born of love

you are not a wild thing. you are beauty and passion. you are a thousand stars burning at once, singing a chorus throughout the ages. you are the universe full of possibilities. you are a reminder of all that can become when our hearts bleeds for another. you are love incarnate. hunger, crave, desire all you wish.

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✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* 　welcome!!　 *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

— selective & private — original vampire muse featuring original lore — lenee or lee, 22, they/she — extremely low activity 

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who wants plots?

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i stan @muhlti with all my heart

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memes for that specific brand of ships

SOFTER: “  stop doing that— stop trying to hide your emotions from me.  ” “  i can’t make you trust me. but i’m gonna stick around long enough for you to realize you can.  ” “  not everyone is just gonna become another scar. some people will stay, if you let them.  ” “  i feel like i’ve been living in a storm for so long, like i’m just drifting from wave or wave hoping i won’t drown.  ” “  what happened to you? what made you so scared to stay still long enough to let someone in?  ” “  i don’t wanna be scared anymore.  ” “  even when you smile, your eyes are still sad.  ” “  you’re safe with me. you can let go. breathe. ”   “  i just want to belong somewhere again. or to someone, i guess.  ” “  the thing about never having a home, is you don’t know what to do when you’re finally given one. you just feel like you’re waiting for something to take it away again.  ” “  would you just sit still? you’re gonna get an infection if you don’t let me clean this up.  ” “  i’m not gonna hurt you. i’m just here to help.  ” “  close your eyes. go back to sleep. nothing can hurt you while i’m here.  ” “  you looked so peaceful while you were sleeping…i couldn’t bring myself to wake you up.  ” “  why do you trust me?  ” “  don’t do that— don’t shut down on me. let me in.  ” “  you were talking in your sleep again. i’m starting to think they’re memories and not just dreams.  ” “  i’m not used to letting people close. i don’t like being vulnerable— but i want to, with you. i want to let you in.  ” “  how did you get this scar?  ” “ i don’t always need you to fix everything. i just— sometimes i just want you to listen. ” “  you’re so beautiful when you laugh. i wish i could see it more, but maybe it’s the rarity of it that makes it so captivating. ”

DARKER:  “  every time i touch you, there’s a moment where you look like you think it will hurt. ” “ why aren’t you scared of me?  ”   “  you’d accept a caress from the same hands that leave you bruised, just to feel warm.  ” “  i’ll kill anyone that makes you hurt like that again. i’d kill them just for taking your smile.  ” “  i want to keep you all to myself. i don’t want anyone but us to know the things we do in secret.  ” “  you’re mine now. and i won’t let anyone take you from me.  ” “  would you kill for me?  ” “  i’d cut my heart out and place it in your hands if it would prove my devotion to you.  ”  “  you love me so fiercely. i’m almost afraid of it.  ” “  i know if anyone hurt me, you’d never let them see another day. and i think i like that a little too much.  ” “  i know you’re dangerous, but i also know you won’t hurt me. you bark, and you growl, but you never bite. not me, at least.  ” “  who hurt you? who made you so sad and lonely? tell me so i can make them pay.  ”   “  i don’t like the way they look at you. perhaps i’ll cut their eyes out.  ” “   “  they hurt me. now i want you to make it better. make them hurt too.  ”   “  if anyone lays even a single finger on you, i’ll cut it off and feed it to them.  ” “  yes. i killed them— but i did it for you.  ” “  i had to do it. no one gets to make you sad and get away with it.  ” “  i told you, i’ll love you no matter what. i’ll wipe the blood off your skin. i’ll clean the dirt off your hands from every grave you dig. i don’t care if you’re a monster.  ” “  you should be scared of me. i like that you’re not.  ”   “  don’t you know my love could destroy you?  ”   “  come, sit in my lap and tell me whose blood i should spill tonight.  ”  

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imagine me not neglecting this blog

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denieddeath·: rosalie hale

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              she smells different . they are mirrors of one another ; differences hiding in plain sight . rosalie pours two glasses of blood barely a day old from the mortal vein it was stolen from and offers one to the guest . “ it’s a - positive and taken from a vegan , if that matters to you . i try to be kind and not take the rare stuff but i do have high standards . definitely try to find one that doesn’t smell of nicotine . disgusting . ”

           “  ah,  you have expensive taste,  ”  she observes with the ghost of a smile playing about crimson painted lips.  she could see it long before the other woman had offered her a drink.  it’s written all over her,  the way she carries herself,  the pristine arrangement of her hair and the luxurious state of her dress.  this is a woman who knows exactly what she likes and isn’t afraid to take it.  daevy can appreciate that.  she reaches out to accept the glass with a nod of thanks   “  there was a time i was more...indiscriminate about my feeding habits.  we live in sophisticated times.  much different from when i was young.  there are much easier ways to obtain blood now.  though i do miss the sport of the hunt.  ”  

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in modern days, daevy uses her wealth and connections to help women and queer youth. which means she gives them a fresh start and then goes and eats their abusers. 

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“  it’s  a  tale  as  old  as  earth  itself.  but  stories  with  as  much  history  as  that  are  often  told  wrong.  myth  and  legends  are  the  stuff  of  fiction,  told  to scare  children  and  thrill  adults.  this  story  is  not  one  of  such  kind.  this story  is  true.  and  it  is  not  one  of  horror  or  savagery.  it’s  a  tale  of  great  love and  great  tragedy.  ”  

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protective prompts

feel free to adjust as needed!

PROTECTING: “  are you sure you’re okay?  ” “  i’m not letting you go alone.  ” “  let me help.  ” “  say the word and i’ll be there.  ” “  i know you can handle it yourself, but it doesn’t mean you should have to do this on your own.  ” “  i’ll stay the night.  ” “  get some rest.  ” “  ssh, go back to sleep.  ” “  i’m worried about you.  ” “  i’m not going anywhere. not as long as you’re in danger.  ” “  i won’t let anyone hurt you.  ” “  i won’t let that happen.  ” “  look at me. you’re gonna be okay.  ” “  what can i do?  ” “  i’ll be right here with you the whole time.  ” “  who did this to you?  ” “  i can tell you’re upset, talk to me.  ” “  i’m not letting them get away with this.  ” “  i’ll get you out of this. trust me.  ” “  i know you don’t need my help. but i’m offering it anyway.  ” “  you’re shaking like a leaf— what’s wrong?  ” “  what happened?  ” “  i’m gonna fucking kill them.  ” “  i won’t let anyone hurt you again. not ever.  ”   “  if anything happened to you…  ” “  i need you in my life. so please, let me do what i need to to make it safe.  ”   “  i can’t lose you.  ”   PROTECTED: “  have you been waiting up this whole time?  ” “  how long have you been here?  ” “  i’ll be okay. i promise.  ” “  will you stay with me?  ” “  please don’t go.  ” “  i feel safer when you’re here.  ” “  thank you for making me feel safe.  ” “  i trust you.  ” “  why are you helping me?  ” “  is it over now?  ” “  you don’t have to do this, ya’ know.  ” “  i can take care of myself.  ” “  you don’t have to worry so much.  ” “  i don’t want you to get hurt either.  ” “  i can’t bear the thought of you putting yourself in danger for me.  ”   “  you’re bleeding!  ” “  thank you, but i’ll be alright.  ”    “  please don’t get hurt. not because of me.  ” ACTIONS: 1. for one muse to wake up after sustaining an injury and find the other at the side of their bed 2. for one muse to hold the other after a nightmare 3. for one muse to step between the other and someone who intends to do them harm 4. for one muse to push the other out of harm’s way 5. for one muse to get hurt protecting the other 6. for one muse to fall asleep next to the other muse who is keeping watch 7. for one muse to rescue the other 8. for one muse to get caught hiding an injury sustained while protecting them 9. for one muse to react to the other hiding an injury 10. for one muse to take care of the other while they’re sick/injured 11. for one muse to kiss the other’s scar 12. for one muse to treat an injury the other sustained while protecting them 13. for one muse to kill to protect the other 14. for one muse to get killed while protecting the other 15. for one muse to fall asleep in the hospital bed with the other 

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lumenari·: lucifer

   eternity was the problem, though, wasn’t it? everything was meaningful to a human, because they know eventually it is all going to end. you have to find what makes you happy in life before it all ends. she doesn’t have that push, that drive  —  tomorrow is always going to be there for her. she will run out of tomorrows when the universe will stop providing them.

   she had tried befriending humans time and time again, but it all always ends the same way. she blinks, and their lifetime has passed, and they die. there are other gods, other immortals, but they had all known each other for so long, and usually they were busy within their own spheres, it just wasn’t quite the same.

   ❛ maybe. ❜  she looked at the other.  ❛ I do enjoy your company as well. ❜

          some days,  she feels as if she merely lives because she knows it’s what lucia would have wanted.  it would be a betrayal of all the woman did for her to waste the immortality she was granted.  and so she has continued on through the centuries as best she can.  but it grows more difficult to form connections.  she can hardly recall what it was like to be human and she grows tired of watching people die.  watching others of her kind choose to release themselves of their life. 

it’s exhausting. 

and she can only imagine it’s much the same for lucifer.  daevy offers her a small smile,  head tilting as dark eyes run over her companion in another moment of silence.  “   i don’t pretend to know more than a small sliver of the universe,  ”  she begins  “  but i’d certainly think there are more...beings like us. immortal. looking for companionship. are there not other gods out there?  ”  she flashes a more genuine smile,  one that’s playful   “  maybe you primordial beings should take a page out of the human handbook and try some sort of dating network. summon a succubus or two.  ”

[sbidey]

Elodie Yung On “The Defenders” & “The Hitman’s Bodyguard”

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@atychip  ||  starter call

            fingers are light and gentle as they brush along her lover’s features. she pushes a few golden locks away from her eyes, a smile alighting to her lips. her plight can often be a lonely one. but it is always made worth it each time she is fortunate enough to find clementine. all the sorrow in the world is made worthwhile when faced with the warmth this woman possesses.  “  my darling, you get more beautiful by the day.  ”  she is tempted to say century, but perhaps she should not say such things yet. leaning over, daevy presses a kiss to the corner of her companion’s mouth, then slowly brushes her lips more fully over clem’s.  “  perhaps with each second your splendor grows.  ”  

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@eldritchdevil whispered: “  i can’t remember what it’s like to be truly wanted.  ”   ||  meme 

           head tilts as she surveys the other being. it seems it is the fate of those touched by some form of immortality, of power and otherness, to know melancholy. it seeped into her bones long ago. the zest for life runs out when loneliness sets in. a kindness and understand shines through in her dark hues and she offers lucifer a smile.  “  if it makes a difference, i enjoy your company and find you most intriguing,  ”  she offers. 

despite her words she knows it’s not what she meant. there is certain kind of wanted that she is not sure she can offer her. the kind where someone needs you, their desire so palpable you can almost taste it just by one look. passion is such a delicious thing. it’s what drives her kind. she wonders what drives a primordial being who carries hell itself within her.  “  perhaps, you will be wanted like that again. you have all eternity to find it.  ”  

[daeneryskairipa]

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more prompts for your feels

“  what am i supposed to do when i can’t even trust my own mind?  ”  “  i have to believe death is the end. because all that waits for me in the afterlife is a debt of sin i don’t think could ever be paid off.  ” “  what do you see when you look into my eyes?  ”   “  it doesn’t always have to be you, you know?  your shoulders aren’t the only ones that can bear the weight of the world.  ”   “  i don’t think hearts break. shattered things can only be broken once. but torn things can be mended again and again until it’s all scars and stitching.  ” “  i can’t remember what it’s like to be truly wanted.  ” “  every time you look at me i feel invisible.  ” “  loneliness is a slow and cruel poison.  ” “  i’m afraid that if i let you see every side of me, you should shrink back in fear or disgust.  ” “  for once in your life, what is it that you want.  ” “  i’ve been wrapped in my sorrow for so long, i’m afraid i’ll feel too cold without it.  ” “  i just want to see you smile again.  ” “  can’t you stop running for one second?  ” “  i’ll be here. when you’re ready to talk.  ” “  being strong doesn’t mean never asking for help or admitting you’re in pain.  ” “  don’t shut me out. please.  ” “  don’t look at me like that.  ” “  the world isn’t made up of heroes and monsters. just broken people balancing between the two.  ” “  i just wanted to do something good for once.  ” “  why can’t you tell me what’s wrong?  ” “  just trust me. please.  ” “  why can’t you let me in? what are you so afraid of?  ” “   you’re so worried about losing me/them you’re missing everything in front of you.  ”   “  i’m not leaving you.  ” “  you’re not alone. i’m here.  ” “  you see everyone so clearly except yourself.  ” “  don’t you understand? i love you. and nothing you’ve done, no matter how much of a monster you think you are, is gonna change that.  ” “  i find broken things interesting. maybe that’s why i like you so much.  ” “  i want to be whatever it is you think i am.  ” “  you see the good in everything. that’s why i like it when you look at me.  ” “  i’ll still be here when you wake.  ” “  i promise i’ll never hurt you again.  ” “  as long as i have you, the rest doesn’t matter.  ” “  what did they do to you?  ” “  i’m not sure i should leave you alone.  ” “  i won’t hate you. i know you think that’s what you deserve but it’s not.  ” “  i want to love the parts of you that you hate.  ” “  i’m scared of what you’re becoming.  ” “  i’m sorry, i’m not what you think i am.  ” “  you’ll always have a home with me.  ” “  what happened to you?  ” “  i thought i’d never see you again.  ” “  you’re such a fucking coward.  ” “  i envy anyone who has the privilege of being loved by you.  ” “  you scared me.  ” “  please, don’t ever give up on me.  ” “  i’m not giving up on you. not ever.  ” “  i know you love me. but it’s not the way i want to be loved.  ”

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softer prompts

“  i’m not going anywhere.  ” “  you make me feel safe.  ”   “  i think i might be in love with you.  ” “  i just like seeing you happy.  ” “  just let me take care of you.  ” “  you’re my family.  ” “  i can stay, if you want.  ” “  you make me feel alive.  ” “  you’re captivating.  ” “  i want you to know i’ll always be here for you. whatever you need.  ” “  you don’t have to tell me anything, we can just sit here.  ” “  i trust you. more than anyone else.  ” “  you have a beautiful soul.  ” “  i feel like i could watch you all day. everything you do has a touch of magic to it.  ” “  i hope i see you in my dreams.  ” “  do you trust me?  ” “  you don’t ever have to pretend. not with me. not ever.  ” “  i love you, every part of you. even the parts you don’t like.  ” “  you make everything a little easier.  ” “  will you just…hold me? please.  ” “  just tell me everything’s gonna be okay.  ” “  you’re enough. you’re more than enough.  ” “  you have my heart in your hands. be gentle with it.  ” “  i wanna be the one you go to. the first one you tell when there’s something good. the shoulder to cry on when it’s bad. and every mundane thing in between. i want to share it all with you.  ” “  i have faith in you.  ” “  i’ve never met anyone quite like you.  ” “  knowing you is like…coming home. like i’ve finally found something that’s been missing all this time.  ” “  every hard thing in my life feels worth it. it all led me to you.  ” “  i feel like i could endure anything as long as i have you to come home to.  ” “  i can tell something’s bothering you.  ” “  what can i do to help?  ” “  come on. let’s get out of here.  ” “  i’m taking you somewhere special.  ” “  where are you taking me?  ” “  i don’t need grand gestures or declarations of love. i just need you. all of you.  ” “  you make me feel like i’m worthy.  ” “  you deserve good things.  ” “  i want to be your home.  ” “  loving you is like something holy.  ” “  i made you something.  ” “  come back to bed.  ” “  stay the night with me.  ” “  are you sure you’re okay?  ” “   you wanna talk about it?  ” “  did you wanna tell me something?  ”  “  you’ll always have me.  ” “  i’m proud of you.  ”   “  i need you.  ” “  thank you. for always being there for me.  ” “  don’t ever let anyone make you doubt your worth.  ” “  i’m not leaving you. not ever.  ”   “  you have kind eyes.  ”   “  sleep, my love. i’ll keep the nightmares away.  ”   “  there’s so much light in you.  ” “  i want you here.  ”  

ACTIONS: 

❀ for a forehead kiss ✦ for our muses to hold hands ❉ for one muse to nap against the other ✱ for one muse to surprise the other ✸ for our muses to cuddle  ❄ for our muses to enjoy the first snow of winter  ♛ for my muse to teach yours something new ☂ for our muses to stargaze  ♡ for one muse to wake the other with breakfast in bed ♤ for a kiss on the palm ☁ for our muses to get caught in the rain without an umbrella ☀ for one muse to surprise the other with a home-cooked meal  ☾ for one muse to hug the other without explanation  ♞ for one muse to give the other a massage  ✞ for one muse to give the other flowers ✔ for one muse to caress the other’s face ✚ for our muses to shower/bathe together  ＄for one muse to catch the other staring lovingly 

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i’ll probably put it in the bio later, but lucia never let daevy turn her. she felt it was not meant for her path in that life so she died as a mortal. it broke daevy’s heart and she withdrew from vampiric communities for a long time because of it.