Somewhere in Between Hopelessness and Happiness

Taylor|27|Oklahoma Instagram: robotical

[comox-draws]

[purplebuddhaquotes]

“It’s all too much and not enough at the same time.”

— Jack Kerouac

[musesandescapes]

Numb, nothing else will do.

[67888875322467]

I really, really hate how awful I am in regards to keeping in contact with others. I want healthy and fulfilling relationships with my friends, but it’s very hard for me to wholly invest myself. I want to talk to you, but it’s difficult for me to muster the energy to do so sometimes. I want to hang out with you, but isolation also sounds nice right now. I’ll read your texts, but I’m not necessarily in the mood to reply at the moment. Then I feel anxious attempting to reach out when I do have the energy and I am in a good mood because I feel like I pushed you away and you dislike me now, so I usually remain isolated. I feel selfish because of it. And I feel like a bad friend.

[reddlr-trees]

[goldjetski-deactivated20170403]

Milla Jovovich, 1995 Juergen Teller

[cunteque-blog]

[musesandescapes]

a neurotypical: intrusive thoughts... does that mean you like... think about killing people... are the Demons telling you what to do... is it Dark In There

my shit brain: ooh ee ooh ah ah ting tang eat that cardboard

[yvngbebe]

[kevinwada-deactivated20230323]

[nefepants]

This is cool as fuck

[musesandescapes]

[musesandescapes]

me, if i talk: i'm being so annoying and everybody hates me and thinks i'm weird

me, if i don't talk: i'm being so weird and distant and everybody hates me and thinks i'm weird

[b9d3h3je2-deactivated20180827]

*stops playing video games and remembers real life* wtf the fuck

[stability]

[musesandescapes]

me: *softly, under many blankets* I'm trying

[angelictrauma]

im hot

H ard to love O bnoxious T errible

[everybidenjusthavegoodtime]

very sad to hear about donald trump. nothing happened to him i’m just sad to hear about him