Omox

dead alt, used for reblogs n other random shi

[omoxiiz]

this was a vent alt that I purged and now am free of my shackles but I still might put more depressing shi here idk

[spoiledmilks]

idk why it took me this long to make some sort of horse sona or personal horsey design

i also am not sure if this coat color is even possible, i was thinking its like a strawberry roan with overo/pinto white markings

and i am not even sure on the breed or proper horsey name..ig its my fictional horsey breed with my fictional horsey coat

[omoxiiz]

to an extent, yes!

[vitezjan]

hello definitely random person I totally don’t know………. maybe you…should draw fatass…

golly gee i sure really dont know you either….huh….

im going to do horrendous things to them

[ray-lumen]

we don't have to be weapons

this one did big numbers on xitter

[pukicho]

You smell of oats

[omoxiiz]

I’m not sharing with you, fatass

[ayalace1]

unorthodox business proposals

[caezavio]

this whole au is a walking HR violation

[omoxiiz]

everyone making me mad rn

[gncfag-moved]

i know its been said b4 but growing up suicidal and then reaching an age you never planned to live to is extremely stressful and terrifying, and we deserve more credit for not killing ourselves and THEN having to make up for the time we spent not caring if we lived or died and not doing work to improve our lives.

[gncfag-moved]

i feel behind in life because i spent the last 7 ish years not giving a shit about my future because i assumed id be dead before id have to deal with that, and now i have to start making decisions that many people started considering years ago.

[gncfag-moved]

i just feel like. suicidal people dont get credit for firstly, how stressful life is while suicidal, how difficult it is just to do simple tasks, and secondly, how hard it is to recover from years spent not caring once a person is no longer actively suicidal or no longer having suicidal ideations.

[fivepebble]

I sincerely apologize for the anon ask earlier. It was not my intention to be accusatory or cause harm in any way. Looking back on it now I absolutely could have phrased it better. It was not a fair question at all, and I’m sorry.

in the past I have donated money to others only for it to be used half hazardly or for a different reason then they stated they were using it for. I have donated money to you, and I was concerned. The question was meant to be genuine, not harmful, and I apologize for it. It was inexcusable, even if I was worried.

i appreciate the apology, tbh i never even considered that you were a donator because the comment very much came off like it was from a drifter checking me. if i'm just asked politely what the money is being spent on i would feel much obliged to answer honestly.

i'll also admit i've been in kinda a bad mood cause of shit happening in my life (more than just the shit that's been happening, lmao,) and would've liked to have responded in a more patient manner so i'm sorry for getting pretty Worked Up about it.

regardless, i can assure you, i am obsessively conscious of what the donation money has been spent on, as financial accountability is something i take very seriously. i mentioned this on my community post but most of it has been spent on groceries, namely delivery fees. i was ordering prepared food during the week after my surgery because my family kinda ditched me during that period and i could barely leave my bed to answer the door.

it's likely the last of it (plus a little income from my channel) will be spent on a mask for my CPAP machine. i did finally get approved for proper disability assistance, so i'm working on getting stuff set up so i can use that to pay future expenses rather than relying on donations. if trump doesn't fuck me over, that is. lol.

hope that clears stuff up though

[omoxiiz]

and this kids, is how we handle communication errors. Genuinely proud people can apologize and take accountability for things.

side note to mata, if you did open donations again I’d be more than happy to donate to you.

[omoxiiz]

maybe my mother was right about me not making it past 20. I’m not even saying that like I plan to kms or anything, my health has litterally been declining for weeks.

I don’t want to die alone.

[omoxiiz]

over the past three years, my problems have come from people not telling me things. Or blatantly lying to me. I’ve done nothing but beg and ask to be told if there was a problem. For years I have. And no one does. Confrontation is scary sure, but I’d rather fix something then loose everything. I want to yell. Call all of you cowards. Liars. You all abandoned me just like others in my life. You disregard everything I ask and continue to always make it about you. “Do this for me” but you can’t be bothered to talk to me. “I don’t want to hurt you” if you talked to me we could have fixed it. “You don’t deserve forgiveness” I know.

Nothing I’ve asked has been considered. I just wish you all listened. I wish you gave me the opportunity to fix things.

Damnit.

[omoxiiz]

There has been a strange coincidence that everyone I gift games to, leaves me. It’s happened twice 💔

[omoxiiz]

it’s all about “support mental health!!” Untill it’s too much. its always “I promise ___” until it doesn’t benefit you. its always promises you can’t make

You all can’t stand what I have to say when I’m honest. You wouldn’t live with what I have to feel every day.

I wish this was a cruel joke. I wish this was a fucking dream I wish I wasn’t like this i wish my efforts were worth something for once. i wish I could be honest and just express how I feel without people feeling like they are “responsible for my health”.

but it doesn’t matter what I wish. Because I would be happier with silence far more than I ever would be with being left to rot.

I’m a failure to everyone, regardless of if they admit it or not.

I will never win, and I will only exist to fail. Because nothing I ever do will matter.

I trusted your promises. I trusted you. All of you. Why did you lie to me. Why did you hide it from me. I hurt because I can’t fix anything, because I can’t help anyone. Because I feel useless.

you killed yourself. You promised you were fine. You promised you wouldn’t. You said you would always be there and you lied to my face. I said I would be there. I begged for honesty. I ask that of everyone.

and yet they don’t. and people get hurt. and I get hurt. and I hurt myself.

and I sit and rot because I Can’t Do Anything.

I just want to feel worth it for once. I want to feel safe. And I can’t because the people I love keep dissapearing.

and I’m scared.

I’m scared of when I will have no one left. Except me and my thoughts. Just like it was during Covid.

I wish that sickness killed me.

[omoxiiz]

holy SHIT this week sucked balls cuz wdym I almost got ditched by one friend and the other killed themselves two days before ✌️❤️

[yokemaxxing]

Hey guys. Just because I’m a semi popular artist in the wings of fire fandom now does not give you the excuse to ignore my boundaries, be weird towards me and repost my art without credit or permission!!!

I recently received a bazaar asf dm from an account called honestenclavequest, who before this, had been commenting completely incoherent sexual remarks about my art under my posts. These comments have since been deleted automatically as probable spam and I am very grateful for that seeing as tumblr won’t let me delete them myself apparently. This guy felt the need to dm me about this apparently and sent me a message which istg I cannot decipher due to it being so poorly spelled and worded along with a bunch of stolen art of various dragons.

Btw I should probably mention, if you’re a minor PLEASE don’t go looking for his account or scroll through it at all😭😭it’s filled to the brim with stolen inflation fetish art and feral dragons in suggestive poses.

But the part I wanna point out is that this dude just stole and reuploded my wings of fire art and posted it onto his blog along with a bunch of other wof stuff from creators I know.

Like at this point I was so extremely confused because I can’t tell if this is a bot or deadass an actual person😭I dmed him back basically saying that I wasn’t comfortable with him and that he should remove my art from his account.

I got a response like an hour later which again, I can barely decipher due to it being complete gibberish but I think he was talking about how automod deleted his comments weird ass under my stuff.. he also sent his apparent ip address which I am not going to share for what I hope are obvious reasons

He kept fucking spamming me with stolen art, some of which belonged to me and at this point I couldn’t be bothered and ended up blocking him. This apparently didn’t stop him though because he’s still reuploding my work and spamming me with gibberish dms.. like this must count as a from of harassment at this point istg…

This guy is still stealing a lot of people’s art including work done by my mutuals. I wanted to make this post basically warning everyone in my community about this guy because, bot or not, he’s still stealing a bunch of my mutuals art and it just frustrates me sm < /3 if you come across this account, block and report it immediately like I’m being so deadass don’t interact with them or anything just block them bro

[yokemaxxing]

HUGE FUCKING UPDATE APPARENTLY

This is one of nightflights alt accounts. Nightflight (for those who don’t know since I literally just found out) is a serial stalker, groomer, zoophile and doxxer with a criminal record and long history of doing this shit on multiple alt accounts and ips. He stalked one of my mutuals close friends for years and admitted to having a sexual relationship with his deceased dog. Please avoid him at all costs I’m being incredibly serious rn don’t interact with him at all costs for your own safety, this guys a 40+ year old basement dweller who somehow hasn’t gotten arrested yet. Please stay safe out there

NightFlightVersel by SlenderNight8PGS on DeviantArt

NightFlightVersel by SlenderNight8PGS on DeviantArt

BEWARE: NightflightVersel / Shia Castaneda by LunarLilac on DeviantArt

BEWARE: NightflightVersel / Shia Castaneda by LunarLilac on DeviantArt

[javascript-official]

Jerking off my third derivative until It snaps (jounces)

[javascript-official]

hospital.

[bellasauruss]

I get a special kick of joy when I see people using my art as pfps so I’ll humor you all, if any of you would like a profile picture drawn and would actually use it I will draw it for u. For fun. If I feel like it. Reblog with who you would want

[omoxiiz]

I would lowk use this if it was whiteout from the books (my fav)

but if ur doing ocs could you do my sandwonk named jackrabbit? Shes a traveling merchant and I love her dearly