Ali

Oh! My habits are signs of anxiety...oh...

[oddramblingdoodles]

uwu

o(〃＾▽＾〃)o

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Yuu overblot real no click bait

[officialdiagnosis]

someone: you forgot to eat? how?? aren’t you starving?

me: I don’t know I can’t feel anything

[oddramblingdoodles]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

This is a silly fanfic I made and a drawing of my Yuu

[oddramblingdoodles]

I realize i don’t post my digital stuff so here

This is my persona

[oddramblingdoodles]

I wrote a song about the fact I saw every love confession I got as a joke and have never had a crush in my life. This is the first song I’ve written, besides this I only did poetry for school

Oh…

You love me…?

Romantically…? Huh?

…sorry

It’s not you it’s me really 

Maybe Cupid’s arrow missed 

Maybe the red string needed to be tightened 

Maybe it’s just not meant to be

Really, I promise it’s not you it’s me

It’s just…

There’s no butterflies when I look at you

My hearts still beats like used too

I don’t feel the need to kiss you

Your words matter the same as others 

There is no spark 

There’s no chemistry 

The connections just not there…

Then again…has it ever been

Is it just me?

Your not the first and probably not the last 

Is there someone out there

Who I would love?

It’s been years 

And not once has there been a connection 

…I’m out of romantic cliches…

I don’t know what else to say

Maybe Cupid never took aim

Maybe there was no string

Maybe there is no fates match

Maybe there’s just…me

[oddramblingdoodles]

I regret nothing

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[grendel-menz]

not sure if this reads too bitter or at all but the older I get the harder it is to define myself in a language/culture that had (and have) a big role in destroying the ones I come from

[phoebe-fing-bridgers]

Iykyk

[oddramblingdoodles]

@shadowsportrait here my art :>

[bluebird990]

Weak Hero Future Predictions!!

(Read: this better be the fking future :D)

[oddramblingdoodles]

I still can't with this mf with his "cut here!" Eyebrow

[oddramblingdoodles]

Damn I knew your mental state was broken till becoming unrecognizable but I didn't know then rest of you was too

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[oddramblingdoodles]

there's a unknown forst beyond the village. Those who fear the unknown don't dare leave the comfort of home. If they do they cower in fear, flinch at every little movement they hear and run, fight or maybe even freeze when they here the sound of footsteps from God knows what. why? Cause what could be out there, what if it's a dangerous beast out for blood or maybe the whole forest is one big trap with poisonous plants and ravenous creatures hiding just beneath the surface. Of course it could just be a rabbit living it's life but what if it's not? Those who fear don't get out much. There are also those who seek the unknown finding it a challenge or mystery of sorts. They are the ones who leave notebooks in hand ready to find the truth for them for themselves and perhaps even defeat the monster in the woods. Whether it be in pursuit for knowledge, curiosity or to help a goal they will make the unknown known one way or another. Last but not least there are those who are neither, they don't seek the unknown nor do they fear it when their in the unknown they simply observe and take in the surroundings, beautiful or disturbing, fascinating on mundane they look and see with no real meaning behind it. They don't flinch at every little noise nor seek the source they simply live in the present. Now none of these types are better than the other, it's simply how much a person is of each. If we were fearless we would be our own demise, never knowing what would and wouldn't kill you. If we lacked the will to learn or drive to get a goal done then we would have never in proved no matter how long you wait for something to happen. If we couldn't stop and look at the scenery then we would simply never truly enjoy life. We would keep going and going till we break never knowing the beauty around us. We need all the emotions and wants of a human cause if you don't then something will suffer due to the imbalance. Emotions are necessary for expression but you need a balance for them to be healthy. If you have no wants then what's the point off even living?