ali’s darkside

i write how i feel...i feel how i write. sad & dark girl

[sinnerali]

Them: Where do you see yourself in a couple years?

Me: Dead or in a mental institution

[sinnerali]

Them: Where do you see yourself in a couple years?

Me: Dead or in a mental institution

[sinnerali]

I’m surprised I’m still alive cause boy theses few years been rough 😔

[agonisingpain]

[agonisingpain]

[illangelstein]

[sinnerali]

I just want to feel important

I just want to feel loved

I just want to feel cared

I just want to feel happy

I just want to feel everything

But this pain

-sinnerAli

[emilydb]

[sinnerali]

I put this look on my face

A face that says “ ask me if I’m ok”

Hoping that someone would ask me

“Are you ok?”

So I can cry and say “No!”

“Please help me, I’m dying inside”

-sinnerAli

[sinnerali]

The problem

I’m always the problem

I do anything, it’s a problem

I say anything, it’s a problem

I tried to be somebody else

& its still a problem

Everything I do is a fucking problem

Confused why I was put on this earth

If all I’m good at is causing problems

-sinnerali

[sinnerali]

my bad thoughts are back

The thoughts are back & its worse than before

I feel like a junkie in rehab

Fighting to get clean (probably for a love one)

But occasionally relapse

See a junkie do drugs

I just burn

I burn my skin till there’re blisters ready to pop

Help me

-sinnerali

[rkw-archive]

its always there

[nshadfw]

Inside voice

[take-my-pulse-steal-my-heart-de]

If eyes are the windows to the soul how come no one can see I’m dying inside

[sinnerali]

Nobody really understands the shit I’m going through everyday

[grimygoth]

anyone else feel like they’re too fucked up to be loved and cared about?

[imjustascaredlilgirl]

[spacecadetxo]