* LEGENDARY

yesterday's tomorrow is today, and your time is running out.

[shallalmagd]

yamraiha of magi : the labyrinth of magic      .     spellcast by nosta.

[promptfairy]

❥    𝐂𝐇𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐇𝐀    [   𝚂𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁𝚂    ]   .

sentence starters inspired by lyrics from various songs by the very talented soloist chungha   (   청하   ) !!   some lyrics have been slightly modified to be more usable .  change gendered language   &   add context to your needs .  happy roleplaying !! ♡

“   do  you  really  not  know ?   ” “   my  heart’s  pounding   …   what’s  wrong  with  me ?   ” “   tell  me  your  story .   ” “   i  can’t  figure  you  out .   ” “   you  make  me  feel  better .   ” “   you  know  me  better  than  anybody  else .   ” “   i’m  in  too  deep .   ” “   you  don’t  know  anything .   ” “   i  just  want  to  be  yours .   ” “   who’s  gonna  do  it  like  me ?   ” “   who’s  gonna  love  you  like  me ?   ” “   treat  me  like  a  jewel .   ” “   anything  you  want .   ” “   i  can  be  your  baby  tonight .   ” “   i’m  too  good  for  you ,   but  i’ll  play  with  you  a  little .   ” “   i’ll  make  you  mine  tonight .   ” “   you  can’t  escape  from  me .   ” “   i  caught  you  red - handed .   ” “   only  look  at  me  tonight .   ” “   make  a  wish .   ” “   if  this  is  a  dream ,   don’t  wake  me  up .   ” “   tell  me  this  isn’t  a  dream .   ” “   if  you  keep  staring  at  me  like  that ,   i’m  gonna  want  you .   ” “   will  you  take  me  there  again ?   ” “   i  want  to  be  rememebred .   ” “   when  i  look  into  your  eyes ,   i  can  only  think  of  good  things .   ” “   we  were  meant  to  be .   ” “   don’t  keep  me  waiting .   ” “   i’m  not  afraid  anymore .   ” “   what  a  shame ,   it’s  already  12  o’clock .   ” “   don’t  make  me  love  you .   ” “   why  do  you  keep  smiling  at  me ?   ” “   i  want  your  true  self .   ” “   you  always  hesitate .   ” “   let  it  all  out ,   let  your  feelings  out .   ” “   i  still  wish  you  the  best .   ” “   trust  yourself  with  me .   ” “   just  be  yourself .   ”

[shallalmagd]

MAKE MAGI MUSES

[flyinnyc-blog]

You save everyone but who saves you?

(via flyinnyc)

[shallalmagd]

❛ What’s really holding you back? ❜    (  @laewulf​  )

              “    what   –    I    –    I    am   not    holding    back   !    I    just   …    ”

           She’s    feeling   bashful,    embarrassed    –    not    by   the    situation    itself,   but    mostly    because,   unlike    in    every   single    aspect    of   her    life,    Yamraiha    has,   right    now,    no   idea    what   to    do.    Most   of    the    time,   it    is    her    the   one    instructing    others   on    how    to   perform    a    specific   task    –    right   now,    she’s    more   or    less    clueless,   and    that    frustrates    her   deeply;    her    ego   cannot    take    being   seen    as    ignorant   in    any    aspect   of    the    word.

             Thus,    when   the    man    speaks   in    confusion,    she   shifts    her    gaze   to    the    side,   fingers    anxiously    fidget  with    the   fabric    of    her   garb,    and   she    realizes    she’s   almost    too    defensive   –    if    this   were    Sharrkan,    he   would    laugh    at   her    expense;    but   she    doesn’t    feel   as    if    this   man    will    do   the    same,    which   is,    at    least,   mildly    comforting.    At   the    very    least,   not    being    mocked   makes    her    feel   less    stupid.

            “    …    okay,    fine,   I    just    have   no    idea    what  to    do.   ”    she    exhales   a    heavy    mumble   through    pouty    lips,   closes    her    eyes   and    throws    her   arms    up    in   the    air    in   utter    defeat    –    it’s    a    major    blow   to    her    ego   to    admit    she   has    no    clue   what    she’s    supposed   to    do    right   now,    especially    after   having    reassured    him   that    she    had    this   figured    out,    “    I’m    clueless,   okay?!    I    …    can    you,    uh   …    can    you   teach    me    again?   please?    ”

[persephonememes]

* (  LEGACIES 2X04 /  SENTENCE PROMPTS.

These may have been edited for clarity or length or to better apply for roleplaying.

❛ It’s a little dramatic, don’t you think? ❜

❛ Anything you want to share? ❜

❛ And you didn’t think that that’s something I should know? ❜

❛ Look, I will take care of it, but from a distance. ❜

❛ You told me the truth, and everything worked out fine. ❜

❛ I’m pretty sure that was your fault. ❜

❛ I’ve had enough of your help. ❜

❛ I cast that spell, and I’m gonna deal with the consequences. ❜

❛ But I’m never doing black magic again. ❜

❛ If you ever have need to talk my door is always open. ❜

❛ I said Renaissance era, not Renaissance festival. ❜

❛ I mean, I’m great, but everyone else, terrible. ❜

❛ I need to carpe the diem. ❜

❛ Besides, friends should support each other. ❜

❛ If I’m happy, you’re happy. ❜

❛ Are you even listening to me? ❜

❛ Ever since you got back to school, your sentences have averaged three words each. ❜

❛ I need to know you’re not gonna go stabbing. ❜

❛ Since when do you speak Japanese? ❜

❛ I shouldn’t have asked you to come with me. ❜

❛ How are you always in the right place at the right time? ❜

❛ Are you seriously using black magic again? ❜

❛ Allow me to remind you that whenever you do, whatever happens to you happens to me too. ❜

❛ I’m so sorry. It won’t happen again. ❜

❛ Who the hell is that? ❜

❛ My mental health is the most precious thing that I have. ❜

❛ A rash I can deal with, but I cannot risk crazy. ❜

❛ I guess that means you’re doing something right. ❜

❛ What were you even doing here? ❜

❛ What the hell’s going on? ❜

❛ This is not what I signed up for. ❜

❛ Look, I need to help a friend with a project. ❜

❛ Just because she’s supernatural doesn’t mean we can trust her. ❜

❛ Look, I will take all the help I can get. ❜

❛ How do we kill the the demon? ❜

❛ There’s a student that needs your help. ❜

❛ I wasn’t in control back there. ❜

❛ It’s okay. I-I can help you. ❜

❛ I don’t remember any of it. ❜

❛ Barrier spell. Means that no one can get in or out without me saying so. ❜

❛ We have other options here. ❜

❛ No, landfills are an unsustainable solution. Keeping you alive is not. ❜

❛ W-Wait, where are you going? ❜

❛ We can’t give the monster what it wants. ❜

❛ I feel that we are not as close as we could be. ❜

❛ I’m gonna kick your ass. ❜

❛ What the hell is this? ❜

❛ Shut up. Just shut up. ❜

❛ You and me we’re not friends. We never were, and we never will be. ❜

❛ So see this: you don’t exist to me. ❜

❛ We have to get you to somewhere safe. ❜

❛ There is nowhere safe. ❜

❛ Even though you might have the best intentions, not every sacrifice is worth it. ❜

❛ You said this isn’t my fault? ❜

❛ Why would you want to save me? ❜

❛ Come on, there had to be more to it than that. ❜

❛ I know that it doesn’t make any sense. ❜

❛ I can’t let you risk your life because I tried to give up mine to save it. ❜

❛ We have to find another solution. ❜

❛ You said you were gonna help.

❛ No real guy ever likes you, ‘cause you’re messed up inside. ❜

❛ Because you are a stupid, crazy person who talks to herself. ❜

❛ Why are you carrying a sword? ❜

❛ I thought I was losing my mind. ❜

❛ I was honest with you. The least you can do is be honest with me. ❜

❛ This is a huge misunderstanding. ❜

❛ Are you okay? ❜

❛ I’m sorry. I’ve got trust issues. ❜

❛ I have a long history of bad luck when it comes to relationships. ❜

❛ Really screwed this up, didn’t we? ❜

❛ I don’t know, but I-I can feel it in my head, trying to take over. ❜

❛ I already know I’m crazy, okay? You don’t have to rub it in. ❜

❛ I can’t live like this anymore. ❜

❛ There’s no fixing me. I am just shattered. The pieces are too small to put back together. ❜

❛ We weren’t gonna talk about that until we had real solutions. ❜

❛ There’s so much black magic in it, it hurts to hold. ❜

❛ You did it. I love you. ❜

❛ That’s not what I’m talking about. ❜

❛ What’s wrong? ❜

❛ I did black magic. ❜

❛ I feel really sick. ❜

❛ You said you had something that could help. ❜

❛ This is a mora miserium, a tool used by certain sects of witches to withhold the ill effects of using such magic. ❜

❛ I should have been there tonight. ❜

❛ What’s really holding you back? ❜

❛ But this time, I’m gonna get it right. ❜

❛ I kind of blasted her with enough black magic to exorcise an army out of her head. ❜

❛ Wait. You did black magic? ❜

❛ You saved my life today. ❜

[shallalmagd]

yam being worried sick about sharr getting slashed on the back during that one fight but knowing he would never forgive her if she intervened on his behalf!! yam being so worried she literally digs scars on her palms with her fingernails while she watches sharr get hurt!! and you bet that after it was over and he was patched up and safe she gave him a big dumb hug and was like “ if you die i’ll never, ever forgive you. ” which is hypocritical of her but she really cannot stand to lose any of the generals and sharr means so much to her ugh i have otp feels fight me.

[rpmememaker]

Send a ❦ if you'd consider shipping our muses.

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rpmememaker:

bonus if you add a type of ship you’d like them to be or a thread idea for our muses.

[shallalmagd]

‘  this time, try speaking from your rational mind and not your emotional heart.  ’   (  @rexerpens​  )

                                  “    you   really    don’t    get   it,    do    you   ?    ”

             She’s    not   yelling    this    time   –    she    wonders   if    he    notices   that    she’s    slowly   trying    her    best   not    to    yell   at    him,    doing   her    best    to   be    a    better   person.    Your    time   is    running    out      –    she   doesn’t    mind,    but   she    doesn’t    want   to    go    with   the    knowledge    that   she    gave    him   the    idea    of   hatred.    Because    she   never    really    hated   him,    and    perhaps   back    then    she   thought    he    did   –    but    now   she    knows    he   doesn’t.    You    can   never    truly    hate   your    family.    They    are   not    children    any   longer.    Petty    rivalries   are    for    kids.

             She’s    tired,   perhaps    that’s    also   the    reason    why   she    isn’t    at   his    throat.    When   was    the    last   time    you    slept?   She    can    almost   hear    Ja’far’s    scolding   her    for    it   the    moment    they   cross    paths.    Somehow,   he    can    always   tell.

           “    you   really    don’t    get   how    important    the   barrier    is    for   us.    how    important   its    magic    is.   ”    it    keeps   the    island    safe   just    as    much   as    his    swordsmanship    skills   do,    just    as   much    as    their   vessels,    and    maybe   once    upon    a    time    it   made    her    blood   boil    and    he   rukh    flutter    in   anger    that    he   thought    less    of   it    –    right   now,    she    wants   him    to    know   because    he’ll    have   to    make    up   for    it    when   she’s    dead.    “    magic,    Sharrkan   –    magic    is   important.    magic    is   not    bad    or   less    than    your   sword    –    ”    I’m    not   bad,    I’m    not   evil,    I’m    not   a    killer,    “    and    if   you    think    for   a    moment    that   I’m    going    to   shut    up    about   it,    then    you   don’t    know    me   at    all.    ”    she    spits   back,    arms    fold   over    her    chest   –    she’s    tired   and    thinner,    but   her    fire    still   remains,    “    I’m   not    being    emotional,    I’m   being    practical.    without   the    barrier,    this   island    would    be   an    open    target   !    ”

[shallalmagd]

‘ despite everything, i’m still in love with the world. ’    (  @saeiqas​  )

                 Sinbad    gives   her    hope   –    he    gives   them    all    hope,   and    that’s    something   none    of    them   have    ever    tried   to    conceal    or   deny.    It’s    implicit   in    the    way   they    look    at   their    king,    the   way    they    talk   about    him,    the   way    they    are   willing    to    die   for    him.    Yamraiha   isn’t    good    with   her    feelings,    expressing    them,   acknowledging    them    –    but    she   knows    that    the   love    she    feels   for    the    closest   thing    to    family   she’s    had    is   strong,    and    real,   and    true.    And   she    hopes,    that   in    the    way   she    kills    herself   for    Sindria    every   day,    it    somehow   shows.

            And    it’s   selfish,    isn’t    it?   to    want    to   be    acknowledged    by   her    sacrifices.

            He    says   it    with    a    tug    of   a    smile    on   his    lips    –    they    both   walk    along    the   shore;    it    brings   back    memories,    she   almost    expects    to   find    the    same   tiny    seashells    washed   into    land    by   the    ocean.    And   he’ll    say    it   –    despite    it   all,    I    still   love    this    world.    And   perhaps    it’s    the   way    he    says   it,    true    and   calm    and    raw,    that   makes    the    magician   want    to    cry.   Not    out    of   sadness,    not    even   out    of    happiness   –    Sinbad    gives   her    hope.    They   have    all    seen   tragedies,    death,    fire   and    blood    –    yet    he   still    believes,    and   he    still    loves.   And    if    he   can,    then    so   can    she.

            “    it’s   impossible    not    to   feel    love    for   a    world    that   offers    sights    like   these,    I    think.   ”    she    mumbles,   lips    pressed    together   afterwards    and    back   of    her    hand   wiping    away    a    traitorous    tear   –    the    lights   of    the    island   and    the    moon   dance    across    the   water    surface,    it’s   like    a    colored   mirror,    and    the   stars    above    remind   her    of    that   ship,    and    remind   her    of    that   promise.

            He    told   her    to    make   a    wish    back   then.    She’s   still    working    to   pay    him    back   for    making    it   real.

          “    …    or    people   like    you.    ”    she    dares   to    utter,    feels   her    cheeks    light   up    at    the   realization    that    she   has    indeed    mumbled   those    words    out   loud    –    there    is   nothing    wrong    with   loving,    no    matter   the    kind    of   love    that    it   is.    “    I    …    I    mean    it.   all    the    hope   you    give    us,   every    day.    everything    you   give    is    –       ”    she’s    choked   up    on    her   words,    it’s    so   silly.    She’s    not   good    at    this,   she    cannot    be   poetic,    or    express   so    clearly    an   emotion    she’s    kept   tight    within    her   chest,    “    I    think,    your   majesty,    that    you   made    us    fall   in    love    back   with    the    world.   ”

[shallalmagd]

‘  i’m here. and that’s all i can be.  ’    (  @laewulf​  )

            “    you   don’t    think    you   could    be    so   much    more    than   just    existing?    ”

            Brows    furrow,   the    question    is   filled    with    genuine   curiosity    –    there’s   no    mockery    or   attempt    to    criticize   him    for    his   remark,    however,    it   does    make    her   wonder    for    a    moment,    and   perhaps    she    does   intend    to    scold   him    a    bit.   Yamraiha    isn’t    the   kind    of    woman   to    think    of   herself    as    simply   existing    in    this   world,    drifting    along   with    the    current   without    a    purpose.   She    was    born,   she    exists    because   of    something,    because    somewhere,    someone,   wants    her    to   exist.    And    perhaps,   that    notion    might   be    strange    coming   from    the    orphan   who    was    raised   as    a    weapon   and    nothing    else   –    but    she   chooses    to    believe,   needs    to    believe,   that    there    is   more    than    that   to    her.    There   must    be,    and   perhaps,    there    is   to    him    as   well.

           And    so,   she    cants    her   head    to    the   side,    tucks    a    strand    of   teal    hair    behind   her    ear    –    she’s    hesitating    in   speaking,    so    unlike   her,    but    anyone   who    truly    knows   her    will    realize   that    Yamraiha    often   doubts    when    it   comes    to    revealing   things    about    herself.   She’ll    speak    of   her    many    talents,   her    skills,    her   prodigious    mind    –    but    who   is    the    actual   woman    behind    the   many    accomplishments?

          “    I    think    everybody   is    born    with   a    purpose    in   this    world,”    she   finally    begins,    a    small    shrug   of    her    shoulders   accompanies    the    slow   smile    forming    on   her    lips    –    an    attempt   at    comfort.    She’s   not    good    at   comfort,    but    she’ll   try    still,    because   his    words    have   reached    into    her,   somehow,    “    why   exist    solely,    when   you    can    fulfill   that    purpose    to    the   maximum?    and    I’m   not    talking    about   reckless    living,    ”    not    like   Sinbad    or    Sharrkan   do,    “    but   if    you    think   about    it,    the   idea    of    just   existing    in    this   world    is    kind   of    sad.    I    mean,    I    suppose    it’s   easier    …    but   you    really    don’t   wish    to    die   without    claiming    you   have    done    everything    you   could    to    make   your    stay    in   this    world    worth   it.    that’s,    ah   –    something    I    learned    from   a    friend.    ”

[littlelovelymemes]

all of these starters come from the twitter of the maine’s lead singer   &   can be found here !

‘  even on a bad day i feel good.  ’ ‘  don’t chase the pain.  ’ ‘  we’re all just barely keeping up.  ’ ‘  in the darkness we’re all the same; human, alone, and afraid.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to fade away.  ’ ‘  i’d like to know for certain, but i think that i’m alright.  ’ ‘  time kills you, but don’t kill time.  ’ ‘  fear is close, but love is closer.  ’ ‘  this is the youngest we’ll ever be again.  ’ ‘  sometimes i am not my brain.  ’ ‘  nothing changes if you don’t.  ’ ‘  sometimes the bravest thing you can do is quit.  ’ ‘  despite everything, i’m still in love with the world.  ’ ‘  stop trying to fix everything, everything can’t be fixed.  ’ ‘  you are missing from me.  ’ ‘  you’re the only voice in my head.  ’ ‘  love is a risk, love.  ’ ‘  you can make it alone, but it’s a lot less fun on your own.  ’ ‘  sometimes i feel better feeling nothing at all.  ’ ‘  the past won’t haunt you if you don’t want it to.  ’ ‘  sometimes it’s gotta get worse before it gets better.  ’ ‘  every moment’s relevant, bittersweet, and delicate.  ’ ‘  don’t let your heart freeze over.  ’ ‘  i’m here. and that’s all i can be.  ’ ‘  sad as i am to see you leave tonight, real life requires real goodbyes.  ’ ‘  can’t crawl out of your own skin; might as well get comfortable with the skin you’re in.  ’ ‘  nothing prepares you for the hard parts of life except for the hard parts themselves, but you’ll be alright.  ’ ‘  i still feel the same after all these years.  ’ ‘  you’ll never know the way you look through my eyes, and it makes me want to cry.  ’ ‘  control what you can, comfort what you can’t.  ’ ‘  control what you can, comfort what you can’t, and always remember how lucky you are to have yourself.  ’ ‘  you made my day, my month, my year just by being here.  ’ ‘  if you’re not yourself, you’re everybody else.  ’ ‘  there’s nothing left to lose when there’s nothing left to hide.  ’ ‘  is the sadness everlasting?  ’ ‘  there are still people here that need you.  ’ ‘  it is what it will be.  ’ ‘  love all of me or not at all.  ’ ‘  how wonderful i am at making a mess.  ’ ‘  i already miss the things we haven’t even done yet.  ’ ‘  you need someone that i just can’t be.  ’ ‘  you are a sound i wasn’t listening for but needed to hear.  ’ ‘  don’t you dare love just to be loved in return.  ’ ‘  love is a beautiful word, but sometimes that’s all it is.  ’ ‘  nothing is easy, but you don’t have to make it so hard.  ’ ‘  you picked the wrong time to know me.  ’ ‘  stop being such a fucking whiner.  ’ ‘  i’m afraid i’ve shown you too much of my heart.  ’ ‘  i’m looking up and looking forward, there’s nothing back there for you or me.  ’ ‘  i am the only one in my way.  ’ ‘  this time, try speaking from your rational mind and not your emotional heart.  ’ ‘  you deserve to feel good. and beautiful, and loved, and wanted, and young, and respected, and wild, and complex, and adored, and so on.  ’ ‘  i’ve got whatever you want so long as you want is me.  ’ ‘  don’t throw your love around just anywhere.  ’ ‘  i’ve got to let you go.  ’ ‘  the lovely little loneliness would hold me down under the sound of being found, but then it all turned around.  ’ ‘  to not dance when you had the health and could hear the music could be the biggest regret of your life.  ’ ‘  i miss you more than i probably should.  ’ ‘  i can’t tell if this time of year makes me want to fall in love or never see a human being ever again.  ’ ‘  in this moment i could die with you.  ’ ‘  oh, the things we do to hide the “bad” parts of ourselves from the ones we love.  ’ ‘  if you’re at the end of your rope, you can borrow some of mine.  ’ ‘  all of my friends are getting married. i am sincerely happy for them and can’t wait to drink and cry alone at their weddings.  ’ ‘  it’s okay to be okay.  ’ ‘  i think i like the idea of you more than the actual you yourself.  ’ ‘  i want to be the type of person you feel better for being with.  ’ ‘  wherever you are, you are you. if nothing else, you are you.  ’ ‘  being sad is all the rage, but if you ask me it’s overrated.  ’ ‘  i’ve been think about thinking less about think too much about.  ’ ‘  why do i waste my time with thoughts of “us” in my mind?  ’ ‘  the world is not out to get you. in fact, it couldn’t care less.  ’ ‘  to hell with sweet nothings, you deserve sweeter somethings.  ’ ‘  in one deep breath exhale all the terrible words on the tip of you tongue that were about to jump out of your mouth.  ’ ‘  i hope you find whatever it is you’re looking for.  ’ ‘  you’re not the cause of my heart breaking, you’re just a symptom.  ’ ‘  do you really think it’s fashionable to talk like an asshole?  ’ ‘  the bags under my eyes are packed, but i’m not going anywhere.  ’ ‘  some people and things are better left as sweet memories.  ’ ‘  i don’t wish you the worst anymore. in fact, i have to try extra hard to think about you at all.  ’ ‘  you can’t have it all, but you can certainly have more than enough.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to take over the world, i just want to know where i belong within it.  ’ ‘  ‘afraid’ is no way to live.  ’ ‘  you don’t know what you want and there’s absolutely nothing wrong with that.  ’ ‘  the past is in the rearview, the future holds no weight.  ’ ‘  are you free, or are you being borrowed?  ’ ‘  that’s not a problem, it’s only a pity.  ’ ‘  i’d like to let you know that boys cry too.  ’ ‘  however slight the change, we’re never the same as yesterday.  ’ ‘  yesterday was tough, but i woke up today.  ’ ‘  sometimes bad luck can be so beautiful.  ’ ‘  don’t be sorry, be better.  ’ ‘  nothing is easy; if it is, it ain’t worth it.  ’ ‘  it’s so hard to look around and not think to myself, ‘everything sucks here.’  ’ ‘  time to get your shit together.  ’ ‘  you don’t owe tomorrow shit.  ’ ‘  don’t be afraid of the darkness, for without it we wouldn’t be able to see the stars.  ’ ‘  if you love me, don’t.  ’ ‘  i’ve got to be me because no one else will.  ’ ‘  you’re mostly sunshine, i’m mostly rain.  ’ ‘  your feelings aren’t the problem, i just shouldn’t have been such an asshole.  ’

[shallalmagd]

i kinda feel sad that most of my old magi friends aren’t here ... kinda makes me feel a bit lonely. idk maybe it’s bc i’ve had a shit week

[spctlessminds]

this ask meme is based on the blog gravesuggestion.  i’ve divided it up into two categories  ( light  &  dark )  based on the themes.  some of these can be somewhat triggering seeing that the darker ones deal with a lot of death mentions.  please be cautious before continuing on!!

L I G H T

‘  at night i dream of you.  ’ ‘  don’t give up yet.  you still have time to fix things.  ’ ‘  falling in love with someone else is not a personal attack.  ’ ‘  i am still so weak when it comes to you.  ’ ‘  i can’t believe i let myself let you down.  ’ ‘  i don’t care where we go when we die,  as long as i’m with you.  ’ ‘  i dream of saying to you all the words i held inside until it was too late.  ’ ‘  i feel so warm  &  safe when you talk to me.  maybe i could love you if you’d let me.  ’ ‘  i finally let the right people in  &  i have never felt so loved.  ’ ‘  i like the way your nails paint red stripes along my spine days after you’re gone.  ’ ‘  i lived in your permafrost for twenty years  &  then you looked at me  &  i felt the warmth of spring.  ’ ‘  i once wished you’d leave me alone,  but i take it back.  ’ ‘  i want to be able to love someone else,  but you stretch your arms  &  spread your legs inside my heart so that there is no room for anyone or anything else.  ’ ‘  i want to believe that we got it right this time.  ’ ‘  i wonder how much longer i can cling to your light before it expires completely.  ’ ‘  i would travel across the world to be by your side,  because as long as you are with me,  anywhere is a perfect place to me.  ’ ‘  it took me awhile to realize it myself,  but you are not what other people say you are.  ’ ‘  it’s not that i really need you,  but life would be pretty boring without you around.  there’s no one i would rather be with.  ’ ‘  i’d like to stay like this for awhile.  ’ ‘  life  &  death don’t have to be so boring,  let’s make both an adventure.  ’ ‘  life imitates art,  they say.  i didn’t believe it until i started to notice the way your eyelashes look so much like tiny ink stroke.  ’ ‘  live your life so that when you die,  souls will come for miles just to hear your historic tales.  ’ ‘  make your exes jealous  &  your past self proud.  ’ ‘  maybe you’re what i needed to find in order to move on.  ’ ‘  never get caught falling harder.  they’ll never let you back up.  ’ ‘  please don’t go.  ’ ‘  some days it’s easier to just stop fighting it  &  succumb.  ’ ‘  sometimes,  you’ll find it hard to keep going,  but you always will.  ’ ‘  the desire i feel for you is that same itching,  insidious hunger that an addict has for their addiction.  ’ ‘  the worst thing about you is that you weren’t all bad.  ’ ‘  there is absolutely nothing  &  no one who can stop me.  ’ ‘  there is no route of losing you that is without pain.  ’ ‘  there’s still room for adventure  &  there is no one i’d rather have by my side.  ’ ‘  things didn’t turn out the way i planned,  but i’m alright with that.  ’ ‘  we could be really incredible together,  you know?  ’ ‘  you are beautiful  &  vibrant  &  confident.  you are light  &  laughter incarnate  &  every fiber of your being screams freedom  &  joy.  when i am with you,  i am truly happy.  ’ ‘  you are starlight incarnate,  from the grand way you sway your hips to the wide mysterious way you think.  blessed are any to be loved by you.  ’ ‘  you are too afraid of the future to let go of a past that was never kind to you.  ’ ‘  you call me yours  &  i have no idea what that even means to you.  ’ ‘  you remind me of bubblegum  &  sweets;  soft  &  pink  &  warm.  you are strong in the gentlest way.  you are so stubbornly kind.  i wish i could be like that.  ’ ‘  you still visit me while i sleep sometimes.  your fingers trace my spine  &  i listen to you breathe.  please stop haunting me.  ’ ‘  ‘morbid curiosity’ is a wonderful way to describe how i feel about you.  ’

D A R K

‘  a thousand empty bottles  &  fist fights will never return to us what we lost that day.  ’ ‘  everyone else has moved on,  but i am still here.  ’ ‘  everything about you screams danger.  ’ ‘  everything is worthless to you  &  you,  in turn,  became worthless.  ’ ‘  for once in my life i want to be surrounded by people that i don’t feel like i need to impress.  ’ ‘  freedom is really hard to get used to.  ’ ‘  how could you do this to me?  how fucking could you?  ’ ‘  i am becoming everything we always dreamed of  &  i am leaving you behind.  ’ ‘  i buried you so well that you might as well have died.  ’ ‘  i can rest easy knowing that the person i love is dead  &  not the monster you became.  ’ ‘  i can’t look at you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t ask how you’ve been.  what’s the point?  you’d lie anyways.  ’ ‘  i dream of hearing the words i so desperately needed to lay your memory to rest.  ’ ‘  i haunted this house first.  there is no room for you here.  ’ ‘  i have a right to be upset.  i loved them too, you know.  ’ ‘  i just want it to end.  i want it to all go away.  i want to go away.  ’ ‘  i may be a wolf in sheep’s clothing,  but a snake hiding in the skin of a mouse is far more dangerous.  ’ ‘  i saw your face today  &  didn’t feel anything.  i am free.  ’ ‘  i tried to save you,  but you didn’t want to be saved.  you just wanted someone to suffer with you.  ’ ‘  it’s almost as if you were never here.  ’ ‘  it’s unhealthy to do these things,  you tell me.  you say it’s time to stop smoking,  time to stop gambling,  &  dammit,  i f you don’t stop drinking it’ll kill you.  i sure hope you’re right,  darling.  ’ ‘  i’m always pleasantly surprised by how easy it is to kill you in my mind  ’ ‘  i’m not really scared to die.  i’m more afraid that no one will miss me when i’m gone.  ’ ‘  i’m not the person you left behind anymore.  there’s no one here to miss.  ’ ‘  i’ve been dead far longer than i’ve been alive.  ’ ‘  i’ve eaten nothing but flower petals  &  ivy for weeks because i want to be beautiful inside like you.  ’ ‘  i’ve never been completely satisfied.  i most likely will still be unsatisfied long after my death.  ’ ‘  no motive other than pleasure,  my dear.  ’ ‘  one day i’ll go or you will.  either way,  it will be as if i’m losing a piece of myself.  ’ ‘  our dreams  &  promises decay along with you.  ’ ‘  the leaves change,  but nothing else does.  ’ ‘  the only difference between avoiding  &  leaving is that now i’m not waiting up for you.  ’ ‘  there is no such thing as a person who is required to love you.  ’ ‘  there’s only so much that can be done to repair old damage.  ’ ‘  things aren’t going as i hoped.  maybe if i die,  i can start over again?  better luck next time.  ’ ‘  this is not something to be proud of.  this is a tragedy.  ’ ‘  trying to get rid of me?  oh honey,  you’ll have to try much harder than that.  ’ ‘  trying to get under my skin?  you’re nothing more than a pesky itch.  ’ ‘  unlike you,  i can’t hide my identity when it becomes an inconvenience or a danger.  ’ ‘  weeping is for gods  &  martyrs,  we cannot afford such luxuries.  ’ ‘  would you even miss me?  ’ ‘  you are not important enough to earn an eternal place in my heart.  ’ ‘  you complain nonstop about being unloved  &  alone,  i can’t imagine what you’d be like if that were actually true.  ’ ‘  you don’t know what it’s like.  ’ ‘  you made this so fucking easy for me.  ’ ‘  you should see me as a threat.  i will tear down everything you know until there is nothing left of you.  i am a walking threat.  ’ ‘  you think i’m already gone,  but i’m still fighting.  ’ ‘  you think i’m dead,  but i’m just dying.  ’ ‘  you were never an addiction,  you were a fucking disease.  ’ ‘  you wouldn’t dare cross me.  i am god  &  you are the soil beneath my feet.  ’ ‘  your existence takes up so much more space in mine that we might as well be one entity.  ’ ‘  your fingers are so cold  &  bruised,  but you’re still slamming your fists again the barricade as if it makes a difference.  ’ ‘  your hair is tied in a noose  &  your fingernails are razor blades,  your lips are poison  &  i will gratefully kiss them.  ’ ‘  your hatred has a body count  &  we will not forget.  ’ ‘  your loss,  not mine.  ’ ‘  you’re a sick fuck.  you know that?  ’ ‘  you’re not gentle with me  &  i would never ask you to be.  ’ ‘  you’ve trapped yourself so thoroughly in your own mind that it’s not even a rut anymore,  it’s a pit.   ’

[shallalmagd]

sb should give us a shippy ship -----

[shallalmagd]

make more general muses!!!!

[shallalmagd]

yamraiha of magi : the labyrinth of magic      .     spellcast by nosta.