MerSoul

21 🌙 relapse account (ana) stoner 🍃 sw: 61.5kg CW: 52.3kg gw: 50kg

[mersoul]

Intro post

First of all there will be triggering talk here so if you don't like it block me. ALSO MDNI.

Hi my name is Kat and I'm 21. I'm a student studying art.

I love animals and music, nature, fashion, spirituality as well as my main interest in art.

I am just here to talk about what's on my mind and such food and wl related things mostly. I will try and update my stats on this post.

165cm

Sw: 61kg (13 march)

CW: 52.3

Gw: 55 completed 23/3/26

Gw2: 50

Adding more goals later so I don't lose my mind

[mersoul]

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVERRRRR starting a fast to celebrate 😻💗✨

[mersoul]

I'm so pissed off I had an anxiety attack because I haven't slept since 3 days ago and I got depersonalisation so bad

[mersoul]

I am so busy nowadays I am just dissociating day after day and legit don't remember what I done Al day but remember that I done stuff I'll be cable to come back on my phone more after the end of April to update my blog more often but for now I'm not really on my social medias to concentrate on my work luv u alls don't unfollow cus I am still gonna be active and especially way more over the summerrr

My brain is not working hahaha need to just take a break but I can't

[cals4tyun]

all i ask for

[mersoul]

Writing this to say that I am forcing myself to get up right now wtf it's 6pm

[mersoul]

I genuinely can't get myself out of bed

[mersoul]

I need to only eat clean so I can feel clean and stop feeling greasy

Fat fucking chud

[mersoul]

My kitchen cupboards are a mess and also the shared fridge is way too full which is stressing me out what do you mean there's so much food actually piss off

Its not like the stress is because I want to eat any of it either it's just way too cluttered and it's like guys please control yourself you don't need to store so much food what are we bears hibernating for the winter just piss off

[mersoul]

🪷💕🌸everyone who sees this post will lose 5kg🪷💕🌸

[mersoul]

Random $p0

[mersoul]

Pink $p0

[mersoul]

My grunge !n$p0

[mersoul]

Random in$p0

[mersoul]

Why stop my wl if I'm not even underweight I'm not even sick yet I don't even have @n@ properly yet ofc ima keep going

[mersoul]

My thoughts are a tangled piece of yarn atm

Bear with me guys I will persevere and make some !n$$p0 boards so my page is not just me talking at you anymore

[mersoul]

Sorry if I am rambling I just need a space to talk to myself and maybe feel seen but also just talk about whatever is on my mind with no fear of judgement cus it's anonymous you get me I isolate myself sometimes because I love the people in my life but sometimes a switch flips and I get really moody and start hating everyone and thinking that I am like a burden to them but then randomly the happy switch goes back on and my friends and i are laughing and we are so happy and nothing could ever separate us. Not sure if this is normal ngl I've never been diagnosed or really helped much for my mental health stuff in the past especially with my hallucinations and delusions was hard to go through alone even tho they are gone now. But I feel free expressing myself like this. This is my mf blog and ima talk my shit