My brain made a record scratch sound as soon as I read Dick's inner dialogue in The New Titans #113.
"I’ve been fighting for so long. Have I forgotten what it is to live? Is that what came between us, Kory? Have I been immersing myself in work so I wouldn’t have to think of anything else? Have I been trying to control everything and everyone so things wouldn’t… slip through my fingers again. That somersault [the one he performed the night his parents died] was my rosebud, my last moment of real innocence. When that awful gunshot rang out, my childhood instantly ended. I was still in tears when he [Bruce] took me into his home. He gave me a new life. A good life. Maybe it wasn’t the kind of carefree child’s life I had till then, but it was thrilling and scary and fun. And even now I wouldn’t trade it for anything… except if I could just see my parents one last time to let them know how much I love them. And still miss them."
Because even though Dick admitted he would want to tell his parents he loved and missed them one more time, he didn't mention bringing his parents back to life, which immediately made me think of Devin Grayson's inner dialogue for Dick in Batman: Gotham Knights #14.
"You’re not an easy man to be close to, Bruce. As much as you may care about any of us, I know you’d trade it all in a heartbeat if you could have your parents back. And I’ve never really admitted this to anyone, but I don’t think I would. Trade, I mean. And I don’t think I’m ready to see your face if I told you that, which is why I’m never gonna send this letter. But I wouldn’t trade this for the world. Love, Dick."
Which then reminded me of this scene from Infinite Crisis #4.













