They like him.â
Ace bit his lip. âYeah... they do.â
Marco leaned forward. âInvite them all here. Saturday night. Play the set. Make sure sheâs there.â
Ace stared at him. âYou really think sheâd come?â
Marco shrugged. âWho knows⊠you might as well give it a shot.â
Ace glanced down at the glass in his hand, the condensation slipping down his fingers.
Could it really be that simple? Could he pull you into his world just long enough to hear him out?
He took another drink. The thought alone made his chest ache in the best and worst ways. Maybe this was it. Maybe this was his choice.
âŠ
Ace knocked twice before letting himself in. Luffy had always left the door unlocked. Said locks âkilled the vibe.â
The place was small, cluttered, and somehow always smelled like ramen. Sunlight poured in through the slanted attic windows, casting long strips of gold over the worn-out couch, a beat-up coffee table, and a potted plant that looked like itâd seen too much.
Luffy was lying on a bean bag, legs kicked up on the coffee table, eating instant noodles straight from the pot.
âYouâre early,â he mumbled with a mouthful.
âYouâre eating like itâs noon.â
âItâs always food oâclock here.â
Ace chuckled and dropped onto the floor beside him, back against the coffe table. The view from the window showed the city skyline in soft pastels. His little brotherâs place was a mess, but god if it had a view.Â
Luffy slurped his noodles loudly and glanced over. âYou look like shit.â
âThanks.â
âYou still sad about your not-girlfriend?â
Ace let out a low groan. âDonât call her that.â
Luffy grinned. âSo she is your girlfriend?â
âSheâs not. But I want her to be.â He rubbed his hand over his face. âI think.â
Luffy leaned back, pot balanced dangerously on his stomach. âSo whatâs stopping you?â
Ace exhaled. âShe is.â
Luffy gave a low whistle. âDamn.â
âYeahâŠ.â
Luffy was quiet for a moment, watching his brother with uncharacteristic focus. Then he said, âNow what? Do you have a plan?â
Ace fiddled with his fingers, âSort of⊠I actually need your help.â
âIâm in!â said Luffy, grinning. âNeed me to talk to Nami?â
Ace raised an eyebrow, impressed by how quickly his little brother had picked up on the idea.
âActually, yes. Do you think she can convince her to come to The Phoenix on Saturday?â
Luffy shrugged. âNami can bring her.â
Ace raised an eyebrow. âYouâd get Nami to help?â
Luffy grinned. âIâm persuasive.â
âThatâs one word for it.â said Ace, huffing a little laugh.Â
Luffy stood and wandered to the kitchen, opening the fridge. âItâs a good idea. When you play, itâs the only time Iâve ever see you talk about feelings without flinching.â
That hit Ace harder than he expected. âYou know this could backfire horribly.â
âYup,â Luffy said, cracking open a soda. âBut at least youâll stop being such a moody wreck.â
Ace let out a soft, tired laugh, tension bleeding out of him. âThanks, Lu.â
âAnytime.â Luffy handed him the other soda.
And as the sun dipped low beyond the windows, painting the sky in burnt orange, Ace let himself believe âjust a littleâ that maybe this time, saying nothing with words might say everything.
âŠ
Nami hung up with Luffy and smirked.
She knew it.
No matter how many times you denied it, no matter how many eye rolls or tired sighs you gave anytime someone so much as mentioned AceâŠ. you missed him. It was written all over your face, even when you were pretending to be fine.
A devilish smile curled her lips as she leaned back in her chair, spinning once before cracking her knuckles with purpose. Oh, you were going to that bar Saturday night, even if she had to physically drag your stubborn ass there in heels. But she'd start subtle.
Nami, Usopp, and you were having lunch out on the terrace, your half-hour break stretching just a bit longer than it should, as usual.
Usopp was halfway through demolishing a giant sandwich, you were nursing an iced tea like it might save your life, and Nami was casually scrolling through her phone, pretending she hadnât been plotting your social downfall all morning.
âDo you have plans on Saturday?â she asked, voice smooth, eyes still on her screen.
Usopp shook his head mid-bite, mouth full. You groaned softly and tilted your head back against the chair.
âIâll take that as a no,â Nami replied breezily. âSo, I was thinking we should go out for drinks.â
You cracked an eye open at her. âSince when do you âthinkâ we should go out? You usually just drag us.â
âIâm evolving,â she said sweetly. âAnyway, Luffy texted me about this great bar. Good music, chill crowd. Thought itâd be a nice change.â
Usopp perked up. âAre there wings?â
âProbably,â she said without missing a beat. âAnd cocktails. And beer.â
He nodded like he was already sold. âIâm in.â
You shrugged, "As long as there's good beer and good-looking guys, you know you can count me in."
Nami smiled smoothly, âYou should invite Robin too, the more the merrierâ
âOk. Not sure if sheâll want to, but fine.â
Nami then stood and stretched. âSo itâs settled. Weâll go around nine. Iâll pick you up.â
âWhy?â you asked confused.Â
âCause I want you to wear heels and a slutty dress for once.â
âI do just fine with sneakers and slutty tops, why go over the top?â you groaned.Â
âIâll drop by and supervise your outfit. Iâll need a wingman on Saturday,â she lied smoothly.
You rolled your eyes, but your protest was weak. Sheâd done it. Dropped it on you just fast and casually enough that saying no wouldâve made you the buzzkill.
As you all walked back inside, Nami at the rear, a devilish grin appeared on her face.
âŠ
As promised, Nami showed up at your place and went straight to your wardrobe like a woman on a mission. She pulled out a dress âshort, obviouslyâ and tossed it at you with a satisfied smirk.
âWear this.â
You held it up, already frowning. âItâs barely a dress.â
âExactly.â She was already digging through your accessories. when she saw you pull something from the closet. âDonât ruin it with that denim jacketâŠâ
âIâm wearing the jacket,â you said, already slipping it on. âAnd boots. You know I donât do heels.â
She groaned in mock despair. âYouâre killing me.â
Despite her protests, she didnât push the issue. What mattered was getting you out the door.
Surprisingly, she insisted on ordering a taxi. âNo way Iâm walking in these,â she said, gesturing at her platforms. You raised an eyebrow, mildly suspicious. Still, you let her handle it.
On the ride over, she kept texting, screen flashing as her fingers danced with determination. You watched her out of the corner of your eye.
âWeâve got a problem,â Nami said suddenly. âLuffy just texted. The Moby Dick is full. Weâll have to pick another place.â
You blinked. âThatâs unfortunate. Are there any good bars nearby?â
âLuffy knows a couple. Weâll meet up with him and figure it out,â she replied smoothly.
You nodded, relaxing into the seat. âCool.â
The taxi dropped you off a few blocks from The Phoenix, in front of a quaint little bar where Luffy and Robin were already waiting. You narrowed your eyes as Robin waved.
âYou got here quick,â you said, tone neutral but a hint of suspicion creeping in.
Robin smiled, cool and unreadable as ever. âTraffic was kind.â
You didnât notice the shared look between Nami and Luffy. You were too busy scanning the street, unknowingly drawing closer to the one place you didnât want to be.
âLetâs go,â Luffy said. âThere are a few bars around the corner we can check.â
Nami immediately hooked her arm around yours, steering you away before you could object. âLetâs see what we find.â
She made a show of checking out a couple bars along the way, complaining about lighting, music, or the crowd. Always something. All the while, her pace and trajectory were suspiciously aligned with a single destination.
âIsnât The Phoenix just around the corner?â Luffy said casually, too casually. âLetâs just go there. Get a beer, sit down.â
âYeah,â Nami added. âIâm tired of walking in these shoes. Letâs go. We already know itâs a nice place.â
You stiffened. The Phoenix. No, no, no.
You opened your mouth, grasping for an excuse, but everyone was already moving. Your chance to object slipping away. By the time you turned the corner and saw the familiar glow of the neon sign, your stomach had twisted itself into a knot.
You stalled near the entrance, your boots rooted to the pavement. But Nami's arm hadnât left yours, and Robin gave you a gentle nudge from behind.
You looked at Nami. She smiled like nothing was wrong. But something in you knew. And it made your pulse hammer in your throat.
Inside, the Phoenix buzzed with low music and murmured conversations. The lights were dimmed just right, the air tinged with warm spices and smoke. You followed them to a booth tucked into a cozy corner near the stage.
âArenât we too far from the bar?â you muttered, eyeing the distance.
âItâs perfect,â Nami said breezily, slipping into the booth beside you. âGreat view of the place, and you can scope out the crowd on drink runs.â
âAlso,â Robin added dryly, âit might slow your drinking.â
You rolled your eyes. âSubtle.â
Luffy stood. âIâll go get the first round.â
You shifted, automatically offering to go with him but Nami was faster.
âIâll go with you,â she said brightly. âBeer, right?â She winked at you before slipping into the crowd with him.
You gave her a look, but nodded.
Turning to Robin, you asked, âWhat are you up to? Why are you even here?â
âNothing. Just making sure you donât end up drunk in regret,â she said with a small shrug, tone unreadable.Â
You gave her a look but didnât question her. Robin had been your lighthouse more times than you could count. This felt no different.
Nami and Luffy returned, drinks in hand. Four beers and, suspiciously, four shots.
âWhat took you so long?â you asked, eyeing the crowd.
âBarâs packed,â Luffy said too quickly.
âAnd whatâs with the shots?â you added, frowning.
âYou ask too many questions,â Nami quipped, sliding yours toward you. âDrink.â
You hesitated. But then, sighing, you tossed it back. The familiar burn crawled down your throat, bringing a rush of heat to your cheeks.
You settled into conversation, doing your best to ignore the knot in your stomach, the way your eyes kept flickering toward the people, and not letting yourself admit who you were hoping not to see.
At some point Usopp arrived, joining in casual conversation. Time passed and you let yourself relax a bit. Then, the background music dimmed. Marco stepped up to the mic. âTonight, weâve got a special set. Please welcome my dear friend to the stage.â
The air shifted. Something in your gut tightened. And then, Ace walked out.
You froze, breath caught mid-inhale. You werenât ready. Not for this. Not for him. Not like this.
He looked straight at you. His eyes locking on you with an intensity that screamed of something raw and resolute.
âI hope you like them,â he said softly into the mic.
Your heart skipped several beats, your head screaming to get out of here. But you couldnât move. Couldnât look away.
The first chords rang out. They crawled over your skin like tender fingers, tugging at memories too fresh.
His voice was lower than you remembered, gentler. But the words. God, the words.
Babe Thereâs something tragic about you Something so magic about you Donât you agree?
The crowd faded. There was only him and you and every unspoken word in the space between.
By the chorus, your defenses were fraying, breath shallow, heart pounding against your ribs like it wanted out.
Thereâs something broken about this But I might be hoping about this Oh, what a sin...
At those lines, a little hurt smirk appeared on your face. Ace noticed, a slight tugg on his mouth answering to you. He kept on playing, and by the end of the song, a hush fell. The audience clapped, but you barely noticed. You couldnât stop staring.
He didnât speak. Just shifted to the next song. And this one showed something different. The melody hiding a bit of hurt and vulnerability.Â
Why were you digging?What did you buryBefore those hands pulled me
From the earth?
You felt it. You listened to the ache of things you both had tried to bury. Ghosts you thought were behind you. But they were here, keeping you both shitless scared to reach for more.
He played like it was his only language, the music rising and ebbing like tides, and you were caught in the pull.
And then, finally, the last song. The softest, slowest one of the three. His apology. His promise.Â
Her eyes and words are so icyOh but she burnsLike rum on the fire...
You tried to swallow the lump in your throat, to breath through your tight chest. His voice cracked just a little on the final verse. Just enough to match your quivering heart.
The way she shows me Iâm hers and she is mineOpen hand or closed fist would be fineBlood is rare and sweet as cherry wine
You didnât realize your hands were clenched, and you hadnât been breathing until the last note faded. Your heart was screaming.
Your locked your gaze on his. You didnât need to speak, your eyes said enough. And yet, it wasnât enough to hold you there.
You stood abruptly, mumbling something about needing the bathroom. Your voice barely carried, but your friends let you go.
You walked, almost fleaing across the floor. Each step heavy. Each breath tighter than the last. Your vision blurred, but you made it to the bathroom, locked the stall, and braced your hands against the wall.
You needed to scream. Instead, you clenched your teeth and two tears fell, hot and silent. It was too much. Too soon. Too honest. Those songs were asking you to try. To hope. To trust. But god, wasnât it terrifying?
You took a couple of deep breaths, steadying your pulse, reclaiming your armor. No tears. No panic. He didnât get more than a few minutes of that. You werenât going to fall apart. Not tonight, not in front of him.
Master of the bottle-it-up arts, you stepped out of the stall and went straight to the sink. You erased the streaks, the soft betrayal of your tears. You put on some lipstick and faced the mirror. Stoic. Almost perfect. That would have to do.
Outside, you made a detour to the bar. One more drink, for comfort. For grounding. For control. Kid greeted you with his usual wolf-like grin, his eyes dragging down your dress with far too much confidence. But this time, you didnât flirt back. You just smiled, soft, distracted.Â
âThanks,â you said simply, wrapping your fingers around the cold beer.
You were just turning to leave when you felt him. That familiar heat behind you. You didnât have to look to know who it was.
âHello, gorgeous,â Ace said, his voice low, tentative.
You took a breath, then turned. âHi, fire boy.â
He looked like he didnât know whether to laugh or brace for impact.
You took a sip, then tilted your head slightly. âNeat trick. Did you talk to Nami?â
He gave a sheepish smile, rubbing the back of his neck. âLuffy... and he talked to her.â
You snorted. âOh, first my author, now my marketing manager. You really do love using my own people to ambush me, donât you?â
Ace bit his lip, a flicker of guilt in his eyes, but his smile never left. âYouâre hard to get to,â he admitted. âI had to improvise.â
You stared at him, equal parts disbelief and amusement. The hint of a smirk in the corner of your mouth.
âWeâll talk, fire boy,â you said quietly, brushing past him. âSee you around.â
You didnât look back, but you could feel his gaze trailing you all the way across the bar.
Back at the table, your friends looked like they were trying very hard not to be obvious about watching you.
You slid into your seat and fixed them with a smile sharp enough to cut glass. âYou⊠all of you, if murder were legal, none of you wouldâve made it to tomorrow.â
Nami rolled her eyes, unbothered. âSo? What did he say to you? What did you say to him?â
You glared. âNone of your business. And all of you owe me a drink and a damn good night. No more Ace talk, or Iâm switching tables.â
Luffy opened his mouth to argue but you shot him a look and he shut it again. Robin and Nami laughed, wisely backing off. Their work was done. The rest was up to you.Â
The night rolled on. There was laughter, music, teasing. You joined in, but not fully. Your smiles were genuine, but thinner than usual. You sipped your drinks, listening more than speaking. The noise around you became a buffer, something to hold the storm at bay.
Every now and then, your eyes drifted back to the bar. Ace was there, leaning on the counter, surrounded by his usual group âMarco, Thatch, Deuce. He was laughing at something Thatch said, but his eyes werenât on them. They were on you. Watching. Waiting. Sometimes you looked back. A flicker. A soft smile. A silent exchange.
Eventually, the night began to fade. You stood, slipping on your jacket. âI think Iâll call it a night.â
Nami raised a brow. âItâs still early.â
âYeah, but Iâm good. You guys stay. Iâll go get my ride.â You winked at her.
âYour what?â Luffy asked, blinking. âArenât you gonna talk toâŠâ
Usopp smacked him on the head and Robin laughed into her drink. You waved over your shoulder, ignoring their grins, and crossed the bar.
Ace stood up as you approached, like heâd been ready for this moment all night.
âHey,â you said, stopping in front of him. âWould you mind giving me a ride home?â
He blinked, surprised. âUh⊠yeah. Sure. If you donât mind walking a bit. I left the bike at my studio.â
From the corner of your eye, you saw Deuce drag a hand dramatically down his face.
âI donât mind,â you said. âWalking helps sober up before getting on a bike anyway.â
As you started toward the exit, Ace beside you, you turned your head and called over your shoulder to Deuce.
âTwo chapters next week.â
He gawked. âWhat?! I didnât even do anything this time!â
You arched a brow. âAre you telling me this idiot,â âyou pointed to Aceâ âcame up with the plan to go through Nami by himself?â
Deuce froze. Marco snorted into his drink. Thatch was practically wheezing.
âThatâs what I thought,â you said, and walked up the stairs and out into the night, Ace following silently behind you.
You stepped outside, a quiet pause stretching between you for a few paces. The night air was crisp, still humming with the distant sound of music and traffic.
âSo,â Ace said, breaking the silence with a half-smile, âany chance youâll ever forgive Deuce?â
You snorted. âNo. Why?â
âWell⊠because Iâm probably going to end up being his slave for the next few months. Heâll have me cooking, cleaning, doing laundry, just so heâll meet his deadlines.â
You laughed. Really laughed. The sound surprised even you, a little rusty but real. Ace smiled wide, eyes crinkling as he looked at you like it was the first deep breath heâd taken all night.
âServes you both right,â you said. âSorry, not sorry, fire boy.â
He chuckled and shrugged, but didnât try to defend himself.
âSo,â you asked, after a beat, âhowâve you been?â
He tilted his head. âBeen better, I guess. Havenât been sleeping much. And you?â
âSame,â you admitted, voice softer. âIâm tired.â
âWork?â Ace asked, tentative.
You glanced his way and gave a small, half-hearted smile. âI can handle work. I canât seem to handle you.â
He rubbed the back of his neck, a sheepish grin creeping up. âYeah⊠neither do I.â
You shook your head lightly, your smile fading but not disappearing. âAt least your sleepless nights produce songs. Mine just end in a headache.â
Ace chuckled under his breath. âI didnât write all of them recently. IâŠâ He hesitated, voice dropping. âIâve been writing since the first time we met.â
A stillness settled between you. His words hung in the air like smoke. Delicate but impossible to ignore.
You turned your face away, swallowing what you almost wanted to ask. Instead, you murmured, âYouâre a hell of an artist.â
Ace brushed his hair, as he always did when he was nervous, âNot sure about that, but glad you like them. Wasnât sure youâd listen.â
You gave him a half-hearted chuckle. âI was kind of forced toâŠâ and then added in a softer way, â but yeah⊠I hear you.â
The rest of the walk was quiet, both of you lost in thoughts. You reached the studio. His bike was parked outside, keys dangling from his hand, both of you now facing the decision of what came next.
Ace cleared his throat. âDo you⊠want to come in for a bit? Weâre not exactly⊠done.â
You hesitated, your flight instinc kicking in. You stared for a second at Ace, somehow, his eyes sure about this, giving you the extra push you needed to confront what was coming. You nodded.
He unlocked the door, flipping on the lights. You stepped inside.
The hallway was short, leading into a lounge-like space âtwo worn-in sofas, a whiteboard cluttered with scribbles, half-wiped lyrics and scattered ideas. There was a smaller door in the far corner that opened into the recording room, glowing faintly from the streetlight filtering through its high window. Inside, instruments rested against the walls: a couple of guitars, a keyboard, a dusty old tambourine. The place smelled faintly of wood, and something else âlike old records.
You took your time scanning the space, absorbing it. There was a strange comfort in seeing the pieces of his world laid out like this, lived-in, creative, vulnerable.
Ace was looking at you, considering something. He moved toward the soundboard, then paused. âWant to hear more?â
You looked at him, surprised. âThere are more?â
He nodded, gently. âYeah. They⊠didnât fit for tonight. But theyâre yours, too. One you already heard. the first time you went to The Phoenix.â
You didnât answer right away. Then, slowly, nodded and took a seat on the couch, elbows on your knees, eyes locked on the studio room like it might breathe fire if you blinked.
The first song was a more polished version of what you remembered from that night. It made you smiled. Now that you heard it a second time, you understood that the song was not only about you, it had also been a warning from him. You almost laughed. Almost. It was absurd how well heâd pegged you then. Or how well youâd pegged him. Two people pretending not to want what they were already halfway drowning in. You were the queen of cool detachment, he was all heat and recklessness. And yet, hidden there if listened to carefully, it said that he had fallen for you, at that moment, a stranger.Â
The second song was a full on love confession. It talked about a mezmerizing light and burning willingly in that flame. While it played, you closed your eyes, listening intently to the recording, basking in every line, in every melody, in Aceâs voice telling you you were like sunlight.Â
He hadnât just fallen for you, but also for the way you scorched him. And still, he wanted to burn again. It was too much. And yet not enough. You forgot again how to breath properly. It wasnât just a song. It was a quiet prayer. Not asking you to stay, but telling you, without condition, that you had already changed him. And it broke you. Because despite everything, you had wanted to be seen this way.
The studio fell into silence.
You didnât look at him immediately. Your fingers curled into your knees. The weight of every word pressed against your skin.
Then, softly, you spoke. âYou are definitely better with lyrics than with words.â
He looked at you, a shy smile on his face
You averted your eyes. Hiding from him. When Zoro had confessed to you, you felt nervous, but somehow also thrilled because it felt right. Now with Ace, you could feel an even stronger pull. It was not a flustered heart. It was a choking feeling, leaving you achingly breathless. Both for all the good and the bad reasons. A long pause. You finally met his eyes.
âWhat youâre asking for,â you said, âwonât end well.â
âI donât care how it ends,â Ace said, voice rough. âI just want you to know that I meant what I say.â
You sighed. âSo what do you expect out of this? Do we go back to how we were or are you asking me to be your girlfriend? Do you seriously think we can do either?â
Ace remained quite for a moment, deep in thought. Then he said, with all honesty, âNo. Neither of those would work for us. But we donât need to expect anything, we can just⊠be together. Not pretend, see where it leads.â
You bit your lip.Â
He continued, âYou donât have to decide now. I just, thought you needed to know how I feel, what I want⊠though an answer would be terrific,â he joked.Â
A soft chuckle escaped your lips. That was the thing. He meant it. There was no pressure. No begging. Just a door he was leaving unlocked, whether you walked through it or not.
You stood slowly. Walked a few steps, arms crossed, but your gaze steady. Your voice was raw, almost tired.
âYou donât make it easy to keep pushing you.â
He smiled, soft, a little sad. âYou donât make it easy to leave.â
You huffed âAnd here I was thinking I had,â then, more seriously, added, âWe are not a good combination.â
Ace took a deep breath, weathering down his own fears. âMaybe. I still choose this.â
You closed your eyes for a second. Then, turned and looked around his studio again. The board, the guitars, the papers and scrawled lyrics pinned to the walls like a living map of his life. And there you were already there.Â
Then you said it. Quiet, but not unsure. âI didnât want to fall for you.â
Ace didnât move. Didnât speak.
âI wanted to want you, briefly. Get over you. You know, the usual.â
A pause.
âBut you stirred so many things in me. And Iâm tired of keeping it all inside.â
That was it. Your surrender wasnât a big dramatic speech. It was truth spoken in exhaustion, in vulnerability. It was a leapt of faith, but this time, you knew the falling will hurt.
You stepped closer to him, looking him straight in the eyes.Â
âSo yeah. Letâs try not to pretend anymore.â
Ace let out a breath. A long beat.
Then, you added, because you were still you, âIf you fuck it up again, I swear to god, youâd wish Deuce had never invited you to that book launch in the first place.â
Ace grinned. Bright, wide, that boyish fire sparking alive again.
âIâd never regret meeting you.âAnd then finally, finally, you let yourself lean forward into his arms. Your head resting against his chest. His arms circling you gently, like he couldnât quite believe you were real. And you closed your eyes, letting the warmth of him settle for the first time in what felt like forever.
Finally, a new chapter. It's short, but I hope you like it.
Listen to: Little Lion Man by Mumford and Sons
Modern AU
Ace x f!reader
Characters: Ace, Robin, Nami, Franky, Usopp, Koby, Helmeppo, and others.
Warnings: occasional sex mentioned, alcohol, soft drugs.
It was late â well past midnight â but Ace didnât notice anymore when the hours slid into each other. The studio lights buzzed softly overhead, casting a gentle glow over the scattered scribbled lyrics, half-empty coffee cups, and his beat-up guitar resting across his lap like a familiar ache.
He had been coming here almost every night. Alone. Recording, tweaking, layering vocals and chords over memories and thoughts â all of them about you.
The first song he ever wrote about you was nothing more than instinct. A raw first impression that reminded him too much of his old patterns. Strangers in the night, both of you. Heâd seen it in the way you held yourself, the practiced distance in your laugh. You were good at leaving, too.
But then things shifted. Time peeled back those early layers, and he started catching small things â the uneven rhythm in your bookshelf, the way you threw yourself into your passions, the tea you always drank in the mornings with something to read at hand. Those pieces stayed with him. Another song came to life. And then another. And another.
Each one reaching deeper, tracing the outlines of things you never quite said aloud. The truths you only sketched. And he wanted more than sketches. He wanted to paint the full picture. But you knew him, too. Youâd seen through the charm and the ease, down to the part of him that always ran. And he hated that you were right. Hated that fear still had such a hold on him.
So instead of reaching for you, he reached for the guitar. He poured himself into music, like always, trying to shape a version of you he could hold without trembling. To carve a space where you both could exist, even if only in melody.
And maybe⊠to keep you. Somehow. Even if only in sound.
He had just finished playing back the latest recording, raw vocals over a soft, aching guitar riff, when the studio door creaked open.
âYo,â Marco called, stepping in with ease. âDidnât think Iâd find you still here.â
Ace looked up from his soundboard, startled. âHey. Yeah. Just⊠messing around.â
Marco took in the room âthe clutter, the half-empty takeout box on the speaker, the bruised circles under Aceâs eyes. âMessing around, huh? Looks more like a full-on residency.â
Ace gave a lopsided shrug. âHelps me think.â
Marco wandered over to the console, eyeing the tracks on the screen. âFive tracks?â he whistled low. âSince when do you mess around this much?â
âTheyâre not real songs,â Ace muttered, rubbing the back of his neck.
Marco shot him a look. âYou wrote five songs. All recorded. Arranged. Labeled. Thatâs not âmessing around,â thatâs a manic episode.â
Ace cracked a tired smile. âSounds about right.â
Marco tapped the board. âCan I?â
Ace hesitated. Sharing them felt too close for confort. But... if he was already trying âtrying to be real, to be honestâ maybe it started here, with this. With letting someone else listen.
ââŠYeah,â he finally said.
And so he hit play.
The first track rolled. Then the second. Marco listened without saying a word, arms crossed, his face softening with the music. Ace didnât watch the screen. He watched Marco âflickers of expression, the way his foot tapped subtly to the rhythm, the way his brow furrowed just slightly during the bridge of one of the songs.
When the last chord of the fifth track faded into silence, Ace sat forward and cleared his throat, suddenly unsure of what to do with his hands.
âTheyâre just⊠things,â he said awkwardly. âStuff I needed to get out. I wasnât planning to, yâknow, do anything with them.â
Marco exhaled a breath that sounded almost like a laugh. âMaybe you should. They are all good, some of your best I dare say.â
Ace didnât answer.
Marco leaned against the desk. âDoes she know?â
Ace blinked. âWhat?â
âThese songs. Theyâre all about her, arenât they?â Marco teased him.Â
Ace opened his mouth to deny it, and stopped. The lie wouldnât come. He just exhaled slowly, tired. âDoesnât matter.â
Marco raised an eyebrow. âIt matters if youâre writing her into every bar.â
Ace let the silence settle between them. Then he looked down at his hands âcalloused, twitching, always building and destroying in equal measure.
After a moment, Marco gave a small, crooked smile. âYou know⊠if I were you, Iâd let her hear them.â
Ace stiffened.Â
Marco smiled knowingly. âIf youâve got a muse, donât waste her.â
He gave Ace a nod and headed for the door, throwing his jacket over his shoulder.
âTry getting some sleep,â he called over his shoulder. âOr donât. Just make sure the next trackâs as good as these.â
The door clicked shut behind him.
Ace sat in the quiet that followed, guitar still in hand, strings faintly buzzing under his fingertips.
And he wondered, for the first time in a long while, what it would sound like to play these songs not alone, but for you. The space still held the echoes of the last song âthat final chord hanging in his bones like something unfinished.
He stared at the floor for a long time, not really seeing it.
The music had helped. It always did. Turning feelings into sound made them easier to survive. But it wasnât enough tonight. Not anymore.
He leaned back into the old couch, neck tilted to the ceiling, exhaling slowly. The ceiling tiles blurred above him. His thoughts moved too fast, spun in loops âyour voice, your confession, his own. That look in your eyes when you said I left because I was falling for you.
He remembered the way you looked away after, like you were angry at yourself for saying it out loud.
He hadn't known what to say in return. Not then. Not fully. Because some part of him, some knotted part he still didnât fully understand, was convinced he didnât know how to be what you needed. That eventually heâd fail in the exact way you feared. He hated that part of himself.
Ace closed his eyes. He could still feel the weight of your hand in his, the softness of your voice when you asked him that final question: Are you even capable of staying?Â
 âI donât know.â he whispered to the quiet.
It wasnât shame he felt. Not exactly. More like⊠confusion. An ache that had been there longer than he could remember. He had spent so long bracing for abandonment, for the kind of loss that leaves holes in your chest, heâd never actually figured out what it meant to stay. Or worse âwhat it meant to be stayed for.
Your voice echoed again, from some place tucked behind his ribs: You didnât stay. And you wouldnât. Would you?
He rubbed a hand across his jaw, then pushed himself up. The silence grew restless around him.
He was tired of this cycle. Of pushing people away before they could pull. Of pretending the scars he carried didnât affect him. That they werenât driving everything, his instinct to run, to detach, to hide deep in charm and smirks and songs that never saw daylight.
But you had seen through that. And now⊠he needed to see through himself. Even if it meant digging into places he didnât want to go.
âŠ
The house looked smaller than he remembered.
Ace stood in front of it for a long moment, hands deep in his pockets, letting the buzz of cicadas and the crunch of wind against old siding fill the silence. Same paint peeling off the railings, same busted porch light. The kind of place that didnât change, not even when you did.
He knocked, half-hoping she wouldnât be home.
âDoorâs open,â came Dadanâs gruff voice from somewhere inside.
Ace pushed in, the smell of fried food and too many ashtrays hitting hard and familiar.
âLook what the cat dragged in,â Dadan said from the kitchen doorway, cigarette dangling from her lips. âDidnât expect you to be the one showing up. I thought Iâd have to shake Sabo for answers again.â
âIâve been busy,â Ace muttered, stepping inside.
âThatâs what Sabo said too. Only difference is, he picks up the phone.â
Ace didnât answer that. He just dropped his helmet near the door and took a seat on the armrest of the couch, hands fidgeting with a guitar pick heâd stuffed in his pocket earlier.
Dadan came around and slumped into the recliner, squinting at him through the smoke. âSo, whatâs going on?â
Ace shrugged. âNothing.â
She gave him a look.
He sighed, letting his head fall forward. âItâs not nothing. I just donât know where to start.â
âThat bad, huh?â
Ace stayed quiet, staring at the floor.
âSpit it out kid. Is it money, your music or the girl?â she asked bluntly.
His eyes flicked up. That surprised him. âHowâŠ?â
âSabo mentioned something,â she added quickly. âNot much, just⊠that you were seeing someone.â
Ace averted his gaze, for a moment not sure what to say. âDo you remember that time, when you told me that I should stay away from good girls? That if Iâd get near them, theyâll end up being collateral damage from my mess?â
Dadan took a puff of her cigarette and nodded. âYeah, it was that time when you almost got arrested, wasnât it? When you were messing around that rich girl, right? What was her name?â
âShirahoshi,â Ace answered unbothered. Then, with a soft voice, he asked. âDid you mean it? Am I meant to hurt them?â
Dadan gave him a bitter smile. âBack then, yeah, you were a ticking bomb. Now, youâve grown up, Ace. Still ill tempered, but you donât go around punching people first. Do you believe you are still a mess?â
âMaybe⊠I told her I wanted to try,â Ace said softly. âThat I wasnât good at stuff, but Iâd try.â
âThatâs more than I expected from you,â Dadan muttered.
âYeah, well⊠now Iâm stuck. Every time I think about her, itâs like Iâm halfway reaching for something I donât know how to hold. And every time I try to step toward it, it feels like something in me pulls back.â
Dadan stared at him for a beat. Then, without looking, she stubbed out her cigarette and leaned forward.
âYou know what I think, Ace?â she said. âYouâve spent so long being afraid of making the same mistakes as your father that you never stopped to figure out who you actually are.â
Ace tensed. âYou think Iâm like him?â
âI think youâve been running from the idea of him. But no, you're not him. He made his choices and he didnât always make the right ones. But you, youâve been carrying that weight since you were a kid. Like itâs your job to atone for something that wasnât even your fault.â
Ace ran his tongue along his teeth, jaw tight. âWell, he certainly made it clear he much rather had my mom lived than me.â
The bitterness creeped in the silence. Tensing the air as if it were charged with Aceâs hurt.Â
Dadan sighed, closing her eyes for a second, âYou know⊠he cared about you. You got the birthday letters,â after a pause, she added. âBut there were others.â
Ace looked up.
âLetters he sent me, asking about you. How you were doing. What kind of kid you were turning out to be. He didnât always know what to say, and most of the time he was too ashamed to send anything else. But he cared. In his own stupid way. He never blamed you once for your motherâs dead. If anything, he blamed himself.â
Ace tensed, his knuckles white. âHard to believeâŠ. Why didnât you tell me?â demanded.
Dadan looked at him, pondering her answer. âBecause I didnât know if it would help, or just hurt more. And maybe I didnât want to give him credit he hadnât earned.âÂ
Ace leaned back, breathing in and out, trying to control his temper. When it came to his dad he barely could contain his anger, but hearing that he cared... It was hard to believe, and yetâŠÂ
Running a hand over his face, he said. âI think I want to talk to him.â
Dadan met his eyes. âWell,â she said, leaning back with a grunt. âAbout damn time.â
âŠ
Ace stood at the heavy steel entrance, the cold weight of the moment pressing down on him. He took a slow, steadying breath, mustering every ounce of courage to step inside. Sabo and Luffy had both offered to come with him, but heâd said no. Neither pushed; they knew this was something Ace needed to face alone.
With a long sigh, he pushed open the door and walked into the prisonâs echoing halls. Guards glanced up as he passed, their eyes flickering with recognition âthe son of Gol D. Roger. It had been years since his fatherâs arrest, but the name still carried weight. More than one guard gave him a nod of surprise, some even whispered under their breath. Ace didnât flinch.
After signing in and answering questions about who he was visiting, a police officer led him to the visitorsâ area. Ace sat down heavily, his leg bouncing nervously. His fingers twitched restlessly. What was he even going to say? His mind was a tangle of thoughts and questions, but the one pounding at the center was simple, raw, and aching: Why?
Why hadnât his father moved on after Rouge died? Did he blame him for her death? Was love just something impossible? Bound to hurt and destroy?
The buzz of the door opening shattered the silence. There he was, Gol D. Roger. A man Ace barely knew, but who had shaped his life in ways he was only beginning to understand.
âItâs good to see you, son,â Roger said, his smile kind but lined with weariness.
Ace nodded, his throat tight. âHey.â
âHow have you been?â Roger asked.
âGood,â Ace said, voice clipped.
âHowâs the record business?â Rogerâs question caught him off guard.
Ace raised a brow. âYou know about that?â
Roger chuckled softly. âI know Iâm a crappy father. The least I can do is keep tabs on your life.â
Ace laughed bitterly, the sound hollow. âYeah⊠you were definitely a crappy father.â
A little pain and resignation flickered in Rogerâs eyes. He sighed deeply. âIâm sorry. I know this is a lame excuse but⊠I never thought I had to raise you without your mother.â
âYou didnât,â Ace snapped. âYou didnât raise me at all.â
Rogerâs jaw clenched. âI know. And Iâm sorry.â
Ace clenched his jaw, not here for apologies. âWhy⊠howâŠâ The words caught in his throat. âWhy didnât you move on?â
Rogerâs eyebrows lifted in surprise at the question. He paused, wrestling with a truth heâd come to understand only after years of sobriety and reflection.
Roger finally exhaled. âI loved her,â he said softly. âMore than anything. But there was something darker too. I was afraid. Afraid that if I moved on, Iâd lose her for good. That if I stopped mourning her, sheâd really be gone.â
Aceâs heart sank. He didnât want to be like his father, yet here it was, the same fear âthe terror of losing someone you love.
Roger continued, his voice steady but heavy. âOver the years, I realized I was just being a coward. That cowardice cost me you. Love isnât just feelingâitâs choosing. I chose to drown in my grief instead of living for her, for you.â
Ace swallowed the lump in his throat. Choices.
âAnd how do you know which is the right one?â he asked quietly.
Roger smiled sadly. âYou choose her. Every time.â
âBut you chose my mother over me,â Ace said, bitterness bleeding through frustration.Â
âI chose grief, absence. If I had chosen her, I wouldâve kept my promise to be your father.â said Roger.
Aceâs anxiety tightened around him like a vice. He couldnât meet his fatherâs calm gaze, so full of hard-earned truth. Ace saw his own self-destruction mirrored there.
âWhatâs her name?â Roger asked suddenly.
Ace blinked, caught off guard. âWhat?â
âIâm guessing youâre on the edge of screwing things up. Thatâs why youâre asking these questions.â
Aceâs lips pressed tight. âY/N.â
Rogerâs voice softened. âI never wanted you to carry this burden. But you are, arenât you?â
Ace stayed silent.
âIâm sorry all you learnt from me was grief and pain. Your mother would have taught you better how to love. For her love was as easy as breathing,â a small crack in Rogerâs voice threatened to scape at the memory of his wife.Â
Ace's jaw tightened, âBut I didnât get her.âHis hands were fists in his lap, knuckles white.
Roger gave his son a sad look. âNo, you didnât. But itâs time for you to also let go. You are not me Ace. Youâve made your own choices all along, and now, you just have to choose again. Fight for her, little lion. Pain is only a byproduct. Donât be afraid of it. Donât let the wreckage be your choice.â
Ace let the silence stretch between them, the weight of Rogerâs words settling heavy in the air. His whole body tensed, trying to wrestle the storm inside.
âEasy to say,â Ace finally muttered, his voice rough. âWhen youâve got time to think it over behind bars.â
Rogerâs tired eyes met his, steady and unyielding. âMaybe. But that time gave me clarity. The kind you donât get when youâre running wild, drowning your guilt in whiskey and women.â
Ace swallowed hard, the bitterness mixing with a fragile thread of understanding. âIâm scared,â he confessed quietly. âScared Iâll mess it all up, break everything around me, including her.â
Roger nodded slowly. âDonât let fear dictate your choices. â
The young manâs eyes flicked down, voice barely above a whisper. âI just⊠want her.â
A ghost of a smile tugged at Rogerâs lips. âThatâs the start. Keep trying. Keep choosing.â
Ace looked up, the weight in his chest lighter, if only a little. The man in front of him âflawed, broken, but honestâ was a mirror he hadnât dared to look into before. And now that he was looking straight at it⊠he could glimpse some differences. There was a beat of silence.Â
âThanks,â Ace said, voice steadier. âFor the talk.â
Roger smiled kindly. âYouâre my son. Itâs the least I could do.â
Ace nodded, a small crooked smile on his face, a quiet bond forming between them, fragile but real.
When the guards came to signal the end of the visit, Ace stood slowly, turning for one last look.
âI hope you visit againâ Roger said softly.
Ace nodded. âYeah. Maybe.â
Walking out, Ace felt the knot in his chest unwind just a little. The past wouldnât disappear. The fear was still there, raw and aching. But maybe⊠just maybe, he could start to choose differently.
Sorry, this chapter had been ready for a couple of weeks, but I was on holiday. I hope you like it.
Listen to: Tompkins Square Park by Mumford and Sons
Modern AU
Ace x f!reader
Characters: Ace, Robin, Nami, Franky, Usopp, Koby, Helmeppo, and others.
Warnings: occasional sex mentioned, alcohol, soft drugs.
Chapter 8
Ace woke up to an empty bed.
He blinked against the early light filtering through the blinds, instinctively reaching across the sheets. Cold. He sat up slowly, eyes scanning the room. No clothes. No shoes. No trace. Silence draped the apartment like a warning. He listened harder â for movement, for the clink of a glass, for your voice. Nothing. He rose, stomach tight, and grabbed his phone off the nightstand. Some part of him already knew. Felt it in his chest â that dull, clawing certainty.
This was it. Â Whatever you were... it was over.
He unlocked his phone. No messages. Not even a stupid emoji. His chest constricted.
Should he text you? Would you answer? Why wouldnât you? Â It was casual... right?
He told himself that. Lied to himself for the hundredth time.
Ace sat on the edge of the bed, phone in hand, leg bouncing. Maybe it was for the best. A clean break. No drama. No words. No slow unraveling. Just a quiet end. Simple. Easy. Like he always did.
He tossed the phone onto the mattress like it had burned him and started pacing â bare feet against the cold floor, hair a wild mess, breath uneven.
Shit. Shit. Shit. Why canât I just let her go?
He dragged a hand through his hair, jaw tight. Heâd tried. Twice. Tried to keep his distance. And both times, heâd come back. But this time, you were the one walking away.
Maybe I shouldnât chase. Third timeâs the charm, right?
His eyes flicked back to the phone, guilt curling in his stomach. It sat there like a curse, humming with the absence of you. He rubbed the back of his neck and closed his eyes. He could still feel you â skin on skin, breath against his collarbone, the weight of you curled into his chest. You were in his sheets, under his skin, pressed into the rhythm of his blood.Â
A drug. Thatâs what you were. You made him high. Alive. Addicted. Your lips. Your voice. The way your laugh cracked through his walls. He could die happy buried in your curves â in the fire and weight of you. It terrified him how much he wanted you. Because he couldnât fall. Not fully. Not when he knew what came after the fall. Pain. Ashes. Heâd burn everything in the process. And you... youâd already had enough heartbreak for a lifetime. He knew that. Hell, you knew it too. You were smart enough to keep your armor on. Smart enough to not trust men like him.
And still...
He sighed and picked up the phone.
âHey! Are you stealing my bad habits of disappearing?â
He stared at the message for a second, then hit send. One gray checkmark.
He waited. Nothing.
One minute. Two. Still no delivery.
A slow, creeping chill slid down his spine.
He sent another. Still one check.
Worried now, he hit the call icon. No ringtone. No answer. Just silence.
He opened Instagram. Typed your handle.
User not found.
He froze. A cold, dull ache spread in his chest.
She blocked me.
He swallowed hard. His heart was a hammer against his ribs. You had warned him. So clearly, too. I wonât chase you. Youâd said it once, cool and sharp. And he had ignored it. Ignored the edge in your voice, the way you never asked for anything. He thought, stupidly, that if it ever ended, you'd at least say goodbye. But of course you didnât. You were too proud. Too unapologetic. You never looked back. And now? You were just... gone.
He paced the room again, hands on his head, chest hollow.
âFuck,â he muttered, breath catching. âWhat the hell did I do?â
He paced around the room with a heavy heart, cursing you, cursing himself, cursing the world for the abysmal absence that youâd left. Because now that you were gone? It felt like the fucking end of the world.
âŠ
It was late at night when Sabo let himself in.
The place was dark, save for the soft orange glow of a streetlamp spilling through the blinds. He found Ace sprawled on the couch â one arm draped over his forehead, shirt untucked, several empty beer bottles littering the coffee table.Â
âWow,â Sabo muttered, dropping his jacket onto the arm of the couch. âShould I be worried?â
Ace didnât move. Barely glanced at him. Just gave a lazy shrug, eyes fixed on the ceiling.
Sabo rolled his eyes. âIâm probably gonna regret asking, but... what happened?â
âNothing,â Ace said flatly. His voice sounded like it had been dragged through gravel. âNothing happened.â
âRight. Of course.â Sabo surveyed the wreckage again. âBecause thisâŠâ he gestured broadly to the empty bottles and half-eaten food, â...is definitely what ânothingâ looks like.â
He sat on the coffee table, arms resting on his knees, facing his brother head-on.
âThe last time I saw you like this, your first two singles flopped, and you were spiraling about whether music was a mistake,â Sabo said. âAnd unless I missed a catastrophic headline today, your careerâs still intact. So... what is this really about?â
Ace didnât answer. His jaw twitched. His gaze drifted up to the ceiling like he could stare straight through it.
Sabo let the silence hang for a beat before trying again. âIs this about that girl you were seeing?â
That did it. Aceâs eyes flickered. Just for a second â a barely-there tell. But Sabo caught it.
âI told you,â he said quietly. âI told you that ânothingâ was going to turn into someone getting hurt.â
âShut up,â Ace muttered, voice hoarse. He rubbed his face hard with both hands. âJust⊠donât.â
Sabo leaned back slightly but didnât let up. âFine, I wonât say anything, justâŠâ he shook his head. âWhat happened?â
Ace let out a low, bitter laugh. âI donât know. One second we were fine, the next... sheâs just gone. No message. No goodbye. Nothing.â He exhaled sharply through his nose. âBlocked me on everything.â
Saboâs expression softened. âOof. Cold.â
âNo...â Ace rubbed his hands together like he could scrub the memory off them. âClean. She knew exactly what she was doing.â
Sabo was quiet for a moment. Then, gently, âYou care about her.â
Ace flinched like heâd been slapped. âNo.â
Sabo just gave him a look. The kind only an older brother could master â half amused, half disappointed, all knowing.
âDonât bullshit me, Ace.â
Ace looked away. âShe was never going to stay,â he said quietly. âShe told me that.â
âThen why are you so surprised?â
Ace didnât answer. His throat worked around something that wouldnât come out. He blinked hard, jaw clenched.
Sabo leaned forward, elbows on knees.
âYou keep saying you didnât want anything serious, but here you are, a beer past what you should drink, looking like hell.â
Ace laughed without humor. âThanks.â
âIâm not judging,â Sabo said. âBut Ace⊠this is the part where youâve got to ask yourself the real question.â
Ace raised an eyebrow. âWhich is?â
Sabo tilted his head. âDid you push her away because you didnât want her? Or because you did, and that scared the hell out of you?â
Ace didnât move. Just stared at the ceiling as if pleading to the universe for an easy answer.
Sabo stood, exhaling through his nose. âLook, Iâm not saying chase her. Iâm not saying beg. But at some point, youâve gotta stop pretending your feelings donât matter just because youâre scared of them.â
He picked up a few bottles and headed toward the kitchen, calling over his shoulder.
âYou keep telling yourself you donât fall for people. But this time you did. And now that youâve hit the ground, youâre afraid it might be too late.â
Sabo tossed the bottles in the trash, âYou like her,â he said plainly.
Ace didnât argue. Didnât have the strength.
Sabo returned a minute later with water and aspirin. âHere. Hydrate, idiot.â
Ace took them silently. Swallowed both. Then muttered, âI didnât know I could feel like this.â
âThatâs how you know it is real.â
Ace slumped back against the couch, staring back at the ceiling.
âDo you think sheâs gone for good?â
Sabo sat down beside him. âI donât know. That depends.â
âOn what?â
Sabo shrugged. âOn whether she was walking away to protect herself... or because she got tired of everything.â
âŠ
It was a slow Wednesday night at The Red Force. The warm glow of the bar lights pooled across the counter, reflecting off half-empty glasses and the glint of the glass as Law slid another beer toward you.
âSo,â he said, casually leaning on the bar, âyou finally hit the three-month mark?â
You glanced up at him, caught off guard. âWhat?â
He smirked. âWith that other guy you were seeing. When we were... whatever we were, you always bailed right around the third month.â
You narrowed your eyes, caught somewhere between surprise and irritation. âYou keeping track now?â
âNot really. Just noticing patterns,â he said, voice low, teasing.
You scoffed, taking a sip. âItâs not a pattern. WeâŠâ you said gesturing at both you, â... werenât working.â
Law tilted his head. âNo, we werenât. But thatâs not why you ended it.â
You hesitated. âIt was getting messy. I was still dealing with my shit and you were still dealng with Baby 5.â
âOuch,â he said with a mock wince.
âTell me Iâm wrong,â you challenged with a playful smile, resting your elbow on the counter, beer balanced in your hand.
He shrugged, lips tugging into a crooked grin. âYouâre not. It was a disaster.â
âExactly,â you said triumphantly, pointing at him with the glass before sipping again.
â She showed up the other day,â Law added, tone dry.
You groaned. âYouâre kidding. Again?â
He nodded, sipping his own drink like it was water. âSaid sheâd changed.â
You gave him a deadpan look. âPlease tell me you didnât fall for that.â
He smiled, slowly, darkly amused. âNah. Turns out you were like a vaccine against her. Built up my immunity.â
You smirked, letting out a little flirt on your voice. âWas I?â
He looked at you then. That sharp gaze scanning you with familiar precision, like he could still read the flickers of self-destruction in your grin. âOld habits die hard, huh?â
âCanât help it,â you said, leaning in slightly, just enough for the tension to crackle.
A beat of silence stretched between you. The music played low in the background. Your stare held hisâa whole lot of bad timing, shared nights, and bad decisions.
âYou want to use me again, donât you?â Law asked, voice dropping just a notch, rough and knowing.
You met his gaze evenly, tilting your head. âCrossed my mind. Maybe you could use me too⊠remind yourself why Baby 5 was never it.â
He smirked, but there was something almost sad in the curve of it. âReckless,â he said.
âI know,â you replied, biting your lip, not even pretending to hide it. âIs it such a bad idea?â
He leaned closer, elbows on the bar. âMaybe not. We had enough time to cool off.â
You nodded. âSo?â
Law glanced at the clock above the bar, then back at you. âShift ends in thirty.â
You took a sip of your beer, set the glass down with a soft clink. âGood.â
Back in your place, you didnât even make it to the bedroom.
Youâd barely closed the door before your back hit the wall, his mouth hot on your neck, your hands already tugging at his shirt. It wasnât soft. It wasnât tender. It was breathless and impatient, like two people clinging to something they both knew they shouldnât be doing.
Clothes scattered down the hallway, the sound of your body against his echoing faintly off the apartment walls. There were no declarations, no names whispered like confessions. Just moans and curses and half-laughed instructions between gritted teeth. It had been a while, but you quickly found each other rhythm, how to hit the edge fast and bring each other back down even faster.
Later, when it was over and you were sprawled on top of Law, sweat cooling against the sheets, silence settled like a blanket that didnât quite cover everything. You layed your hands on his chest, still catching your breath.Â
âFuck.â you said, finally untangling your legs from him, and laying beside him.
Law smirked lazily. âThat good?â
âYou wished.â
He let out a short, dry laugh and sat up slightly against your pillows, looking down at you. âYou know youâre a mess, right?â
You turned your head toward him, unamused. âThanks, babe.â
âIâm serious.â He looked at you like he was diagnosing a patient. âYou donât even lie to yourself properly anymore. At least before, you committed to the illusion.â
You rolled your eyes. âIâm not in the mood for advice.â
âYou were never in the mood for anything that makes you feel exposed,â he said flatly. âThat hasnât changed.â
You pushed yourself on your elbow to have a better look at him. âWhat is this, Law? Post-fuck therapy?â
âNo. This is me telling you the truth because Iâm the only one that is not going to sugarcoat it.â He tilted his head, eyes sharp but not unkind. âYouâre spiraling. You keep running into people hoping one of them will give you something you are not even sure you want.â
You swallowed hard but didnât answer.
He kept going. âYou didnât leave Ace because you were done with him. You left because if he texted you tomorrow saying he wants more, youâd probably give in to him. And you fucking hate the idea of that.â
You winced. âThatâs notâŠâ
âYes, it is.â His voice was calm. âAnd itâs fine. Youâre human. But you keep acting like youâre above it all, and youâre not. Youâre just tired and scared and too proud to say either out loud.â
You looked away, jaw tight. The silence buzzed.
âI didnât come here to fix you,â he said, gentler now. âAnd I didnât come here to fall back into old habits, either. I came because I knew you needed something to quiet the noise for a night. A little favor as a friend.â
You rolled your eyes, but then, said quietly. âIt doesnât quiet anything anymore.â
He stood, going to your bathroom. âThen stop using people as a fucking sedative.â
You blinked. That one hit a little too hard. You lay there, brooding over what Law just said.
When he came back again, he looked at you, pulling on his pants. âPiece of advice⊠Get your shit together. Or donât. Just stop pretending youâre fine while leaving a trail of blocked numbers and unresolved chaos behind you.â
You followed him with your eyes, heart thudding, not from the sex but from everything he said.
Law was at the door by the time you found your voice again. You popped your head through your room and called to him, âYouâre still an asshole.â
He smirked over his shoulder. âAnd you still like it.â
Then he left.
You simply stayed there, staring at the empty corridor in the dark, feeling the weight of someone finally telling you the truth.
âŠ
Ace stood at the door of Deuceâs apartment. He sighed.
He knew Deuce was going to kill him for this. But after showing up at your place and getting kicked out by Smoker, it became painfully clear: if he wanted to see you again, he couldnât go through you. He needed someone else. Someone with a reason to be there. And unfortunately, that someone was Deuce.
He knocked.
A moment later, the door opened. Deuce stood there in sweatpants and a hoodie, blinking at him.
âHey⊠whatâs up?â he said, stepping aside to let him in.
âHey,â Ace muttered, voice low.
Deuce closed the door behind them, watching him curiously. Ace looked off, too quiet, too still.
âI need to talk to her,â Ace said, the words falling out before he could stop them.
Deuceâs entire posture shifted. âOh, hell no.â He stepped back, arms already crossing. âWhat did you do?â
âI didnât⊠I mean, I didnât do anything, she leftâŠâ Ace said, but even he didnât sound convinced.
Deuce narrowed his eyes. âShe just up and left? No explanation? Thatâs what youâre telling me?â
Ace hesitated. âYesâŠâ
Deuce groaned. âDamn it, Ace.â
âI donât know what happened, okay?â Ace snapped, starting to pace. âOne second she was in my bed, and the next, she was gone. No text. No call. Nothing. And now sheâs blocked me. Everywhere.â
Deuce stared at him. âJesus.â
âI just need to talk to her. Once. I need to know why. I need to know what I did.â
Deuceâs tone sharpened. âBecause from what I recall, you ghosted her.â
Ace flinched. âYeah. I know.â
âYou said you were trying to stay away. That it was for the best. So what the hell changed now?â
âI didnât expect her to mean anything,â Ace admitted, voice rough. âI just⊠need to know why she left.â
Deuce ran a hand through his hair. âAce, this is exactly why I didnât want you messing around with her. Sheâs my editor. My job. You screw this up, I end up in the middle of it. And guess what? You have screwed it up. And now youâre dragging me in anyway.â
âI wouldnât ask if I had another way,â Ace said, desperate now. âBut sheâs shut me out. And youâre the only connection left.â
Deuce stared at him, jaw clenched. âSo you want me to what, casually drop by and say âHey, the guy who ditched you suddenly cares nowâ?â
âNo. Just tell her I want to talk. That I know I donât deserve a response, but Iâm asking for one anyway. That Iâm not trying to fix anything, I just want her to hear me out.â
Deuce looked away, silent for a long beat. Then he sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose.
âGod, I hate this,â he muttered.
Ace didnât speak. He knew pushing now would only make it worse.
Deuce held up a hand. âBut I swear, if this goes south, Iâm changing my name and moving to a cabin in the woods. Youâve officially made me collateral damage in your emotional war.â
âYouâre the one who introduced us,â Ace muttered.
âNo, I didnât. You introduce yourself. And Iâm never inviting you again to nay book launch,â Deuce said. Then, after a beat, âYou owe me. Big time.â
Ace offered a tired smile. âName it.â
âIâm not joking. Youâre cooking me dinner for a week. Real food. None of that âgrilled cheese is a mealâ crap. And youâre doing my groceries and laundry.â
Ace groaned. âNot the laundry, man.â
âYes, laundry,â Deuce said, already walking back toward his desk. âYou want to earn a second chance? It wonât come cheap.â
âSorry for being late,â you said, sliding into the seat across from him. âHad some stuff to clear at the office first.â
âNo problem,â Deuce replied, though he seemed oddly stiff.
You tilted your head. âSo⊠why the change of scene?â
He shrugged, a little too casually. âIâve got something to do nearby. Thought Iâd save myself the commute. Sorry to drag you out. Just this once.â I hope so, Deuce thought grimly.
âSure,â you said, smiling politely. âNo problem.â
The two of you got to work, diving into notes and rewrites, dissecting plot arcs and structure. An hour passed. Two cups of black tea later, the chapter had finally found its shape. You packed up your notebook, satisfaction settling in your chest.
âAwesome,â you said, standing and slinging your bag over your shoulder. âCan I expect the next chapter next week?â
âYes,â Deuce replied, a little distracted now, eyes flicking toward the door.
âCool. Thatâs why youâre my favorite author,â you teased lightly.
Deuce gave a thin smile, then stood up and followed you toward the exit.
Thatâs when you saw him. Ace was waiting just outside the door.
You froze mid-step and your breath caught. Then, slowly, you turned to glare at Deuce.
âPlease tell me Iâm still your favorite author,â he muttered weakly, wincing.
You leveled him with a look sharp enough to cut steel. âYou should be really grateful that youâre a hell of an author,â you snapped.
Deuce raised both hands in surrender, stepping back as you went out the door.
âIâm working,â you said flatly to Ace as you walked by. âI donât have time for you.â
But Ace followed, quick to catch up. He cut in front of you, blocking your path.
âHi, gorgeous,â he said, voice soft. âCan we talk?â
You stared at him, steeling yourself. Donât let him see anything. Donât give him an inch. It was casual. It was always casual. Thatâs all it ever was.
âWhat do you want to talk about?â you asked, trying to sound cool and disinterested. But there was a tightness in your voice you couldnât quite hide.
Ace looked at you like he was searching for something. âLast time we saw each other⊠you just left.â
You sighed. âYeah. I told you, didnât I? I leave when I want. Thatâs how it works for people like us. We just leave.â
There was something bitter in the way you said it, an edge of anger, aching. He felt the undercurrent.
âSo thatâs why you left? Out of spite? Or because you were tired?â Ace asked, raising an eyebrow, the question heavier than his voice let on.
âI donât do things out of spite, Ace,â you said evenly. âBut yeah. We were done. I told you I wouldnât chase⊠so I didnât. I just found someone else.â
That hit like a slap. His expression cracked.
âSomeone else?â he asked, voice low, and you could see the jealousy flare in his eyes.
You didnât want to be cruel. But if this conversation kept going, you knew it would lead to uncomfortable confessions, and you couldnât let it. It was either him or you.
âYes. Someone else. Itâs easy to find casual,â you said with forced nonchalance.
Aceâs jaw clenched. His eyes searched yours, trying to figure out what was real and what was armor.
âThen why bother?â he asked, voice rough. âWhy bother looking for me at all that night in the bar?â
You hesitated. Too close. âI was drunk,â you lied.
He shook his head. âI donât buy it. Iâve seen you drink. You werenât that drunk. You were sober enough to leave without a word in the middle of the night.â
You looked away, exhaled hard through your nose.
âWhat do you want, Ace? An apology? Fine. Iâm sorry I left without a word. It was fun, but itâs over.â
Ace was quiet. And if you hadnât been avoiding his eyes, he might have believed you.
Instead, he took a step closer, and then, gently, he reached up, fingers brushing your chin, coaxing your gaze to his.
Your breath hitched. He was too close.
âIf itâs really over,â he said softly, âsay it to my face, gorgeous.â
You stared at him. His hand. His eyes. His voice. It was too much.
You slapped his hand away and turned around, groaning in frustration. âDamn you, fire boy,â you hissed to the sky. âDamn you.â
Then you spun back to face him.
âFine!â you blurted. âI left because I was catching feelings, okay?â
Ace froze.
âI told you,â you said, voice cracking. âI donât do feelings. That was the deal. So yeah, I left. Because I was falling for you, and I couldnât let that happen.â
You crossed your arms, as if that could help you protect yourself from your own confession. Silence stretched between you, dense and raw.
Aceâs voice, when it came, was quiet. âWhat if you werenât the only one?â
You closed your eyes for a second.
âDoesnât matter,â you whispered. âBecause you didnât stay. And you wouldnât. Would you?âÂ
You stared at him, throwing the question as a slap. Ace looked away. That silence was louder than any answer.
âI was falling, Ace,â you said, more gently now. âBut look me in the eye and tell me youâre capable of staying. Tell me you can handle the mess that comes with feelings.â
He couldnât. You saw it in the way his throat tightened, in the way his jaw locked.
You sighed. "I thought so." Your voice had softened now, resignation dulling the edges of your frustration. "See you, Ace," you said, turning to leave.
But his hand caught yours.
âPlease donât,â you murmured, not turning around. âJust let go.â
There was a long pause. You could feel the tremble in his fingers, how tightly he was holding back whatever storm was inside him.
Then, quietly, he said, âYouâre right. I donât know how to stay.â A beat. âBut Iâll keep trying.â
The words hit you harder than anything else he couldâve said.
You stood there, frozen, your hand still in his. You didnât speak, didnât move, just stared forward, blinking against the sudden blur in your vision.
Slowly, you slipped your hand out of his grasp, letting it fall.
You turned halfway toward him, eyes unreadable. âThen try, Ace. But not for me. Do it because you want to become someone who can.â
And with that, you walked away. He didnât follow. But he didnât let his eyes leave you either.
This chapter was really hard to write. Stirred some bad memories, so I didn't proofread it much. So cut me some slack if this one feels off or badly written. Sorry.
I uploaded two chapters. Here's the link to Chapter 6 in case you missed it.
Listen to Lose You to Love Me by Selena Gomez
Modern AU
Ace x f!reader
Characters: Ace, Robin, Nami, Franky, Usopp, Koby, Helmeppo, and others.
Warnings: occasional sex mentioned, alcohol, soft drugs.
Chapter 7
Eight years ago
"Canât believe you finally dumped Perona," you said to Zoro, grinning.
The party was in full swing, music thumping, lights flashing. You were having a blast. Robin had skipped the party. She didnât love college partiesâsaid they were too wild for her tasteâbut sometimes you dragged her out, mostly because Zoro was rarely allowed to hang out with you without Perona lurking around, and you hated coming alone. But tonight, you were celebrating. Zoro had finally left that possessive, cheating hypocrite.
He just rolled his eyes. He hated the I told you so tone youâd been using all night, but you could tell he wasn't mad. Just annoyed. And underneath it, he seemed lighter. Free.
"Youâre gonna rub it in my face all night, arenât you?" he growled. "Itâs been two months."
"I know. Took you two whole months to bring your sorry ass around so I could gloat properly."
"Exactly why I didnât wanna come," he muttered, sipping his beer.
"You promised Robin youâd come with me. She hates these parties."
"So do I," Zoro added.
"You donât hate anything about cheap alcohol," you said, clinking your beer against his with a grin.
"I do hate having to be wingman or third wheel all night."
You laughed. âFair enough. I promise, tonight is all about us drinking. I wonât leave with anyone.â
âDidnât you drive here?â
âI found the best parking spot. No oneâs towing my car. Unless you plan on leaving early?â
He snorted. âFine. Letâs have fun tonight.â
It had been a while since you'd seen him so relaxed. You laughed out loud, played beer pong together crushing all challengers, downed shots of something fruity and sweet. The night blurred into alcohol, laughter, music⊠kisses.
You woke up in Zoroâs bed.
You turned to look at himâyour best friend. Naked. Asleep.
Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit.
You gathered your clothes, dressed in a panic, and slipped out of the dorms like a thief.
Outside, you pulled out your phone and called Robin.
âI fucked up,â you said, voice trembling.
âWhat happened?â she asked, concerned but calm.
âI slept with Zoro,â you blurted.
She sighed not in surprise. âAbout time.â
âWhat?! What do you mean, âabout timeâ? Did you hear me?â
âHeard you loud and clear. Yosaku and I had bets on how long itâd take Zoro to make a move on you once he dumped Perona.â
âWhat the fuck are you talking about?!â
âDonât act shocked. Heâs always had a thing for you. He just met Perona before he figured that out.â
You paused, breath catching. âOh god... What do I do now?â
âThatâs the better question. What do you want to do?â
âI have no idea. Iâm heading to your place. Iâm freaking out.â
You parked and rang the bell at Robinâs house. Olvia opened the door, her expression warm and familiar.
âHi⊠Sorry to bother you. Is Robin here?â
âShe is. And breakfast is ready,â she said gently, without judgment.
She was the mom you never had. Your grandfather loved you, gave you everything you needed, but Olvia... Olvia raised you in all the things your grandfather couldnât.Â
You smiled nervously.
âI wonât call your grandfather, but please let him know youâre okay.â she said, knowingly
You nodded. Olvia and Robin had covered your sorry ass more times than you could count.
Inside, Robin was in the kitchen, staring at her phone with a smug smile.
âGotta thank your drunk self,â she said. âJust earned me thirty bucks.â
âYou bet thirty bucks?â you said, scandalized.
âYosaku thought Zoro would confess. I bet heâd never talk and you two would hook up by accident.â She grinned, clearly enjoying herself.
You stared at her, stunned. âYou have no faith in me.â
âI had plenty of faith⊠in your chaotic energy and Zoroâs emotional repression. He needs to be blackout drunk to talk about his feelings.â
You groaned. âWell, thatâs basically what happened. Except we skipped the talk and went straight into the making out.â
Robin laughed.
Your phone buzzed.
You looked at it and squeaked, tossing it to her. âHe wants to talk! Oh my god, he wants to talk! What do I do?!â
âTalk to him!â she said, exasperated. âYouâve had boyfriends before. Why is Zoro different?â
âBecause heâs Zoro! Heâs my best friend. The guy with whom I cried over breakups. The one who forgave that bitch twice for cheating on him. We know each other too much.â
Robin smiled knowingly. âSo what? Youâve both been through enough heartbreak to know what real love should look like.â
âWhat if it goes wrong?â
âThen maybe your friendship is strong enough to survive a breakup,â she said. âBut what if it goes right?â
You sighed, eyes on your phone screen. âI guessâŠâ
You sat on Robinâs couch, curled up in one of her oversized hoodies, clutching a mug of lukewarm tea you werenât drinking. Your phone lay face down on the coffee table, but you could still feel the message burning through the screen.
Can we talk? Please.
Robin glanced over from the kitchen. âYouâre gonna burn a hole in if you keep staring. Just answer him.â
You sighed. âWhat if this ruins everything?â
âWhat if it doesnât?â she shot back, unbothered as ever.
Ten minutes later, a knock echoed through the house. You froze.
You picked up your phone with shaking fingers and typed:
Yeah. Iâm at Robinâs place. Come over if you want.
Robin raised a brow. âThat better be Zoro. Iâm not expecting anyone.â
You gave her a look.
âIâm gone.â She grabbed her tea and disappeared upstairs.
You opened the door. Zoro stood there in a gray hoodie and jeans, hands shoved in his pockets, hair still damp from a quick shower. His eyes flicked up to meet yours.
âHey.â
âHey.âÂ
You walked past him. âLetâs talk. I need air.â
He nodded and followed without a word. The sidewalk was cool under your sneakers, the street still damp from last nightâs drizzle. You crossed the block in silence until the tension got too loud to ignore.
âI didnât mean to freak you out,â you said.
âI know.â
You glanced over. âI just⊠I panicked.â
He gave a small grunt. âYeah. You ran.â
You winced. âIâŠâ you hesitated for a second, âI don't regret it. I justâŠâ
âI know,â he repeated, voice quieter.
You both kept walking. A car passed. Somewhere, a dog barked. You shoved your hands into your hoodie pockets.
âIâve been going in circles about what it meant,â you muttered. âI still donât know.â
Zoro stopped walking, making you stop and turn to look at him.
âI do,â he said.
You blinked.
âI want it,â he said simply. âYou.â
Your breath caught.
âFor how long?â you asked.
He looked away for a second, jaw tight. âA while.â
âWhy didnât you say anything?â
âYou had other people. So did I.â He shrugged, eyes still on the pavement. âDidnât want to screw it up.â
âYouâre my best friend,â you said. âI donât want to lose that.â
âThen we donât.â
You stared at him. He met your eyes nowâsteady, grounded.
âSo we try?â you asked.
âYeah,â he said, like it was the easiest decision in the world. âWe try.â
You nodded slowly. âOkay. But if it goes badâŠâ
âWe deal with it,â Zoro cut in. âTogether.â
You didnât answer. You just took a breath, stepped forward, and kissed him.
No alcohol. No chaos. Just clarity. His hand came up to your back, steady and sure. Like heâd been waiting for this. Like he wasnât going anywhere.
âŠ
Year 1
The final men rang through the gym, the strike echoing like a crack of lightning.
A breathless hush swept across the crowd.
Then, the referee raised his hand. âIppon!â
The flags went up. The kendo match over and Zoro had won. The gym erupted.
You didnât wait for the formal bows or team handshakes. You were already moving â shoving past the front row, dodging someoneâs water bottle, your heart thudding louder than the crowdâs roar.
Zoro peeled off his helmet, sweat-damp hair falling in his face. He was still catching his breath when you threw your arms around him.
âYou did it!â you grinned, squeezing him tight.
He let out a short breath, half a laugh, and wrapped his arms around you in return. âTold you I would.â
âYou were amazing out there!â
âYou didnât miss a beat,â he said, his voice low. âSaw you the whole match.â
You grinned wider. âIâm your biggest fan.â
He tilted his head slightly, leaning in like it was muscle memory. And when you kissed him â hot with pride, joy, and the adrenaline still buzzing in your veins â he met you claiming his victory kiss.
The team started cheering, whistling, Yosaku shouting, âDamn, you two, get a room!â
Zoro finally broke away from your arms, grabbing a towel someone tossed his way and slinging it over his neck. The team was still buzzing around him, full of victory adrenaline, sweat, and loud pride.
Johnny and Yosaku sprinted over, practically tripping over each other in their rush.
âBro, you smoked that guy like he was made of paper!â Johnny shouted, slapping Zoro on the back hard enough to make the towel bounce.
âOur captainâs a monster!â Yosaku chimed in. âWe ride with only champions now!â
Zoro grunted, the corners of his mouth twitching in amusement.
You stayed close, just behind his shoulder, grinning as Johnny nudged you.
âAnd you⊠cheering like your life depended on it!â he said. âMan, I thought you were gonna storm the court with a flag.â
âI almost did,â you replied. âBut I figured you guys had swords. Iâd lose that fight.â
âGood call,â Tashigi said, walking up with her own gear bag slung over her shoulder, still flushed from her own match. âItâs bad etiquette to interrupt the captain during his victory moment.â
Zoro gave her a court nod. Tashigi returned it with the same calm energy.
âYou were sharp today,â she said to him. âFocused. Fast.â
He shrugged. âFelt right.â
Robin arrived last, in her usual unbothered pace, dressed in all black and holding two iced teas, one of which she handed to you.
âI figured youâd be dehydrated from all the yelling,â she said with a slight smirk.
âAngel,â you said, gratefully taking it.
Robinâs gaze drifted to Zoro. âNice work, green bean.â
Zoro rolled his eyes. âDonât start.â
âIâm just saying,â she replied coolly, âif you keep this up, I might actually stop referring to you as the emotionally constipated sword jock.â
Johnny choked on laughter. Yosaku was wheezing.
You tried not to laugh and failed.
The group began moving toward the locker rooms and exits, half-joking, half-exhausted.
Before they disappeared through the double doors, Zoro lingered back. Just long enough to touch your wrist.
âYou staying for the team dinner?â he asked, quiet under the chatter.
You nodded. âOf course. Wouldnât miss watching you pretend you hate attention while secretly enjoying every second.â
He raised an eyebrow. âI donât enjoy it.â
âMmhm.â
He shook his head, smiling now, and gave your hand a squeeze before joining the others.
The restaurant was loud. The kind of place with mismatched chairs, neon signs that buzzed faintly overhead, and a smell of fried food permanently embedded in the walls. A greasy paradise.
The whole back corner had been taken over by the kendo team and their chosen entourage. Tables pushed together, plates stacking up, chopsticks tapping against plastic cups, and victory hanging in the air like the lingering scent of soy sauce and sweat.
You were squeezed between Robin and Zoro, half pressed to his side thanks to how tight the seating was. Not that you minded.
Zoro, fresh from a shower, wore a clean white t-shirt and that look he got when surrounded by too much noise â half amused, half annoyed, but unwilling to leave because his people were here. His knee brushed yours under the table.
Johnny slammed his chopsticks down and declared, âAnd thatâs when Zoro leapt forward, like a damn dragon, screaming âmen!â like he was casting aâŠâ
âI did not scream,â Zoro muttered.
âHe growled it,â Yosaku corrected dramatically. âLike a battle cry from the soul. I swear the other guy flinched.â
You grinned. âI believe it. I heard it from the stands. It was hot.â
Zoro side-eyed you, mildly pink. âYouâre not helping.â
Robin raised her glass. âTo Zoroâs uncharacteristically emotional swordsmanship.â
âCheers!â Johnny, Yosaku, and a few others shouted.
Glasses clinked. Even Tashigi smirked faintly and sipped her drink.
âYouâve gotta admit,â you said, nudging Zoro gently, âyou were on fire out there.â
âI was focused,â he mumbled, stabbing a piece of grilled meat with his chopsticks. âIt wasnât just me.â
âNo, no, no,â Yosaku cut in, pointing across the table. âIt was mostly you.â
Robin leaned toward you. âHeâs really trying not to smile.â
âI see it,â you whispered back.
Zoro reached for his drink. âI can hear you.â
You placed your hand briefly on his thigh under the table. He glanced at you and there it was. The quiet softness he only gave to you. Eyes relaxed, mouth easing into the faintest of smiles.Â
Across the table, someone shouted that the second round of food was arriving. Plates clattered, new beers were poured, and someone brought out a cake with âVictory Squadâ scrawled across it in messy icing.
Later, Zoro leaned in and muttered, âYou still good?â
You smiled up at him, nodding. âPerfect. You?â
âYeah,â he said. âThis is nice.â
âTeam stuff?â
He gave a slow shake of his head. âYou.â
And in the middle of chaos â grease, noise, laughter, heat â you felt the weight of that simple word settle right into your chest.
Year 2
âMy grandfather wants me to work at the library once I finish college,â you said, voice muffled slightly against Zoroâs chest.
The room was warm and dim, heavy with the haze of late-night stillness. The sheets were tangled around your legs, your body curled into his. Zoro lay on his back, arm resting behind his head, the other lazily trailing along your bare shoulder.
He made a soft sound in his throat â half acknowledgment, half contentment.
âIâm not sure if I want to,â you added.
Zoro brushed your arm with his fingers. âThen donât.â
âI still need a job,â you said. âCanât live at my grandfatherâs forever.â
There was a comfortable pause. You listened to the steady rhythm of his breathing, the faint hum of the streetlamp outside spilling light across the floor.
Then he said it, so simply, âLetâs live together after college.â
Your head lifted slightly. âWhat?â
He looked down at you, relaxed as ever. âYou donât want to?â
âNo, no. Itâs not that. Itâs just⊠thatâs a big thing. Weâd need money. A place. Jobs. You know, life.â
Zoro shrugged like it was nothing. âItâs fine. Youâll work at the library for a while. Iâll work at the dojo. Weâll figure it out.â
You smiled against his chest. âYou make it sound so easy.â
âIt is,â he said. âAs long as itâs with you.â
Your heart did a little flip.
You went quiet, letting your fingers trace idle shapes across his stomach. You hadnât thought much beyond graduation lately â at least not for yourself. Most of your time had gone into making sure Zoro had everything he needed for the national tournaments coming up next season, helping him prep his applications for the elite kendo coaching programs, even researching travel stipends he could apply for.
Your own plans were still a work in progress.
âI used to think Iâd go to the city after college,â you said softly. âTry to get into publishing. Start small, climb up. Be an editor someday.â
Zoroâs hand stilled on your back. âYou still can.â
You nodded, but something in your chest pulled tight. âYeah⊠I know. I guess I just havenât thought about it in a while. Everythingâs been fine here. With you.â
Zoro didnât answer right away. You didnât mind the silence. With him, it never felt heavy, just thoughtful.
âI donât want you to give up stuff for me,â he said finally.
You looked up. âIâm not. Itâs not like that.â
His brows drew together just slightly, like he was trying to say something and didnât quite know how.
âI love you,â he said instead.
You blinked, a little breath caught in your throat. He didnât say it often. Not because he didnât mean it, but because Zoro never used words he couldnât back up with action.
âI love you too,â you whispered.
He reached over and tucked a strand of hair behind your ear. âSo weâll make a plan that works for both of us. You wanna go to the city someday? Then weâll go.â
âWe?â
âIâm not staying behind if youâre not there.â
Your chest ached in the best way. You kissed his shoulder and buried your face there.
âOkay,â you said. âAfter graduation, we get a place. You keep training. I work at the library for a while. And thenâŠâ
âThen we see what happens,â Zoro said.
And you both let that hang there, open-ended, undefined.
Hopeful.
Year 3
You came home, dropping the keys into the entrance bowl. You were so excited. You call to Zoro, the news bubbling in your tongue.Â
âZoro!â
âIn the room,â he called.
Zoro emerged, towel slung around his neck, hair still damp from the shower. He was wearing just sweatpants, water beading on his chest.
You nodded so fast you got dizzy. âYes! Itâs real. Itâs happening. Full-time editorial assistant. Benefits. A salary that doesn't make me cry.â
His grin spread slowly, warm and proud in that understated way of his. âYou did it.â
You launched yourself at him, arms around his neck, both of you grinning as he caught you with ease, towel slipping off his shoulder.
âGod, I thought I bombed the second interview,â you said into his skin. âBut they called. Today. I start in two weeks.â
Zoro pulled back enough to look at you. âWhereâs the office again?â
âGoa Downtown. Itâs like an hour and a half if trafficâs decent,â you said, brushing your hair back. âIâll need to leave early, but itâs fine. Totally worth it.â
He raised an eyebrow. âThatâs a hell of a drive.â
âIâll figure it out,â you said. âItâs my foot in the door.â
You both stood there for a second, the quiet stretching between you. Then Zoro shifted.
âIâve got something too,â he said, rubbing the back of his neck.
âOh?â
âI made the national team. Officially. They announced it this morning.â
You stared at him. âWait. Youâre serious?â
He nodded, a little sheepish but clearly thrilled. âCoach pulled me aside after practice.â
You shrieked, throwing your arms up. âZoro! Thatâs⊠oh my god, thatâs huge!â
He shrugged, but the smile tugging at the corner of his mouth betrayed how much it meant.
You kissed him, laughing against his lips. âWeâre both unstoppable this week.â
You collapsed together at the edge of the bed, legs tangled. The weight of your shared exhaustion settled over you, but so did a lightness â that quiet rush of weâre doing it. Making it.
But after a beat, the logistics crept in.
âSo⊠nationals?â you asked, fingers playing with his hand.
He nodded. âTraining campâs out of town a couple weekends each month. Regionals are spread through the coast. Then if we make it to MarijoeâŠâ
âYou will,â you cut in, grinning.
He gave a quiet snort of amusement. âIf I do, thatâs a whole week gone.â
You didnât hesitate. âI can drive up for some of the tournaments. Weekends, mostly. I mean, if I leave Friday after workâŠâ
âBabe,â he said gently, âthatâs a lot.â
âI donât mind,â you replied, too quickly. âItâs not forever. Itâs your dream.â
Zoro watched you for a moment. His hand found yours, thumb brushing your knuckles. âAnd what about yours?â
You smiled at him, a little too tightly. âItâs just a long drive. Iâll be okay.â
Silence returned. Comfortable, mostly. But something delicate and unspoken rested between you â like you were both holding onto each other and pulling forward in different directions.
But neither of you said that.
Instead, Zoro leaned in, forehead resting against yours. âWeâll figure it out.â
You nodded, closing your eyes. âWe always do.â
And for tonight, that was enough.
Year 4
The apartment was quiet when Zoro stepped inside, the sound of his keys landing in the bowl by the door the only signal that he was home. The lights were low. The hum of the dishwasher faintly in the background. His gear bag slid off his shoulder with a thud, sweat still clinging to his skin from practice.
He spotted you on the couchâlegs curled under you, a worn hoodie half-falling off one shoulder, a stack of manuscript pages balanced on your thigh. You didnât even look up, your lips moving slightly as you tracked the words on the page.
âHey,â he said softly.
âHey,â you murmured, without looking away.
He smiled faintly. That was your usual greeting now. Tired. Distracted. But still warm, still familiar.
He walked over, dropping to the floor in front of the couch and resting his arms on the edge beside your knee.
âYou eaten?â he asked.
âNo, not yet.â
Zoro frowned. âStop skipping meals.â
âI know,â you said. âIt was just a deadline day. Hancock wants this one proofed by Friday. Itâs a mess. Plotâs great, but the pacingâs a wreck. Iâm trying to fix it before I send notes.â
Zoro didnât push. You were always talking about Hancock, your senior editor at Amazon Lily. You talked about her the way most people talked about war general, with a strange mix of respect and battle trauma.
He leaned his forehead gently against your knee.
You finally glanced down at him. âHard practice?â
âHard week,â he said.
You reached down and ruffled his hair absently. âI know the feeling.â
He looked up at you. There was a new shadow beneath your eyes, and the faint lines near your mouth werenât from smiling. You were still you, but dimmer lately. Distant, like you were pulling away without realizing it.
âIâve been thinking,â he said.
You hummed, attention sliding halfway back to the manuscript.
Zoro reached into the pocket of his jacket and pulled something outâa small, square box. He didnât open it right away.
âI want to do this with you,â he said.
You blinked and looked down again. âWhat?â
âI know itâs been a challengin year,â he said. âBut I love you. That hasnât changed.â
Your heart stuttered. Your hand froze on the manuscript.
Zoroâs voice was steady. âI figured Iâd stop wasting time.â
He opened the box. The ring was simple and beautiful. Silver band, a sapphireâquiet, practical. You.
You stared at it for a long second, then looked at him.
âI want you,â he said simply. âFor life.â
You didnât speak right away. There was a deep ache inside you, not from sadness, but from everything youâd poured into making this work. You loved him. He was your best friend, your comfort, your anchor. Your tiredness suddenly forgotten, down your priority list.
You smiledâsoft and honest. âZoroâŠâ
You set the manuscript down and leaned over the edge of the couch. He stood so you were eye to eye.
âYes,â you said quietly. âOf course yes.â
Relief softened the tension in his shoulders. He pulled you into him, arms tight around your back, holding you like someone anchoring himself to land.
You kissed him, and this time it wasnât the rush of passion or the comfort of routine. It was something deeperâan unspoken promise to keep trying, even through the cracks.
He slipped the ring onto your finger, and you stared at it a second too long before whispering, âWeâll figure it out.â
âYeah,â he murmured. âWe always do.â
Year 5
You sat curled on the couch, thumb idly flicking your phone screen, checking the time again. 10:47 p.m.
Zoro was late. Again. Heâd been staying longer at the dojo latelyâteam practices running into the night, drills, strategy meetings. Most recently, heâd been coaching Tashigi, who had just been selected for the womenâs national team. You hadnât thought much of it at first. Youâd known her for years nowâshared drinks, jokes, awkward team celebrations. You could even call her a friend in a casual way.
But lately, something unsettled had begun to stir in you. A thought you didnât want to acknowledge.
Maybe youâd kept her close not out of friendship but to keep an eye on her. Just like Perona did with you, all those years ago. You used to find her exhausting, too possessive, too sharp. But she hadnât been wrong. Zoro had had feelings for you back then. And you⊠well, you had them too.
Youâd promised yourself you wouldnât become that partner. Jealous. Controlling. Clinging. Zoro hated that. He needed space. He needed trust. And youâd always tried to give him both. But now you were sitting here, phone screen dimming in your hand, wondering why the silence in the apartment felt so loud.
You didnât want to confront him. Because if you asked, and he liedâeven just onceâit would crack everything. And if he told you the truth⊠Thereâd be no putting it back together.
The front door clicked. Keys in the lock. You blinked out of the spiral of thoughts.
Zoro stepped in, a duffel bag slung over one shoulder. He looked tired, but there was something underneath. A flickering in his eyes.
âHey,â you greeted, managing a smile.
He looked slightly surprised. âThought youâd be asleep.â
âI waited up,â you said, eyes scanning his face. âHow was practice?â
He shifted his weight. âGood. Long.â
âI noticed,â you said gently.
âWe stayed after. Some equipment needed maintenance.â
âAll of you?â
âJust Johnny, Tashigi, and me.â
You nodded slowly, the smile frozen on your lips. You didnât say it but you were nearly certain Johnny hadnât been there. That flicker of doubt pierced through the space between you like a cold draft.
Still, you walked over and kissed him. âIâm glad your practices are going well.â
He smiled, but it didnât reach his eyes. Not really.
âIâm heading to bed,â you said. âYou coming?â
âYeah. Just gonna shower real quick.â
You turned away, your chest tightening with unease, and padded toward the bedroom.
Later, he slipped in beside you. You felt his arm slide across your waist, his lips brush your temple. You didnât move.
The weekend came. Zoroâs quarter-final match was loud and electric, the crowd roaring. You stood in the audience, clapping and cheering, a tight ache in your throat as he claimed another win.
You started making your way toward the arena, weaving through the crowd and then, paused. There she was. Tashigi. Clapping too hard. Cheering too loud. And Zoro smiling. Your stomach sank. You moved faster.
â(Y/N)!â Johnny called as you stepped down from the stands. âGood to see you! We missed you at the last couple matches.â
You forced a smile, nodding at the team. âBusy with work,â you said. Your gaze drifted briefly to Tashigi, who gave you a small, awkward wave. âSaved my time for the important ones.â
You turned to Zoro. âCongrats, babe.â
You leaned in for a quick kiss. He kissed you back, but it was distracted. His attention already half somewhere else.
âJoining us for the celebration?â Yosaku asked, slapping Zoro on the back.
âSure,â you said. âWouldnât miss it.â
At dinner, laughter filled the air. Beer glasses clinked. Plates passed back and forth. You smiled, joined the toasts, played your part.
âHey,â Yosaku said mid-bite, âYou coming to the practice retreat next week?â
You blinked. âWhat retreat?â
âOh, Zoro didnât tell you? Four days of kendo training. Teams from all over the country. It at an onsen. You can come and relax while we spar.â
You looked to Zoro. He glanced at his plate. âYeah⊠I forgot to mention it. Itâs just more practice. Figured youâd be too busy to spend four days watching us run drills.â
âI can make time,â you said. âIf you want me to come.â
Zoro shook his head. âItâs nothing. Just practice.â
Back home, you curled up on the couch beside him.
âYou sure you donât want me to come to the retreat?â you asked quietly. âIt sounded like a fun thing to do.â
He brushed it off. âIs not. Just a bunch of guys messing around. Not even official.â
Your heart felt heavy, but the question slipped, âJust the guys?â
He looked at you, casually, âYeah. just the guys.â
You nodded, heart tugging sideways. âWell. If you need anything⊠let me know.â
âŠ
The week passed in a blur. Zoro packed, kissed your cheek, and left. The apartment felt colder without him. You tried to bury the gnawing feeling inside you, repeating to yourself: Heâs with the guys. Just practice. Just drills.
But on the second day, scrolling through the teamsâ social media feeds, you saw it.
Photos. Group pictures. One of them with the whole. Tashigi beside him. Leaning into him. Her hand hooked around his arm.
You froze. A low buzz filled your ears. Your body stilled. Your mind screamed, No. Not Zoro. Not him. He lied. Deliberately. He had looked you in the eyes and lied.
You stared at the screen until it blurred. Until your chest started to ache. Until the manuscript you had been editing earlier felt like it belonged to someone elseâs life. You needed someone. You called Robin.
âHi there,â she answered warmly.
You opened your mouth but nothing came out.
â(Y/N)?â Her voice turned sharp. âAre you okay?â
You swallowed hard. âHeâs cheating on me.â
âWhat?!â
Your eyes stung. Silent tears slipped down your face.
âDarling,â Robin said instantly, voice steady. âI need you to stay home. Call in sick tomorrow. Iâll do the same. Iâll be there in the morning, okay?â
âOkay.â
âBreathe in. Breathe out. Iâve got you. Just hang in there.â
You nodded even though she couldnât see it. âOkay,â you whispered.
You hung up. Made a cup of tea you didnât drink. Watched whatever show came on next. Numbed yourself through the night.
The next morning, Robin knocked on your door. You opened it with swollen eyes and a silence that said everything.
She pulled you into her arms. And for the first time, you let yourself fall apart.
âCome on,â she whispered gently, guiding you back inside, her hand firm on your back. âLetâs sit.â
You curled up on the couch, legs pulled under you, still in the hoodie youâd slept in. Robin sat beside you, reminding you you werenât alone.
âI donât even know where to start,â you murmured, voice raw.
âStart anywhere,â she said, her voice low and even. âIâm here.â
You took a shaky breath. âIt wasnât always like this. We made it work. Even when I got the job at Amazon Lily and he got into the national team, we found time. I made time.â
Robin nodded, saying nothing.
âAnd lately⊠itâs just been harder. Heâs been staying late. Training more, coaching Tashigi. And I didnât think anything of it at first. Why would I? I know her. We've been⊠friendly. Weâve shared drinks, Iâve sat with her during matches.â
You trailed off. Your voice cracked. Robin reached for your hand, lacing her fingers through yours.
You took another breath, shakier this time. âI started noticing little things. The way she laughed at everything he said. The way he smiled back. I started wondering if I was imagining it. If I was just tired. Paranoid.â
Robinâs grip on your hand tightened ever so slightly.
âAnd then the late practices became normal. Heâd say it was just him and Johnny and her staying behind to do gear maintenance. And I didnât question it. I didnât want to be that girlfriend.â
You let out a bitter laugh. âGod, I worked so hard not to become Perona.â
Robin tilted her head. âYouâre not her.â
âBut she wasnât wrong,â you said quietly. âBack then, she saw how he felt about me. And now I wonder⊠maybe I kept Tashigi close for the same reason. So Iâd see it coming.â
Robinâs brow furrowed gently, but she stayed quiet.
You reached for your phone with trembling fingers. âHe told me she wasnât going to the training retreat. I asked. He looked me in the eyes and said it was just the guys.â
You tapped a few times, opened the photo, turned the screen toward her.
There it was. Zoro, standing in the middle of a group shot. Tashigi beside him, clinging to his arm, smiling like it meant something. Like they were already something.
Robinâs jaw clenched. âHe lied to you.â
You nodded, lips pressed tightly together.
âIâm not even sure if anything physical has happened,â you whispered. âBut thatâs not the point. He chose to lie. He chose not to tell me sheâd be there. I feel like I donât recognize him. And we are supposed to get married in six months.â
Robin squeezed your hang softly.Â
 âI think⊠I think Iâve been trying so hard to believe we were okay. That weâd always figure it out. But lately, Iâve been so tired. I stopped doing things, showing for himâŠâ your voice barely above a whisper.
âStop that.â said Robin, kind but firm, âDonât you dare blame yourself for his mistakes. When was the last time he showed up for you?â
You stared at the photo again. âI donât know.â
Robin reached out, took the phone gently from your hand, and set it aside.
âYouâre not crazy,â she said. âYouâre not being dramatic. You saw the signs. You felt the shift. And you trusted him, until he gave you a reason not to.â
Your throat tightened. âI donât know how to fix this. I donât know if I can.â
Robin leaned in, resting her forehead against yours. âYou donât have to figure it out today. Just breathe. Iâm here. Weâll get through this.â
You closed your eyes, the tears falling again, silent and hot.
You spent two more days crying yourself to sleep. Robin stayed, working remotely from your cramped dining table, tending to your crumbling being with quiet presence and warm tea. She didnât push. She didnât ask. She simply held you when you needed to fall apart.
You somehow finished the manuscript youâd been assignedâhalf-heartedly, sure, but Hancock had trained you well enough to still meet deadlines through grief. On Friday, though, you couldnât fake it anymore. You stared at the screen for fifteen minutes before you finally picked up the phone.
There was a beat of silence on the line. Then, in true Hancock fashion, âI always said men were a mistake. Take all the time you need.â
You hung up and sank into the couch beside Robin, a blanket draped around your shoulders like a shield. You put on a movieâsomething mindless with explosions and loud car chasesâbut none of it was registering.
Then suddenly, out of nowhere, the words slipped from your mouth.
âI think I need to leave,â you whispered.
Robin paused the movie, remote trembling slightly in her hand. âLeave?â
âI donât think I can do this, Robin.â You turned to face her, your eyes red and raw, but steady. âI canât confront him. Thereâs no answer he could give me that would make it better. And the worst part is⊠I think Iâd still believe whatever he says. Iâd want to. Because I love him. But I donât trust him anymore. And I canât marry someone I donât trust.â
Robin looked at you for a long moment, then gently took your hand in both of hers. âDo you want to leave for a while⊠or leave for good?â
You swallowed. âIâm done,â you said, voice low but unwavering. âIf I stay, Iâll beg. Iâll try to fix something that I didnât break. Iâll twist myself inside out just to make him choose me again. And I canât give him any more. I wonât give him my dignity.â
Robin exhaled a slow, relieved breath, and pulled you into a firm embrace. âOkay,â she whispered into your hair. âLetâs start packing. Youâre moving in with me.â
That night, you undid your entire life. Five years of love, laughter, compromise, memoriesâeach memory folded and buried inside two suitcases. The closet emptied. The shared bookshelf split. Your toothbrush tossed into a travel pouch. A life dismantled in silence.
When it was all done, you stood in the center of what used to be home. It didnât feel like it anymore. It was hollow. Quiet. Like the relationship itselfâlived in, but no longer alive.
You looked down at your hand, at the ring that rested on your finger. A promise broken. Because you promised no matter what youâd always be friends, youâd always figure it out. But this time you understood that sometimes breaking a promise was better than breaking yourself.Â
You slipped the ring from your finger slowly, reverently. You stared at it for a long moment, then crossed to the kitchen and placed it gently on the counter. Just a silent goodbye. You turned off the lights, had one last look around, and walked out.
Things can get quite messy. How long can they bottle up their feelings? I'm uploading two chapters, so click on the link for the next one as well.
Chapter 7
Listen to Too Good at Goodbyes by Sam Smith
Modern AU
Ace x f!reader
Characters: Ace, Robin, Nami, Franky, Usopp, Koby, Helmeppo, and others.
Warnings: toxic relationship, occasional sex mentioned, alcohol, soft drugs.
Chapter 6
You opened the door and stepped inside like it was just any other night. The keys clinked into the ceramic bowl. Lights off. No words. The silence between you was heavy with the weight of your warning. Two weeks of nothing. Two weeks of wondering what to do. You didnât want to talk. You didnât want to care.
You turned and found him right behind you, a small hesitation behind his casual demeanor. You looked at him then. For a second there you wanted to ask, Why now? Â Why come back? But none of those questions would keep this simple. And simple was the only way you knew how to survive this. Ace looked like he was about to speak. Maybe an apology, some attempt at smoothing over the silence, but you didnât let him. You did what you always did. You reached for him, fast, fierce, pulling him in like a wave you had no intention of escaping.
Your lips crashed into his, angry and hungry. You kissed him like it could erase everything, like none of your thoughts existed: his silence, your confusion, the way youâd stared at your phone with nothing but blue light and disappointment you shouldnât be feeling. You kissed him until you felt him soften into it, melt, surrender. And when his arms wrapped around you, tight and desperate, you wanted to hate how much that comforted you.Â
You broke the kiss just enough to breathe. Just enough to whisper, âLetâs go to the room.â
It wasnât a question. You didnât wait for an answer. You turned, not letting go of his hand, dragging him right behind you.
In the bedroom, the rest unraveled quickly. You peeled his shirt off with ease. He helped you out of yours, fingertips familiar, reverent. You could feel the tension bleeding out of him as he kissed you, his hands finding your curves like he was afraid he might forget them.
He didnât speak. Neither did you. This was the language you both understood. Your bodies moved in perfect rhythm, like the silence hadnât existed. His mouth trailed down your neck as you arched into him, your hands pulling him closer, greedy for all the things you wouldnât let yourself admit.
You ignored the turmoil of feelings and anxiety in your chest when he whispered your name against your skin. You told yourself this was just sex. You repeated it with every kiss. Every gasp. Every touch.
And when you finally lay still, your head on his chest, his fingers stroking absently along your spine, you didnât say a word. You just listened to the silence and let it pretend to be enough. You drifted into sleep like that, his hand on your back the whole time, like he was afraid youâd disappear while he slept.
When the morning light peered to woke you up, Ace's arm rested loosely over your waist, warm and familiar. You lay still, staring at nothing, trying to quiet the thoughts circling your head. You shouldnât have let him back in.
Two weeks of silence shouldâve been enough to remind you what this was. What it wasnât. You told yourself this was fine, casual, easy. Nothing serious. Youâd made that clear. He knew where you stood. You donât want a relationship. You donât want a relationship. You repeated it like a mantra.
Eventually, you eased out of bed, careful not to wake him, and padded barefoot out of the room. You put the kettle on, softly whining as you brewed yourself a mug of black tea. Bitter, hot, grounding.
You stared out the window listening to the buzz of the city, trying not to overthink. Trying not to replay the night. Trying not to admit how good it had felt, how easy it felt with him. That was part of the problem. Ace had a way of slipping into your life, your space, your rhythm. Like he belonged there. And that made it too damn easy to forget how quickly he could disappear.
Your fingers tightened slightly around the mug. You werenât supposed to feel this much. Youâd buried that part of yourself. Or at least you thought you had.
A soft creak of the floorboards told you Ace was awake. You didnât turn. You heard the sound of the tap, the quiet clink of glass. You could feel him watching you, like he always did. Quiet, observant.
You took a sip and said casually, âDidnât mean to wake you.â
âYou didnât,â he answered, voice still husky with sleep.
A beat passed. Too long. Then, Ace said softly, âThose books. Theyâre new, arenât they?â
You blinked and glanced toward the couch, where a stack of paperbacks sat in a quiet, accusatory pile.
You exhaled, a little laugh slipping out. âYeah⊠it was a bit of a spree.âÂ
He always noticed the little things. You turned to look at him and saw that he was already dressed. Of course he was.
He smirked, cocky and playful. âSo you did miss me.â
You rolled your eyes, but you felt your cheeks warm. Not because he was wrong, but because he knew. Of course he knew. It never stopped surprising you how shitty he was when it came to communicate but hell did he remembered all the little details. Youâd told him once, too casually, that shopping sprees were your version of comfort. Books instead of people.Â
âDonât push your luck, fireboy. Not today.â The warning was soft and it didnât erase the way your eyes softened just a bit.
He laughed and you smiled. For a second, everything fell back into place, easy and familiar.
He finished his water, then stepped closer. His hand brushed lightly against your arm, a touch that felt more careful than usual. And when he leaned in to kiss you, it wasnât rushed, or hungry, or just-for-show. His hand lingered at your cheek a second too long. His eyes searched yours like he might say something.
But instead, he murmured, âSee you later.â
Then he was gone.
You stood there for a moment, waiting until you heard the door click shut. Only then did you finally let yourself exhale. Back to quiet. Back to casual. Back to pretending it didnât matter.
âŠ
Ace was quiet, nursing his beer as if the bottle held answers. Deuce had dragged him to The Phoenix under the pretense of hanging out, but Marco was busy at the bar, and the usual buzz of the place felt too far away to cover the weight in Aceâs chest.
It had been two weeks since you let him back in â no drama, no questions, no speeches. Just the usual rhythm of nights blurred by skin and unsaid things. On the surface, it had almost gone back to normal. But that was the problem.
There were edges now. Texts left unanswered for just a bit too long. Banter that carried a warning underneath. Smiles that didnât always reach your eyes.
You were being careful, and Ace could feel it like a bruise under his ribs. Sometimes, he let himself believe you cared and that terrified him even more than if you didnât. Thatâs why heâd ghosted you in the first place. Because if you started to care, you would run. And if he started to care... he wasnât sure what heâd do.
He took another long sip. Casual was starting to feel like a lie neither of you could keep up.
âSo... are you going to tell me whatâs eating you?â Deuce finally asked, his tone neutral but sharp with intent.
Ace didnât look at him. âNothing.â
Deuce snorted. âBullshit.â
Ace gave a half-shrug, staring into the label of his beer. âJust tired.â
Deuce leaned back, arms crossed. Then, too casually, âShe looked tired today too. I met her for the chapter feedback.â
Ace stiffened. Deuce clocked it immediately.Â
âDonât know what youâre talking about,â Ace muttered.
âCome on, man,â Deuce said, his voice sharpening. âSabo told me. Youâve been seeing each other for months. And youâre doing exactly what I warned you not to do.â
âIâm not doing anything,â Ace shot back, more defensive than he meant to.Â
Deuce raised an eyebrow. âAhaâ
Ace clenched his jaw. âShe was pretty clear with what we are Deuce.â
âAnd youâre trying real hard not to cross any boundary, huh?â Deuceâs voice wasnât mocking, just tired. Sensing the calm before the storm.
Ace didnât answer.
Deuce softened slightly, his tone less confrontational now. âLook, man. Iâm not her best friend or anything. But Iâm not blind. Sheâs too sharp for bullshit.â
Ace hesitated. That question had become harder to answer when it came to you.
âI⊠No,â he said, barely above a whisper.Â
Deuce let out a heavy sigh, not believing his friend. âDamn it, Ace,â he said, more tired than angry. âFigure your shit out, man, because sure as hell I donât want to be caught up in the middle of any mess.â
Ace didnât answer. Just gave a single nod and slid off the stool.
He left The Phoenix alone, keys in hand, cutting across the parking lot with the slow steps of someone trying not to think too hard. The engine of his bike coughed once, then roared to life beneath him. He didnât put his helmet on right away â just sat there, hands resting on the handles, head tilted back, eyes closed.
He shouldâve driven straight home. Instead, he ended up on a longer road. No music, no destination. Just letting the night carry him. Somewhere along the curve of the highway, your neighborhood passed by on the signs. Too far, too fast, and gone before he could even think of exiting.
But heâd felt the pull. That was the part that messed with him.
Heâd always known he wasnât made for relationships. The idea of letting someone close, of being someoneâs constant, it felt like putting a wild animal in a cage. He didnât know how to give someone that. Thatâs why he never tried. Why he always kept things surface-level. No attachments.
And youâd made it easy. At first. But now, even when you said it was still casual, something had shifted. In the way you looked at him sometimes. In the way you didnât look. In the way you had voiced that warning at the bar.
It had messed with him. Because you hadnât asked anything of him, not a single damn thing, and still, the idea of losing you had begun to hurt.
What the hell did that even mean? Why was he scared when nothing had been promised? Why did it already feel like he was screwing up something that didn't even have a name?
âŠÂ
You were having a hellish week. Everything that could go wrong had gone wrong. You had lost the licence of one of the bestsellers you were planning to publish to another editor. They had come and offered the author more money, a ridiculous amount you werenât able to pay. On top of that Lola was late with her chapters. At this rate, you wouldnât be able to publish the book on time. You had been counting on her to finish. Trying to find two emergency books to publish was going to be nearly impossible to say the least.Â
In desperation, you had talked to Deuce earlier. He had been doing progress with his third novel. Maybe he could finish earlier and give Lola more time. But it was hard to tell. He was only half-way through his novel. Doing a chapter to chapter revision might do the trick⊠but if Deuce at some point fell out of schedule the way Lola had⊠you were going to be in a bigger pinch.Â
You looked again at your list of authors. There was simply no time to ask anyone to write. You will need to search for new licenses, something already published.Â
You sighed and grabbed your phone, scrolling through your contacts. A small pang in your chest when you scrolled past an unanswered message from Ace. He was going silent again, too silent. It was too soon to call it ghosting, but he was a day away from you calling him a complete asshole. You locked your phone and closed your eyes, trying to breath and ease the tension on your shoulders.Â
A soft knock made you look. Nami was at the door.Â
âYou okay, girl?â
You sighed, âCould be betterâ
She gave you a soft smile. âAre we going bankrupt?â she joked.
You laughed, âNot yet. Donât worry. Some problems with the books. But Iâll think about something and make a plan. Iâll let you know when I do. For now, let me be the boss that worries about shit, while you all do your wonderful work.â
âYou sure you donât need help?â Nami insisted.Â
You shook your head, âNot yet, but thanks.â
âOK. Iâll let you to it, just donât stay here till late. Rest and think about it in the morning. See you tomorrow.â She said, leaving.Â
You looked at the time. It was almost seven. You sighed, Nami was right. You could think about this at home. Right now there were no more emails or calls that you could make. You could start looking for another book tomorrow. You picked up your stuff and turned off the lights on your way out, being the last one at the office.Â
You were deep in thoughts, running different scenarios in your head, when someone called your name. You froze, closed your eyes and mutter a curse under your breath. Thank you universe, thank you so much, just exactly what I needed. You turned slowly to look back at Zoro.Â
âWhat the fuck are you doing here?â you said.
âI want to talk.â he said
âHow the hell did you find me?â you asked, ignoring his petition.Â
âAfter running into you at the book fair. Wasnât hard to find where your office was.â
You let out a sigh of exasperation. Of course. You had been distributing the publishing house info to everyone.Â
âYou love making me repeat myself, donât you? I donât want to see you. Iâve moved on, I have the life that I want, and so do you. Why the fuck do you keep looking for me?â
You stared at him, jaw tight, arms crossed. Zoro looked the same, like time had stopped for him while it carved you into someone sharper.
âI want to talk,â he said again, quieter now, almost careful.
âI donât,â you replied. âSo turn around and go back to whatever perfect little life you have with her.â
âItâs not like that.â
You scoffed. âOh please. Donât insult me. Youâre still happy with her.â
He didnât answer. That was the only answer you needed.
You stepped forward, keeping your voice low but firm. âYou donât get to come back here like youâre carrying some great truth I need to hear. I lived that truth, Zoro. I survived it. I tore myself in half for you. I stayed up late doing edits, dragged myself to your tournaments, made excuses for every time you forgot I had a life too. I gave and gave and gaveâŠâ
âI know you didâŠâ
âAnd you still picked her.â
He went still.
âI didnât choose her over you.â
You narrowed your eyes. âThen what would you call it? Because while I was bleeding myself dry trying to support your dream and mine, she was waiting in the wings. And you let her. You let me be the one who had to walk away.â
âYou walked away without a word.â
A bitter smile appeared on your face. "Yeah. Because if I'd stayed a second longer, I would've begged you to love me the way I needed. And I wasnât going to beg."
He looked like he wanted to say something else, but you werenât interested in giving him the floor.
âIâm not here to be your closure, Zoro,â you said coldly. âIâve already moved on.â
His shoulders lowered, just barely, like the wind had been knocked out of him.
âYou couldâve said goodbye,â he said softly.
âI did. When I left the ring on the kitchen counter.â
A silence stretched between you, filled with the weight of a lot of past mistakes. You let it hang. Let it choke. And then you turned. You thought that was it, that this would finally be the end of whatever ghosts still tied you to him. But Zoro didnât let you go. You heard his footsteps quicken behind you, and then his hand closed around your arm.
âPlease,â he said, almost desperate. âJust listen to meâŠâ
âNo.â You yanked your arm back, voice sharp, breath shaky. âPlease, please donât. Thereâs nothing you can say that will unmake what happened. Nothing thatâll make me forget how you let me drown while she threw you a line.â
His expression faltered. Still, he pushed. âI just need you to hear my sideâŠâ
âThere it is again.â Your voice cracked, bitter and raw. âWhat you need.â
You took a step back, choking on air, your chest too tight, memories clawing at the walls youâd built with such care. He was pulling open old wounds with hands that had no right to touch them anymore.
And then the sound of a bike cut through the thick silence.
You didnât look. You didnât have to. You knew that sound, that engine, that timing like the universe had listened to your plea and answered it with one last way out.
The motorcycle stopped right in front of you. Ace didnât say a word, just looked at you. His brows were drawn, like he could feel something was wrong even before he saw Zoro standing behind you.
You moved without thinking. Climbed on behind him like muscle memory. You didnât even put the helmet on. You just pressed your forehead into his back, arms wrapping around his middle. Held on, tight.
âJust drive,â you murmured. âI donât want to be here.â
No questions. No hesitation. Ace pulled away from the curb, and the roar of the engine swallowed everything else.
You buried your face into the scent of leather and smoke and something unnameably him, clinging like he was the only thing keeping you from falling apart.
The city blurred around you in streaks of color and motion, the wind biting at your skin, but you didnât care. You just held tighter.
Ace didnât speak. He drove like he knew silence was what you needed, like he could feel it radiating off you in waves. His body was warm under your hands, solid and steady. Grounding. You didnât know where he was taking you, and you didnât ask. As long as it was away.
When he finally pulled onto a quieter street, you didnât move right away. He cut the engine and sat still, hands gripping the handlebars, the soft tick of cooling metal the only sound between you.
You loosened your hold slowly, arms falling away from his waist. Your forehead slipped from his back, but your eyes stayed closed a moment longer. When you finally opened them, you glanced around and your breath caught.
Heâd brought you to your favorite bookshop. The three-story converted house with creaky floors, big windows, and crooked shelves stacked to the ceiling. He remembered. Goddammit, he knew.
You swung off the bike without a word and walked straight toward the entrance. Ace followed quietly behind.
Inside, you weaved through the shelves and tables, trailing your fingers along covers, touching spines like they were sacred. Paper, ink, stories â something solid, something that didnât ask anything from you. You walked for a while, letting your pulse settle, letting the hum of the place soften the edges of your mood.
At some point, without thinking, you started reaching for Aceâs hand. Small tugs here and there to draw him along, through poetry, fiction, fantasy. He didnât say anything. He just followed. Letting you lead.
By the time you walked out, a bag of books at hand, an hour had passed. You turned to him just outside the door.
âThank you,â you said quietly. âI really needed this.â
âAnytime, gorgeous.â His smile was easy, but his eyes searched yours. âReady to go home?â
You nodded.
Back on the bike, you put on the helmet this time. He wove through traffic like it was second nature, and soon enough, you were back at your building. He parked, hopped off, then turned to help you down. His hands were warm on your waist.
âYou okay?â he asked, voice low.
You hesitated, then said, âI am now.â
A second passed. âWant to come up?â you asked, the slightless hesitation in your voice.Â
You were still a little raw from the encounter with Zoro, the edges of your relationship with Ace still rough. If you stopped to think about it, it was definitely a bad idea, but right now, something inside you needed Ace to ground you.Â
Ace read your eyes, similar thoughts running through his mind, but he nodded. âOK, sure.â
You made your way up to your place. Routine setting in. You went to prepare some tea while Ace settled at the kitchen bar looking at you.
And then, a little more carefully, he spoke, âCan I ask what happened?â
You let out a long breath, gaze dropping.
âI saw my ex,â you said flatly.
âThe guy from the book fair?â Ace asked.
âYeah. Zoro. He keeps trying to talk to me.â
âWhy?â There was a subtle shift in his tone, just a pich of jealousy.
âI donât know. Guilt, I guess.â Your voice darkened slightly. âOver choosing someone else.â
Ace nodded, slow and silent. For the first time understanding something about the walls youâve built. You didnât say more, and he didnât push.
Then you changed subjects, âWhy were you there, anyway?â
âA little bird told me you were having a rough week,â he said, with a crooked smile.
You raised a brow. That had Deuce written all over it.
âYou wouldâve known that yourself if youâd read my message.â
You didnât say it with anger, just enough edge to let him know you noticed. That you werenât going to pretend it didnât matter.
His smile faltered. âYeah⊠IâŠâ
You held up a hand. âDonât say anything. Iâm letting it slide only because you took me to buy books.â You smirked. âAnd because Iâve had enough bullshit from men today.â
That last line hung in the air between you, not quite a joke.
Ace gave a quiet, rueful laugh, like he got it.
âFair,â he said softly.
The kettle turned off and went to make a cup of tea and another of coffee for Ace.Â
You stirred the tea absentmindently, staring at the swirls.Â
âHe used to be my best friend, you know?â you said quietly. âZoro. We were kids. We grew up together. He was there before the ambition, before the deadlines, before I knew what I wanted.â
You hadnât meant to talk about Zoro, or anything else for that matter, but it slipped. Somehow tired of always guarding everything so carefully. Ace didnât interrupt.
âI gave him everything. All the pieces of me I had back then. And when I started chasing this dream, I didnât have enough left to give. And instead of understanding⊠he found someone else.â
You took a sip of your cup. Your throat felt tight.
âAnd when I left,â you said, âI left everything. The apartment. The town. The compromise. I wasnât going to stay in a place where Iâd end up begging someone to love me the way I needed.â
Ace shifted his weight. âSo you never looked back?â
âNot once.â You met his eyes, showing the hardened resolution of the woman he knew well by now.Â
Another silence. Then you asked, softly, âWhat about you?â
âWhat about me?â asked Ace.
âWhy do you keep it casual?â you said with a sad smirk.
He didnât answer right away. You let him take his time.
âI donât do relationships,â he said eventually, voice quiet. âNot really.â
You gave him a look, not surprised, but prompting. âThatâs not knew but⊠Care if I ask why?â
Ace exhaled, then stared down into his coffee like he might find the answer there.
âMy dad,â he said finally. âAfter my mom died giving birth, people say he was never the same. I was a kid, but even then, I knew. He didnât move on. He didnât want to. He just⊠broke. Quietly. Every day. For years.â
You felt something inside you go still.
âI thought you grew at a foster home.â you said softly.
Ace took a sip of his coffee before answering, âI did. My father⊠letâs just say he wasnât around for me. So I ended up living with Dadan, Sabo, and Luffy.â
âSorry to hear that,â you said quietly.
He shrugged. âI donât really care now. My brothers are my family. Thatâs all I need.â
You gave him a small, understanding smile and didnât press. Some doors didnât need opening.
Ace took another sip, then set the mug down with a soft clink. His gaze drifted somewhere far off. Not quite at you. Not quite away from you either.
You were still standing, arms loosely crossed, the tea cooling in your hands. The silence stretched again. This time filling in with awareness of the edges that each of you carry. It became heavy, like youâd both wandered too close to a line youâd promised not to cross.
You exhaled, long and slow. âIâm tired. Itâs been a long day. You staying?â
Ace paused, just a fraction too long. âI think Iâll let you rest.â
You smirked, a weak, familiar reflex. âNo sex, no game, huh?â
He chuckled, but it sounded more like a sigh. âItâs casual, isnât it?â
Something about the way he said it made your stomach turn.
You looked at him for a beat. âRight,â you murmured. âSee you around, then. And... thanks again. For today.â
âAnytime, gorgeous.â
He grabbed his jacket and left. The door closed behind him with a soft click.
You stood there for a moment, the silence louder than before. Then you pressed your palms to your face and sighed deep into them.
You werenât an idiot. You knew what this was. He was going to drift again, the same way he had the last time things got too real. And maybe, deep down, you were already pulling away too. If it had been anyone else, youâd have ghosted them weeks ago. But here you were. Standing in your kitchen. A mess. A heart you swore youâd never use again, already half-open. This time, if he drifted, you wouldnât chase. Youâd let him go. Clean. Finished. An end.
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Next week was no better than the last. You were drowning in work, and you couldnât focus for the life of you. Just as youâd predicted, Ace had gone radio silent and you were trying your best to let him go. Not to message. Not to reach. It was harder than you wanted to admit.
Your distress was plenty obvious, though, and Nami, in her own Nami way, tried to help. She carved out time from her own workload to help you hunt for a new book to fill the launch gap. Lola wasnât going to finish her novel on time, so the schedule had to be reshuffled. Against your better judgment, youâd decided to push Deuceâs novel forward.
It meant meeting weekly to work on each chapter and accelerate the process, which was the most efficient solution. But also, the messiest one.
Deuce had agreed without protest. Heâd been professional, kind, and focused. But he was still Aceâs best friend. And no matter how neat you kept your notes or how clean you made your editorial feedback, there was always a silent line you didnât know how to cross.
You knew he had told Ace about your rough week once already. You had no idea if heâd do it again. You had no idea if Ace had even asked. And how could you even bring that up?  âHey, this paragraph needs trimming, also⊠could you tell your friend thanks for the sex, but I need spaceâ?
Yeah. No.
Nami interrupted your spiral.
âHere,â she said, dropping a salad in front of you. âEat.â
âIâm on a roll,â you muttered, eyes still on your screen.
âSure,â she said dryly. âYouâre rolling straight into burnout.â
You rolled your eyes but hit save on Deuceâs manuscript and grabbed the salad. âThanks.â
âNo problem, girl.â She leaned against your desk. âSo⊠I know shifting the release schedule is a nightmare, but is that whatâs really eating you?â
âItâs nothing,â you said. Too fast.
âWow,â Nami deadpanned. âYouâre even losing your touch for lying.â
You didnât answer. Just stabbed the salad with your fork.
She tilted her head. âIs it about a guy? I thought you werenât seeing anyone.â
âIâm not,â you said, faster than you meant to.
âMmhmm.â She gave you a knowing look. âSo that means youâre free to go out Saturday night? Because, no offense, but if I see you in that sweatshirt one more day this week, Iâm staging an intervention.â
You sighed. âFine. Where are we going?â
âIâll figure it out,â she said with a smirk. âIâll text you tomorrow.â
âŠ
On Saturday, Namiâs message came through just after seven.
Meeting Vivi at The Phoenix. Come join. You owe me one drink and two hours of pretending to be fun. Wear eyeliner.
You stared at the text, thumb hovering over your phone. The Phoenix. Aceâs usual haunt. If he was there â and he probably would be â this whole âgoing out to forgetâ plan was about to implode before it started. You tossed your phone onto the bed, leaned back, and stared at the ceiling.
Screwed. You were completely and utterly screwed.
You stayed there hating your life decisions for a moment. Then, with a heavy sighed you texted Nami back.
Cool. See you there.Â
Well, you werenât exactly the type to hide. So if he was there, then he was there. You could ignore him and still have a good time. At least, thatâs what you told yourself. You were lying, of course, but lately, you did that a lot.
You went to get dressed. It was a girlsâ night, and youâd show up like it. Also, because Nami could be terrifying and if you didnât wear something she approved of, sheâd strip you down herself and shove you into whatever outfit she deemed acceptable. So, you went with a skirt. A little effort. Nothing dramatic, just enough to feel like youâd shown up.
You left for the bar determined to stay close to the girls, have a few drinks, maybe even laugh. That was it. Simple. You could do simple, right?
The Phoenix was crowded. You arrived a little after ten. Nami was already waving from a booth near the bar, Vivi beside her with a bright smile and two empty glasses in front of her. There was a DJ playing this time, apparently no open mic night today.Â
âThere she is!â Nami cheered, scooting over.
You slid in next to her, forcing a smile. âHey.â
âYou look like hell,â Vivi said, not unkindly, more like stating the weather.
âThanks,â you muttered. âExactly the look I was going for.â
âI told her you needed this,â Nami said, tossing an arm around your shoulder. âYouâve been working like a machine. A sad, exhausted, emotionally constipated machine.â
You rolled your eyes. âGreat. Canât wait to see that on my tombstone.â
Vivi laughed. âWhatâs been going on, anyway? Nami said youâve been buried in deadlines.â
You shrugged. âJust⊠work. Author pushed a deadline, everything went sideways. Nothing new.â
Nami gave you a side glance but didnât push. Instead she handed out three shots.
Vivi raised a brow. âAre we celebrating or trying to forget something?â
âBoth,â Nami said. âAlways both.â
Vivi let out a soft laugh, âFor both then!â she toasted.
âTo not throwing your laptop out the window,â you added.
âTo wearing something other than sweatpants!â Nami grinned, looking pointedly at your skirt and boots.
âLow blow,â you muttered. But you smiled for real this time.
The shot burned just enough to remind you you could still have fun.
âUff!â you said, after downing it down, âIsnât it a lil early for this?â
âItâs just to get you in the mood. You only stop brooding until like the fourth beer. A shot is faster.â said Nami.Â
You shrugged, âFair enough. Can I stick to beer for the rest of the night now?â
âItâll depend on how quickly you relax. Iâll be the judge of how much alcohol you need tonight,â she said, winking at you.Â
You rolled your eyes, but didnât argue.Â
âSo,â Vivi said, leaning forward, chin resting on her hand. âApart from work⊠Is anyone insteressting ruining your life lately? Give me names.â
You blinked. âWhat?â
âAny flings we should gossip about?â Nami chimed in. âOr people we should stalk on Instagram later.â
You laughed, a short sound. âNo flings. No drama.â
âMmm,â Nami said slowly, sipping her drink. âSure.â
Vivi grinned. âGreat, we can find someone tonight, what should we look for? Hot, tall, mysterious or sweet, dependable, good-boy type?â
You laughed. âDefenetily non-dependable bad boys.â
You ignored the comment and took a sip of your beer.
The conversation drifted â work horror stories, dating app nightmares, the ridiculous prices of rent, and mundane stuff. It was easy, mostly. You let yourself get distracted by the gossip and the girls. Maybe nothing would happen tonight. Maybe you could drink and laugh and walk away from it clean.
At some point in the night, the three of you had drifted from the booth to a more open spot near the bar, close enough to dance and keep the drinks coming without effort. And for a while, you were actually having fun. A couple of random guys tried their luck, flirting in the harmless, forgettable way men do during girls' nights. You let it happen. That was part of the charm â being light, untouchable, untethered.
Eventually, you peeled away toward the bar for another drink, one of the guys trailing behind like a puppy. You let him order for you. You werenât interested, not even close, but, as Nami always said, free drinks were free drinks. He handed you a beer, and you thanked him with a charming smile, all practiced ease. You were relaxed, laughing, slipping back into that version of yourself that didnât feel too much.
Then your eyes flicked casually across the bar. And froze. There he was.  Ace. Leaning close to a girl you didnât recognize. Talking. Smiling. Effortless. Charismatic. Hers, for the moment.
Just like that, the illusion cracked. You stared longer than you should have. He mustâve felt it, because suddenly, his eyes lifted, meeting yours. One second. Maybe less. Then you turned, snapping back to the guy next to you, clinking your glass to his like nothing had happened, taking a long drink to wash it all down. Whatever this was. Whatever it wasnât.
Without a word, you pulled the guy back onto the dance floor. Better to disappear into the crowd before your face gave you away.
You danced. You drank. But your thoughts churned too loud for the music to matter.
What did you expect, idiot? He was allowed to see other people. You made that clear. Over and over. You drew the lines. So why the hell did it feel like he was cheating?
You tilted your head back, chugging your beer to drown the rising ache.
âAre you okay?â Nami asked, eyeing your pace, reading you too easily.
âAll good. Just getting in the mood,â you said with a flash of a grin too sharp to feel convincing, and turned back toward the bar.
Nami narrowed her eyes. âIâm coming with you.â
You didnât argue.
Back at the bar, Ace was still there. Still with her. Still turning that smile on like it cost him nothing. But now his eyes kept cutting toward you quick, deliberate glances he probably thought were subtle.
You ordered two shots. Namiâs gaze followed yours. It didnât take her long to clock him and the girl.
âIsnât that Ace?â she asked, the realization dawning in real time. âWith someone else?â
You blinked, face neutral. âWho?â
She raised a brow. âYour not-a-fling fling?â
âOh. That,â you said, breezy, picking up the shots the pink-haired bartender slid over. âNope. Iâm not seeing him anymore.â
You handed one to Nami.
âYouâre about to do something stupid, arenât you?â
You grinned, masking. âOf course I am. I love messing with men.â
You threw the shot back and let the heat rise in your chest, the sharp, false courage of alcohol burning just enough to make recklessness taste like freedom.
âBe right back,â you said, lips curling into a sly smile.
You walked straight toward him. No hesitation. No shame.
Ace looked up and smiled â that low, cocky thing that said heâd been waiting. He leaned in, said something to the girl and she slipped away without a fuss. He didnât move toward you. Of course he didnât. He waited, casual, too damn confident. You stopped in front of him and gave him a mischievous, sharp look.Â
Aceâs lips curled into that maddening half-smile of his, all heat and mischief. âDidnât expect to see you here.â
You cocked your head. âWhy? You donât think I go out?â
âDidnât think youâd come here.â His tone was light, but his eyes were scanning you â drinking you in, maybe even trying to read between your lines. âWith company.â
You shrugged, casual as hell. âItâs girlsâ night. Weâre reclaiming our right to bad decisions and overpriced tequila.â
âLooks like youâre off to a good start.â
You leaned one elbow on the bar, pretending not to notice the way his gaze slid down your body and back up. âYouâve been doing just fine yourself,â you said, nodding slightly toward where the girl had disappeared.
âSheâs just someone I know.â
You offered a tight smile. âArenât we all?â
For a moment, the air between you wavered. Something unsaid, something flickering, trying to surface.
He cleared his throat. âYou want a drink?â
âAlready had one,â you said, though your voice had gone a little softer now. âOr three.â
He laughed but didnât press. Neither did you. And you stayed smiling and chit chatting. That was the problem. Neither of you said what needed saying. You didnât ask where heâd been. He didnât explain why he hadnât reached out. The distance between your bodies narrowed inch by inch until the noise of the bar drowned out the thoughts you were both trying not to think.
When his hand brushed yours on the bar â lightly, deliberately â your breath caught. And without thinking you said.
âDance with me.â All your good judgment out the window.
He blinked, caught off guard. âWhat?â
âYou heard me.â You grabbed his hand, fingers slipping easily into his. âDance with me, Fire Boy.â
For a second, he just looked at you, like he was trying to figure out what game you were playing. But his hand tightened around yours. His body betraying any sense of distance he might try to keep between you.Â
You pulled him into the crowd, into the dark and the music and the heat. Your hips found the beat easily, confidently. You were in your element now, teasing, untouchable. And he followed. He always did.
His hands found your waist, slower this time. More tentative. But you didnât give him room for doubt. You leaned in, close enough for your breath to touch his throat, for your laugh to be felt rather than heard, lips brushing his jaw as your breath hitched.
One thing led to the next, one more time, like it always did. Heat, glances, touches that lingered. You left together without saying much. You didnât need to.
You ended up at Aceâs place, tangled in sheets, too drunk to stop it, too hollow to pretend it meant nothing. He kissed you like you were still his. You let him. You kissed him trying to burn to ashes everything. Because this was your language. Not honesty. Not feelings. Just bodies colliding in a pattern you were both too scared to unlearn.
You lay in his bed, hearing his steady breath, feeling his warm arm posessively around you. Your heart on your throat, chest heavy with everything unsaid. And you knew you had to go, or else youâll start asking for things youâd sworn you didnât want, things that he couldnât give you. Youâd broke too many of your own rules tonight, hell youâve broken even more for him. You knew better. You took a deep breath to muster the courage you so badly needed to leave and the strength to push down the feelings that you didnât want.
 You got dressed and, with a last look at him, walked out. You slipped from his place, not caring that it was the middle of the night.
A little late, but here we have our flirty duo back. Hope you like it.
Listen to Relationships by HAIM
Modern AU
Ace x f!reader
Characters: Ace, Robin, Nami, Franky, Usopp, Koby, Helmeppo, and others.
Warnings: occasional sex mentioned, alcohol, soft drugs.
Chapter 5
Ace sat beside you on the grass, one arm resting lazily across his bent knee, the other hand loosely holding the half-empty water bottle youâd barely let go of until now. You were sprawled on your back, hair a tangled mess from dancing, cheeks still flushed, skin glowing from a thin layer of sweat. Your pupils were blown wide, trying to drink in the stars like they were too beautiful to look away from. That stunned little smile hadnât left your face since they stepped out of the tent, your fingertips grazing the grass like you were grounding yourself to keep from floating off. He couldnât stop smiling. You looked wrecked in the best way.
âThe stars are vibrating,â you murmured, dazed and dreamy.
Ace chuckled softly, his eyes fixed on you. âYeah, I think that might be you.â
An hour ago, youâd been pure electricityâdancing like the music was a secret only you could hear. Then youâd pulled him into it. No shame, no filter, not even in front of the rest.
The memory of you pressing into him, your hands guiding his to your waist, burned warm under his skin. The way your eyes had locked onto his just before you'd almost kissed himâthere hadnât been any doubt in them. Not even with the drugs in your system. It was intention. Pure, hungry, beautiful intention.
And then, youâd pulled back. Heâd felt your muscles shift the moment before you backed away, like youâd realized you were getting too close to the edge. Then youâd made some excuse, peeled away, grabbed another beer like it might cool you down.
Now you were here, flushed and blinking slow, sipping water and steadying yourself. Still loose, still tipsy, still high. Even though you were more vulnerable in a way you never let yourself be when sober, the walls werenât down. They just werenât being guarded so tightly.
âWanna head back in?â he asked, not really expecting you to say yes.
You shook your head. âIâm tapping out. Only two DJs left anyway.â
âLetâs get you home, then.â
Ace stood first, offering his hand. You took it. Your grip was warm and a little shaky, but you still smirked like you were in charge.
âYou do love my place,â you teased as you looped your arm through his. âEasy access to my pants.â
Ace let out a bark of laughter, genuinely caught off guard. That was another thing about your drunk self, you were blunt. You didnât tiptoe around the mess you two were. You just made it bigger.
You clung to his arm as you made your way toward the street, occasionally pausing to sip more water and laugh at things only you seemed to notice. He liked you like this, comfortable around himâliked you trusted him enough.
Then, just as you were about to reach the exit, you shoved the water bottle at him and bolted.
âWhat⊠? Hey!â Ace called afer you.
For someone tipsy, you ran faster than he expected. Ace started after you, but then he saw the row of porta-potties and slowed down with a smirk. He waited, stretching his neck and listening to the muffled sounds of the festival behind them.
A dull thunk and a soft Ow! from inside made him wince.
âYou good in there?â Ace called.
You emerged a second later, rubbing your forehead. âMiscalculated head-to-door ratio.â
Ace bit back his laughter, his mouth twitching, but you caught it anyway.
âGo on, laugh. I would.â
He let it out. A soft, low chuckle that shook his chest. âYouâre something else.â
Back on the sidewalk, you walked a little steadier, still clinging to his arm, still humming some faint melody under your breath. Ace called the cab while you thumbed at your phone, probably letting Nami know you were out for the night.
When the taxi pulled up, he helped you in first and slid in beside you. You leaned your head back against the seat, your eyes fluttering closed.
âHow you holding up?â he asked.
 âBeen worse.â You said, reaching for your purse.
He watched you fumble, fingers digging inside with growing urgency. Your brows knit together as you dumped its contents out over the seatâjust your phone, tissues, and lipstick.
âShit,â you muttered.
âWhat happened?â Ace leaned in, scanning your expression more than the contents.
âI think I lost my keys.â
Ace stared at the stuff on the seat. âSeriously?â
You didnât answer. Just sighed and looked out the window, clearly playing through the options. He could practically see the stubbornness working itself into your expression.
âYou have a spare with the guard?â
âNo.â
You mumbled something about sleeping on the sidewalk and muttered Robinâs name, which was all he needed to hear.
Ace sighed, leaned forward, and told the driver to change course.
You blinked at him. âWhere are we going?â
âMy place,â he said simply.
No arguments. No protest. Just a quiet nod, and the weight of your shoulder resting against his as the cab sped off into the city.
Soon you made it into Aceâs place. He looked at you, less tipsy but tired. He opened the door and let you in first.Â
You stepped into his apartment and paused at the threshold, eyes sweeping over the space. It was more open than you expectedâa wide living room bathed in low amber lights, the kind that softened edges and quieted the world. The balcony doors were cracked open, letting in the breath of the city, a faint hum of nightlife drifting in.
To the left, a modest desk sat cluttered with papers, notebooks, an old ashtray and a half-drunk cup of coffee. Above it, a shelf sagged slightly under the weight of vinyl records, spines worn, a turntable nestled between speakers. A couple of guitars leaned against the wall beside it, and a leather jacket slung casually over the back of the chair like it had landed there without thought. Across the room, a low couch faced a wide TV and a photo-laden shelf.Â
âSorry for the mess, wasn't planning on having visits, said Ace.
You walked in, kicking your shoes aside without ceremony, and flopped onto the couch with a sigh, limbs loose and heavy. Your eyes flicked toward the photos. Snapshots of him and Sabo as kids, one with Luffy laughing so hard his whole body curled, and a few older, grainy photos you didnât recognize.Â
âYouâve got a really comfy couch,â you mumbled.
Ace leaned against the kitchen doorway, watching you. You looked like youâd been there a hundred times.Â
âIt is comfy,â he said, a smirk tugging at his mouth. You looked too natural in his space, and it pulled something in his chest taut.
âIâll grab you more water. Bathroomâs down the hall if you need it.â
You nodded lazily, sinking deeper into the cushions. Ace turned into the kitchen, exhaling a long breath he didnât even know he was holding.
Heâd brought you to his place. It felt like heâd broken some silent contract youâd both kept. The rules had been unspoken but clear: your place, your terms, your space. That way, you could keep it clean. Keep it simple.
But you were here now. In his apartment. On his couch. Your presence slipped into the corners of the room like sunlight, like something he hadnât even noticed was missing until now. Youâd snuck in, into the apartment, into him. And heâd let you.
He sighed, grounding himself in the sound of running water, filling a glass, focusing on the weight of it in his hand instead of the noise in his head.
When he came back, you were still on the couch, now leaning forward, eyes scanning the photographs.
âYou were the troublesome one out of the three,â you said casually, not looking at him. âBut you know, you have her smile. I love that smile of yours.â
Ace froze. The air changed. People always told him he looked like his fatherâa fact that always felt like a curse. But you... you hadnât mentioned him at all. Just his mom. And her smile.
He stared for a second, heart caught somewhere in his throat, then gently handed you the glass, thankful you were still tipsy enough not to sense his fluster.
You blinked up at him, took it with a sleepy smile, and murmured, âThanks.â
You took a sip and leaned back again, water in hand, eyes fluttering shut, your body softening as the weight of the night pulled you under. He sat beside you on the coach, watching the way your breathing slowed.
It had taken you so little to see him. âHey,â he said quietly, brushing a hand along your arm. âCome on, letâs get you to bed. Youâll be more comfortable.â
You opened one eye, barely.
âI can sleep here. Unless youâve got... other intentions,â you smirked, teasing even now.
Ace chuckled softly. âNot tonight, gorgeous. I know youâre not intoxicated enough to regret it, but Iâd rather have you a bit more sober.â
You looked at him, something tender flickering behind the grin.
He helped you up gently, guiding you to the bedroom. It wasnât fancy. Just a wide bed, some scattered books, laundry heâd kicked into a corner earlier, and a half-open closet, from where Ace took out a shirt, handing it to you.
âThanks,â you said, undressing and tugging it on without even asking him to leave.
Of course you didnât. That was just your way. He looked at you quickly undress unapologetically. His eyes ran through you. But he remained still, not touching you so as not to provoke himself. You climbed under the covers, then looked back at him.
âYouâre not coming?â
Ace stood frozen in the doorway. Your hair was spread out on his pillow like it had always belonged there.
âIâll sleep on the couch,â he said finally, voice half a smile. âI donât trust you.â
You grinned. âWhat if I ask you to stay?â
He looked at you for a beat too long. âI donât trust myself either.â
A crooked smile touched your lips. âYou might be the first one to reject such an opportunity.â
Ace looked at you, curled beneath his sheets, half-lidded eyes, still flushed and tipsy, but now with that raw flicker of vulnerability you never showed. Not unless you slipped.
And you had. Tonight.
âItâs just the right thing to do.â He said.
You huffed, curling deeper into the blankets. âI guessâŠâ
He lingered a second longer, then finally said, âGoodnight, gorgeous.â
The door closed softly behind him.
Ace flopped onto the couch, one arm flung over his face. The night was quiet now, except for his heartbeat pounding too loud in his ears.
What the hell am I doing?
Ace glanced at his hands. Rough-knuckled. Capable of damage.
Youâre too much like him.
Thatâs what heâd always believed. That the blood in him made him dangerous by default. That love was better kept at a distance so he couldnât burn it.
And yet youâd looked at him earlier and said: âYou have her smile.â Â His motherâs smile. Not his fatherâs face.
He couldnât stop thinking about what you said. Or the way youâd looked at him. Like he was someone good enough to trust him with this version of yourself. The defenseless one. The one you usually hid beneath banter and sharp edges and denim armor. That terrified him more than anything else.
He didnât know if he could live up to it. If he should even try. Bringing you here had been impulsive. Letting you see this part of his life, of him. He wasnât supposed to. This thing between you, it was supposed to stay simple, superficial. The kind of fun that ended with the morning light. But he knew one thing for sure: you were already inside. In his space. In his thoughts. In his goddamn chest.
Through the night he told himself it didnât mean anything. That youâd both laugh about it later. That he hadnât memorized the way you looked curled up in his sheets. He sighed. At the end, it was just you being you.Â
âŠ
Ace was asleep on the couch when a noise stirred him, a soft shuffle of movement somewhere in the apartment. For a second, his brain lagged behind. Then it hit him.
Right. You had slept here.
He lay still, tracking the sound. It came from the kitchen. With a groggy yawn, he sat up, rubbing the exhaustion from his eyes. He hadnât slept much. Anxiety had kept him wired for hours, until his mind latched onto a small, oddly comforting thought: no matter what he was feeling, youâd probably keep things in check. Last night had just been a slip. A moment blurred by alcohol and drugs. This was still casual. He clung to that as he dragged himself to the kitchen.
You were reaching for a glass when he found youâhis shirt riding up just enough to give him a full view of lace and skin. He caught himself smiling. You were the sexiest thing heâd ever seen. Somehow, you being here, padding barefoot through his kitchen, felt... right.
Without thinking, he stepped up behind you and reached past, his bare chest brushing against your back as he grabbed a glass.
âOh!â you startled, turning slightly and taking it from him. âThanks⊠Did I wake you?â
He shook his head with a tired smile.
âSorry, I needed water,â you said, filling the glass at the tap. You drank deeply, then glanced over at him, eyes lingering just a bit too long on his bare chest before climbing to meet his face.
Ace raised a brow, smirking.
You laughed under your breath and looked away. âDonât even. Like you havenât stared at me the same way.â
âGuilty,â he chuckled. âFirst thing I saw was a very flattering pair of panties.â
You both laughed, and with it, the tension in Aceâs chest eased slightly. The mess in his head didnât vanish, but your smileâunbothered, naturalâcut through it like sunlight.
Then your phone buzzed on the counter. You grabbed it, thumbed out a reply, and turned to him again.
âRobin still has a spare key. I can head there and finally get into my place.â
Ace smiled, but a strange pang hit his chest. Something he ignored.
âGood news,â he said, too easily.
You drained the last of your water and set the glass down. âIâll go get dressed. Youâll never know I was here. Except for the lipstick on your pillow, maybe,â you added with a cheeky grin as you walked off.
Ace stood still, debating. He told himself to let you go. Give you space. But a moment later, he was at the bedroom doorway, leaning against the frame as you pulled your top over your head.
âYou want a ride?â he asked, casual.
You paused, then looked over your shoulder. âYouâre not busy?â
âNot really. I have to go to Saboâs anyway. No rush.â
You nodded. âAlright. Iâll take it.â
Ace disappeared briefly to throw on a shirt while you grabbed your things. On the way out, you sent him Robinâs address, and he punched it into his phone.
In the elevator, you turned to him. âThis ride⊠it's on the bike, right?â
Ace chuckled. âYeah. Donât tell me youâre backing out now, gorgeous.â
You smirked, biting your cheek. âNo⊠I survived once. I can probably survive again.â
He laughed and led the way to the parking lot. Like before, he helped you on gently, hands steady. You wrapped your arms around his waist and leaned into him, closer than last time.
He rode through the city with practiced ease. At sharp turns, he felt you tense, and through the comms he murmured, âJust lean with me.â
Not long after, he parked in front of Robinâs building. You hopped off, letting him help remove your helmet.
âThanks for everything,â you said, brushing a hand through your hair. âSee you when I see you.â
âAnytime, gorgeous,â he replied, grinning.
For a moment, your eyes held. The air shifted, heavier somehowâlike whatever unspoken change between you was threatening to rise to the surface.
Ace was the one who broke first. âText me when youâre home.â
You nodded. âThanks again.â
He gave you one last look, then started the bike and took off down the street.
You watched him go, heart unsettled. Then turned and froze.
âHow long have you been standing there?â you asked.
Robin stood at the entrance, arms crossed, one brow arched. âLong enough,â she said.
You smiled nervously and walked into the building. Robin didnât say a word when she opened the front door. Just gave you one of those looks that said weâre definitely talking about this, but not yet. You followed her up to her place, your steps light, casual, like you werenât trying too hard to act normal.
The smell of something cooking filled the apartment and made your stomach grumbled. You dropped your purse near the couch like you always did, brushing your hair back like nothing was out of the ordinary. Like she hadnât just seen you hop off Aceâs bike.
âYou hungry?â Robin asked, already heading to the kitchen.
âStarving,â you said, grateful for the out. âDo I smell soup?â
âLentils and roasted veg,â she called back, her voice light.
You slid onto a stool by the counter and grabbed the sparkling water she handed over.
âYou spoil me.â
âYou look like you needed it.â
You sipped the water and said nothing. Robin moved to stir the pot on the stove, tossing more herbs into it.
âHow was the festival?â she asked casually.
âFun. Really fun,â you answered.
âYou certainly look like you had fun. Maybe too much fun?â she said, placing a bowl of lentils in front of you.
You shrugged, taking a spoonful of the hot soup.
âSo much you lost your keys and ended up at Aceâs placeâŠâ she added, treading slowly into the conversation you didnât want to have. You loved your friend, but damn if she didnât always know when to ask the uncomfortable questions.
âYeah, he was truly a gentleman and let me crash at his place,â you said, trying not to make a big deal of it.
âAhaâŠâ
You looked at each other for a second. She was giving you one last chance to come clean before she started.
You sighed and dropped your gaze. âNothing happened. He slept on the couch.â
Robin raised a brow, a little exasperation in her tone. âAm I supposed to buy that thereâs nothing going on?â
âNothing is going on,â you answered quickly.
âHow long has ânothingâ been going on?â she asked, staring at you.
You exhaled dramatically. âI donât know... since the book fair.â
Robin raised her eyebrows. âSo youâve been seeing Ace for the last two months?â
You shrugged. âHas it really been that long?â you said, mock-shocked. âTime flies when youâre having casual sex.â
Robin gave you a flat look. âYouâve been sleeping with him for two months and didnât tell me?â
âI tell you everything.â
âExcept for this.â pointed Robin out, with a slight accusation on her tone.Â
You took another spoonful of lentils. âIt didnât seem important.â
âThen why bother hiding it? Youâve never cared about your flings. Not even Law, and he was the closest thing youâve had to a relationship. Even when I disagreed with it, youâve never kept anything from me.â
âI donât know. Iâm not hiding it. I just⊠didnât tell anyone. Itâs just sex.â
âDidnât seem like that to me.â
You waved it off with a smile. âAce doesnât want anything serious either. Trust me, weâre both emotionally stunted. Itâs a match made in heaven.â
Robin stared at you, not buying it for a second.
She sat down across from you, spoon in hand. âYou like him.â
You laughed dramatically. âOf course I do. Heâs terrific in bed.â
Robin rolled her eyes. âYou know what I mean.â
You pointed your spoon at her. âDonât analyze me while Iâm eating. Thatâs emotional terrorism.â
Robin smiled softly. âYou can keep denying it. Thatâs fine. But if youâre not careful, youâre going to hurt yourself. Or him.â
You rolled your eyes. âRobinâŠâ
âIâm not judging, okay? I get why you shut things down before they start. After Zoro, Iâd probably do the same.â
You groaned. âI donât care about him anymore.â
âI know you donât.â
You didnât say anything.
Robin leaned back, studying you with her usual quiet intuition. âIâm just saying⊠maybe this isnât nothing. And maybe pretending it is will only make it harder when it blows up.â
You cracked a smile. âFor things to blow up, there needs to be a relationship to blow up. Besides, I can just ghost him.â
Robin raised a brow. âDonât.â
You grinned. âKidding.â
âYouâre not.â
âOkay, maybe Iâm fifty percent kidding.â
Robin reached over and squeezed your hand once, then pulled back. âJust⊠donât shut me out next time. Especially if things get complicated.â
You gave her a quick, lopsided smile. âDeal. But donât go assuming the worst out of this⊠or the best.â
âNo promises,â Robin said, picking up her spoon again. âHe is prettier than your usual disaster types.â
You laughed, tension finally breaking. âGod, I hate how well you know me.â
âI know. Thatâs why you keep me around.â
âŠ
Ace knocked once before letting himself in, like he always did. The smell of coffee and something toasty drifted from the kitchen. He kicked off his boots by the door, ruffling a hand through his messy hair, still smelling faintly of motorcycle and perfume.
Sabo was at the stove, flipping eggs in a skillet. He glanced over his shoulder and gave Ace a lazy smile.
âWell, well. If it isnât our festival Casanova.â
Ace rolled his eyes and collapsed onto the couch. âDonât start.â
âStart what?â Sabo asked, all innocence, as he plated the eggs and set down two mugs of coffee on the kitchen island. âIâm just being a gracious host. Come eat.â
Ace dragged himself over, dropping into the stool with a groan. He looked tiredâhair wild, circles under his eyes. Sabo pushed the mug toward him.
âYou look like you slept on a couch,â he said casually.
Ace took a sip of the coffee. âI did sleep on the couch.â
Sabo grinned. âSo, howâs she doing this morning?â
Ace looked up, guarded. âWho?â
Sabo raised a brow. âYou really gonna make me spell it out?â
âI donât know what youâre talking about,â Ace said, already chewing his toast like it might shield him from this entire conversation.
Sabo wasnât fooled.
âLetâs go over the evidence,â he said, picking up his fork. âYesterday, Koala points at you two and says, I quote, theyâre fucking.â
Ace choked slightly on his food. âShe what?â
Sabo ignored him. âAdd to that the fact that you two disappeared into the VIP area. And now I find out she crashed at your place?â
Ace sighed. âShe lost her keys. I was just being decent.â
âRight. You were just being a good Samaritan.â
Ace leaned his elbows on the counter and dropped his head into his hands. âItâs not a thing, Sabo.â
Sabo tilted his head. âYou sure?â
âYes.â
âYou slept on the couch.â
âYes.â
âBut you wanted to follow her into your room.â
Ace didnât answer.
Sabo smirked. âThought so.â
Ace groaned. âItâs not serious.â
âIs that what she said?â
âNo. Thatâs what we agreed on. Itâs just⊠casual. Sheâs not looking for anything serious. Neither am I.â
âSure,â Sabo said mildly. âSo casual you wrote a song about her?â
Ace blinked, caught off guard. âThatâs⊠unrelated.â
Sabo laughed. âBullshit.â
Ace gave him a look. âYou donât even know itâs about her.â
âI didnât. Until last night, now Iâm sure.â
Ace muttered something under his breath and rubbed the back of his neck. âLook. Sheâs been through some stuff. Iâm not looking to screw her up even more.â
âAnd this is your noble reason for not telling anyone?â
âI didnât not tell you. It just didnât come up.â
Sabo arched an eyebrow. âHow long, Ace?â
Ace sighed heavily, not looking at Sabo, âAround two monthsâŠâ
âDamn,â Sabo said, mostly to himself. âSo it wasnât a one-time thing.â
âNo.â
âYou like her.â
âI like a lot of people.â
Sabo laughed. âYeah, but you donât write songs about a lot of people.â
Ace went quiet, staring into his mug.
Sabo didnât press right away. Then, gently, âDoes she know youâre not as casual as you pretend to be?â
Sabo gave him a long look. âYou know that kind of ânothingâ usually ends with someone getting hurt, right?â
Ace went quiet, staring into his coffee. âShe makes it really easy to forget itâs supposed to be nothing.â
Saboâs voice softened. âSo maybe it isnât.â
They sat in silence for a minute. The eggs were getting cold.
Ace finally said, âShe said sheâd text me when she got home.â
Sabo looked at him. âDid she?â
âNot yetâŠâ
He said it with a smile, but it didnât reach his eyes.
Sabo patted his shoulder. âYouâre so screwed.â
Ace gave a weak laugh. âYeah. I think I might be.â
âŠ
The soft ping of a text cut through the silence.
Ace blinked, eyes heavy, half-asleep on the couch. He reached lazily for his phone, screen lighting up in the dim room.
âGot home safe. Thanks for today.â
He stared at the message longer than he should have. No emoji. No follow-up. Just⊠polite. Clean. The kind of message youâd send someone you were trying to keep at armâs length. Or maybe he was reading too much into it.
He rubbed a hand down his face. His body was exhausted. Physically, he was wiped, but his mind wouldnât let him sleep. Not really. Not tonight. Not with your scent still faint on the pillow in his room.Â
He didnât know why the silence between the goodbye and that text had gnawed at him. Heâd told himself it wasnât a big deal. That youâd get home, and that would be that.
But still, heâd checked his phone more than once. Had half-formed a dozen texts and deleted them all. Had to talk himself out of caring. This wasnât supposed to matter. Youâd made it clear. Just fun. Just casual. Just sex. Â And heâd agreed. He always agreed. That was the rule.
So why the hell did it feel like something had been left behind when you left?
Ace dropped the phone beside him and sat up, elbows on his knees, staring at the floor.
He wasnât built for this. He could feel it already âthe way he was starting to spin out, getting pulled into something he didnât know how to handle. Waiting for texts. Reading between lines that werenât there. Feeling something when he wasnât supposed to.
Itâs too early for this shit.
He stood up, pacing. You hadnât done anything wrong. You didnât ask for more. Neither had he.
But if he didnât put space between you two now, heâd ruin it later. Heâd expect more. Need more. Heâd mess it up. Better to stop it before it got messy. Before he got reckless. Before you noticed he wasn't good for you.
Ace picked up his phone again, stared at your name on the screen. His thumb hovered, not texting back. He sighed and, slowly, locked the screen and dropped it face-down on the couch.
âŠ
It had been a week since you last heard from Ace.
It wasnât entirely unusual. But something inside you had expected a reply to your last message. Not that there was anything to reply to, it had been short and clear. Youâd made sure of that, after writing and deleting at least five versions of how to let him know youâd made it home.
Work had kept you busy, as always, but this time Nami made it hard not to think about Ace. Usopp had been working from home more than usual, said he was feeling off, so it had been mostly you and Nami at the office, and her questions about the festival had been relentless.
Youâd lied. Bluntly. Told her Ace put you in a cab and you went home. She hadnât bought it entirely ânot after realizing Ace hadnât come back either. Nami knew you had a fling before, but she only knew the version of you that was a man-eater. Unlike Robin.
Friday night came, and you found yourself swamped in work you brought home. Inadvertently, your eyes kept drifting to your phone. Expectant. Hoping.
If Ace was going to show signs of life, tonight would be the night.
You never really texted throughout the day, but youâd made it a habit to message at night. A quick âHow was your day?â layered with teasing âsometimes subtle, sometimes shameless. You hadnât realized how much you liked it until it stopped.
An hour passed. Nothing. You picked up your phone. Opened the chat. Locked it again. Did it four more times before muttering a sharp, âFuck it.â You werenât going to play the shy girl. That wasnât you.
You: Hey. You around tonight?
Short. Chill. Not even flirty. A soft pitch. An easy exit. You let out a breath, then immediately regretted sending it. Your anxiety didnât fade. It sharpened. Now you were actively waiting.
You tried to bury yourself in a manuscript. It took longer than it should have, but eventually, you got through it. You closed your laptop and instinctively checked your phone.
Still nothing. âDick,â you muttered, locking your phone. âIf you want out, fine by me.â
The next week was easier, only because you were pissed. The anxiety had burned off, replaced by a low simmer of irritation. Somewhere between a bruised ego and that caring you refused to name. Being pissed? That was easier.
It was Friday again, just past six, and you were still at your laptop answering emails when Usopp popped his head into your office.
âBeers at The Red Force?â he asked. âYouâve skipped a couple rounds.â
You had. Youâd skipped them for Ace, always blaming work.
âSure,â you said, smiling. âI could use a drink.â
âPerfect,â said Usopp. âTen minutes?â
You nodded. âYeah. Just let me wrap this up.â
Time to move on. Nothing like going out to restart things.
The bar was alive with end-of-week warmth. Low amber lights, the hum of conversations, the clinking of glasses, and a local band grooving through a funky cover of something old-school. You were nestled in your usual spot between Usopp and Nami, halfway into your third beer, feeling the tension of the last two weeks finally drain from your shoulders.
Nami was mid-story, her eyes bright. âSo then, Franky actually yells, âITâS NOT A MALFUNCTION! ITâS A FEATURE!â right as the program closed. I swear there was smoke going off the computer.â
Usopp snorted his drink. âDID he really say that?â
âSwear on my life. Poor Helmeppo nearly cried, his work of the day lost. Meanwhile, Frankyâs posing like he just saved the world.â
You were laughing so hard your stomach hurt. âOnly Franky would cause a small disaster and still manage to look proud of it.â
Usopp raised his glass. âTo Franky. Walking chaos.â
You clinked the mugs with him, cheeks flushed, eyes glittering. You felt light for the first time in days. No pressure. No overthinking. No Ace.
And then your phone buzzed in your pocket.
You didnât even check it right away âyou were mid-sip, mid-laugh, caught in the glow of good company. But the second buzz came.Â
You dug the phone out, glancing at the screen. Your laugh caught up in your throat.
Ace: What are you doing tonight, gorgeous?
A simple line. A bomb in lowercase letters. No context. No follow-up. No acknowledgment that he had vanished for two weeks. Just that flirty confidence, like nothing had happened. Like you hadnât stayed up staring at âDeliveredâ wondering why the fuck did he disappear.
Your smile stalled. Just slightly. Enough for Nami to notice.
She leaned in with that sideways glance. âBad news?â
You locked the screen and placed the phone face-down on the table.Â
You quickly fixed your smile back into your face. âNothing. Something I forgot I had to do tomorrow, but nothing important.â
You tried to pay attention to the conversation and smile with ease, but that intrusive message was driving you crazy. Should you text back? Yes, no? If you answer what should you answer? You were pissed, but truth be told you shouldnât be pissed. It was casual, you had no relationship with him other than that. Yes, he was a dick for disappearing, but it shouldnât be a big deal. But if he wasnât interested anymore, why text back now?
Another buzz.
 Ace: Wanna have a drink?
You stared at it. A laugh almost slipped, disbelieving. Two weeks of nothing, and now this? A drink?
Your thumb hovered. You werenât going to chase. You werenât going to play hurt. You were fine. You were busy. But you werenât going to let him waltz in like he didnât just drop off the planet either.
You typed, simple.
You: Already having drinks at the Red Force. Up to you.
No emoji. No flirt. No warmth. Just a thread of âdonât waste my time.â
You hit send and slid the phone back into your bag. If he showed, he showed. If not? Youâd still look good laughing under the amber lights, drink in hand, surrounded by people who didnât disappear without a word.
âŠ
Ace stared at the message on his screen for a long time before pressing send.
Ace: What are you doing tonight, gorgeous?
It sounded casual. Flirty. Safe.
But his chest tightened the second it was gone. He watched the little âDeliveredâ icon settle in and waited. A minute. Two.
Nothing.
He set the phone down on his thigh, rubbing his hands over his face.
What the hell did you expect? You vanish for two weeks and just⊠slide back in like that?
The answer was obvious: yeah, maybe he had hoped it would be that easy. It should be, right? You were casual. Because if you answered, if you teased him back like nothing happened âhe wouldnât have to explain. Wouldnât have to admit why heâd stayed away in the first place. Wouldnât have to own up to the way your laugh had cracked something open in him. The snippets of you reading in the mornings. The way youâd curled up in his bed, lips parted, wearing his shirt. The fact that you had said that you loved his smile.
Nobody ever said that. That was the problem. You saw too much. And the closer you got, the harder it was to hide behind the easy charm and late-night texts.
Heâd gone radio silent because it was easier to walk away when you werenât looking. But now? Now he couldnât stop checking the goddamn phone.
Five minutes. Still no reply.
He chewed his bottom lip, bouncing his knee, before giving in and typing again.
Ace: Wanna have a drink?
Simple. Less cocky. A smaller ask. One he hoped you might take.
He didnât even let himself look at the screen after hitting send. Just stood and started pacing across his room.
He'd tried distraction in the past couple weeks: Thatch and Marco dragging him to the Phoenix, Deuce clocking his whole vibe with a single raised brow. Hell, heâd even kissed someone last weekend, a pretty girl at the bar who laughed at all his jokes. And still, she hadnât even been close to the thrill you sent through him with only your voice.
But this? This was worse. Now it was his turn to wait. To wonder. And thenâŠ
Ping.
He nearly dropped the phone scrambling to check it.
You: Already having drinks at the Red Force. Up to you.
He stared at the message, heart ticking a little faster. No âhey.â No warmth. Not cold. But not open either. A low sigh left his lips. He ran a hand through his hair, tugging at the ends.
Youâd drawn the line. No begging. Just putting the ball back in his court and letting him decide whether he still had the nerve to show up.
Ace let the phone hang loosely in his hand, thumb hovering over the screen. Heâd wanted casual. Simple. Easy. But now all he could think about was walking into that bar and seeing you not care at all.
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Ace stepped into the Red Force, the scent of beer clinging to the dim, amber-lit air. The place was loudâvoices layered over the low hum of live music from the terraceâbut he wasnât listening to any of it. His eyes scanned the crowd, sharp and searching.
He spotted you instantly, because you were looking for him, too. Your gaze found his at the same time, but then, without pause or expression, you turned away. Not even a nod of acknowledgment.
You gave a quick word to the table of friends around youâNami, and Usopp, both mid-laughâ stood and slipped through the crowd toward the bar like you hadnât just sent a missile to his chest.
Aceâs feet moved on instinct, following, but his gut stayed heavy. You walked like you didnât care. He knew too well that aloofness of someone that was unreacheable. That straight spine and the tilt of your head like nothing could touch you. He looked at you âa mirror of his own attitude towards relationships. You didnât need him. And he hated how much that scared him.
When he finally stepped up beside you at the bar, you didnât even look at him first. Instead, you turned those bright, wicked eyes on Law, who was polishing a glass behind the counter.
âHey babe,â you purred, voice syrupy-sweet, âpour two shots. You know what I like.â
Ace froze. The smile you gave Law was all teeth and charm, the kind he knew meant trouble.
Law raised a brow and grinned. âSure thing, kitten. Coming right up.â
Aceâs jaw flexed. He wasnât stupid, he knew there was history there. Knew Law had your number once, maybe still had it. Youâd never hidden that you liked the game, liked to be looked at, liked to remind people you could have anyone if you wanted. And Ace had never minded. Never really cared. Until now. Now it felt like a statement.
He stood stiff beside you, hands jammed into his jacket pockets, trying not to show the flinch behind his relaxed masked face.
You finally turned, holding one of the shots out toward him with a lazy, unreadable smile.
âCheers,â you said. Like it was a dare.
He took the glass, his fingers brushing yours for just a second longer than necessary. He didnât miss the way your eyes flicked down at the contact and then looked away again just as fast.
You clinked your glasses. Ace downed the shot in one go. So did you. You didnât look away. Not for a second. And when you finally spoke, it was with that smile heâd once thought was charming. Now it felt like a blade.
âSo, I see youâre alive.â
Aceâs throat tightened. Damn. You were making him pay. Not with yelling, not with dramaâbut with that razor tone that made his skin crawl under his jacket.
He forced a smirk, tried to deflect. âSorry, gorgeous⊠I had⊠things to do.â
He hated the words the second they left his mouth. What the hell was that? Things to do? Was he trying to make you hate him? Why was he still putting distance between you when all he wanted was to close it?
You raised a brow at him in disbelief and let out a small, humorless laugh.
Then, casuallyâlike he was barely even thereâyou turned your attention to Law again.
âBabe, please pour me another.â
Law gave you that easy grin. âWhatever you want, kitten.â
Ace felt his jaw tighten. Again.
He wanted to say something. Do something. Apologize better, for starters. But his tongue was thick and useless, his brain caught in the way your voice had shiftedâflirty for Law, icy for him.
You grabbed the next shot as soon as it was poured. Didnât even wait. You handed it to him again. He took it, slower this time. Warier. You knocked yours back first. He followed, not even tasting the burn anymore.
And then you looked at him. Everything else faded. The buzz of the bar, the glass clinks, the laughter from your table. Gone. Your voice dropped, low and cool.
âIâm just going to say this once. Iâm not going to chase you.â You held his stare like a lit match. "Casual is casual."
It wasnât a threat. It was a fact. A boundary.Â
And it wrecked him more than anything else could've. Because for the first time in weeks, Ace realized just how quickly this could end.
He had always known that this was your game, played by your rules. Youâd made that clear from the beginning, that nothing was owed, nothing expected, just chemistry and passing nights. And heâd agreed, because it was easier than admitting what he really wanted.
But those rules had started to melt, slowly, night after night. You had slipped in more than you should, he had felt it, each thing you did sticking to his mind, so he'd put space between you âspace that only reminded him how badly he wanted the opposite.
And now here you were, drawing the line again. The same line heâd pretended wasnât creeping closer every time you touched him.
You were still looking at him, calm but sharp, like you were waiting for him to flinch. Waiting to see if he would keep hiding or finally say something.
He let out a slow breath, and gave you half a smile, the kind he never handed out lightly.
âI know you wonât, gorgeous.â
Your expression didnât change much, but he saw the way your eyes softened just a bit, the way your lips pulled into the ghost of a smirk.
âGood,â you said simply. âIâll go fetch my things and say bye. Then weâll go.â
You turned back to your table, your back straight, your pace unhurried. You didnât look back âdidnât have to. You knew heâd wait. And he would.
Back to square one, he thought bitterly. But even square one with you was better than silence.
Ace stayed still, hands braced on the bar, heart pacing like a slow drumbeat in his ribs. Behind the counter, Law was polishing a glass, deliberate and quiet. He didnât look up.
âNext time,â he said evenly, âshe wonât give you a warning. So, tread carefully.â
Aceâs jaw tightened. He turned slightly, trying to read him. Was that a threat? A jab? But Law didnât flinch. Didnât smirk. His voice had held no malice. Only something still and knowing. Something that understood.
Ace didnât say anything. He couldnât. Because as much as it made something inside him bristle, Law wasnât wrong. You werenât the sort that gave second warnings. Not the real kind. And heâd just wasted his first.
A moment later, you returned, slipping your bag over your shoulder with practiced ease. You didnât say a word. Just brushed your fingers against Aceâs hand as you passed. Soft, fleeting, like it didnât mean anything at all. But it did. He followed you out. No protest. No defense. Just quiet gravity pulling him in. And maybe there was still a chance for this to work if he didnât fuck up.
Next chapter is here! This one was difficult to get right. I hope you like it.
Song by Hozier
For this particular chapter, I had a lot of songs in mind that were final candidates for the name. Here are other songs to listen to:
Sit Next To Me (Foster the People)
Close To Me (Gracie Abrams)
Talk Talk (Charlie XCX ft. Troye)
Modern AU
Ace x f!reader
Characters: Ace, Robin, Nami, Franky, Usopp, Koby, Helmeppo, and others.
Warnings: occasional sex mentioned, alcohol, soft drugs.
Chapter 4
It was a Friday night, and you were still working.
Curled up on the couch with a half-empty bottle of wine, you scrolled through your teamâs requests and a fresh batch of CVs for the internship position. The soft glow of your laptop screen illuminated the living room â an open space where kitchen, dining table, and couch coexisted in casual harmony.
Your team was incredible, but it was already stretched thin â and you knew it. Koby and Helmeppoâs internships were ending soon, and youâd asked Bege to draft full-time offers for both. You really hoped theyâd say yes.
Helmeppo had a natural grasp of the technical side of design. He could be the perfect support for Usopp â cleaning up visuals, prepping them for social media, newsletters, whatever Nami tossed their way. If he stayed on, itâd ease pressure off everyone.
Koby, on the other hand, was your hidden ace. He had the precision of an editor and a sharp instinct for market trends. Somehow, heâd become your second pair of eyes â steady, perceptive, and eager. Youâd absolutely cry if he didnât accept.
Assuming they stayed, Begeâs department would be the next in need of help. But if one of them left⊠well, you'd have to rethink your strategy entirely. Maybe bring in an admin intern to ease the workload across the board.
You sighed and reached for your wine, letting the taste slide down as you stared at yet another forgettable CV. You were deep in thought when your phone buzzed beside you. The screen lit up with a familiar name.
Your heart skipped, and a smile tugged at your lips.
âHi,â you said, already grinning.
âHello, gorgeous,â came Aceâs voice, smooth and teasing. âHave you been thinking of me?â
You chuckled, leaning back against the couch cushions. âNo, not really. Iâve got other things on my mind.â
âOuch. Please donât tell me that,â he said with mock drama. âWhat could possibly be more important than me?â
âThe love of my life, obviously.â
He gasped theatrically. âDamn those books.â
The fact that he knew exactly what you meant made your smile deepen.
âSo Iâm guessing youâre not free tonight?â he asked.
You clicked your tongue in mock regret. âAfraid not. Iâve got a hot date⊠with a pile of CVs.â
âOof. Hard competition,â he groaned. âCanât top that.â
You laughed. âNo, probably not⊠but you could come and try.â
A soft chuckle rumbled on the other end. âNot sure crashing your dateâs the most gentlemanly move.â
âWell, the offerâs there. You know where to find me. Bring a bottle of red and you might earn bonus points.â
Ace laughed, low and warm. âSee you in maybe an hour.â
âAlright. Iâll be here,â you said, hanging up with a grin still lingering.
You poured the last of the wine into your glass and turned your attention back to the stack of resumes. If nothing else, you could at least eliminate the obvious mismatches while you waited.
You went back to work, oblivious for a while. The doorbell rang.
You jumped, startled, glancing at the clock. Time had slipped past you. Leaving your laptop and notes spread across the couch, you padded barefoot across the open space to the front door.
When you opened it, Ace was there, grinning, a bottle of wine in one hand.
He looked maddeningly good â jeans slung low on his hips, shirt slightly rumpled, and that roguish, self-assured smile that made your stomach flutter. He had the vibe of someone who knew just how irresistible he was â but the freckles dusting his face and the easy warmth in his eyes softened the edges. He had the easy confidence of someone used to attention, but none of the arrogance.
You may have stared a beat too long, because he arched a brow and said with a cocky grin, âAt least let me open the bottle before you undress me with your eyes.â
You huffed a laugh, a little flustered, and stepped aside to let him in.
âHere,â he said, handing you the bottle. âWasnât sure what kind you like, so I played it safe.â
âThanks. Donât worry â if it comes in a bottle, itâs probably good enough to drink.â
You moved through the open space toward the kitchen. Ace kicked off his boots and followed, his gaze drifting to the scattered papers and glowing laptop left behind on the couch.
âStill working?â he asked.
You nodded, handing him a glass of wine. âKind of. Itâs more like low-stakes multitasking at this point.â
You gathered your things off the couch to make room as he sat beside you, legs stretched out like heâd been here a hundred times. You slouched back with a sigh and sipped your wine.
âI thought the wine was to set the mood,â he said, eyeing the empty bottle on the coffee table.
Ace chuckled, swirling his glass lazily. âThatâs fair. Nothing like wine to save a tragic night, classy.â
You took a sip of your glass. âTragic? You just walked in and improved it by, like, fifty percent.â
His eyes flicked to yours, warm and amused. âOnly fifty?â
âDonât get cocky,â you said with a smirk.
âToo late,â he said grinning.
He took a slow sip of wine, his eyes scanning the CVs still spread out beside you. âSo⊠whatâs the competition like?â
You gave him a flat look. âIf by âcompetitionâ you mean the pool of desperate college seniors trying to survive on caffeine and buzzwords? Fierce.â
âIt means they slapped together words that sounded impressive and hoped for the best.â
Ace laughed. âWell, if theyâre competing for your attention, Iâm gonna need to up my buzzword game. How about: âHighly adaptable charmingly creative with a specialization in late-night wine-based support.ââ
You snorted into your glass. âStrong candidate. Iâll put you on the maybe pile.â
He leaned back, and looked at you. âSo⊠are you okay?â
You smiled, âWhy you ask? Itâs completely normal for me to drink while working.â
He smiled, but his eyes expressed a little of concern.
You glanced at the laptop, then back at him. âIâm fine. Just⊠juggling a lot. Weâre all overworked and I want to make the right call, because I canât ask more from my team. I want to do right by them.â
He nodded, more serious now. âTheyâre lucky to have you. Just donât forget about yourself, too.â
You smiled. âThat's why I treat myself to some wine.â
Ace laughed and swirled the wine in his glass, eyeing you over the rim. âYou knowâŠâ he started, lightening the mood, âfor someone claiming to be on a date with CVs, youâre giving me a lot of attention.â
You gave a lazy shrug. âMaybe the CVs arenât living up to expectations.â
âOh?â He raised a brow, the corner of his mouth curving. âAnd I am?â
You smirked, sipping your wine. âYouâve got your moments.â
You glanced at him, playfully, an inviting grin curling on your lips. âYouâre more than mildly distracting. Thatâs kind of the problem.â
He caught the shift in your tone and tilted his head, studying you. âIs it?â
âWell for someone who is supposed to be working, yeah, it is,â you said, taking a sip of wine without dropping your gaze.
Ace leaned back slightly, resting his arm along the back of the couch, fingers just grazing your shoulder. âYou were the one who wanted me to crash your date,â he said, voice low.
Silence stretched between you, thick with the expectation. The heat and electricity that had pulled you from the moment youâve met building up, urging you to get closer.
Then he nudged your knee with his. âYouâre the boss. You call the shots.â
You laughed. âI didnât take you for someone who would take orders.â
His eyes dipped to your mouth for a fraction of a second too long. âWhy donât you try me?â
That sent a little jolt through you. Your pulse jumped. You set your empty glass down a bit too carefully and leaned back against the couch, eyes narrowing in mock appraisal.
âWell,â you said, voice a shade lower. âYou could start by helping me forget about work.â
Aceâs grin spread slow, wicked and amused. âNow that I can do.â
He reached out, brushing a strand of hair from your face, fingers grazing your cheek. It was such a small touch, but it charged with intent. You didnât pull away.
Neither of you moved for a heartbeat.
Then you shifted closer, knees touching fully now, his hand coming to rest on your thigh â light at first, but confident.
His voice dropped, barely above a whisper. âTell me to stop.â
You didnât.
Instead, you leaned in and kissed him â slow, tasting like wine and tension finally snapping. His hand cupped the back of your neck, pulling you in, deepening it with urgency, starving for each other. When you pulled back, your foreheads touched, breaths mingling.
âI should probably stop pretending Iâm still working,â you murmured.
Ace smiled against your lips. âYeah, youâve missed the productivity window by a few hours.â
You stood, tugging him gently by the hand. âCome on.â
âTo ruin my Friday night in an entirely different way,â you said over your shoulder, already leading him toward the bedroom.
His quiet laugh followed you down the hall, warm and a little breathless.
âŠ
For a second, he thought youâd slipped out early â back to work or out for a run. But then he caught the faint sound of a kettle clicking off.
He stretched, yawned, and padded out into the main room, tugging on the T-shirt heâd left slung over a chair.
You were curled up on the couch, tucked under the blanket you kept there, a book already at hand. Hair mussed, face still bare, a steaming mug resting by the table. Not coffee. Tea â that fancy kind you kept in little labeled jars above the sink.
The morning light slanted across your shoulders, landing on the pages you so eagerly turned. You didnât look up when he entered. Not right away.
He leaned against the doorframe, watching you with quiet amusement. âYouâre such a nerd.â
âYouâre just mad I keep on cheating on you with the hot protagonists of Lolaâs book,â you said without looking over, lips curving faintly.
He smirked, pushing off the doorframe. âTch. I knew I couldnât compete with a guy who broods for 300 pages and has perfect abs.â
You finally looked up, eyebrow arched. âIf it makes you feel better, youâve got the abs.â
He scoffed, hand over his heart in mock offense. âWow. Reduced to just abs. Tragic.â
You smirked, flipping a page. âYouâll survive.â
Still grumbling under his breath about being objectified, Ace wandered into the kitchen, opening the cabinet without hesitation and grabbing a glass.
You turned back to your book, already a chapter deeper, lost again. It wasnât the first time heâd found you like that. And lately, it was happening more often.
You didnât talk about it. There were no toothbrushes left behind, no drawer space offered. But he kept showing up, and you kept answering the door.Â
âŠ
Ace was at the studio, fingers idly working out chords on his guitar. He hadnât meant for the song to turn into anythingâjust a tune that came to him in the quiet after leaving your place.
Youâd started to see each other regularly, always at yours. The sex was great, yeah, but it wasnât just that. It was the snippets. How you talked about your team. How your eyes lit up when you spoke about a story or a book. You were driven. Passionate. Creative. A little chaotic. But fun. Funny, even. Little by little, that wall of books he used to find intimidating became something else entirely â something marvelous.
Ace didnât want to think too hard about it. You were his perfect casual. Confident, no strings, no drama. You didnât seem to need anyone to stick around â and that, depending on the day, was either incredibly attractive or terrifying.
He played a few lines heâd scribbled down earlier, letting the melody catch on the edges of the words. He was lost in it, fingers finding rhythm in thought, in memory, in the sound of your laugh.
It wasnât until he hit the chorus that he noticed Sabo standing in the doorway. Ace slightly startled, fumbled the chord.Â
âYou ever knock?â
âYou ever lock the damn door?â Sabo stepped inside, bag a food in one hand, motorcycle helmet tucked under the other arm, hoodie stained with engine grease, like heâd just come straight from the shopâwhich, knowing him, he had. He flopped onto the couch across from Ace, sprawled like he owned the place.
Saboâs gaze slid to the notebook, then to the tension in Aceâs shoulders.Â
âSo... who is she?â he asked, already grinning.
âThereâs no âshe.ââ Ace plucked another note, low and sharp.
âRight.â Sabo leaned forward, elbows on knees. âYou always write haunting metaphors about temptation and doom for casual flings?â
âItâs just a song,â Ace muttered.
âMhm.â Sabo gave him a look that clearly said he wasnât buying the bullshit.
Ace didnât answer. He tuned a string, slow and deliberate, like that would keep Sabo from digging any deeper.
âSheâs not serious,â Ace said finally, voice low.
âDidnât say she was.â Sabo leaned back, hands behind his head. âBut I havenât seen you this caught up in your own head in a while. Not sinceâhell, maybe not ever.â
There was a beat of quiet, only filled by the hum of city life filtering in from the window. Ace didnât deny it. Couldnât, really.
Thankfully, Sabo shifted gears.
âYouâd have laughed earlier â Koala threatened to castrate me with a socket wrench.â
Ace snorted. âAgain? Whatâd you do this time?â
âI may have dropped a carburetor on her foot.â
âJesus.â
âSheâs fine. Tougher than me, probably. But sheâs been pissed all day. Thinks Iâm deliberately testing her.â
âAre you?â
âNot on purpose.â He grinned. âBut I mightâve made a crack about her parallel parking the bikes.â
Ace shook his head. âYouâve got a death wish.â
âOr a kink. Juryâs still out.â
The room filled with warm laughter, something easy between them.
âSo, are you coming to the festival tomorrow?â asked Sabo.
âI guess⊠got nothing better to do,â replied Ace, âAnd Koala would probably kill me if I donât go.â
Sabo nodded eagerly, âOh, yes, she would. She bought the tickets months ago.â
âAt what time does it start?â asked Ace, reaching for the bag of food. He found some sandwiches inside.
âAtâŠâ Sabo took his phone to check, ââŠnoon. But I donât think we need to be that early. Besides, I think Luffy is meeting with some friends.â
âWho?â said Ace, munching his sandwich.
âNot sure, I think itâs their work friends. He mentioned Nami.â
Ace stopped eating for a second. His thoughts already running toward the possibility that Luffyâs friends might include you.
âHave you forgotten how to chew?â said Sabo, staring at his brotherâs distant gaze, a little amusement flickering in his tone.
âIâm fine,â said Ace, grabbing another bite of his sandwich.
âHmm.â Saboâs smirk deepened, and after a beat, he added, âSo... Iâll meet her tomorrow?â
Ace shot him a murderous look.
Sabo laughed, holding up his hands. âYeah, right. Sheâs just a casual.â
Ace didnât dignify that with a response.
They kept chatting after thatâabout the lineup for the festival, Koalaâs war on bad food trucks, the weird old man Luffy accidentally convinced to start beatboxing last year.
The kind of stuff that didnât matter. The kind that grounded him.
But later, when Sabo had gone and the studio was quiet again, Ace was still thereâfingers idly working out chords on his guitar. The melody returned, slower now, tinged with something unshakable. He didnât want to admit it, but the thought of seeing you always brought a flutter of expectation to his chest. A feeling that never seems to fade.
âŠ
The weekend arrived faster than expected. Friday night, you and Nami had hit the festivalâand somehow ended up staying till the very end of the first day. You danced until your legs were jelly, and drank more than you meant to, caught up in the glow of stage lights and pounding bass. Somewhere along the way, two overly eager guys started buying drinks for you both. You didnât stop them. Poor things were so committed to flirting that they probably didnât even realize how much they were spending.
When you finally stumbled back home in the early hours of the morning, you stripped off your clothes and smudged your face with water trying to get rid of the make up. You crashed on your bed and didnât open your eyes again until past noon.
Hazy and starving, you dragged yourself to the kitchen, slapping together a lazy sandwich and chugging half a bottle of cold water. Around 1 p.m., your phone buzzed.
Nami: Morning, girl! At what time should we meet? Luffy is joining us today at some point.
You: Cool! Should we go in early today? I can meet you at your place at 3 p.m. and then head to the venue, same as yesterday. Or do you want to go in later?
Nami: No, I think 3 p.m.âs fine. See you soon, then.
You: Perf!
You flopped onto your couch and opened your gallery, scrolling through the photos and videos from last night â blurry shots of flashing lights, wide grins, and hands in the air. You picked your favorite videos from the bands you saw yesterday, and a perfectly timed picture of you and Nami mid-laugh, to share on Instagram. Sheâd already tagged you in a few of her stories, which you liked as you sipped more water.
Eventually, your body reminded you that partying came with consequences. The smell of smokeâcigarette and weed alikeâclung to your hair, your skin, even your bedsheets. You groaned. Time to shower.
It took nearly an hour to scrub the night away. You washed your hair twice, trying not to resent how much you hated the lingering scent of smoke. You didnât mind that it was part of the festivalâs vibeâkind of came with the territoryâbut you hated the way it stuck to you like youâd been chain-smoking yourself.Â
Once clean, dry, and human again, you pulled on the outfit you and Nami had pre-approved for day two: high-waisted shorts, a sheer mesh top over a strappy black bralette, and your trusty sneakers. Sheâd begged you to wear platform boots for the âaesthetic,â but there was no way. Your feet would be dead before sunset.
Nami could somehow survive a festival in a short dress and boots without blinking. She looked amazing, sureâbut you were firmly of the opinion that comfort didnât have to come second to cute. Especially not when you were going to be jumping, dancing, and trekking from one stage to another for hours.
Makeup done. Bag packed. You looked at yourself in the mirror, took a quick selfie, and sent Nami a simple text.
You: On my way!
Festival day two was about to begin. You met Nami at her place as you had said. She was wearing again, a short flowy dress with a pronounced back cleavage and platform boots. She was truly committed. You made your way to the venue, discussing which bands were you interested in and where should you go.Â
Once inside you decided not to rush to any stage. The bands you wanted to see started playing in a couple hours, so you decided to go for drinks and chill at a stage.Â
After watching a couple of indie bands, you and Nami made your way to the bar area, slipping through clusters of people with practiced ease. The line was chaotic, but you both knew how to work a crowdâNami raised a hand to catch the bartenderâs eye while you leaned in just enough to make your order heard. âOne more beer,â you said, as Nami added, âAnd a spritz, please.â The bartender gave you a quick nod and moved to pour the drinks.Â
You were reaching for your cup when someone called out, âYo!â you turned to see Luffy pushing his way through the crowd with a wide grin, his energy as contagious as ever.Â
âTook you long enough,â Nami said, smirking.
But your attention snagged on the group behind him. First came a tall blond you didnât recognize, his curls a bit wild, and a soft expression on his face. Next to him walked a girl in cargo pants and a cropped tee, her arm slung through his, her eyes scanning the crowd with a kind of amused sharpness. âHey, this is my brother Sabo,â Luffy was saying, gesturing between them, âand his girlfriend, Koala.â
You smiled and offered a polite wave, but the gesture faltered as the last figure came into viewâAce. He was dressed simply, in black jeans and a faded grey tank top that showed off the line of tattoos running down his arm. It was such a basic outfit, and yet you loved and hated the way he so flawlessly looked all the time. His eyes met yours just long enough to spark something low in your chest. Then he glanced away, offering a casual âHey,â like you were nothing more than another friend in the group.
Beside you, Nami handed you your drink with a silent raise of her eyebrow. You took it without comment. You hadnât even thought to ask who Luffy was bringing. Not that it mattered, of course. But seeing Ace here, in the middle of the festival instead of behind closed doors, threw you off for a moment. You quickly put on a smile on your face, adjusting your posture, slipping into the ease you knew how to fake. You greeted Sabo and Koala properly, and when Aceâs smirk ticked upâlike heâd caught that little slipâyou ignored it.
âOkay,â you said lightly, turning toward the group, masking the hitch in your breath with a long sip of beer. âWhatâs the plan then? Any bands weâre dying to see?â
âI was thinking we catch Wallflower on the Sunset Stage,â Luffy said. âThey start in like twenty minutes.â
âIâm definitely grabbing a drink before that,â Koala added, already tugging at Saboâs arm. âWant anything?â
âNo thanks,â said Nami, âWe just got ours.â
âIâm good for now,â you said quickly, taking a sip from your cup, trying not to care about the way Ace was still watching you, like he was trying to decide what kind of game this was going to be.
âSabo, get me a beer,â Ace said, casual as ever, nodding toward his brother.
âGot you. Luffy?â
âYes, please!â Luffy chimed in, cheerful and entirely unbothered.
âWeâll wait for you over there, by the banners,â you said, pointing past the clustered crowd near the drink stalls.
Sabo and Koala went to call the bartender, while the rest of you veered toward a less crowded spot.
âWhyâd you show up so late?â Nami asked, giving Luffy a mildly scolding look. âYou said five.â
Luffy flashed her a wide, innocent grin. âIt isn't that late.â
Ace huffed, rolling his eyes. âWe stopped for food. He got hungry and insisted on snacks first.â
Nami sighed, clearly not surprised. âFigures. Food always wins.â
Luffy just shrugged. âWhat time did you get here?â
âWe came early,â you said. âAround four, right?â You glanced at Nami, who nodded.
âYeah. We hung around the main stage, had a couple drinks. There were some solid opening bands.â
Sabo and Koala came back with the drinksâbeers for Ace and Luffyâand joined the circle.
âSo now that everyoneâs properly hydrated,â Sabo said, âshould we head over to Sunset?â
Everyone nodded, and the group naturally formed a line as you weaved through the buzzing festival crowd. Sabo and Koala led the way, followed by Luffy and Nami. You drifted in just behind Namiâleaving Ace right behind you.
That was clearly by design. You felt his hand on your waist before you even heard him lean in. His touch was light, practiced â nothing overt, nothing anyone else would notice. But you felt it. You always did.
âHowâve you been, gorgeous?â he murmured, just loud enough for you to hear.
His breath skated along your skin, his voice was all smooth charm â friendly, casual, meaningless to anyone listening. But the subtle slide of his thumb against your hip told a different story.
You didnât look back. You didnât have to.
âGood,â you murmured back, barely turning your head. âYou?â
âGood.â He paused a beat. âMiss having you under me.â
Your breath caught and you nearly missed a step.
Recovering quickly, you shot him a sidelong smirk. âSo thatâs how weâre playing it? Sneaky lines in the middle of a crowd?â
âA little teasing never hurt,â he said, all smooth mischief.
You laughed quietly. âI guess not.â
He let go just as the group settled on the open grass by the stage. The tension lingered in the space where his hand had been.
Ace sank down beside you like nothing happened. Nami sat on your other side, and though she didnât say anything, she gave you a sharp, sidelong glance. You looked away, casually taking a sip of your drink. Luffy flopped down across from Sabo, folding his legs beneath him.
âSo,â he started, grinning, âhowâs the new shop at Loguetown going?â
âGood,â Sabo said. âWe finally hired enough help to keep that one running without me hovering. For now, Iâm focusing on the main workshop here.â
âHe runs a custom motorcycle shop,â Koala explained, shooting you a quick smile. âRestorations, builds, cool stuff.â
âThatâs sick,â you said, looking over at Sabo. âIs that where Luffy helps out sometimes?â
âWhen heâs not ghosting me,â Sabo said, reaching over to muss Luffyâs hair.
âI donât ghost,â Luffy grumbled. âI just forget to text.â
Ace smirked into his beer. âSays the guy who once vanished for two days.â
âI was working!â Luffy protested.
âYou are not one to talk,â Sabo said, pointing at Ace. âYouâre worse.â
Ace opened his mouth like he had a defense ready, but nothing came out. He just sipped his beer with a mock glare.
You chuckled. âSounds like Saboâs the real big brother here.â
âDadan agrees,â the blond brother said, grinning. âShe still checks in weekly to make sure these two are alive.â
âShe only checks in with you because youâre the favorite,â Ace muttered.
âIâm not the favorite,â Sabo said, laughing. âThatâs Luffy. Iâm just the only one who is levelheaded enough not to do stupid things or punch someone in the face.â
Ace tilted his head, smirked, and took a slow sip of his beer. âOld habits.â
âDadan is our foster mother,â explained Sabo, âshe had her hands full raising the three of us. She threatened to start a bail fund just in case.â
âOh god,â Nami said. âWho was the real problem?â
Everyone looked at Ace.
âI never got arrested,â Ace said defensively, though there was a smug twist to his grin. âJust... close calls.â
âToo many close calls,â Sabo said, nudging him.
âHe used to come home with split knuckles and the dumbest excuses,â Koala murmured, rolling her eyes.
âIt was complicated,â Ace said softly.
You could feel the undercurrent between themâyears of scrapes, scars, and silent understandings. The kind of bond built not just from shared memories but survival.
âAnd Dadan?â you asked.
Sabo snorted. âSheâs a walking contradiction. Smokes like a chimney, cusses like a sailor, and calls us good-for-nothings with a weird sort of love.â
âShe still calls me that,â Ace muttered.
âShe loves you,â Luffy said simply, gazing at his older brother with that open-hearted honesty only he could pull off.
You caught the way Ace looked back at himâsome brotherly love touching his eyes.
âThey act like idiots,â she whispered to you with a smirk, âbut itâs kind of sweet.â
You smiled. âKind of,â you agreed.
A rumble from the speakers signaled the start of the show. Everyone stood as the bandâs name lit up across the back of the stage. Cheers erupted when the first notes hit and the set kicked off.
When the concert ended, you all rushed to the next stage. As always when you were with others, you and Ace kept the flirting to a minimumâdiscreet, under the radar. But with each slight touch it became harder. Those late-night visits had crept up on you. You hadnât realized just how much his presence pulled you in. His touch had become familiarâtoo familiarâand worse, it felt good. Dangerously good.
You found yourself hesitant to make small talk, afraid you might accidentally reveal something he already knew from the quiet hours spent tangled in sheets and stories at your place. Thankfully, the festival didnât require much talking. You could both pretend not to notice the way his eyes kept drifting to youâor the way you glanced back, half-hidden behind a flirty lyric from whatever band was playing.
Eventually, the group decided to split. Nami and Luffy headed to a different stage, while the rest of you pushed toward the main one. The crowd thickened, music pounding through the dusk. Sabo and Koala led the way, and Ace fell in right beside you.
âI didnât peg you as a love ballad kind of girl,â Ace said, brushing against your arm as you walked.
You laughed. âWhy? You didnât enjoy the last artist?Â
Ace shrugged, âI didnât say that.â
You smirked, âIâm not, actually. Itâs just⊠Sometimes I like artist like Gracie, full of young and naive love. Makes me forget that itâs actually messy.â
You said it with a smileâbut this time, it didnât quite reach your eyes.
Ace caught that. He glanced at you sideways, some recognition and a twinge of guilt flickering in his eyes. Like he knew that messy wasnât just theoretical for you.
âGuys!â you called ahead. âI need the bathroom, and probably more drinks. Koala, you coming?â
He let out a quiet breath, not quite a laugh this time.
âFair enough,â he saidâsofter now.
âIâm good! Want company?â
âNo worries, Iâll be quick.â
âIâll go with you,â Ace said, stepping beside you.
You didnât say anything as the two of you drifted away from the group, dodging glitter-streaked strangers and half-crushed cups underfoot. The crowd thinned near the row of dreaded porta-potties, where a small, disgruntled-looking line had already formed.
You let out a sigh, arms crossed as you eyed the crawling line of porta-potties. âNo matter how many of these I go to, I still hate festival toilets.â
Ace grinned. âYeah, youâd think after paying a hundred bucks for a ticket, theyâd throw in plumbing.â
You snorted. âPlease. Iâd pay double for a real bathroom and a functioning sink.â
He laughed, then glanced at you. âBut you keep coming.â
âBecause the music makes up for it,â you said without hesitation. âAlways does.â
Finally, your turn came, and you disappeared into one of the stalls. Ace leaned against the side of a barricade, pulling out his phone absently. A new message flashed across the screen.
VIP passes confirmed. Left your name with security. Meet me at the Star Bar. Bring one.
He smiled to himself, slipping the phone into his pocket just as you returned, hands freshly washed and a relieved expression.
âBetter than I expected. Iâve seen worse bathrooms,â you said.
Ace chuckled at the comment. He then looked at you with a mischievous grin. âWanna disappear for a bit, gorgeous? Iâve got a line for better drinks. Real ones. Not whatever weâve been pretending is beer.â
You raised a brow. âOh yeah? Whatâs the catch?â
âNo catch,â he said, already turning to lead the way. âJust me cashing in a favor.â
âFrom who?â
He glanced back, grin easy. âA guy who owes me. You in?â
He gave you a little cocky smile and grabbed your hand, guiding you through the crowd to the other side of the square of the main stage, where the VIP section was guarded by security, keeping people out from the bars and lounge areas.Â
You fell into step beside him, curiosity already tugging you forward.
âLead the way, Fireboy.â
Ace approached the security guard who clearly was expecting him. The guard pulled a couple of green bracelets that put around your wrists and let you in. At a bar, there was a very eccentric man waiting for Ace.Â
âAce my man! Whatâs up?â the man said.
He looked like the kind of guy whoâd DJ an underground warehouse rave. Thick-rimmed glasses sat low on his nose, and a pair of wireless headphones rested around his neck like a badge of honor.
âApoo! Thanks for the passes,â Ace answered, bumping fists with him.
âNo problem, it was an easy fix,â Apoo said, grinning. âYou know I owe you. Two of my biggest names found their way to me through you, man.â
Ace smirked. âDonât start crying about it now.â
âPlease. Iâm too fabulous to cry,â Apoo waved him off. âBut hey, if you ever get tired of pretending you're just a songwriter, you let me know. I got a mic with your name on it.â
Ace laughed. âIâm good behind the curtain, thanks. Less ego to deal with.â
His eyes flicked toward you. âFriend of yours?â
Aceâs lips tugged into a small, lopsided grin as he looked at you. âSheâs with me.â
Apoo nodded with a quick, assessing grin. âYouâve got good taste in company.â
You raised a brow, amused. âIâd say he got lucky. But Iâll let him pretend it was charm.â
Apoo barked a laugh. âDamn right.â
Ace smirked, barely biting back his grin. âI donât need to pretend anything. Youâre still here, arenât you?â
You shot him a look, lips twitching despite yourself.Â
Apoo chuckled and lifted his drink. âAlright, alright, I gotta go check on some potential business. Drinks are on the house, by the way. Bartender owes me one.â
âAppreciate it,â Ace said.
Apoo gave you a quick nod and a grin. âNice meeting you.â With that, he disappeared.Â
You smirked. âSo smooth.â
As soon as Apoo melted into the crowd, Ace turned to you with a sly tilt of his head.
âStay here,â he said, leaning in just a bit, resting a hand softly on your waist. âIâm getting us something stronger than beer. You deserve it.â
âI try,â he said, flashing a grin before slipping toward the bar.
âMake it a gin!â you shouted at him.Â
The VIP area was quieter than the chaos outside, but still buzzingâlow music, laughter, clinking glass. You drifted toward a high-top near the edge, scanning the the view of the stage absently. A few moments passed.
Thenâ
âWell, well,â came the familiar voice of yesterdayâs sponsor. âDidnât expect to see you again so soon.â
You turned slowly, already regretting it, asking yourself if karma was about to charge you for flirting all night just to get free drinks.Â
Fullbody looked exactly like last night: crisp button-down, too much cologne, and a smirk like he thought he was Godâs gift to women.
You crossed your arms, an icy smile on your face. âPretty sure I said goodnight last night, not see-you-later.â
âI was hoping Iâd run into you,â he said, stepping a little too close. âThought we had a good thing going yesterday.â
He gave a low chuckle. âCome on, donât be like that. Let me buy you a drink. I know what you like now.â
âNo, thanks,â you said dryly.
âOh, come on.â He chuckled and, before you could stop him, draped an arm over your shoulder, trying to pull you closer. âDonât play shy now. You didnât mind the drinks yesterday, did you?â
You stiffened immediately, grabbing his wrist and pushing his arm off you. âI said, no thanks.â
He raised both palms, still grinning like he thought this was a game. âAlright, alright. Donât be so cold. Just saying hi.â
âThen say hi and move on,â you said, your voice sharper now. âIâm not interested.â
He glanced around, smug. âDoesnât look like youâre here with anyoneâŠâ
âI am,â you snapped.
âYeah? Who?â
âRight here,â Ace cut in, his voice low and dangerous.
Fullbody looked him up and down, scoffing. âWho the hell are you?â
Fullbody froze, tension rising between them. âJesus, chill. I didnât mean anything.â
Ace didnât flinch. He handed you your drink without breaking eye contact.
âIâm the guy whoâs gonna rearrange your face if you donât fuck off in the next five seconds.â
âShe said no,â Ace said. âTwice.â
There was a pause. Fullbody looked between you and Ace. With a muttered âWhatever,â he backed away and vanished into the crowd.
Ace exhaled, finally turning to you. âYou okay?â
You nodded. âYeah. He just doesnât know when to quit.â
He kept scanning your face like he was checking for any sign of distress. âI shouldâve stayed.â
âAnd miss on the drinks? No thanks. I can handle guys like him, Ace,â you said, taking a sip. âBut thanks for the backup.â
His lips quirked. âDidnât like how close he was getting. Guess Iâve got a thing about people touching whatâs mine.â
You raised an eyebrow. âYours?â
He tilted his head, the barest hint of a smirk tugging at his mouth. âFor tonight, at least.â
You snorted softly, clinking your glass against his. âYouâre lucky the drinks are good.â
Ace chuckled. âSo youâre only here for the free booze?â
You shrugged, eyes trailing slowly over him. âWell⊠since itâs a little too public to have a go at itâŠâ
A low growl slipped from Ace. He leaned in, crowding you gently against the rail, his hand finding your bare lower back.
âWhat a shame,â he murmured, eyes dropping to your lips.
You lingered there for a moment, pulse kicking up, the heat between you sharp and charged. Then you bit your lip and gave him a soft push to ease the tension, turning to face the stage again. Ace shifted beside you, but his hand stayed warm on your waist.
âI think Iâve never seen a concert from the VIP area,â you said casually, eyes still forward.
âWell⊠aside from the luxury of private bathrooms, I donât think Iâd benefit much from the price tag.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âI like being in the crowd. Down in the thick of it. Jumping, dancing, screaming the lyrics back. Itâs a vibe. Especially when itâs a band I love.â
Ace smiled, clearly charmed. âWant to head down?â
âNot yet. Iâm good here for this set. But when Foster hits the stageâŠâ You gave him a look. âIâm going in.â
Loud cheers signaled the beginning of the concert. The band kicked into their first song and the crowd responded with a wave of cheers. Down below, a sea of swaying arms lit up under the glow of stage lights. You could feel Aceâs hand tapping to the rhythm of the songs on your waist.Â
You didnât know all their songs, but the ones you did had you singing and dancing. The band paused between tracks, thanking the crowd, building the energy.
âLetâs see who knows this next song.â said the frontman, starting to play some softer, but rhythmic chords.Â
Youâve heard this song before and gasped knowingly.Â
âI wrote this song,â Ace whispered in your ear. Surprised by the revelation you turned and looked at him, eyes wide open.Â
âReally?â
He smiled but didnât answer. Just hummed the melody, gaze fixed ahead.
You turned back to the stage, paying closer attention. Ace had always brushed off your questions about his music. And now here it wasâgifted to you without pretense, a quiet offering, just loud enough for you to hear.
As the band thanked the crowd and faded off stage, you turned to Ace. âAlright. I got my chill set. Time for the chaos.â
Ace laughed. âYouâre dragging me into the pit, arenât you?â
âI warned you.â
He finished the last of his drink and nodded toward the stairs. âLetâs go find the others. Theyâve probably already claimed a spot.â
The crowd pulsed toward the main stage as you and Ace made your way back to the group. Nami waved from Luffyâs shoulders, Koala and Sabo already laughing, drinks in hand.
âThere they are,â you said, tugging Ace forward.
As soon as you arrived, Nami grinned. âTime to prep for Charli and the DJs.â
You gave her a knowing look. âGummy bears?â
She nodded and pulled out a small tin. You, Luffy, and Koala each took one. Sabo and Ace passed.
âSomeoneâs gotta keep Luffy from running off with a glow stick army,â Sabo joked.
Just then, the lights dropped. The stage lit up with your favorite bandâs name, and a rush of excitement shot through you. The opening chords rang outâyou knew this song by heart. From the first beat, you were singing, dancing, forgetting everything else.
Midway through the set, the band teased a hit. You screamed witht the crowd in excitement.
Suddenly you felt Ace grab you firmly by the waist and murmured in your ear. âJump.â
You took a quick glance and saw him crouch. You smiled and when you felt him pulling up, you jump onto his shoulders. He lifted you with such ease, as if you were a doll. He held you steady through three songs, hands firm on your thighs. When you tapped to come down, he lowered you gently.
âThanks,â you beamed.
âAnytime, gorgeous,â he said, eyes catching on the joy in your smile.
You kept on singing and jumping till the concert reached its end with a roar from the crowd. You clapped and shouted, riding the last notes.
âGod, I love this band,â you breathed.
âTheyâre amazing live,â Nami added.
Koala was already bouncing. âCharliâs next! Letâs go!â
The group moved out, high on music and gummies. You felt the edges of the high beginning to kick inâjust in time.
âCome on!â Nami yelled, grabbing your hand as she took off running, her laughter sharp and bright. You stumbled after her, Koala right behind, Luffy darting ahead like a kid on a sugar high, arms raised as he whooped into the night.
The gummy had fully kicked in now, that warm buzz curling under your skin, turning every sound into music, every flicker of light into something alive. You could feel the beat in your ribs, your fingertips, your spine.
The gummy had fully kicked in now, wrapping your body in a warm, electric buzz. Around you, the others were already lost to itâNami twirling beneath a cascade of lights, Koala and Luffy colliding in wild, chaotic rhythm, laughter echoing between beats.
The second you stepped into the clearingâstrobes flaring over a sea of dancers, the stage pulsing with rhythm and synthâyou didnât hesitate. You threw your hands up and let the music take you.
Everything felt amplified. The bass thrummed through your ribs, your fingertips, your spine. Light shimmered at the edges of your vision, sharp and soft all at once. The rhythm crawled across your skin, hot and alive. You spun and moved without thinking, laughter spilling out as you surrendered to the rush, disappearing into sound, into light, into the moment.
Ace stood a step back, somewhere behind you, close enough to feel but never quite touching, always watching.Â
You were wildfire â not burning out of control, but alive in a way that demanded attention. Reckless and mesmerizing. The gummy had pushed you further, sure, but youâd already been glowing before that, high on music, high on the night. Now you were untethered. He could see it in the way you moved, your hair catching flashes of neon, the way your body followed the beat getting rid of all restraints.
Ace swallowed hard. Heâd been trying to play it cool all day, keeping a grip on the lines neither of you wanted to cross. But here, now, watching you let go, he felt those lines starting to fray.
And then you turned. Your eyes locked on his. Lit by the lights, your pupils wide and sure. You saw him thereâstill, restrainedâand smiled knowing what you wanted, knowing what was coming next.
You moved toward him, not rushed, but certain. Dancing with yourself first, closing the gap in sways and turns. And he stood there, jaw clenched lightly, fighting that voice that said sheâs not sober, wait.
But your hand found his, fingers threading without asking.
âCome on,â you said, voice half-lost in the throb of the bass.
Ace let you pull him in, his body catching your rhythm like he was made for it. You moved together, and this time, you didnât hold back. You turned your back to him, reached down, and guided his hands to your hips, anchoring him there. Then you rolled into him, slowly, teasing, your body melting into his.
Ace didnât resist. His grip tightened just enough to keep you close, to match your sway. You felt him lean in, his breath warm near your ear, his head dipping like he might say something, do somethingâbut he didnât. Couldnât. Because if he did, he might not stop there.
Instead, he let the moment stretch, let the song wrap around you both. His hand slid around your waist, the other brushed your bare arm, like he needed the contact, like it grounded him.
You danced like no one was watching. And for the next few songs, neither of you tried to pretend anymore.
A short distance away, Sabo stood with a bottle of water, scanning the group like a designated driver in a sea of glitter and poor decisions. His gaze found you and Ace, locked into each other and entirely unaware of your own transparency.
He shook his head once, a small knowing smile tugging at the corner of his mouth.
So... It's ready! Let's see what else happens between our dear editor and the flirty fireboy. Hope you enjoy it.
Song by Goyte
Modern AU
Ace x f!reader
Characters: Ace, Robin, Nami, Franky, Usopp, Koby, Helmeppo, and others.
Warnings: Just occasional sex mentioned, but there's nothing explicit. These two are quite toxic.
Chapter 3
One more time, Ace woke up in your bed. He lay there for a while, watching the morning light creep across the sheets, brushing softly over your shoulder where the blanket had slipped. Normally, this would be the part where he slipped out without a trace. He never stayed more than necessary at someone elseâs place, and he never let anyone stay at his. That was his unbreakable rule. No attachments. No complications.
Even when he saw someone more than once, he made sure it stayed easy â physical, casual, on his terms. He'd flirt, charm, entertain, and then, when it started to feel like it required more of him, he'd vanish. Disappear before anything stuck. Before there was anything worth that could be burned down by his bad choices.
But now⊠you were doing the exact same thing to him. And it messed with his head more than he cared to admit.
He didnât want to leave. But he also didnât want you to tell him to go first. He wanted to see you again â more than he should â but he had a feeling that no matter how good last night had been, you werenât looking for anything serious either. And that shouldâve suited him perfectly. But still, he hated this feeling â this strange sense of being at your mercy.
Ace sighed, dragging a hand down his face before he turned over to look at you.
How he loved looking at you. Soft, relaxed, the corners of your lips still curled faintly like you were chasing some quiet dream. He couldâve stared for hours. But instead, he swung his legs over the bed and quietly pulled on his clothes. Time to go.
He moved through the apartment like a ghost, trying not to wake you. But as he reached the door, something stopped him. The bookshelf. He paused in front of it again, just like last time. Only this time, a few books were out of place â some stacked on the couch, others lying open on the coffee table. His hand hovered for a second, then reached for a book lying atop of the pile, a childrenâs book.
It was a story about a child who built a mountain of books so he could reach the sky and fly. A warm, kind smile appeared on Aceâs face. Â âDo you want to fly? Are you building your own mountain of books to reach the sky?â He closed the book and placed it where he had found it, ready to leave. But when he turned around, you were already standing in the doorway â arms crossed, eyes soft but unreadable. He hadnât even heard you get up.
âThatâs one of my favourite books,â you said quietly, a fond smile tugging at your lips.
Ace froze for a second, caught off guard. He didnât know if it was the way you looked at him or the way your voice settled so easily into the quiet space between you, but it made his heart skip a beat.
âSo thatâs your big plan?â he said, smirking as he pointed at the book. âGonna climb your way into the clouds one paperback at a time?â
You chuckled, eyes still warm. âMaybe.â
âThat explains a lot,â he said, with a soft smile. âYouâre the type to aim for the sky.â
There was a long pause⊠Neither of you knowing what came next.
âShould I give him my number?ââ you thought, looking intensely at him, trying to decide whether he would misunderstand you and then disappear⊠or worse. Maybe giving him your number was opening a door to something you no longer had control over.
The silence stretched, but neither of you broke it.
Ace scratched the back of his neck, his usual grin sliding into place like armour. âI should head out. Got a long day of pretending to be busy ahead of me.â
You nodded. âSure.â You had already expected this answer, even though you felt a small pang, your smile didnât falter.Â
He stepped closer, brushing past you, enough for his fingers to graze yours briefly. The contact was nothing. And everything.
âThanks for the⊠book recommendation,â he added, voice lower now, the smirk faltering just a bit.
Then he glanced back at you, something unsaid flickering behind his eyes.
âIâll see you around, maybe.â
It wasnât a promise. Not really. But it wasnât a goodbye either.
And then he left. He stuffed his hands in his pockets, jaw tight. The elevator was too slow, the hallway too quiet. He hated this feeling. Why was it so hard to ask for your number? You just had to ask for her number, idiot. But no, you donât. You never do. Thatâs the rule. You wait for them to offer it, because thatâs how you keep control, you keep it casual.Â
Just like last time, the guard was at his desk â feet propped up, cigar smoldering between his teeth, smoke curling lazily in the air. And just like last time, his voice came calm, bored, and faintly amused.
âYouâll need to sign out, young man.â
Ace grunted under his breath. The guy had a real talent for making him feel like a teenager sneaking out of someoneâs house. He stepped forward and scribbled his name in the log, resisting the urge to look rushed. The guard gave a long, deliberate puff on his cigar.
âTold you Iâd see you soon.â
Aceâs mouth twitched. He said nothing, dropped the pen, and turned to leave. Just as he reached the door, the guardâs voice followed, smooth as ever: âHave a good day. See you in a couple of weeks.â
Ace paused for half a second, jaw flexing, then pushed through the exit without a word.
âŠ
You lingered at the closed door, still wondering if not giving Ace your number had been a mistake. With a heavy sigh, you shuffled back to bed and curled up, hugging the pillow that still smelled like him.Â
Damn that man. He had something that completely disarmed you â something that made you feel like a foolish schoolgirl drooling over a crush. He shattered your cool without even trying, and now here you were, wishing he might actually fall for you. But you didnât believe in happily ever afters. You knew better. You knew that men couldnât be trusted â not really. And especially not the flirty, charming ones with lazy grins and voices that melt on your skin. So even if some reckless part of you did want to see him again, not giving him your number had been the right call. Probably.
Just like last always, youâd forget about him in a few weeks or so. You just had to let the craving pass. Right on cue â like she could sense your spiral from across the city â Robin texted you.
Robin: âHey, are you awake, darling? A little bird told me you crossed paths with the sexy black-haired guy from last time.â
Your eyebrows shot up.
You: âHow do you know?â
Robin: âInstagram. Nami posted stories from last night. He was there. Heâs a hell of a singer.â
You opened the app and, sure enough, Nami had tagged you in a couple of blurry stories â some from the bar, and a few clips of Aceâs performance.
You: âYeah... heâs quite good.â
Robin: âAnd looks very good with a guitar. So... did you sleep with him again?â
You groaned. You loved Robin, but damn, sometimes you wished she came with a warning label.
You hesitated. Lie? No point. If she was asking, she already knew.
You: âYesâŠâ
Robin: âStill casual?â
You: âYes. Total coincidence we saw each other again. He didnât ask for my number, so... it was just a quick fling.â
Robin: âDoes he know that?â
You: âYes. He was clear about it. I didnât even have to say anything. He left with a simple âsee you around.ââ
Robin: âOh, so he does expect to see you again?â
You: âNo, it was just one of those things people say instead of âgoodbye.â Nothing more.â
At least, thatâs what you told her. Truth was, you werenât so sure. You thought he wanted to ask for your number. You felt that brief hesitation, the way he looked at you. But something held him back. Or maybe you were just imagining it. Maybe you just wanted it to mean more than it did. Either way, it didnât matter. No one made a move. End of story.
Robin: âWell, as Iâve told you before, if it works for youâŠâ
You rolled your eyes and sent her a sticker â something passive-aggressive and pink. She didnât reply, but she didnât need to. Sheâd said her piece.
You went back to Namiâs stories, rewatching them with a little more attention. Out of curiosity, you checked who had been tagged. Ace wasnât among them. Your notifications showed two new friend requests â one from Luffy, and one from Vivi. You accepted both and poked around their profiles out of habit.
Viviâs page was pure princess energy â pastel, polished, full of friends and family. Very on brand.
Luffyâs was... chaotic. Memes, blurry videos, selfies with food, random live performances. Somewhere in the chaos, you found a photo of him sandwiched between his brothers. Ace was on the left, arms crossed, a crooked grin on his face. Luffy in the middle with that massive smile, and the other brother â Sabo, you assumed â had a warm, easy expression. You stared at the photo longer than you meant to.
Before you realized it, youâd tapped on Aceâs tag and landed on his profile. It was sparse â mostly pictures from the studio, instruments, people mid-recording. A few shots of him onstage, a couple with his guitar. And one with a motorcycle.Â
You smirked to yourself. Of course you ride a bike. Youâre committed to the bad boy brand, huh?
You scrolled a little more, then locked your phone with a sigh and dropped it on your chest.
âI shouldâve gone for the bartender,â you muttered, half amused, half exhausted. But you knew that wasnât true.
âŠ
When Ace got home, he dropped onto the couch and pulled out his phone, trying to kill timeâtrying not to think about the fact that he hadnât asked for your number. Again.
Luffy had tagged him in a couple of stories from the night before. He opened his profile to check them out and froze when he saw your username, tagged in the re-shares. Without thinking, he tapped on it.
Private.
Ace cursed under his breath. Of course. If he wanted a glimpse into your world, heâd have to go through the front doorâno more sneaking. No more pretending it was casual curiosity. He stared at the lock on your profile like it had personally insulted him. What if you denied the request? What if you accepted but didnât say anything? That somehow felt worse. It was the goddamn phone number dilemma all over again. He ran a hand through his hair and exhaled hard. Why did you have this effect on him? Why did he hesitate with you when confidence was usually second nature?
âFuck it,â he muttered, and tapped Follow.
Then came the worst part: the waiting. You didnât answer.
Maybe you hadnât seen it. Or maybe you hadâand were ignoring him. Either way, it sucked. It had been a mistake. A dumb move. Now you were the one in control, and he was the idiot checking his phone every five minutes like some love-struck teenager.
Frustrated, Ace tossed the phone aside and headed for a shower, hoping cold water would help wash you out of his head. It didnât. By the time he stepped out, his first move was to check his screen.
Still nothing.
He made himself something to eat. Nothing. Put on a movie. Still nothing.
By the end of the night, he was irritated. At himself. At you. At the situation.
You really think youâre too good for this, huh?
And thenâjust as he was about to throw in the towel for the nightâyour name popped up.
Youâd accepted the request. No message. No emoji. No signal beyond that tiny, loaded gesture.
Just a quiet door unlocked.
Ace stared at the notification for a second before opening your profile. There wasnât much thereânothing flashy, nothing loud. Your account was recent, he noticed, only a couple years old. Sparse but curated. Concert clips, a few candid selfies with a dark-haired friend he recognized as Robin. Some travel shots. A few posts tied to your publishing houseâhe clicked the tag, curiosity winning out.
This one was more polished, clearly managed with care. It was professional, but not stiff. Author features, sleek reels of book releases, behind-the-scenes clips of cover design and printing runs. And then he saw youâin a few quick cuts, presenting a new book onstage, speaking into a mic with the kind of quiet authority that didnât beg attention, but held it all the same. You smiled differently thereâconfident, easy. Like someone who knew their place and loved it. There were even a couple of clips of you laughing off camera.
Youâd linked your world there, tooâjust as faintly. Carefully. Nothing indulgent, professional, but unmistakably yours. That was the trick. You were everywhere in it, and still somehow just out of reach.
He followed both accounts before he could think better of it.
Then he went back to your page and lingered. Even with access, there was something distant about it all. You hadnât posted much, hadnât revealed anything too personal. It felt like he was watching you through glassâclose enough to see the shape of things, but not close enough to touch.
Concerts and books. Sound and story. Art and armor. Thatâs what surrounded you. Ace let out a small, ironic breath of a laugh. Weâre not so different, huh? You with your words, him with his musicâboth spinning something beautiful to cover the noise beneath. He stared at your profile for another moment, thumb hovering.Â
What was there before you were this armored woman?Â
What is there to find in between the lines where you so eagerly hide?Â
âŠ
Your alarm blared, slicing through the mess of a night youâd just had. You groaned, swatting it off, and lay there for a moment, staring blankly at the ceiling. Monday. Perfect.
What a way to start the weekâtired, annoyed, and all because of a stupid Instagram request.
You rolled over and hugged the pillow closer. It still smelled like him. That faint trace had been the only thing that let you drift off eventually. Pathetic. Sighing, you forced yourself out of bed and slipped into your running clothes. Ten minutes later, you were jogging down the quiet streets toward the beach, the soft blue light of dawn painting everything in calm hues. This was your timeâyour ritual. The only moment in the day that belonged entirely to you.
As your feet hit the road and the rhythmic crash of waves filled your ears, your muscles fell into motion, but your mind refused to follow. You didnât even register the playlist you'd started. It was all background noise to the voice in your head.
Ace. Was he playing some kind of game with you? What did that follow even mean?
It could be harmless. Detached. People followed people all the time. Orâit could mean something else. It could mean heâd looked you up. Thought about you. Wanted to stay connected, even if he didnât ask for your number. That thought stuck in your brain like a splinter.Â
Why else send the request? Most people didnât bother with private profilesâthey just took the hint. But not him. And not you, apparently. Youâd accepted.
You pushed harder against the road, your legs burning as the morning breeze bit at your skin. The sun was shining, casting gold over the water, but you barely noticed. You were too lost in thoughts you didnât want to be having. You werenât supposed to care. You werenât supposed to be thinking about it, about him.
When you finally stopped, breath heavy, you realized youâd run far past your usual turn-around point. The familiar buildings were distant silhouettes behind you. You muttered a curse and turned back, knowing youâd be late getting ready for work. Good thing you were your own boss.
By the time you arrived at the office, showered and holding a strong blank tea, you were physically drained but still mentally unsettled. And apparently, Nami noticed.
You sat together on the rooftop garden at lunchâjust you, Nami, and Usoppâwhen she tilted her head and asked, âYou seem off today. Everything alright?â
You blinked, caught off guard. âYeah, why? What do you mean?â
She gave a small shrug. âYou just⊠seem distracted. And now that weâve finished laying out the next two yearsâ publishing plan, I figured youâd be more relaxed. But youâre kind of⊠I donât know, off.â
You hesitated. You didnât want to admit that a manâa man you barely knewâhad gotten under your skin. That wasnât you. That wasnât how you operated.
So you smiled and waved it off. âJust a bad nightâs sleep. Thatâs all.â
Nami studied you for a second longer, like she was trying to decide if she believed you, but she nodded. âWell, you should take a day off sometime. Recharge.â
You laughed softly. âMaybe after we survive the upcoming events. The book fairâs coming fast.â
She groaned. âUgh, the book fair. I hate doing book fairs. So much more chaos than presentations.â
âTell me about it,â Usopp jumped in. âThe banner designs, the setup, all the little merch giveawaysâitâs a mess.â
âPeople love free cute stuff,â you reminded them with a grin. âWe need to use this event to push the new titles. Book fairs bring a bigger crowd than most launches. Itâs our best shot at making some buzz.â
Usopp groaned. âItâs still a lot of work.â
You smirked. âAt least you can blame your boss. I have no one to blame but myself.â
They both laughed, and the weight in your chest loosened a little. But somewhere in the back of your mind, the thought returned: He followed you.
You hadnât messaged him. You werenât planning to. But he was there now, tucked into a tiny corner of your phone screen⊠waiting.
The weeks passed without a single message or sign of life from Ace. And honestly? It was fine. Better, even. You threw yourself into work, not because you were trying to forget him, but because books had always been your real love⊠and you were also passionate about making enough money to eat. The entire team was deep in prep mode. You had two authors confirmed for signings: Noland, with his unapologetically strange fantasy novels, and Deuce, who⊠complicated things.
Working with Deuce had, in a weird way, helped kill what remained of your crush on Ace. You had the distinct impression he knew. Maybe Ace had told him, maybe not â it didnât really matter. The air between you and Deuce wasnât tense, just... loaded. Like there was a quiet, mutual acknowledgment neither of you felt the need to unpack. An unspoken âI know you slept with my best friend and now we have to pretend none of that happened while planning a book release.â
Thankfully, Deuce was too chill to let it become weird. Still, his presence only reminded you of why you were keeping your distance from Ace in the first place. It was better this way. Cleaner. Easier to focus when you werenât walking on eggshells with someone who once made your heart race just by looking at you. And the fair? The fair was everything right now.Â
The day finally arrived. Your team was exhausted. Youâd split the shifts to keep people sane â afternoons for the core team, Nami and Franky, who deserved a good night sleep, and early mornings for the interns â not that they didnât deserve to rest, but they were young and were not going to complaint. This meant you were up at the crack of dawn on Saturday, setting up with Helmeppo and Koby, your two sleep-deprived but loyal assistants.
It was still dark when you arrived at the venue, black tea in hand and hair in a messy braid you had barely bothered to do. The smell of paper and glue was oddly comforting â the fairground hall half-lit, full of echoing footsteps, carts of books, banners still rolled up in the corners like sleeping animals.
Koby and Helmeppo were already there when you walked in, both looking exactly like what they were: underpaid interns trying to prove they were worth keeping around.
âMorning,â you said, taking a long sip of your tea as you stopped by the stack of boxes marked with your publishing houseâs logo.
âGood morning!â chirped Koby, practically vibrating with nervous energy. âWe got here ten minutes ago and already started bringing in the boxes from the van.â
Helmeppo gave you a small, sleepy nod. He was sitting on one of the unopened boxes, clearly regretting every life choice that had led him to agree to a 6 a.m. shift.
You arched a brow. âSlept in the van?â
Helmeppo yawned, not even pretending to be embarrassed. âNo comment.â
You dropped your bag behind the table and rolled up your sleeves. âAlright, kids. Weâve got three hours before the doors open. Letâs not waste them. Koby, I want the merch table up first â bags, bookmarks, that cute little sign with the QR code for pre-orders. Helmeppo, start assembling the backdrop stand. Carefully. Please.â
You liked them both, honestly. Koby was sharp, enthusiastic, the kind of person who treated even the smallest task like it was a personal mission. Helmeppo⊠was not. But he tried hard, and heâd stopped nearly giving you a heart attack every other week, so you counted that as progress.
Boxes were opened, banners unrolled. You moved among them like a conductor in an orchestra of caffeine, tape, and paperbacks. Occasionally, youâd stop to explain something â how to align the table display so it looked intentional, how to fold the flyers to keep the logo facing out. They listened, and they learned.
âYou really think people care if the bookmarks are placed vertically instead of fanned out?â Helmeppo asked at one point, holding up a sad, uneven stack.
âNo,â you said flatly. âBut the people who spend money at these things? They notice that sort of detail. And they remember.â
Koby looked over from the giveaway bags he was packing. âItâs like marketing psychology, right? Everythingâs about experience.â
You gave him a quick nod. âExactly. The way a booth looks tells people whether or not your books are worth stopping for. This isnât just setup â itâs seduction.â
Helmeppo raised a brow. âDamn. Thatâs intense.â
âPublishing is war,â you said, deadpan. âOnly with more banners and less blood.â
By the time the tea in your cup had gone cold, the stand was mostly set. Your logo hung cleanly behind the table, the display of new releases neatly aligned, the author signing section on stand by. You wiped your hands on your jeans and checked your watch. 8:45 a.m. Fifteen minutes until doors opened. You glanced around. Not bad. Not bad at all.
You looked at your interns. Koby was reorganizing the tote bags for the third time. Helmeppo was fidgeting with the badge clipped to his shirt.
âOkay, soldiers,â you said. âYouâve done the hard part. In the next few hours, people are going to be coming in and asking questions, pretending to care, or just trying to score free bookmarks. Smile, answer them, and if someone asks for a recommendation, pitch something from the front table.â
Koby nodded like heâd been given marching orders from the gods.
Helmeppo squinted. âWhat if they ask something weird? Like if Noland writes erotica disguised as fantasy allegory?â
You sighed. âSmile and say he believes in leaving room for interpretation.â
Both laughed.
The morning sun was filtering through the high windows now, golden and soft, warming the backs of your hands as you leaned against the table. For a second, you let yourself just⊠breathe. No thoughts of Ace. Not really. Just paper and words and the low hum of anticipation before an event. This was your world. This was where you belonged. Even if someone, somewhere, still lingered in the back of your mind â like a song you couldn't quite forget. But that could wait. There were books to sell.
Foot traffic started picking up around noon. People lingered, asked about titles, picked up the tiny origami bookmarks Usopp had designed like they were collectorâs items. Someone asked if you were the author, and you nearly laughed. No â you were just the person who cleaned up the manuscripts and made sure the authors didnât show up drunk or forget to bring pens.
There was a nice rhythm to the day. You were tired, but it was the good kind â the kind of tired that comes with being productive, with knowing your work was being seen, appreciated, that maybe a few more people would walk out of the fair holding one of your books. You even caught Koby enthusiastically explaining the concept behind one of your lesser-known fantasy titles, eyes shining like heâd written the thing himself. You made a mental note to keep an eye on him. The kid had heart.
Just before the shift change, around three, you finally gave yourself a moment to sit. You leaned against the side of the stand, sipping lukewarm tea and watching people pass. At exactly 3:00, Nami arrived like a hurricane in designer sneakers and lip gloss. Franky followed, rolling in a suitcase full of tech equipment, his sunglasses already fogging in the humidity.
âWhy are you looking like that?â Nami asked, eyeing you.
âBecause Iâve been here since six in the morning.â
âWell, you look like a ghost in jeans,â she said, handing you a smoothie like a peace offering. âNow go change. Youâve got Deuce and Noland in an hour, and youâre not making it into any promo photos like this.â
You rolled your eyes, but stood up, sipping the smoothie gratefully. âPlease tell me the banners for the signing area are up?â
Franky grinned, lifting his shades. âBanners? Baby, I added LED backlighting. Itâs gonna shine like the main stage at a rock concert.â
You blinked. âIâm scared, but I trust you.â
You slipped away to change into your actual outfit, a fresh long skirt with a cute a blouse â something clean, pressed, and editor-presentable. When you returned, the booth had transformed. Nami had already set up the signing table, the authorsâ name cards were perfectly aligned, and a small but eager crowd was beginning to gather around the roped-off section. The second half of the day had officially begun. And the real show was about to start.
Deuce and Noland arrived sharp at four. A sizable line had already formed for both, a blend of eager readers, fans holding copies, and a few dressed up like characters from their books. With only a two-hour window for signing, people had come early, buzzing with excitement, ready to meet their favorite authors.
Once Deuce and Noland settled in at the table, the line started to move. You floated between crowd control and making sure the authors had everything they needed â water, pens, backup pens, and some semblance of peace. You were in your element, all bussines, scanning the crowd. Thatâs when you saw him. Ace.
Your stomach twisted. Why, why, why?Â
He was strolling casually toward the table, clearly planning to bypass the line and head straight to Deuce. Of course he was. You stepped in quickly, intercepting him before he could do just that. You didnât bother with pleasantries. You were tired, focused, and not in the mood for flirting. Not today. Not while you were working.
âAre you here to see your friend?â you asked, voice firm. âBecause Iâd really appreciate it if you let us both work.â
Ace grinned, inoccently. âIâm here to support my friend.âÂ
You smiled back, not buying his lame excuse. âWell, you can go wait to meet the author like the rest of the people in line,â said pointing to the end of the long queue.Â
You stared, not budging, daring him to try to bypass you.Â
Ace chuckled, loving your business face. âFine. You caught me. I wanted to see you.â
The honesty caught you off guard. Your face softened a little, a hint of surprise under the professional act. You hadnât expected him to be so⊠blunt.
âAre you aware that today you are absolutely not going to get laid?â you deadpanned. âIâve been here since six a.m., and Iâve still got three more hours to go.â
He chuckled and leaned in slightly, lowering his voice. âSex was great, not gonna lie⊠but,â he leaned back a little, his smile softer now, âbelieve it or not, I just wanted to see you. You talk so much about books and how much this means to you, so⊠I wanted to see it for myself.â
You looked at him, suspicious but curious. It wasnât what you expected to hear.
âIt only seems fair, donât you think?â he added, the grin returning. âYou snuck in to see me on stage last time. Now itâs my turn. Your arena.â
You rolled your eyes but couldnât stop the smile tugging at your lips. âFine. Iâll pull up a chair. If you get bored, go wander.â
He followed you without a word. You flagged Franky, who raised a brow but didnât ask questions as he dragged over a folding chair and placed it just off to the side of the booth.
Deuce glanced at you both, arching an eyebrow. You shrugged, giving him a faint, apologetic smile. He gave Ace a glare that could curdle milk. You couldnât help but laugh.
The signing went smoothly. Deuce and Noland were pros. Even with the line thinning, they treated each fan with attention and respect. You were just starting to relax when you noticed her. She was standing at Nolandâs table. You froze. Your body stiffened, breath caught. You hadnât seen that woman in years. Not sinceâŠ
She turned, holding happily a signed copy in her hand. Her eyes met yours, and her smile faltered. You stared at each other a second too long. She looked like she wanted to say something, but you didnât give her the chance. You turned on your heel and ducked behind the booth, pretending to reorganize something, pretending you werenât shaking.Â
That bitch. You had promised yourself â sworn â that if you ever saw her again, youâd say all the things you didnât say back then. Youâd burn the bridge properly this time. But now that she was here, right there, your body had betrayed you. You froze.
You stayed hidden a few minutes, breathing through it. Not now. Youâre working. Youâre fine. Sheâs gone. Itâs over.
You peeked out. She was gone. You straightened up, smoothed your clothes, and walked back to the author table like nothing had happened.
âEverything okay?â Nami murmured as you passed her.
You nodded. âYeah. Just⊠someone I used to know. Doesnât matter.â
She didnât press.
With no more fans in sight, it was time to close the signing tables. Noland was already packing up. He thanked you with a professional nod before leaving quietly. Deuce stayed back to chat. Ace hadnât moved either.
âSo,â Ace said, watching the last of the line disperse, âthis is what you do?â
âPartly. Itâs one of my many tasks,â you replied. âBut Iâm more of a behind-the-scenes person. The real stars are the authors, as you can see.â
He tilted his head. âYouâre like a producer.â
You smiled. âYeah. I guess in that sense, weâre sort of the same.â
A small group of girls hovered near Deuce, trying to catch his attention.
You sighed. âSorry, ladies. Signingâs over.â
Deuce gave you a half-smile. âItâs okay. I can do one more.â
You rolled your eyes but let him.
Then you turned to Ace. âYou should go check out the rest of the fair. Or are you just planning to sit there and watch me work the rest of the afternoon?â
He laughed. âWould you like to grab something to eat when you're done?â
âI donât do dinners,â you said with a smirk.
âNeither do I. See you in an hour?â he teased.
You huffed a laugh. âFine.â
Deuce and Ace walked off. You werenât sure, but if you had to bet, you could swore that Deuce was scolding Ace. You watched them for a moment and then went back to work. The booth calmed down again. The crowd thinned. The energy softened.
âSoâŠâ Nami said, sidling up next to you, âis there something going on with Ace?â
You shrugged, trying not to smile. âI wouldnât say thereâs something. He just likes to flirt.â
âI donât think Iâve ever seen you smile because of a guy,â she said, narrowing her eyes at you.
You opened your mouth, then shut it. Nami just chuckled.
âAnyway. Just saying⊠Luffy told me Ace doesnât do the whole boyfriend-girlfriend thing.â
âI know,â you replied. âItâs fine. Heâs just⊠fun.â
Nami raised an eyebrow and said mischieviously. âGood fun?â
âReally good fun.â
You both laughed. It had been a good day.
âGo home,â Nami said. âYou deserve it. Franky and I can close. Youâve been here all day.â
She nodded toward the far end of the corridor. Ace was browsing a booth, flipping through a book, completely unbothered. You laughed, thanked her, said your goodbyes, and made your way toward him. You were almost at Ace when the woman from earlier stepped out from the crowd â this time not alone. She was with a man. A familiar one. Green hair, familiar stance, eyes that once knew you well.
âHi, (Y/N),â Zoro said softly.
Your jaw tightened. Your breath caught. You glared at him, your silence louder than anything you could have said.
âI see youâve been doing okay,â he added, gaze avoiding yours.
âOf course I am,â you spat. Your voice was ice, cracked and sharp.
âI⊠havenât heard from you in a while,â he said, eyes flickering but not quite meeting yours.
You took a step closer, voice low but loaded. âWhy would you? I was pretty damn clear that I didnât want to know a single thing about you. Or that bitch.â Your gaze landed on Tashigi. Her smile faltered.
Zoroâs head snapped up, eyes narrowing. âDonât call her that.â
âOh, sorry,â you said mockingly. âI forgot Iâm supposed to be polite to the people who didnât give a damn about doing the right thing.â
âThe right thing?â His voice rose. âYou never gave me a chance to explain!â
You barked a laugh â raw, humorless. âWhat was there to explain, Zoro? Huh?â
He opened his mouth, but nothing came out. âYou werenât there,â he muttered finally, weakly.
You blinked at him. Then laughed again, but this time it cracked. âMe. Youâre seriously trying to pin this on me? Thatâs rich.â
He flinched, just slightly, but you were already stepping into the fire.
âYou couldn't handle it, could you? That I wanted something for myself. That I didnât revolve around you anymore. And she,â you turned your glare back to Tashigi, âshe saw the crack and slid right in.â
Tashigi looked away, shame flickering in her features â but said nothing.
âCongratulations,â you hissed. âYou found yourself a cheerleader with no spine. The cheap version of what you had. Youâre perfect for each other.â
You didnât back down. âNo, Zoro. You donât get to tell me whatâs enough. You donât get to show up and say hi, pretending like we are in speaking terms.â
âYou left beforeââ
âYou expected me to stay?â you cut him off, laughing in disbelief, âYou now what, fuck you!â
Your body jolted with rage. You twisted, ready to slap him, but he caught your hand. You looked at each other, mostly with anger, but with a lot of hurt underneath.
âLet her go.â Aceâs voice sliced through the tension like a blade.
You hadnât even seen him approach. His tone was calm, but something in it â something dangerous â made Zoro let go slowly.
Zoro glared at him. âWho the hell are you? This has nothing to do with you.â
Aceâs gaze didnât waver. âIt does now.â
The silence held. Zoro clenched his jaw but stepped back.
You pulled away and walked fast. You didnât look back. You didnât want anyone to see the tears of rage forming. You left the fair behind and kept walking until the noise faded and the air turned cool.
You stopped in a quiet park. Closed your eyes. Breathed. Tried to stop shaking.
He isnât worth it. He isnât worth it.
âAre you okay?â
You jumped at the sound of Aceâs voice.
You didnât look at him. âYes.â
He nodded, not pushing.
âI didnât need you to do that,â you said quietly.
âI know. But he felt too close for comfort.â
You scoffed. âHe wouldnât have hurt me.â
âI wasnât going to wait and find out.â
You turned to him slowly, studying his face. For once, there was no teasing in his expression. You didnât quite know what to make of that â this other side of him. Why was he being protective of you?
You turned away, unwilling to give his actions too much thought. Instead, you walked over to a nearby bench and sat down. Ace followed quietly and settled beside you. You barely acknowledged him. The anger boiling in your chest hadnât surged like this since... well, since the last time you saw Zoro.
You had truly believed that with time, the feelings would fade â that he would simply vanish from your life, like a bad memory. But today proved otherwise. The nerve of him, just showing up out of nowhere to say hi. At least Tashigi had had the decency to keep her mouth shut.
You were brooding, growing angrier and more anxious with each thought that crossed your mind.
Ace noticed. And somehow, as if he instinctively knew what to do, he reached out and took your hand in his â warm, grounding. Then, with the easiest of smiles, he asked,
"Are you hungry?"
The simplicity of it â the care in that one quiet question â snapped you out of your head. You hadnât realized how tightly youâd been holding everything in until it all eased, just a little.
You blinked, and nodded. "Yeah⊠I think I could eat something."
Ace didnât let go of your hand as he stood. He gently pulled you to your feet and led you forward through the park. You followed, still a little raw, but grateful for the distraction, for his presence, for the calm he seemed to carry like second nature.
The two of you walked in silence for a while. Ten minutes passed before he stopped outside a small kebab place, casual and unassuming.
"You like kebabs?" he asked.
You gave a quiet shrug. "Yeah."
"Chicken or beef?"
"Beef. Spicy. No onions."
He grinned, memorizing the details like they mattered. When you reached for your wallet, he gently caught your wrist before you could open it.
"Go grab us a table. Iâve got this."
You didnât argue. Just nodded and headed inside, finding a window seat. Moments later, he returned with food â kebabs, fries, water. The smell alone made your stomach grumble.
"Thanks," you murmured, stealing a fry.
"How was your day? Sell a lot of books?" he asked, easing into conversation with practiced warmth.
You sighed, the weight of the day catching up to you all at once.
"Yeah, I think so. Not sure how many, but Deuceâs and Nolanâs stock was cleared out."
He smiled, and you felt a bit of the tension in your shoulders melt away.
âNo wonder. They have lots of fans. It was a huge line,â he said casually.Â
You smiled a little more, grateful for his ease. "By the way," you said, looking at him, "what exactly did you Deuce say to you? He didnât look thrilled to see you."
Ace chuckled, the sound low and amused.
"Yeah⊠he kind of threatened me. Told me not to screw things up with you. Said heâd lose his editor if I did."
You raised an eyebrow, a grin tugging at your lips.
"He thinks just because I slept with you, Iâll stop being his editor?"
Ace looked momentarily flustered. His usual composure faltered, just for a second.
"Yeah... something like that. IâŠ" he paused, a small shadow crossing his eyes. "Letâs just say I donât have the best track record with women."
You let out a small laugh.
"Yeah, I could tell the second I met you. Youâre a flirt." You flashed him a wide, teasing smile.
That disarmed him more than anything else. You didnât judge him. You werenât pulling away.
"So are you," he countered, matching your tone.
You sighed, eyes twinkling.
"Yeah, I guess. Depends who you ask. Some might call me a flirt, others a bitch..." You gave a nonchalant shrug, grinning. "You can tell Deuce that your cute ass isnât getting in the way of me squeezing every cent out of his novels."
Ace flushed a little but laughed heartily. You were clearly back to your confident self.
âFinding good authors is not as easy as it seems. I wouldnât let go Deuce for anything,â you added.
The two of you kept talking â lightheartedâ and the memory of Zoro slowly began to fade, drowned out by Aceâs warm smile and those ridiculous freckles. Without noticing, just like the first time you met, you found yourself rambling about books.Â
âIâm sorry, am I boring you with all the book talk?â you asked, self aware that youâve been talking for a while.
Ace smiled, a warm smile that reached his eyes. âNot at all, itâs very interesting.â He loved when you talked about books.
You smiled and took a huge bite of the kebab. When you could speak, you said, âWe editors are a weird breed. We are even weirder than readers.â
âI do believe you,â he chuckled. âBut weird could also be good.â
You rolled your eyes playfully. âAnd what about producers? I donât think Iâve ever met one before you.â
Ace stopped to think for a moment. âWell, for starters I donât think of myself as a producer. If anything a songwriter. I guess my work is more like yours in the sense of scouting for talent. Thatâs why Marcoâs bar is so good for business. I find artists, I offer them a place to record their music and from there, they decide what to do with it.â
âBut you do help them mix and stuff, donât you?â
âYes, sometimes. Depends on the artist. Some ask for help, others just want to record something theyâve already worked on.â
You kept on pestering Ace with questions. He, unlike you, didnât ramble about his work, and you unlike him, were of a more curious nature. Prone to asking, to analizing, to understanding how art is made. You were an editor in the flesh, putting the rational part to the most sensitive arts.Â
When you were done eating, Ace asked, "You want a ride home?"
You stiffened slightly, unsure. Ace noticed the shift and grinned.
"Itâs just a ride home."
You bit your cheek. "Fine. But just a ride. Donât even think about doing something else."
"Oof," he said with mock disappointment. "We might have a problem, gorgeous. I already imagined you naked."
You shot him a look.
"I'm joking, I'm joking," he said, laughing. Then, more gently, "I know youâve had a long day. Iâll just drop you off at the door."
You nodded and walked with him back to the venueâs parking lot. Ten minutes later, you stopped at his bike. You stared at it, hesitant.
"Never been on one before?" he asked.
You shook your head.
"Donât worry. Just hold on to me." He eyed your skirt, smirking. "You might need to pull that up a little."
You gave him a look. "You want me tight against you, lifting my skirt. Sure you donât have an ulterior motive?"
He grinned. "Oh, I definitely do. But not for tonight." He winked. And you laughed again.Â
He made it so damn easy. He handed you a helmet and helped you put it on â fingers adjusting the strap with surprising gentleness. The touch made your chest tighten, a beat skipping somewhere under your ribs. You climbed on behind him, wrapped your arms around his waist, and held tight.
"Lean with me. Donât panic. I promise you wonât fall," he said, lowering his visor.
The engine roared, and you were off. Wind in your face, arms locked around him, your body moving in rhythm with his. It felt natural. Right. Like you belonged there. Twenty minutes later, he pulled up to your building. You both climbed off the bike. He took off his helmet and helped you with yours, again with that quiet tenderness.
You smiled. "Now what? You planning to keep stalking me at work? Youâll run out of events soon."
He pretended to think. "Can I borrow your phone? Need to make a quick call."
You frowned, confused, but handed him your unlocked phone. He dialed, and seconds later, his phone rang.
You blinked, realization dawning. "You called yourself?"
He grinned as he handed your phone back. "You must really be tired if you didnât see that one coming. I thought for sure you wouldnât fall for it."
He mounted his bike again and secured his helmet.
"See you when I see you, gorgeous."
You gave him a small smile and waved. He started the bike and disappeared down the street.
When you stepped into your building, you found Smoker, as usual, puffing on a cigar by the entrance.
"Good night," you greeted.
He exhaled smoke, barely glancing at you. "He is not staying tonight?"
You groaned inwardly. Somehow, Smoker always made you feel like a teenager hiding a boyfriend.
"No. Not tonight," you replied.
He nodded, took another drag, and said nothing more.
You made your way upstairs, pulling out your phone. You stared at the last call received â Ace's number, now saved. You smiled. He had played you. Smoothly. And you didnât even mind.
Synopsis: You are a busy editor currently working on publishing the next novel of the novice author Deuce. At the presentation of his book, you catch the eye of his best friend Ace, a songwriter. Can something happen between a womaniser who believes he doesnât deserve love, and a self-absorbed woman with trust issues?
Read under your own discretion: mention of alcohol, soft drugs, flirting.
So, here's the second chapter of the story I'm writing. For this chapter, listen to Hozier.
Hope you enjoy it.
Ace woke up in a softly lit room. Looking around, he noticed you were cuddled on the other side of the bed, still asleep. He traced with his eyes your naked back and the curve of your waist disappearing under the sheets, grinning at the sight of you. He lay there for some minutes, absorbing the warmth of having you next to him, imagining what it would be like to wake up every day next to you, have you near him, for him to quench his desire âbut the idea died quickly. Fantasising about seeing you again after what was plainly a one-night stand was foolish. He got dressed as quietly as he could, trying not to wake you up, and went out, leaving the door partly open, afraid that the noise of it closing might disturb you.Â
He stopped to check your place for a second since he hadnât paid much attention to it last night. You were overwhelming his senses with the expectation of getting you to bed, not caring about your place as much as your body hiding under that alluring white dress. But now he noticed the huge bookshelf that covered half a wall, from floor to ceiling. Some of the highest levels were empty, but apart from that, the rows of books covered everything. He went to have a closer look. He had expected you to have lots of novels, something like Deuceâs books, but he was wrong. Half of your bookshelf was childrenâs books, graphic novels, and comics. Some of them he recognised, most he didnât. He took pride in the fact that he always had a book at hand, like he wasnât the most avid reader, but he was definitely above average. But you put to shame his small bookshelf.Â
He smiled to himself, thinking how perfectly the collection suited you. It was striking at first glance â beautiful, even mesmerising â but the longer you looked, the more tangled and unexpected it became. The genres didn't seem to match, books clashed like colours in a chaotic collage, each pulling your attention in a different direction. It was captivating as a whole, but nearly impossible to make sense of piece by piece. He couldnât quite figure out what kind of girl you were â and judging by your shelf, nor what type of reader. He made his way to the entrance, not without a last glance towards the bedroom, somehow wishing to see you one last time. He sighed and walked out of the apartment.Â
On his way out, Ace caught the faint whiff of cigar smoke curling through the lobby air. The guard was at his desk, feet propped up, the cigar trapped between his teeth. For a man who couldnât have been more than mid-forties, his white hair was striking.
âYouâll need to sign out, young man,â the guard said, his voice even, almost bored.
Ace nodded, stepping forward and scrawling his name onto the visitor log.
The guard glanced down at the entry, then back at Ace with a calm look that lingered just a second too long.
âYou came in with Miss (Y/N) yesterday, right?â
Ace shifted slightly. âYeah,â he said, trying for casual. âSheâs a friend.â
The guard let out a faint hum, something between acknowledgment and amusement. âMm,â he said, puffing the cigar once. âSheâs got a lot of friends.â He didnât press, but the way his lips tugged at the corner made Ace feel like heâd just been measured and sorted.
Ace gave a small, uncertain smile, not sure what to make of the comment. Was this man making him do the walk of shame?
The guard just looked at him, unreadable as stone. Then, a nod. âHave a good one. See you soon.â He went back to his cigar like the conversation had never happened.
Ace gave the guard a last glance, not wanting to think much about the odd conversation they just had. He stepped out into the street, the door closing behind him with a soft click. He went to the bus stop. The bus should arrive soon, so he took out his phone and checked his messages while he waited. He had a couple of messages from Deuce from last night. âDude, please, please tell me you didnât go home with (Y/N),â read the first text. The second one was about 30 minutes later, âAnswer me! DONâT you dare sleep with my editor!â The last was an hour later. âIâll kill you if you mess around with her.âÂ
Ace smiled and texted back, âSorry. I didnât see your text on time. Oops, my bad.â
Almost as soon as Ace pressed send, the three dots that marked that Deuce was typing appeared. âAh! Why? Of all the people you could have chosen to sleep with, you decided to pick up my editor! I work with her! Dammit Ace!â
âShe was cute, couldnât help it,â Ace texted back, teasing his friend.
âPlease tell me at least you werenât your usual asshole and kicked her out of your place as you do with every other girl,â replied Deuce.
Ace typed back, âHey! Iâm not an asshole and⊠actually⊠Iâm leaving her place. Iâm on my way home.â
âThatâs a first. Did she kick you out?â
âNo. I just leftâŠâ
âMmmm⊠did you make her any promises, got her phone, made yourself incredibly charming just to later ghost her?â
Ace started to type, and the more he thought of his attitude from last night, the more he became aware that it had been the other way around. You had been incredibly charming, you had invited him to your place, and you hadnât even bothered giving him your number, much less asking for his. He thought he was leaving to avoid any further compromise, but⊠what if you were not interested?
âMan, chill. We didnât even exchange numbers. It was just a one-night stand.â
âFor your own good, I hope she thinks the same. Because if she stops checking my work just to avoid an awkward situation, Iâll fucking kill you.â
The bus arrived at that moment, and Ace didnât bother to answer back, not that there was anything he could do right now to calm his friendâs anxiety. On his way home, Ace pondered the idea that maybe you were not as interested as he had thought. Did he imagine it? He had felt such a strong pull towards you that he hadnât stopped to consider whether it hadnât been mutual. But that was absurd, it had been too intense not to be. If it hadnât been mutual, you wouldnât have invited him to your place, right? You wouldnât have smiled like that, touched him like that, let him touch you like he did.Â
Aceâs thoughts went back to last night, the mere memory of you shot a thrill through his spine, and an involuntary smile appeared on his face. It had been mutual, that chemistry, that spark⊠it couldn't be faked. Ace stared at Deuceâs last message and knew that he wouldnât give him your number. Not in a million years. If Deuce didnât give him your number, there was no way for him to contact you. He sighed. âI should have asked for your number.â
âŠ
The ringing of your phone woke you up. Groggily, you reached for it and answered.
âRise and shine, darling. Weâve got brunch reservations at noon. Kick the man out of your bed before it gets late,â said Robin on the other side of the phone.
You turned to look around and realised you were by yourself. âI think he already left.â
âGo check the kitchen. Maybe he is like that sweet boy, Drake, who made you breakfast,â mocked Robin.
Grudgingly, you answer. âI doubt it. That was one time. I completely misread him. He was more of a gentleman than I thought.â
âAnyway, check you donât have a man roaming around your apartment and text me when you are on your way. See you later,â Robin said, hanging up.
You lay in bed, listening for noise or any sign of someone else being at your place, but it was completely silent. You kicked your sheets, went to the kitchen, and, just to be sure, called the guard.Â
âHey, Smoker-san⊠Did my guest leave?â
Even through the phone, you could sense his mocking tone. âYes. He left an hour ago.â
âThank you,â you replied, ignoring the tone.Â
âIs he going to be a regular?â he asked matter-of-factly.Â
âWhat!?â You were partly shocked and partly embarrassed by his question.Â
âJust wanted to know if I have to kick him out the next time he appears asking for you or not,â he added, as if asking for the weather.Â
In the past, Smoker had had to kick a couple of dudes who had been a little too intense for you to handle alone. The guard had become a silent friend watching over you and your shenanigans. You had the impression that he found your messy love life amusing. âNo, thank you. I highly doubt heâll come back. But thanks for asking,â you said sarcastically.Â
âOK. No kicking him when he comes back. Noted,â he said and hung up.Â
You rolled your eyes. He was definitely making fun of you. You went back to your room to get ready. Some part of you was happy that Ace had gone before you had to kick him out, but another was a little disappointed he hadnât asked for your number. Truth be told, youâd had an amazing night. It had been a while since youâd felt such attraction, but it was better this way. You knew that if you saw him again, it would be hard not to try to keep him around. Maybe it could work for a while, but it would only be a matter of time before something went wrong. You didnât want a relationship, and something tells you he wasnât looking for one either. The way you both carry yourself made it plain to the sight. With that last thought, you decided to put him out of your mind and forget him. Just another stranger in bed.
As always, you were late âjust ten minutes, but late all the same. Robin was already seated at one of your favourite brunch spots, casually scrolling through her phone.
âI take it no man made you breakfast, since youâre here,â she said with a smirk, not looking up.
You chuckled as you slid into the seat across from her. âNope. He left while I was asleep.â
The waitress appeared with menus and a polite smile. âCan I get you something to drink?â
âBlack tea, please,â you said.
âCoffee. Espresso,â Robin added.
Once the waitress walked off, Robin picked up right where sheâd left off.
âSo⊠are you going to see him again?â
You shrugged, glancing at the menu without really reading it. âDoubt it. He didnât ask for my number.â
âThat didnât stop Drake from showing up again,â she said, raising an eyebrow.
You rolled your eyes. âGod, are you ever going to let me live down poor Drake?â
âHe was a keeper.â
âHe was needy.â
Robin scoffed. âYou just say that because he wanted to spend time with you. Unlike the last, what⊠two or three disposable flings?â
You laughed, but there was a sharpness to it. âIâm busy running a publishing house, Robin. I donât have time to deal with their needs. And Iâm upfront about that. If they donât mind not being a priority, great. Law managed just fine.â
Robin sighed, toying with her coffee. âForget Law. That man was starting to catch feelings, and honestly? That was the healthiest breakup youâve had in a while. You werenât interested, and he wasnât exactly a picture of emotional stability.â
You pouted. âStill. It was fun.â
âIt was also messy. You need to stop playing with people who donât know theyâre playing.â Her tone was light, but there was weight behind it.
You gave a bitter little laugh. âOh, come on. They know. They all know, they are all the same. And maybe you need a reminder of how well serious and committed worked out for me.â
Robinâs expression softened, but she didnât interrupt.
You leaned back, eyes on the ceiling for a second. âThis way? Itâs clean. No hurtful breakups, no disappointments. I get what I want, and they know the deal. No numbers, no promises. With Law, I spelt it out from the start.â
âYeah, well. Sometimes people hear what they want.â
âThen thatâs on them, not me.â
Robin hesitated, then said quietly, âI just donât want you to shut everyone out because of one asshole.â
âIt was not one asshole, and you know it.â The silence stretched a beat too long before you said, âIâm not shutting anyone out. Iâm just⊠choosing better exits. Iâm fine by myself. I donât feel like having a relationship now.â
Robin shook her head in defeat. âFine, if it works for you, go ahead.â
You both looked at the menu, deciding what to order. âAre you going for something sweet or savoury?â asked Robin.
You thought for a second. âI think savoury⊠you?âÂ
Robin eyed you a little suspiciously. âAre you going to ask me to share something sweet afterwards?â
You grinned childishly, âYes, I am!â
Robin laughed and made a hand gesture to the waitress to let her know you were ready to order.Â
âŠ
Two weeks passed without you thinking about Ace. As busy as you were, it was hard to focus on anything else that was not work-related. You were having lunch with Nami and Usopp in the small rooftop garden of the coworking space âa quiet little escape from the usual buzz downstairs. You rarely ate in the cafeteria; whenever the weather allowed, you preferred the sun on your face and a bit of fresh air to break up the day.
âSo⊠any plans for this Saturday?â asked Nami, smiling.
You knew her well enough to know she had already planned something. âGuess Iâm about to. What do you have in mind?â you asked.Â
She grinned. âIâve heard from this bar called the Phoenix. Itâs supposed to have live music every Saturday.â
Usopp looked at her unimpressed. âSo does The Red Force.â
âYes, but this is kind of like an open mic thing. Producers go there to listen to different people sing. So itâs interesting because itâs not like proper bands who play like in The Red Force, itâs more like an underground vibe with unknown artists who audition. My friend Vivi says itâs cool. She wants to go this Saturday. Would you like to come?â
You nodded while munching on your homemade chicken burrito.Â
âOh, I see. Iâll have to check with Kaya. I think she already had plans,â said Usopp, uncertain.Â
âBring her, itâs been a while since we last saw her,â prompted Nami.Â
âIâll ask her and Iâll let you know.â
âGreat!â said Nami excitedly, âIâll send you the location later. We can meet there around 9:30? Iâve heard that the good artists start playing around 11. Better to arrive early to get a table.âÂ
You nodded again. âCool. Is it too far away?â you asked.
Nami shook her head. âI would say itâs some 30 minutes away from your place.â
âGreat. Sounds like a plan,â you said.Â
A ding from your phone made you wince.Â
Usopp grumbled, seeing your expression. âDo we have to get back to work?â
You opened the email and skimmed it. âNah, we can finish eating without hurrying. A couple of manuscripts came in,â you said with a heavy tone. âMan, I really hope these are more promising than the last one. I need to find something soon, or else the releases for next year will be shitty as fuck.â
Nami looked a little gloomy. âHave you checked on the ones I sent you?â
âYes, they are quite good. But we need to buy the license and hire a translator to bring material from other countries. I talked to Bege about it, but the licenses are not cheap. I would like to have at least one more good manuscript to publish, and not to put all our money in foreign bestsellers. I still want to keep the essence of having fresh releases, new stuff. I have to decide by next week how many books we are going to publish next year so Bege can run the numbers,â you sighed, âanyway, thatâll be a problem for future us.â
âWould you like me to read one of the manuscripts?â Nami offered.Â
You frowned a little at her and asked. âDonât you have a lot of work with the marketing campaign for the upcoming releases?â
She shrugged. âI have a little time. I have to wait for him to finish the designs,â she said, slapping Usopp playfully on the back. He glared at Nami while she just smiled back at him.Â
You laughed a little. âThanks, Nami. Iâll have a look at them and send you one. Just give it a quick read to get the feeling, see if you see it marketable,â you smiled, relieved. You all were swamped with work.Â
The week passed, and Saturday arrived. You had slept until noon since you spent your Friday reading the manuscripts. You thought you had found a new promising author. Nami had also liked the story, so with one less problem on your mind, you slept like a baby. You didnât have plans until the night, so you went about your day taking care of some chores. You rarely had time to deal with your apartment, so one of the few luxuries you allowed yourself was hiring a cleaning service. Nevertheless, the cleaning service didnât do the laundry, nor the groceries, nor cook for the week.Â
Once you were done with the groceries and the kitchen, you spent the afternoon folding clothes while watching a series, something you tended to do when you needed to turn off your brain for a while. You were so invested in the series that by the time you finished folding your clothes, it was 7 pm. You grabbed your phone and saw that Nami had already texted you the location of the bar. You sent her an emoji letting her know you got the message, and decided it was time to start getting ready if you wanted to be on time without rushing. You enjoyed a long, hot shower and pampered yourself. You blow-dried your hair and went to your closet to look for an outfit. Knowing Nami, she was probably going to wear something revealing. She loved short skirts, but you found them so uncomfortable. You tried on several outfits till you finally decided on some baggy jeans and a lacey crop-top; comfy, but still not too casual for a bar. Youâll add some nice jewellery, and that should give it the final touches.Â
By the time you finished dressing up, it was almost nine. It was a little early, so you texted Nami to see how she was doing. She was also ready, so you decided to go to the bar and be early for once in your life.Â
Nami and you both arrived at the same time. She looked stunning in a short dress and platforms.Â
âHey!â you waved at her, âshould we go in or should we wait for the others? Who else is coming?â you asked.Â
Nami scrolled on her phone and said. âVivi is on her way, sheâll be here in some 15 minutes, and Usopp and Kaya said they might join later. I also invited my friend Luffy, although I donât know when he is coming.â
âCool, so letâs go in and try to look for a table,â you said.Â
Nami nodded. We followed the narrow staircase down, the walls getting rougher, brick showing through patches of old paint. At the bottom, it opened up into this dim space that looked like someone had turned a wine cellar into a bar.
âWhoa,â you said, glancing around. âThis is kinda amazing.â
The arches overhead made the whole place feel like an underground cave. Warm lights hung from the ceiling in tangled strings, and there was this soft buzz of people talking, laughing, clinking glasses. The bar stretched along one wall in an L-shape, and at the far end, a tiny stage sat under a red curtain. Someone was already up there with a guitar, strumming quietly.
We weaved through mismatched chairs and worn-out couches until we found an open table near the back.
âThis okay?â Nami asked, dropping her purse on a faded armchair.
âPerfect,â you said, sinking into a seat. âI like it, if the beer is good, we could come more often.â
âDefinitely,â Nami agreed.Â
âShould I get us something to drink, or should we wait for your friend?â you asked.Â
âIf you want to go get some beers, itâs fine. Order a third one for her. Iâll guard the table.âÂ
âOK,â you said, standing up and heading to the bar. Moving through the crowd, you eyed the bartender, a red-headed guy with a cool tattoo on his arm that looked kind of steampunk.Â
âHello, sweetheart, what can I get you?â he said when you approached the bar.Â
âWhat would you have me drink?â you said, flashing him with a flirty smile.
He grinned, âWhatâs your poison?â
âGive me three beers. If you want me to come back, better be one of your best,â you chuckled softly. Â
He smirked and poured three mugs. âHere you have. I guarantee you will be coming back for more.âÂ
All of a sudden, a pink-haired woman smacked him on the head. âStop flirting, Kid, and get to work.â
He glared at her and shouted. âFuck you Bunny,â he then turned his attention to you. âItâll be twelve bucks, sweetheart.âÂ
You paid and grabbed the beers, not before saying. âIâll see you around.â
Going over to your table, you noticed Namiâs friend had arrived.Â
â(Y/N), Vivi, Vivi, (Y/N),â she introduced you when you sat down.
âNice meeting you. Here, have a beer,â you said, handing out the mugs.Â
âOh, thank you! Nice meeting you, too,â she said with a sweet smile.Â
âLuffy just texted me, he said he will arrive around ten,â said Nami.
âCool. Meanwhile, cheers,â you said, raising your beer. The other two girls clinked their mugs and drank. âSo, you used to work with Nami, right?â you asked Vivi.
âYes, although I know her from college. We studied together, actually,â Vivi said. âWe shared some classes, but it wasnât till work that we began hanging out more often.â
âAs Iâve said, nothing bonds people together like hate,â Nami added, looking at Vivi. âAnd truth be told, I should hate you, because you were the one to offer me the job,â she joked.Â
Vivi stuck her tongue at her, âI needed someone with brains who could do the job. I was tired of doing all the work by myself.â
You laughed a little at them and added. âYeah, no doubt. Nami is the brains of the team.â
âOh, you donât need to flatter me. I already like you as a boss,â she playfully said.Â
You all laughed. You continued chatting, and soon enough, a guy with a chill free vibe approached the table.Â
âLuffy!â squeaked Nami and jumped to hug him. Vivi also stood up to greet him with a hug.Â
âHey! Nami, Vivi, good seeing you!â he said with a huge boyish smile.Â
Once again, Nami made the presentation.
âHey! Nice meeting you,â he greeted while taking up a chair across you, with his back to the stage.Â
Nami excitedly grabbed Luffyâs hand and said. âGuess what, Luffy! The other day, we met your brother, Ace. It turns out we are editing one of his friendsâ books!â
You almost choked on your beer. You had completely forgotten about that. Nami didnât know you had gone home with Ace, but you didnât know how much he shares about his life with his little brother.
âReally? When did you meet him?â asked Luffy, innocently.Â
You masked your relief with another big sip of beer. Good, for a second there, you thought this would turn out to be an awkward situation.Â
âA couple of weeks ago, at the book presentation of his friend, Deuce,â answered Nami happily.Â
âCool. I knew Deuce was writing some novels, but since Iâm not a big reader, I don't know much about his work, hehe,â he laughed casually.Â
They continued chatting, exchanging different work-related jokes. At some point, Usopp and his girlfriend Kaya joined.Â
âHey! So nice to see you,â you greeted them both. âI was going for a beer, would you want me to bring you something?â you offered.Â
âYeah, sure. Beer is fine, thanks,â said Usopp.
You went straight back to Kid and ordered more beers, not without winking at him when he handed you the mugs.Â
âHere you have, guys,â handing Usopp and Kaya each a mug.Â
The chit chat continued and by the next round of beers you went to get Vivi asked you. âHow do you do it?â
A little bit clueless, you said. âDo what?â
âGet drinks so quickly. Last time I went, it took me ages to get a single beer. There are so many people at the bar,â Vivi explained.Â
You let out a hearty laugh. âEasy. You flirt with the barman. His name is Kid, if you want to try it. I guarantee you, by the end of the night, heâll be offering free beers.â
Vivi looked at you in disbelief. âI donât think I could.â
âNext round, you come with me. Itâs easy,â you said, winking at her. Â
By eleven, a man with a blond mullet appeared on stage and said. âThank you, everyone, for being here tonight. I hoped youâd enjoy our section of cover artists, and I hope they enjoyed their time in the spotlight. Now, let me introduce you to our next artist, she is a rising star with an angel's voice. Please welcome Conis.âÂ
There was a small round of applause, and a small, fair girl went on stage. She started playing a soft melody on a harp. She was good, although not quite your cup of tea. You listened to her first song and gave her polite applause when she finished, going back to your conversation, speaking a little bit softer so as not to be disrespectful. She played three more songs, and then she thanked everyone. After her went two more artists, all presented by the same guy with a blonde mullet. In general, all were good. Nice and interesting new voices. Now you understoond what Nami said about it being a place for artists to play.Â
âI think we can make this our Saturday bar, Nami,â you said, while giving the last artist a big applause.Â
âSee, I told you it was a cool place,â she said, grinning.Â
Once more, the host went up on stage and presented the next artist. âThis next artist is a dear friend of mine. If you are a regular, you might have seen him in this scenario before. But donât worry, he always has new songs to play. Please welcome, Ace!â
At the sound of his name, your heart skipped a beat. When you saw him walking on stage with a guitar, you wanted to die. He looked fucking handsome, just wearing some jeans, a tight black t-shirt and a red necklace. Like some chill rockstar who knew he didnât need anything more than his looks to pull this off.Â
Nami turned to Luffy and said. âI didnât know your brother was playing tonight.â
âNeither did I,â he answered, twisting so he could see him better.Â
Ace grabbed the microphone and said to the mullet guy. âThanks, Marco, for that lovely intro. Man, Iâm just going to say, you owe me again.â
Marco just laughed and left the stage. Ace sat down in the high chair and adjusted the mic. He played a couple of chords to make sure his guitar was tuned and said, âThis first song is called Too Sweet. Hope you like it.â
He started playing something upbeat, smooth and catchy. You werenât really listening at firstâjust watching him. That stupidly familiar face under the dim lights, guitar resting on his lap. The second he started to sing, you knew you were in trouble.
His voice had that kind of effortless charmâwarm, a little raspy but smooth at the same time. It wasnât just good; it was magnetic. The sound wrapped around the room, soft but confident, like he knew exactly what he was doing to everyone listening. To you.
You felt it hit, your heart sinking a little in your chest. If youâd found him attractive two weeks ago, now you were practically unravelling.
He moved into the first chorus, and you glanced around. The whole bar was locked in. Heads turned, eyes fixed. People werenât just listening; they were feeling it. He was good. Too good. And now, somehow, he was more than just a guyâyou were watching him turn into your next mistake.
When he finished the song, the room erupted into applause. It wasnât polite clappingâit was loud and genuine. Luffyâs was the loudest by far, yelling as he slapped his hands together.
The noise caught Aceâs attention. He turned toward the table, brows raised in confusion until he spotted Luffy waving. For a split second, he looked pleasantly surprised. He waved back, his expression softening with that easy warmth he had. Then his gaze drifted around the table, checking out the rest of the group.
And then his eyes landed on you. Everything stilled. Just for a beat.
There was a little shock on his face, like his brain needed a second to catch up. He hadnât imagined youâd ever cross paths again, let alone end up here, at this exact table, watching him.
Then, slowly, that familiar grin crept across his face. That same mischievousness from two weeks ago lit up his eyes. It was like he was daring you to pretend it hadnât happened.
You didnât. You let the corners of your lips lift, just enough for him to know youâd seen him. He gave the smallest nod, something just for you, then turned back to the mic.
"Alright,â he said, voice a little brighter now. âThis next song is called Take Me to Church.â
This time, he started singing with a little more seductiveness, if that was even possible. At first, you thought you were just imagining him singing to you, but then, on the pre-chorus, he looked at you, smiling.Â
My church offers no absolutions
She tells me: Worship in the bedroom
The only heaven I'll be sent to
Is when I'm alone with you
You stared at him in joyful disbelief. He was flirting right there on stage, in front of everyone â and only you knew it. There was a delicious tension in those brief glances, like a secret shared in plain sight. Something mischievous passed between you, unspoken but undeniable.
The song ended to a wave of thunderous applause. He waited for the noise to settle, casually raking a hand through his hair, that half-smile still lingering on his lips.
âThis next one,â he said, half-joking, half-confessing, âI wrote while thinking of a girl who played me.â A few chuckles stirred the crowd. âItâs new, doesnât even have a title yet. So⊠here it goes.â
He looked at you again. Not a glance this time â something slower, more deliberate. And then he played.
Donât take this the wrong wayYou knew who I was with every step that I ran to youOnly blue or black daysElecting strange perfections in any stranger I choose
Would things be easierIf there was a right way? Honey, there is no right way
And so I fall in love just a little, oh, a little bit
Every day with someone new
You listened, heart catching on every lyric. Was it about you, or about him? A confession, or a warning? His voice curled around the words like a touch, coaxing you into the song. When the last chord faded, the room roared â but you barely heard it. The moment lingered. He hadnât hidden his intent. Neither had you. âAlright,â you thought, letting a slow smile pull at your lips. âIf you want to play... letâs play.â
âŠ
After leaving your place, Ace told himself not to think too much about it. Just a one-night thing â no strings, no complications. But the truth was he found himself craving for more of you, your skin, your lips, your kissâŠ
For the next two weeks, he kept busy, sticking to his usual rhythm. Long days in the studio, working with a new band trying to cut their first singles. He gave them his focus, his advice, his best producer face.Â
âAlright, letâs run that bridge again,â Ace said through the talkback mic, leaning over the console. âYouâre rushing the tempo right before the drop, let it breathe.â
The drummer groaned playfully. âMan, youâre ruthless.â
âYouâll thank me when it hits like itâs supposed to,â Ace shot back with a grin. âTrust me, this track has legs. Donât trip it before it walks.â
He ran the sessions like that â sharp, encouraging, always chasing that perfect take. But when the others cleared out, Ace stayed behind. Most nights, he lit up a joint, cracked open his notebook, and filled pages with lyrics that might never see the light.
It was a way to clear his head. Music had always been his scape. But before he knew it, there you were â in the margins, between verses, threading yourself through metaphors. When he looked down at what heâd written, he realised the song was half about you, half about him.
Ace laughed under his breath, shaking his head. Karma, maybe. His friends had always joked that one day heâd meet a girl whoâd flip the game on him â turn the charm back in his face and leave him spinning. Maybe that was you. Hell, maybe he deserved it.
He told himself the song helped. That writing you out of his system was the fix. And maybe it was, a little. He didnât really know youânot beyond that nightâbut the version of you heâd built in his head was already dangerous enough.
There was something about you, the way you didnât fall for his lines, the way you played right back â not naive, not cold, just... real. Like you saw through him without trying. And that was the problem.
He knew his own patterns too well. Whatever this was, it couldnât go anywhere. Not just because Deuce would lose his shit if he found out â though that was part of it â but because deep down, he didnât believe anything good could come from two people like you and him. Two players. Two people who didnât do feelings.
He didnât know your track record, but he knew his. And if he had to bet on who was going to mess things up, heâd bet on him.
It was Saturday night. Ace sat cross-legged on the studio floor, guitar across his lap, plucking out the last few chords of the song you inspired. The air was still, heavy with cigarette smoke and reverb. Just as he scribbled a final lyric in the corner of his notebook, his phone buzzed.Â
âHey man, whatâs up? Are you busy? said his friend Thatch.Â
âNot really,â Ace replied, fiddling with the cords of his guitar, âjust finishing some songs at the studio.âÂ
âMarco texted, wants to know if weâre down to hit the bar.â
âSure, Iâll wrap up and meet you there.â
âCool. See you then,â said Thatch and hung up.Â
Ace sighed and set the guitar aside. His body ached from hours in the studio, and the song â your song â had left his brain felt wrung out, too many hours on the same song, too many thoughts circling the same face. Going out for a drink sounded like just what he needed. He put away the instruments, turned off the console and closed the studio.Â
He decided to walk to the bar, since it wasnât that far. It was a warm night, and he needed to stretch his legs. When he arrived, the bar was already crowded with people. He didnât want to stand in line, so he went round to the back door. He knocked, and Marco opened.Â
âYo! How are you, Ace?â greeted his friend. He was the owner of the bar, The Phoenix. He and his friends love to spend time there, and particularly for Ace, it helped a lot with his business.Â
âGood, and you?â greeted Ace, clasping Marcoâs hand and going in. Â
âWorking,â he chuckled, âIâm about to close the list of todayâs artists.â
âAnyone interesting?â asked Ace, while both men made their way through to the back of the bar where Marco had his little office.Â
âA couple of artists, youâll see. You might find your nextâŠâ Marco was interrupted by a call, âHave to take it, give me a second,â said, apologising to his friend.Â
It wasnât a long call, but Ace could see on Marcoâs face that it wasnât good news. When he hung up, Ace asked, âEverything alright?â
Marco cursed under his breath. âOne of the artists just cancelled. I have a 15 minute space in between acts.â
Ace just nodded looking at his friend. There was a moment of silence where they looked at each other, knowing what would come next. Marco opened his mouth, but before anything could come out of him, Ace cut him off.
âNo. I have nothing prepared to fill your 15 minutes. I had a hellish week, so no. Forget it.â
Marco kept on looking at him with pleading eyes. âEven if you only fill in for 10 minutes would help me.â
âNo,â repeated Ace, âMan, I didnât even bring my guitar,â he complained.
âIâll get you one, donât worry about that. Please? And Iâll pitch you beers for the whole night, anything you want,â begged Marco.Â
Ace grunted and finally agreed, âFine. At what time do I have to go on stage?â
âIn about an hour, Iâll leave you last,â said Marco, relieved.Â
âFine. Go get me a guitar and a beer,â said Ace, dropping onto the couch.
Marco nodded and ran out of his office. Some minutes later, he came back with an electric acoustic guitar, a mug of beer, and his friend Thatch.Â
âWill this do?â asked Marco, handing Ace the guitar.
Ace nodded, grabbing the guitar. âHey Thatch, you heard the news?â
âYes, you are in to break some naive girlâs heart tonight,â said Thatch, mocking his friend and sipping on his beer.Â
Ace just rolled his eyes and took a sip as well. Not that it was something he did unpurpose, but every time he played, girls went looking for him. He obviously took advantage of that every time he could, but it had come as a recurring joke among his friends that he only played on stage when he wanted to get laid.Â
Truth be told, he rarely likes playing his songs on stage. There was a reason why he recorded in private, in the peaceful space of his studio. He loved making music, but being a rock star was not something he felt comfortable with.
He took out his phone and looked through the songs he had ready. âThatch, can you hold the phone, please? I need to see the score.âÂ
Thatch grabbed Aceâs phone and held it so he could read it. Ace began tuning the borrowed guitar and getting the hang of it. He practised the first song a couple of times.Â
âThat was so good,â said Thatch.Â
âThanks, man,â answered Ace, grabbing his phone and swiping so he could see the score of the next song. He practised for some 45 minutes when Marco came in.Â
âYou are ready? You are next once this dude finishes.âÂ
Ace shrugged and said. âAs ready as I can be on short notice.â
âDonât worry. Itâll be fine. Youâre the best,â said Marco reassuringly.Â
Thatch and Ace followed Marco out of his office. Thatch went to the bar to sit and watch the show, while Marco guided Ace to the stage.
They stood backstage, waiting for the guy playing to wrap up. As the performer exited, they gave him a polite nod in passing.
âThis next artist is a dear friend of mine,â Marco said into the mic. âIf you're a regular, youâve probably seen him up here before. But donât worry, he always brings something new. Please welcome Ace!â
Ace exhaled and rolled his shoulders back, slipping into the familiar armour of charm. He walked onstage, guitar in hand, and flashed Marco a grin.
âThanks for that touching intro,â he said. âYou owe me⊠again.â
The crowd chuckled. Marco laughed and exited, giving Ace the stage.
He plugged in his guitar, adjusted the mic stand just a little too precisely, stalling. The bar was packed. He scanned the room like he always did, hunting for familiar faces to anchor him. Thatch was at the bar, giving him a thumbs-up. Solid ground.
The first song came easily. Once his fingers found the rhythm, the nerves faded. The audience slipped into the background, and he let the music take over. This was always the space where things made sense â melody, chords, rhythm. His songs were his way of translating the parts of him that didnât fit into casual conversations.
The loud applause caught him off guard, but one voice rose above the rest. He looked out, searching instinctively for the source⊠and there he was. Luffy, waving excitedly from the back table.
Ace grinned. He hadnât known Luffy would be here. The sight of his little brother comforted him. He scanned the rest of the table, casual curiosity, until his gaze landed on you.
Time stuttered. You were watching him. Eyes locked. Cool, steady. He hadnât expected to see you again, let alone here, tucked among friends like it was nothing. Like you werenât the girl whoâd been haunting the corners of his thoughts for the last two weeks.
For a second, Ace forgot where he was. Then, slowly, the grin crept back onto his face. That dangerous, familiar pull lit behind his eyes. He threw you a glance, playful, daring: You gonna pretend none of it happened?
You didnât. You met his stare with a small smile â barely there, but enough. He nodded, subtly, just for you.
âAlright,â Ace thought, fingers moving to the next chord. âLetâs see how far this goes.â
He started the second song, but this time, something shifted. Knowing you were there, watching, made his voice dip lower, smoother. He wasnât just performing anymore. He was provoking you.
He caught the way your eyes tracked him, the slight change in your posture as the lyrics landed. The tension between you stretched taut across the room, quiet and crackling.
And this time, he was setting the rhythm. It felt like a soft kind of payback for that night, for how youâd lured him with nothing but the sway of your hips and a look over your shoulder. How heâd followed â your steps, your rhythm, your pull â all the way back to your place, like he never stood a chance. But tonight? Tonight he wasnât following. This stage was his. The song, his. The game? His rules. He saw the moment you realized it too â that flicker of surprise in your eyes as his voice dipped lower, more intentional. The way you couldnât stop watching, listening.
The crowd cheered as the song ended, but he barely noticed. His attention was already shifting to the final one. Your song. The one that had clawed its way out of him night after night.
âThis last one,â he said into the mic, with a wry grin, âI wrote while thinking of a girl who played me.â Laughter from the crowd. A few whistles.
He looked at you â not a glance, not a flicker. A full, deliberate look. A challenge. âYou started this,â he thought as he lifted the guitar again. âLetâs see if you can finish it.â
And then he played. The lyrics spilt out like truths disguised on melodies. Half confessions. Half cover. Some lines were about you. Some were about him. Some blurred the line.
She doesnât know me. I barely know her. And still⊠Still.
The applause still echoed as Ace stepped offstage. He exhaled sharply, fingers running through his hair. That last song had come out too intense, filled with intent, filled with anticipation.
He slung the guitar off his shoulder and made his way backstage, passing Marco near the wings. Marco grinned and tossed him a bottle of water.
âCrowd ate it up,â he said. âYouâre welcome, by the way. My intro was clearly the secret weapon.â
Ace scoffed, cracking the cap and taking a long drink. âYeah, thanks for that, host of the year.â
Marco gave him a look. âYou nailed it. Especially that last one. Sounded⊠personal.â
Ace didnât answer right away. He simply gestured with the neck of his guitar. âGonna drop this in your office. Wait for me at the bar?â
Marco nodded. âSure. But hurry up, youâre probably already someoneâs groupie fantasy by now.â
Ace chuckled under his breath but said nothing as he headed down the back hallway into Marcoâs office. He set the guitar carefully back in its case, then paused, staring at it for a moment longer than necessary. That last song still hummed in his chest like an aftershock. He shook it off and made his way back out.
By the time he reached the bar, Marco and Thatch were already leaning against the counter, drinks in hand. Thatch was talking animatedly.
âThere he is!â Thatch called out. âStar of the night.â
Marco smirked and elbowed Ace lightly. âTold you. Youâve got a couple of fans already circling.â
As if on cue, two girls sidled up beside them, all lip gloss and glances.
âYou were amazing up there,â one said, touching his arm lightly. âIs it true what they say about musicians?â
Ace smiled, the reflex kicking in like muscle memory. âDepends on which rumours youâve heard.â
They laughed, and for a moment, he played along. Tossed a few lazy smiles, let the charm flicker. It wasnât hard. It never was.
Marco chuckled at the scene. It never failed, after every presentation, they appeared summoned by the charm of his friend. Then he squinted toward the far end of the bar, suddenly his expression shifting. Annoyance flickered across his face like a warning light.
âGive me a second,â he muttered, already peeling off toward the other side. âIdiotâs at it again.â
Ace and Thatch watched as Marco strode behind the bar, walking toward one of his bartenders, who was leaning in far too close to someone at the counter.
Ace turned to look and froze. You were there. Leaning casually over the bar, smiling like the world had just offered you a private joke. Your fingers toyed with an empty mug, and your eyes were locked on the man serving you. You tugged your hair behind your ear, flashing the bartender a smile Ace remembered too well.
It pulled something low and sharp from his chest. As if drawn by gravity, Ace took a step forward, barely registering the two girls from earlier who were still hovering nearby, trying to pull his attention back. He ignored them completely.
As he neared, Ace caught just enough of your conversation to feel the heat rise in his blood.
âIf you keep coming to me like that,â the bartender said, leaning in too close, âthe next roundâs on me. Maybe Iâll give you more than drinks tonight.â
Before Ace could close the distance, Marcoâs voice cut in, smooth but edged.
âYo! You keep giving drinks away for free, and Iâll dock every one from your paycheck,â said Marco, giving his employee a cold smile. The bartender stepped back immediately, posture stiffening.Â
You laughed under your breath, unfazed, and turned to leave â only to stumble slightly as you pivoted, colliding right into Ace.
You werenât ready for him â he saw it immediately. The small intake of breath, the widening of your eyes. You hadn't expected him to be that close, that fast.
He caught you instinctively, hands settling at your waist to steady you. For a second, neither of you moved.
âCareful,â he said, voice low, smile lazy. âWouldnât want you falling for me twice.â
You burst out laughing at the pickup line. âYou wish I would, wouldnât you?â you shot back, tossing him that familiar lookâhalf a glare, half a smirk, the kind of expression that screamed trouble, the kind that had lured him in once already.
Ace didnât flinch. He grinned, cocky and unbothered.
âI donât wish on wells,â he said, leaning in just slightly, voice dipping into that sweet spot between teasing and promise. âI like to make my own luck.â
Your smirk faltered for a second â not in retreat, but in surprise â and that was all he needed. He saw it, that flicker of reaction, and it lit him up inside.
He let one hand slide away, the other lingering at your hip as if to say this wasnât over yet.
âDidnât know you were coming tonight,â he said.
You arched a brow. âWould you have played differently if you had?â
His smile widened, teeth flashing. âWeâll never know, do we?â
You laughed, and he felt it â the shift, the spark â like striking a match between you.
This time, he wasnât following your rhythm. This time, he was setting the pace.
Marco eyed Ace from behind the bar, brows subtly raising. He knew his friend well enough to spot when something was different. This wasnât the usual casual charm Ace threw around like confetti. The way heâd left the two girls hanging at the other end of the bar, the way he moved toward this one â like a magnet â it was telling.
Marco didnât recognise her, which was surprising. He had a fairly thorough mental log of Aceâs misadventures. Whoever she was, she wasnât a fling Marco had seen before â and that alone made her worth watching.
He picked up a glass and a rag, polishing idly while listening in.
âSo,â you said, smooth as ever, âwould you join me for a drink? Come say hi to your brother.â
Ace smiled at the invitation and gave a soft nod, the corner of his mouth twitching like he was already two steps ahead. He turned back toward the bar and immediately caught Marco watching them too closely. Ace shot him a glare.
Marco didnât flinch. âWhat can I get you?â he asked innocently, just another bartender on shift.
Ace rolled his eyes. âIdiot. Give me my free bar tab â and hers, too, if you donât mind.â
Marco chuckled, dragging out the pour like a man enjoying his backstage seat to a drama unfolding. He handed over the drinks with a smirk, but said nothing.
You raised an eyebrow, eyes flicking between them. âFree bar?â you asked, amused.
Ace tilted his beer toward you with a grin. âHeâs the owner. My friend. And heâs going to pour me free beers for life.â
Marco opened his mouth, clearly ready to call him out â but then Ace gave him a look. The kind that said: Donât. Marco closed his mouth and grabbed another glass instead, holding back whatever comment heâd been about to throw.
Ace took the drinks and turned toward your table. âCâmon,â he said, brushing his arm lightly against yours. âLetâs go say hi to Luffy before he starts yelling across the bar again.â
You made your way toward the table, where the chaos of your friend group bubbled in full force. Luffy spotted you first, bouncing up from his seat.
âHey! That was awesome, Ace!â he said, grabbing his brother in a hug with his usual lack of volume control. âWhy didnât you tell me you were gonna play? Man, Saboâs gonna be pissed!â
Ace knew his brothers loved being part of his musical career and more often than not, got pissed at him because they thought he was wasting his talent simply as a producer.Â
He chuckled, slinging an arm over Luffyâs shoulder briefly. âIt was improvised. Marco had someone else booked, but he bailed last minute. I was just passing through... I just helped him out of the pinch.âÂ
Swiftly, you slid into your seatâdeliberately choosing to put a little distance between you and Ace. He noticed, of course. Heâd learned by now how easily you could switch gearsâthis effortless glide into the breezy version of yourself you wore around friends. Charming, a little guarded, but always in control. Still, he wasnât about to let you off the hook so easily this time.
âSo,â Ace said casually, eyes scanning the table. âI think I recognize a few of your friends, but Iâm not sure Iâve met everyone.â
Luffy pointed them out quickly. âThatâs Vivi and Namiâmy coworkers from Buggyâs hellhole.â All three grimaced in sync at the ex boss's name. âThen thereâs Usopp, Kaya, his girlfriend, and (Y/N)âNamiâs friends. You mightâve met them at Deuceâs book presentation.â
Ace greeted everyone with a grin, dropping an intentionally pointed, âNice seeing you all again,â before pulling out the chair next to you and sitting down without so much as glancing your way. Smooth. Intentional. You noticed.
Ace asked what brought you to the bar and let the conversation roll naturally. Nami filled the space, chatting about how they'd all ended up here thanks to Viviâs review and a craving for a solid drink. Ace, ever charming, bantered easily with everyone, sliding in compliments and teasing remarks that made the girls laugh and the guys relax.
You rolled your eyes and took a long sip of your drink, pretending not to notice how often his attention subtly drifted back to you. When he finished his beer, he stood, smiling.
âThis was great,â he said. âLovely meeting you all. But my friends are probably wondering where I vanished.â
Then, subtly, he leaned in close to you, his voice low and smooth, brushing just against your ear. âIâll be at the bar when youâre ready.â
And just like that, he walked awayâno hesitation, no second glance. It was the same trick youâd pulled the first time you met. You stared after him, annoyed... and maybe a little thrilled. You liked that cockiness. Damn him.
Ace made his way back to Marco and Thatch, who were already watching him with raised brows.
âWell?â Marco asked, amused. âGoing to tell us who she is?â
Ace grinned, cool and unreadable. âMaybe. For now? Just a fling. An interesting one.â
Thatch exchanged a knowing look with Marco. Ace caught it and waved a hand.
âDonât get carried away. Sheâs just a girl.â
âSure, sure,â Thatch said, taking a slow sip of his beer like he didnât believe a word of it.
Ace glanced back at your table. You were taking your time, of course. Making him wait. But eventually, you stood, finishing your drink before sauntering over with a look that was pure mischief.
Instead of speaking to him, you turned to Marco. âYouâre Marco, right?â
He gave you a curious smile, casting a glance toward Ace. âThatâs me. And you are?â
âAceâs freeloader,â you said smoothly. âWould you mind pouring me another drink? I think Kid over thereâs done flirting for the night.â
The men blinked at you. Ace let out a sharp breath of laughter, biting his lower lip with a small shake of his head.
You tilted your head at him, all innocence. âWhat? Youâre not paying for my drinks?â
He smirked, caught somewhere between admiration and disbelief. âMarco,â he said, voice amused. âPut it on my infinite tab.â
Marco chuckled, pouring your drink with a mock salute. âConsider it done.â
You took the glass with a wink. âThanks. Iâm (Y/N), by the way. Nice to meet you both.â
Thatch leaned forward, smiling. âThatch. So... how do you two know each other?â
Before you could answer, Ace explained. âSheâs Deuceâs editor.â
Both men sat up a little straighter. âNo way!â Thatch said. âYouâre the one publishing his books?â
You nodded, sipping your beer. âThatâs me.â
âHis debut novel was amazing,â Thatch continued. âI devoured it in two days.â
You smiled, genuinely pleased. âThanks.â It was nice having your work complimented. âAnd how do you three know each other?â you asked, returning the question.
âAh, fate and questionable decisions,â Marco answered. âThatch and I go way back. And Ace⊠one day showed up wanting a studio, I had one to sell. I opened the bar with the money. Now our businesses run side by side, and we drink a lot more than we should.â
âSounds like fate knew what it was doing,â you said, glancing at Ace, letting your words carry more weight.
âSometimes it does,â Marco agreed.
You turned your attention back to Ace, your voice softer now. âSo... howâve you been?â
âGood,â he replied easily. âWriting songs. Like the one you just heard.â
You blushed, a soft smile on your lips. âYouâre really good, you know.â
He ruffled his hair, showing some modesty. âJust a little improv. Marco loves to throw me to the wolves.â
âWell, if that was improv, Iâd kill to hear the real thing.â
Aceâs smirk returned. âMaybe.â
You let out a soft laugh, exasperated but charmed. âModest as ever.â
âWhat about you?â he asked.
âSame old. Life of an editor⊠paperwork and deadlines. But I love it.â
Ace liked that about you. Even when you groaned about work, it was obvious how much heart you poured into it.
The conversation flowed, casual and easy. Marco eventually excused himself with a muttered comment about checking the ice, and Thatch, not wanting to become a third wheel, quickly followed.
As soon as you were alone, something in you shifted. The relaxed ease disappeared, replaced with something bolder, more deliberate.
âThat last song... who was the girl you wrote it for?â you asked, eyes locking with his.
Ace didnât flinch. âAs I said⊠a girl who played me,â he said, voice low, âstraight into her bed.â
He looked at you, gaze heavy with implication. His words didnât say it, but his eyes did.
You smirked. âDo you regret it?â
He leaned in, hands slipping around your waist, pulling you closer with a deliberate slowness.
âNot in the slightest.â
Heat sparked from his touch. You didnât pull away. Instead, your hand slid up his arm, fingers tracing the muscle there. Slowly, you tilted your head and met his gaze.
âSo... should we make it a two-time incident?â
Aceâs breath hitched. Youâd thrown the gauntlet downâand he loved it. He didnât answer. He just took your hand, and with that cocky, familiar grin, pulled you from the bar. Whatever game the two of you were playing, it was far from over. It was a dangerous game, but neither of you cared. Not tonight, not yet.Â