Shinsa

23, I don't know

[dark-side-of-passion]

🤠🤠🤠🤠

[shinsa7]

I see no difference

[alicevoidpassion]

hmmmmm i love her

[alicevoidpassion]

wip, I can’t post the full version :))

[shinsa7]

you can't escape the thought even from its warning

[shinsa7]

doesn't the trigger warning of mention of death mentions death anyways

[shinsa7]

I'm sorry for turning this account into something else

I know none of you followed me for this

please feel free to unfollow

[shinsa7]

⚠️ tw: mention of death

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I just want to vent here, I know nowhere else. I'm so terrified of death and car accidents.. I'm so scared

I hate to hear news about people dying in car accidents.. but I'm now living in fear, I have to get my way out of this, but I'm too scared and I feel alone

I hope to go through this.. I have to... I want to live

[shinsa7]

I have an account on twitter

I'd love to follow you back!

Please don't follow if you're not above 18+

[shinsa7]

do you think you'd fall in love with me, the porn bot account that follows me?

[shinsa7]

I decided to move to twitter i think, I didn't intent to use tumblr like this 😔

[shinsa7]

I need to read more brutal La Squadra stuff, like non romantic stuff, just mafia business

[hiatus-lc-blog]

“What everybody sees in a movie is such a private emotion. I mean in the cinema I think that when you go to see a movie we all enter into a kind of a special light. There is this amniotic darkness, and we are going all together to dream the same dream. And this is the great thing of cinema; it is something that happens in a community, we are all together. We start dreaming the same dream because there is… It let’s us think that the movie is projected not only by the projector, which is behind everybody, but is also projected by our own eyes. So we participate in our own personal, private way to this kind of ballet of ghosts that we have on the screen.”

— Bernardo Bertolucci  

[shinsa7]

I love illuso, I want him to be my boyfriend so badly

[shinsa7]

I saw a cool dream about la squadra last night!! it was so fun! I never expected to see something like this lol

[shinsa7]

sometimes I wonder if feeling neglected somehow my fault. I always choose to be alone, it became my default settings. where do I belong? is this what everyone does? find the places and people which they belong to, or just choose to be alone and wait

like me

[shinsa7]

I saw a Japanese NSFW post and I was curious to see the whole thing and it destroyed me, the story is disturbing although I didn't understand anything. I always tell myself that I'm not innocent anymore and whatever but I let myself see things that would hurt my soul in a way I can't tell. but the traces are there, it will remain there. I don't like this, I don't want to see those things again. I hate porn and everything about it, everything. this isn't right. but I chose to see, is this really free will? is this how I want to use it?

I'm just really tired of this life. but I have to believe..