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I honestly don't know why I even have a following online, I'm not a good person.

Having autism is great I love constantly feeling like a complete and total asshole regardless of whether or not I've actually done anything wrong

#if you couldn't tell I may or may not hate myself #i'm generally fine i just feel really shitty over the note situation (if you know you know)#i wish i could just let bygones be bygones but i just can't forgive myself

Is my taste in art terrible, or is this painting some chick at my school did actually good?

"What in the autism"

— real thing I just heard someone say at school mere seconds ago

On being a halfcel.

I'm not quite sure where I stand on the topic of getting girlfriends. On one hand, it would be nice to know that someone likes me, but on the other hand—I know this sounds stupid—but I can't help but feel like if I got a girlfriend, I would accidentally mistreat her. I guess what I'm saying is that I'm an incel of sorts, not because of misogyny—I have nothing but love and respect for women (anyone, really)—but because of social skills, anxiety, and autism with a pinch or two of guilt.

Got labeled rude on bluesky the other day for calling myself a bitch. This is straight out of that one book by that one guy.

An apology for the one in the South Park merch.

This is a letter I plan to give to the girl I mentioned. I was going to keep it private, but I feel like my guilt won't be fully resolved unless people are aware of it.

Dear Whatsername:

I am deeply sorry for sending you notes. It is clear you don't like me back, and I would like to sincerely apologize for the severe harassment. I promise I will never send you anything ever again. You deserve better.

Sincerely,

Isaac Alan McIntyre.

zybilna

White boy CONFUSES Mexican restaurant staff by ordering in perfect Mandarin.

I don't know if I've stopped being a candyass or whatever, but I've noticed that getting shots doesn't hurt as bad if you have Foo Fighters on while doing so.

Earlier today, in school, I saw a girl in my class knitting while we were doing English. I didn't even know it was possible to knit while doing schoolwork. I gotta say, God bless you, random chick at my school, for opening my eyes to a whole new world.

#school #blog

apple-boy-111

“Age is just a number” Spotify please don’t groom me

James Murphy if he was a 4channer:

I hear everybody that you know is more relevant than everybody that I know

But have you seen my records? Merzbow, Boredoms, Gerogerigegege, Coil, Throbbing Gristle, Whitehouse, Nurse with Wound, Einstürzende Neubauten, Brainbombs, Egor Letov, Death in June, Current 93, La Monte Young, Moondog, Lou Harrison, Henry Cowell, Luigi Russolo, Popol Vuh, Fishmans, Jean Jacques Perrey, Les Rallizes Dénudés, Rainbow Caroliner, Taj Mahal Travellers, Fushitsusha, Peter Brötzmann, John Cage, Scott Walker, Unwound, Dead, Frank Zappa, Morton Feldman, Captain Beefheart, Pharoah Sanders, Albert Ayler, Ornette Coleman, Alice Coltrane, Arnold Schoenberg, Pierre Boulez, György Ligeti, Karlheinz Stockhausen, Nang Nang, Thinking Fellers Union Local 282, Nara Leão, Basic Channel, Raymond Scott, Delia Derbyshire, Daphne Oram, Noah Howard, Terry Riley, Peter Sotos, Lula Côrtes e Zé Ramalho, Boyd Rice, Mahmoud Ahmed, Henry Flynt, Kazumoto Endo, David Tudor, Aporea, Half Japanese, Mega Banton, Secret Chiefs 3, Keiji Haino, Ramleh, Otomo Yoshihide, John Zorn, Joe Meek, Robbie Basho, Phil Spector, Faxed Head, Harry Partch, Wesley Willis, Fred Frith, The Residents, Sun Ra, Sun City Girls, Hans Krüsi, Royal Trux, Jandek, Yat-Kha, Loren Mazzacane Connors, Pärson Sound, The Dead C, Comus, Cromagnon, Eliane Radigue, Arthur Doyle, Shizuka, The Red Krayola, Henry Cow, Magma, Opus Avantra, Pan.Thy.Monium., Murmuüre, Ksiezyc, Gong, Cukor Bila Smert', cLOUDDEAD, Muslimgauze and Kaoru Abe

#Ramleh #music #humor

evilthotiana

Ive always held the opinion that swifties heads would explode if they heard Merzbow, Boredoms, Gerogerigegege, Coil, Throbbing Gristle, Whitehouse, Nurse with Wound, Einstürzende Neubauten, Brainbombs, Egor Letov, Death in June, Current 93, La Monte Young, Moondog, Lou Harrison, Henry Cowell, Luigi Russolo, Popol Vuh, Fishmans, Jean Jacques Perrey, Les Rallizes Dénudés, Rainbow Caroliner, Taj Mahal Travellers, Fushitsusha, Peter Brötzmann, John Cage, Scott Walker, Unwound, Dead, Frank Zappa, Morton Feldman, Captain Beefheart, Pharoah Sanders, Albert Ayler, Ornette Coleman, Alice Coltrane, Arnold Schoenberg, Pierre Boulez, György Ligeti, Karlheinz Stockhausen, Nang Nang, Thinking Fellers Union Local 282, Nara Leão, Basic Channel, Raymond Scott, Delia Derbyshire, Daphne Oram, Noah Howard, Terry Riley, Peter Sotos, Lula Côrtes e Zé Ramalho, Boyd Rice, Mahmoud Ahmed, Henry Flynt, Kazumoto Endo, David Tudor, Aporea, Half Japanese, Mega Banton, Secret Chiefs 3, Keiji Haino, Ramleh, Otomo Yoshihide, John Zorn, Joe Meek, Robbie Basho, Phil Spector, Faxed Head, Harry Partch, Wesley Willis, Fred Frith, The Residents, Sun Ra, Sun City Girls, Hans Krüsi, Royal Trux, Jandek, Yat-Kha, Loren Mazzacane Connors, Pärson Sound, The Dead C, Comus, Cromagnon, Eliane Radigue, Arthur Doyle, Shizuka, The Red Krayola, Henry Cow, Magma, Opus Avantra, Pan.Thy.Monium., Murmuüre, Ksiezyc, Gong, Cukor Bila Smert', cLOUDDEAD, Muslimgauze and Kaoru Abe

I fucking hate life sometimes. I spent, like, 3 days looking for a notebook I like to doodle in while I'm at school, and after giving up hope, it turned out to be under some shit.