ThirtySixth Avenue

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the worst place to be at is when you areall by yourself despite being surrounded by hundreds of people. 

when you still have to blog about what you feel, you know somehow you are alone.

Stay strong and stay patient. If its all meant to be, if this is what it is for me, then I pray to you Allah that you make me understand and make me redha.

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When you love someone, they become your reason.

David Levithan (via wordsnquotes)

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And love Oh, love I'll be a fool For you ........

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aren’t we all just lost stars...

Who are we? Just a speck of dust within the galaxy? Woe is me, if we're not careful turns into reality Don't you dare let our best memories bring you sorrow

God, tell us the reason youth is wasted on the young It's hunting season and the lambs are on the run Searching for meaning But are we all lost stars, trying to light up the dark?

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Dear self, Banyak bersabar. U may feel alone but Allah is with you.

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Dear self, Sometimes you need the time to be alone, away from the world. to think things thru or just be free or maybe have that friend who can listen to you. the reality is that, at least for me. there is too many things to attend to or to follow. most of the time, its more about others n less about yourself. thats when you start keeping things and having tons of excess baggage. don't be disappointed. you do it for others.

[fy-perspectives]

There comes a point in your life when you realize: Who matters, Who never did, Who won’t anymore, And who always will. So, don’t worry about people from your past, there’s a reason why they didn’t make it to your future.

Adam Lindsay Gordon (via fy-perspectives)

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Always treat people with love and respect, because one day, when you’re old - your looks will fade and all you will have is your pure soul.

Unknown (via fy-perspectives)

Always treat people with love and respect!

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Dear God, I am keeping that faith: the best things in life are the hardest to get. I hope this emotional n mental hardship, insecurities will come to something that is much greater n more worthy. This is draining me way too much and I am still here staying patient and fighting it thru.

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Keep your feet on the ground always…

always reflect back on the things you do. you have ur weaknesses. work on becoming a better person. control your emotions and have super lots of patience. being angry and moody gets u nowhere..

you are not perfect, so are others. so please manage your expectations.

exhausted as you maybe with the world, don’t ever tell your loved ones that you r tired of all this n that. it doesn't feel good to hear that coming from your loved ones. in fact, it will pull you away from them. if u really do love them u will do whatever it takes to make it better. it takes two to tango.

Understand and redha. Things will workout slowly, Insha Allah. 

:)

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I’m always tired, but never of you.

Gnash, “I Hate U I Love U” (via wnq-music)

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Dear God,

Please give me an opportunity to look forward to my life.

I have no motivation at work. I do not feel like I am home. I am letting go a part of my what makes me happy. I am starting to keep things to myself.

Please do not misunderstood my feelings. I am thankful and blessed for all the “rezeki” you have given me. I am blessed that I am still alive and given the opportunity to wake up every single day. I am just demoralized and now I start to question my purpose here.

Bring me closer to you. and if I do not belong where I am supposed to be, may I ask for your guidance to the right path. Give me hope. Give me peace. Give me calm. If I am supposed to be feeling this way right now, show me the blessings behind all these and that there are better days out there.

Thank you for looking out for me and being the best listener anyone can ever have.

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You... Just like a star.

Just like a star across my sky Just like an angel off the page You have appeared to my life Feel like I'll never be the same

Just like a song in my heart Just like oil on my hands Honoured to love you

Still I wonder why it is I don't argue like this With anyone but you We do it all the time Blowing out my mind

You've got this look I can't describe You make me feel like I'm alive When everything else is a fade Without a doubt you're on my side

Heaven has been away too long Can't find the words to write this song Oh, your love

Still I wonder why it is I don't argue like this With anyone but you We do it all the time Blowing out my mind

I have come to understand The way it is, it's not a secret anymore 'Cause we've been through that before From tonight I know that you're the only one I've been confused and in the dark, now I understand

I wonder why it is I don't argue like this With anyone but you I wonder why it is

I won't let my guard down For anyone but you We do it all the time Blowing out my mind

Just like a star across my sky Just like an angel off the page You have appeared to my life Feel like I'll never be the same Just like a song in my heart Just like oil on my hands

Corinne Bailey Rae - Like A Star Lyrics | MetroLyrics

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Note to self: an Open Relationship

What it actually is

An open relationship: being able to do whatever you want to, with each other without the need to be discreet or “suspicious” or run away from anyone.

It is not 

about telling the world about your relationship and its events and “megahkan” your relationship in social media.

Learn the difference.