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*radio static*

moving

#if you wanna keep playn #command position is overrun

When had it been, that sun-drenched field? The jokes and the laughter, and the overhanging, overawing shadow that had made them fall silent?

ex gets "take your time" in low voice from tranny holdn the door for her on the way out of the office.

i get "excuse me" in girl voice and a dodge out of the way door slam shut in my face my laugh falling past my "thanks" as i take my shirt off outside. the sun on my shoulders.

cackle slips, catches, incandesces

leaves my aptment lookin one last time at the cute blue car with "Abused Daily" scrawled across the windshield only to be accosted by 6 different anti child abuse signs in the window of the store next door to my destination.

i might say some shit about the angel of history or eschatology or the crusades or the crisis machine or karmic debt or or or. but deep down it just fits in the fabric of fantasy, of delusion, it is a grand relief right? from an ailing life. an upset, a tantrum, a strop to hone so we can wet our thirst, do our worst. i know im so very parched as well. but drop by drop the water will fail to quench and that is so much scarier.