poetry;

long story short; I survived

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what songs do we think he covered that night???

Do we think he played Red Guitar by the band Waterparks?

been obsessed with working on some concert poster designs for Brayden- they're not 100% done yet but it's insane progresssssss!!!

I wanna add more details and his logo too when I actually come up with the name I want to use for it

these drawings are gonna be such good refs for art fight this year 🥰 I wanna see if people will draw him with different masks on.

(Character is mine from the book I'm writing: Divinity by Pancake)

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and that's how he chose that night's concert fit...

(reference under cut)

(found on pinterest)

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Tomorrow I will wake up.

I will make that hail mary video.

I will hope someone responds.

I will sit at my desk and

I will make keychains to sell-

My Chemical Romance this time.

One for Gee, Frank, Mikey, Ray.

I will keep moving

regardless of if my body aches.

Tomorrow I will hope that

what I have to offer

is enough for anyone to stay,

but for tonight I've done enough.

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You know, to be honest, I think it would be really fun to include pictures within the books I write of the art I made for the scenes I wrote.

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I yearned to draw my boys (Syrin (left) and Brayden (right)) at the point in the book I'm writing (Divinity) so I did 🥹

reference under cut- it's not as detailed as I wish but it's as close as I can get to what I want right now without it feeling too cluttered. One day I will be able to draw without looking at a reference but I have to start somewhere right? 😭

(found on pinterest I'm not sure who originally drew it, please claim if yours)

[theunfortunate-author]

my daily affirmation as an author

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free now.

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I don't want to know.

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[dogrotpdf]

me. me when a poem says something ive felt before

[annori]

me, when a poem says something i’m feeling at this very moment

[transcyberism]

me when a poem evokes a new feeling I haven't felt before

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Me when I poem

[writtenbyevie]

do you ever not write for so long that you’re almost afraid to? like what if I’m dumb now

[petaltexturedskies]

Anaïs Nin, from The Diary of Anaïs Nin, Volume IV 1944-1947

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Say it once again with feeling

How the death rattle breathing

Silenced as the soul was leaving

The deflation of our dreaming

Leaving me bereft and reeling

My beloved ghost and me

Sitting in a tree

D-Y-I-N-G

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It's the bad time of year again.

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